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thefallenone Wrote:
Wow, it's surprisingly the same thing i'm going through, apart from the religious bit. And yes i ment Goth, i don't know why i said gothic. Damn life is so annoying.
Anyway, i need some sleep
Nightcrow Wrote:
You mean you're Goth. Gothic is not the appropriate expression.
Well, my parents are used to me being like i am, i mean, i never was like they wanted me to be, like everybody of my age steriotypicaly is.
I've revealed my true "ME" (started wearing black, listening the music I LIKE, and not what everybody says that is cool, thinking in a somewhat different way etc etc), almost two years ago, and i have to admitt that in the begining, it was hard.
Family issues, cultural differences, religion discussions (my family is catholic, but i'm an atheist with interest in "different religions"..), overall problems... It was a bad period. But now, here i am, true to my own beliefs.
And everybody accepts me the way i am now.
But they are starting bitchin' arround again, because i'm completely separated from my family, i mean, i live with them, but i spend most of the time alone, listening music, internet, etc.
I don't go out that much, and for long hard periods of time, i become completely apathic. Melancholysm, sadness, no desire to live, memories of ex-girlfriend, and how it ended.. personal mental weackness to face inner problems, ability to find beauty where everyone just passes by and doesn't give a shit, or finding perfection where others only see unglyness, know how to enjoy the purity of silence and emptyness, lack of courage to walk with the head raised, difficulty (or completely incapacity) of expressing fealings and repressed opinions, entire nights crying without an apparent reason...
If you ever got caught by the claws of a deep depression, you must understand what i'm talking about.
Anyway, now i'm good. I have no current mental problem, and school starts in some days. I won't be home most of the time, wich is a good thing.
thefallenone Wrote:
WELL! The reason it's bictchy is becuase they don't like the fact i wear all black, i wear nothing but black. And that's me, that who i am, and my parents are trying to change that. They hate that i'm gothic, it's annoying, they even think i'm a satanist.
They won't let me be me!
WELL! The reason it's bictchy is becuase they don't like the fact i wear all black, i wear nothing but black. And that's me, that who i am, and my parents are trying to change that. They hate that i'm gothic, it's annoying, they even think i'm a satanist.
They won't let me be me!
You mean you're Goth. Gothic is not the appropriate expression.
Well, my parents are used to me being like i am, i mean, i never was like they wanted me to be, like everybody of my age steriotypicaly is.
I've revealed my true "ME" (started wearing black, listening the music I LIKE, and not what everybody says that is cool, thinking in a somewhat different way etc etc), almost two years ago, and i have to admitt that in the begining, it was hard.
Family issues, cultural differences, religion discussions (my family is catholic, but i'm an atheist with interest in "different religions"..), overall problems... It was a bad period. But now, here i am, true to my own beliefs.
And everybody accepts me the way i am now.
But they are starting bitchin' arround again, because i'm completely separated from my family, i mean, i live with them, but i spend most of the time alone, listening music, internet, etc.
I don't go out that much, and for long hard periods of time, i become completely apathic. Melancholysm, sadness, no desire to live, memories of ex-girlfriend, and how it ended.. personal mental weackness to face inner problems, ability to find beauty where everyone just passes by and doesn't give a shit, or finding perfection where others only see unglyness, know how to enjoy the purity of silence and emptyness, lack of courage to walk with the head raised, difficulty (or completely incapacity) of expressing fealings and repressed opinions, entire nights crying without an apparent reason...
If you ever got caught by the claws of a deep depression, you must understand what i'm talking about.
Anyway, now i'm good. I have no current mental problem, and school starts in some days. I won't be home most of the time, wich is a good thing.
Wow, it's surprisingly the same thing i'm going through, apart from the religious bit. And yes i ment Goth, i don't know why i said gothic. Damn life is so annoying.
Anyway, i need some sleep
It's good to see that there is someone out there that is similar to me in any way..
It is probably just a bad period you're going through, it happens.
Sencitive people are very susceptible to fall in depression, or lose their living purpose. But with time, you'll manage to learn how to live with it, and to even love that brooding, grey, sad way of thinking and facing life (or hidding from it).
Good friends, some crazy beer nights and the full moon always help cheering up.
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