I feel a little sexy don't you want to feel sexy with me.

The word sexy reminds me of The Catcher in the Rye.

I'm feelin' warm and fuzzy.
Not in that sappy, emotional way. More like in that blissfully content, blue sky and warm sun forever way.
Our department has a student from China visiting for the year and she made some Chrysanthemum tea. It's good. The waves of health and contentment just wash over me like warm, clear tropical waters.
Smooth.
*sigh*

Any fans of FFIX... or anyone that's really bored... reading this? I need a reply in like less than an hour and you need to have a Gamefaqs account. Looking for a favor >_>

I'm suddenly craving chocolate

I want to go to sleep. I got in bed at 5 am... and woke up at 8:30am. :( AND I got to go to a 2 hour class then drive 2 hours to go home. Fun.

Four comments for posting lyrics. Let see if I can do it better with this one.
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Waiting in a room
All dressed up and bound and gagged
To a chair
It's so unfair
I won't dare move, for the pain
She puts me through is what I need
So make it bleed
I'm in distress, oh mistress
I confess so do it one more time
These handcuffs are too tight
You know I will obey, so please
Don't make me beg
For blood, sex and booze you give me
Some say I'm disturbed
But it's what I deserve, another lesson
To be learned...from a girl called kill
My head is in the gutter
Thank you sir, strike up another mandolin
Of discipline
Throw me to the dogs
Let them eat my flesh down
To the wood
It feels so good
I'm in distress, oh mistress
I confess so do it one more time
These handcuffs are too tight
You know I will obey, so please
Don't make me beg
For blood, sex and booze you give me
Some say I'm disturbed
But it's what I deserve, another lesson
To be learned...from a girl called kill
I'm in distress, oh mistress
I confess so do it one more time
These handcuffs are too tight
You know I will obey, so please
Don't make me beg
For blood, sex and booze you give me

Lets have sex.

Woot, woot!
^Random
Anyways, I'm still debating on going to see the new Street Fighter movie, but is Taboo from Black Eyed Peas seriously in the movie? If so... coming from my old science teacher" SSSSAAAAAAaaaaaweeet!

New Street Fighter movie? I must be outta the loop. Can't get any worse right?
...
Right?

Ryu and Ken are not in it

Some bitch on Facebook wrote me a message becuase I asked a good friend of mine to go to Prom with me, and this was before I found out he has a girlfriend BEFORE HE HAD ONE!!!. Look at this fucking bullshit:
listen... My boyfriend is NOT going to prom with you. why the fuck you would even ask that i dont know. but he is strictly MINE. I would appreciate if you just didnt talk to him anymore because I dont like you... but he can choose his own friends. but the nasty looks you were giving me and now this... I suggest you stop. thats all I got to say.. But hun... Trevor will never do anything with you as long as he is with me.. wich from the sound of it will be a very long time considering we have already talked about getting married. so Move the fuck on and get your own man.. maybe an ugly one will suite you.. a perfect match right there.
Jesus Christ, I never saw this bitch for more than two minutes when I saw her at her bf's dehjaying place, and now she's got him to delete me as a friend on his page, so I wrote back at him tell him that you know me longer than your gf, you call me Sugar and care for me like a little sister. You're honestly going to beleive that I would try to steal your gf when I don't do things that way! I'm like the most innocent kid he'll ever know in his fucking life.
Not to mention, I wrote back to her telling her that my friend tells all his girlfriends that he wants to marry them, hell I even saw him give the ring to his gf he had back when I was a freshmen... But this guy who I asked I only asked because he bitches about how he misses all of his friends and I get all my friends saying, "Hey ask him to prom." So I did, only asking him as a friend. Bitch ass fucker wants to play shit games with me though she has no clue who the hell I am, fuck that slut I'll kick her ass...
Jesus christ who the fuck is gonna tell this Italian Pollock who she can talk to and not? What do you guys think about this mother fucker? I'm pissed cuz this guy is a good friend but I'm not the type of girl who steals boyfriends from other girls. That's disgusting!

Sounds like I came in at a good time.

Well honestly (and this is not biased on the fact that I dislike you) you shouldn't have asked her boyfriend out. That's fucking stupid and you just don't do that. She has every right to be upset and you have no right to ask a guy out who isn't single.
And the 'Italian Pollock' comment was completely unnecessary.

For some reason why I have no idea why you don't like me because I don't know you, you totally missed the fact that I say that I asked him before he had a girlfriend...

Yeah, i think she does have the right to at least be suspicious. Man than once people have used the 'friend' excuse.

I have to agree with that. That was really out of line, IceBaby.
So you didn't know this guy had a girlfriend, and you asked him out to prom. Then his girlfriend gets mad at you.
Ok. Tell the bitch to chill the fuck out and that you didn't know. Really fucked up that he deleted you as a friend, though. Makes me wonder what kind of control she has over him.

Sorry if that offended anyone but unfortunately that was what I wrote, but I was calling my self that not anyone else who's Polish... trust me, so many people now and days where ever I go make fun of Polish people, didn't think that people here actually care about that nationality. And not to mention I was in a very piss ass mood, so forgive me for that.
And with my friend, I bitched him out, apparently he thinks that I'm in love with him... Bullshit, if you saw what this guy looked like you could totally tell that he's nowhere even near my type in guys. He smokes, does pot, and is just not even remotely cute. Why I was his friend was because he wasn't doing drugs at the time... now I find out that he's back on it and I'm just pissed because apparently he's got the wrong idea about me.
And with his girlfriend, I reported her message, though I doubt that anything will get done. I blocked her from trying to contact me, though I left my friend's page alone just in case he wants to apologize for what he said. I mean seriously, of all the years that I've known this guy, he should honestly know that I've never liked him in that special way... he's just not the type of guy I'm interested in having a crush on.

How about it's just prom and you won't give a damn about it 3 months after it?

Actually, I will remember prom, because it's a big event and I still think about my Freshmen homecoming only because it was like the biggest thing ever! So.... yeah... I won't forget about it.

Actually prom is absolutely meaningless once you get out of high school. Prom only means something to the people who want to hold onto the glory days of their youth. I remember when I thought prom and homecoming were a big deal too. Yikes. Speaking as the "popular girl" of my high school...it's all bullshit and none of it matters once you graduate. Chances are you won't be friends or even see 95% of those people ever again.
Secondly if he's dating this girl now and is still dating her come prom time it would be inappropriate for you to go with him. He's got a girl, she's not comfortable with it and you need to respect that. Calling her a bitch and an Italian-Pollock is in really poor taste.

Well yes, but this means a lot. I know I don't like bringing this up, but this and Graduation are the only things that I will ever care about this year, only because the fact that I've been dealing with a hell of a lot with this medical issue that I'm suffering through and still is battling throughout my life, the fact that everyone that I know has someone loved passed away, (my former art mentor passed away two weeks ago) and just a lot of bad things have happened near me and it's just that this is going to be something big.
But yet again, this is totally your opinion about these events, I still hear my friends and myself talk about homecomings and things like that. It may mean nothing to you guys, but it really does with me. I don't know why, probably due to the fact that it's the only time that I'll ever EVER... besides my wedding, be decked out in something so gorgeous. But like I said, I repsect your opinions about what you think, but I'm still staying mine.
Just like how people keep saying that I'm going to change my mind about not drinking after I hit the leagal age... it's just something I'm not worth doing after 21.

I'm part Polish but i personally don't give a fuck.