Then make the post counter into a link to a page that shows that users posts, separated by thread and forum for ease

The forum that I run keeps track of time spent online and post counts.

I know it's not a popularity contest, but I think they're nice to keep track of.

And then they don't get DPs... not that it matters.

Oh, I can't recall when it started. 6th Grade, maybe? I've always feel to others in almost all respects, it's part of why I try hard, in a vain attempt to reach some level of normality; I must prove myself, usually on an intellectual plane, rather than a physical one. My short stature, asthma, and years of being overweight destroyed any shred of phyiscal pride and body security I had. So I feel I need to prove myself intellectually. This accounts for all my time in student government, Youth Legislature, and why I crossed the country to go to college. I consider myself weak, so I force myself into situations where I must be strong. And if people praise me, I feel uncomfortable. Perhaps the only thing I have any iota of personal pride in is my speaking ability, which I can do fairly well. However, I hate hearing myself speak and I will refuse to watch any recording of myself giving a speech. I know this is whole thing is a problem of sorts, but I view it as a defining internal trait. It's sort have created a motto for me.

"Always put yourself on the bottom, but let no one else do the same."

I try hard to better myself, I really do. And though I think I'm inferior, I'm not going to let anyone openly say that. I'll look up, but I don't want to be looked down upon.

If the reason you're getting down is due to what other people think or say about you, it's definitely in your best interest to attempt to stop caring about that stuff. I know it's hard; I went through it myself all throughout high school. However, once I hit college, I was away from home and it allowed me to sort of re-invent myself in a way, and that's what I did.

It sounds to me that your tries at bettering yourself are positive steps, but the reason you try to improve your shortcomings shouldn't be that you think so little of yourself. You should put a better spin on it, instead maybe have the mindset that it will benefit you long-term or perhaps lead to more opportunities for you. Don't just do it because you think you suck, that attitude isn't going to change unless you stop letting it dominate your life.

Dinner tomorrow night and a possible smoke session with a new girl (Caucasian; never been with a white woman before) Saturday. I should probably try and get some music done Sunday then, huh?

Caring about those who have to constantly put you down is not worth the time and the trouble. Back in high school, when my medical condition was at its worst, people would always tell me that I wouldn't make it in the future because of it.

So you know what I did? I didn't care what they said about me. Why? Because they're fucking dimwits who aren't in college, drinks all the time, and gained a hell of a lot of weight and are out of shape. While I'm sitting in front of a computer for almost four hours, modeling a Lt. Dan rig to walk in Maya, creating a Xena cartoon, writing comedic scripts and dealing with my other classes at school.

If you're going to let people bring you down all the time and you have to prove them that you can do better, then you're never going to be happy. If you do the things that you want to do, then do it. Don't care about how others look at you or think about you, they're really not worth anyone's time.

People can be assholes, it's why I can't even have door decorations on the outside part of my door in my dorm becuase people have to vandalize everything.

I can relate to that. Back in High School, I felt inadequate in everything I did. I always did things the hard way to prove to others I was capable. Even when I did, it never made me happy. You can't be happy if you are always trying to prove yourself to others. Just accept yourself for who you are.

People who make you feel like you have to do more don't deserve your attention. When you stop caring what others think, you will be a lot happier.

Question for the stoners.

Me and my friends recently started selling. I'm a middle man and can get a few extra bags when I buy so we're like hey why not make some money. So we vape the weed sell the vaped weed to the people and they love it. I feel bad as they pay 25 for a g and they're not even getting a whole g. I feel bad but apparently they love it. If it wasn't for me they'd be getting swag or reg. Am I in the wrong here?

One day, Pump Up Kicks was being blasted in some kid's headphones on the elevator. This one girl and boy were talking about the song and couldn't understand what the song was actually about.

I turned to them and told them that the song is based on a kid shooter's mind who's plotting revenge against his peers. They didn't believe me. I told them, when they get back to their dorm, to look up the lyrics, read them out loud, and come back to me, that is if they ever will, to show me how the song isn't about that.

Couple days later, the girl actually found me on the elevator again, told me that I'm right.

Not to mention, Mark Foster clearly explained the whole reason behind this song was to show awareness in gun violence amongst the youth.

Thanks for mentioning the Rep & Neg system. I was gonna say something about that lol

i see that you saw that episode to SubMan799. what did you think of it. i thought it was an alright episode. yea sarcastball.

Loved it, one of the best episodes ive ever seen.

I think a bit has been misunderstood. I don't give a damn what other people think, I care about what I think. However, I always think I am not good enough and that I need to try and work harder. I must achieve more to meet my personal expecations of where I should be relative to the rest of the world. That's why I allow only myself to put me down, rather then let others do it. People often attempt to praise or congratulate me and it makes me extremely uncomfortable as I view any bit of success I make as either luck or something someone else could have done with less effort.


I believe this because of me. It's how my brain works. But only I may put myself in that position, no one else can.

What a horrible day this is turning out to be.

BOOM! DID YOU SEE THAT HIT? BOOOOOM! I love South Park.

The hell? A pocket repost?

Of course it had to start raining just when I'm about to go out. -_-'

Do guys really have an issue with girls with long hair? My boyfriend says at times my hair tickles his face, and he's not the kind of guy who enjoys to be tickled during sleepy night night.

I know a few others who have this issue with long haired girlfriends and wonder if long hair really is a bothersome at times during intimate moments such as cuddling, sleeping together, and sex...

I like the long hair. It does get in my mouth and shit sometimes though. I recommend not trying to cuddle and sleep at once.

Mmm. Now I'm thinking about the possible outcomes of these "dates".

I'm seriously considering learning to play piano just to play this

Pretty.

I remember that movie being particularly sad. It's been about 13 years since I've seen it, however.

I thought that was pretty hilarious

http://www.collegehumor.com/video/6828454/realistic-fighting-game