Day +6: Muse - Take a Bow

Day +7: No Doubt - Spiderwebs

DAY 245 - Mar 28, 2015

Dorian Gray - Sjaj u tami

DAY 246 - Mar 29, 2015

Novi fosili - Milena

March 29th/30th, 2015.

My birthday was on the 29th, so I decided to choose 2 very relevant songs to me. Also, I'm posting this on the 30th.

That said, I'm unimaginative, so I looked at the top 40 most played songs on my iTunes and chose out 2 at first sight, but also had meaning to me other than "I really like that song."

Song 1:

Dashboard by Modest Mouse. Indie/Alt Rock.

I relate it to my life quite a bit. It talks about silver linings and how things could've gone worse, and while mocking the relief over a bad result, still goes back to remembering that things could get so much worse. Really helps with my depression, suicidal thoughts, and anxiety.

Song 2:

Everlong by The Foo Fighters. Indie/Alt Rock and Grunge fusion.

I remember knowing this song since I was really young. My parents both enjoy this song to pieces, my dad especially, since he used to be a big fan of the indie/alt rock and grunge genres. His favorite band used to be Nirvana.

Sadly, he doesn't give a shit about music anymore, only focusing on job/career, getting his bachelor's degree in electrical engineering, raising my baby brother, supporting those who live in his house (mom, my b-brother, grandma, 2 boxer dogs), bodybuilding, and mustache/beard styling. He does seem happy, but he's also 500% grumpier than I remember from my childhood.

He stopped drinking after Dante (little brother) was born, stopped beating me when I turned 18, and stopped listening to music sometime in my sophomore year of highschool.

It was around the music stoppage that I noticed him being a lot moodier and depressed than normal. Beatings were more frequent then. His bodybuilding diet seasons were/are the worst.

Once the beatings stopped, he got less depressed and more frustrated, with his moodiness staying stagnant.

Once the drinking stopped, he became very... Terrible to be around.
Understandably, the focus on all these different tasks was stressful, plus my little brother cries loudly during the night a lot, and his only adult son (me) is a complete failure. It'd kind of daunting to have all this on your plate and having to eat it. He takes it out on me mostly, as far as family-wise. He doesn't have many friends, nor does he have quick access to hang out with them. No clue what he says to them, if anything.

He's getting better though. Recent events have made him question himself a lot.

The reason I went on about my father is because this song reminds me so much of him, or rather, my opinion of him, if you bar the parts that are more romantically inclined.

Day +8: Muse - Sunburn

DAY 247 - Mar 30, 2015

Tomislav Ivčić & Meri Cetinić - Gorka rijeka

This one hurts.

DAY 248 - Mar 31, 2015

Ciara feat. Missy Elliott - 1, 2 Step

Day +9: Woodkid - The Golden Age (feat. Max Richter EMBERS)

Day +10: CoLD SToRAGE - Cairodrome

Day +11: Pet Shop Boys - Single - Bilingual

DAY 249 - Apr 01, 2015

Alanis Morissette - Ironic

DAY 250 - Apr 02, 2015

Vanessa Carlton - A Thousand Miles

DAY 251 - Apr 03, 2015

Spice Girls - Viva Forever

Day +12: The Lemons - Lemoncita

Day +13: MEZKO - Speak European

DAY 251 - Apr 03, 2015

Depeche Mode - Enjoy The Silence
DAY 252 - Apr 04, 2015
Sting feat. Cheb Mami - Desert Rose /

Day +14: Bobby McFerrin - Don't Worry Be Happy

DAY 252 - Apr 05, 2015

Élégance - Vacances j'oublie tout

DAY 253 - Apr 06, 2015

Carla Bruni - Quelqu'un m'a dit [Language: French]

DAY 254 - Apr 07, 2015

Tiziano Ferro - Perdono

Day +15: Alpha Team - Speed Racer (Go Speed, Go)

Day +16: Jim Johnston - Assman

DAY 255 - Apr 08, 2015

Seu Jorge - Tive razão

Day +17: M83 - In The Cold I Am Standing

DAY 256 - Apr 09, 2015

Jasna Zlokić & Oliver - Vela Luka (live)

Day +18: Museum Of Love - The Who's Who of Who Cares

DAY 257 - Apr 10, 2015

Madonna - La Isla Bonita

Day +19: Bret "Hitman" Hart - Never Been A Right Time to Say Goodbye

DAY 258 - Apr 11, 2015

Tutti Frutti Band - Opusti se i uživaj

Day +20: Frente! - Ordinary Angels