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you_suck
01/27/2005 03:32 AM (UTC)
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Conversations With Dead People

Tonight, the dead men walk,
As the moon explodes in the sky
To entice with blood and chocolate
Those who haven't had time to die.

Six-inch pumps and lipstick tubes
Are our only line of defense
We sashay in frenzied stupor
From the dead men, horny and dense.

A thousand fat sopranos
Are calling our death knell
For the dead are coming home tonight
To drag us back to Hell.

Open arms stretch out to me
From behind his dark red shroud
Alive to take his lover back;
Lazarus would be proud.

He speaks of love and Vicodin
He tells me what I've missed
He leads his fox into the trap
By a pale, scarred wrist

Oh, what the other girls will think!
I fear they'll be rather shocked
That I gave myself up so willingly
On the night the dead men walked.
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Garlador
01/27/2005 04:47 AM (UTC)
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"Can You" Forget everything you thought you knew;
The person you were isn't what's coming through.
The demon inside, telling you the lies,
Will never abide, no matter how you deny.
So don't run away, screaming for grace,
Because that time is gone with nothing in its place.

Can you feel me bleed? Can you feel my needs?
Can you see my pain? Can you steal shame?
Can you hold my hand? Can you understand?
Can you know my heart? Can your love thus impart?
Can you touch the sky? Can you even die?
Can you be with me? Can help me breathe?

Take away all the masks, and you're a shell,
Nothing but a person with their own living hell.
The hope you killed, once thriving with life,
Now lives for thrills, living for hard strife.
Now you're running to those who don't care,
And they never will, no matter the burden you bear.

Can you grasp my grief? Can you sigh in relief?
Can you smile to my face? Can you accept disgrace?
Can you change your past? Can your love ever last?
Can your truths conquer lies? Can you cut your ties?
Can you kiss the stars above? Can you accept my love?
Can you embrace the dark? Can you give me your heart?

Nothingness. A world of dead voices and immortal song,
And here I stand, suffering through it with you all along.
The memories that fade, the memories we made,
And the path that was laid in the gloom of the shade
Is a path lonely and bleak, so let me carry you through;
If nothing else in my life, it's the least that I could ever do.

Can you dream of tomorrow? Can you forget your sorrow?
Can you fly upon your hope? Can you help me to cope?
Can you forgive all this hurt? Can you wash away the dirt?
Can you hear my frail voice? Can you make another choice?
Can you break through this wall? Can you catch me when I fall?
Can you be a good friend? Can we start over again?

Fatality.
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Garlador
01/29/2005 11:15 AM (UTC)
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"Unfelt"
For the longest time, she never was and never will be.
To me, she was nothing but a face in a faded memory.
She was beautiful and sweet, but nothing more;
She was just another person I was content to ignore.
"Pretty people are all the same," I'd say in disgust,
Then recollect on all the pain I had felt from broken trust.
I made up my mind; forget her; she didn't matter much;
But all these thoughts crumbled the moment of her touch.

Feelings unfelt; forgotten love and eternal pain;
Nothing for nothing, but it all plays out the same.
Sympathetic remorse against newfound bliss;
This dream will end; if it ends, I'll be remembered for this:
She made me alive, made my frozen heart melt;
She made me feel when I'd forever been unfelt.

Fate is something in God's hands, but shaped by you;
Nothing is determined; people can still pull through.
She has her demons; I still have my own to face.
She confided in me once, and that was a change of pace.
My devils aren't so strong, anymore; my faith is great;
She inspired in me a way to move beyond such hate.
Beautiful on the outside, yet angelic in her heart;
Such a rare thing to find both together and not apart.

Feelings unfelt; forgotten love and eternal pain;
Nothing for nothing, but it all plays out the same.
Sympathetic remorse against newfound bliss;
This dream will end; if it ends, I'll be remembered for this:
She made me alive, made my frozen heart melt;
She made me feel when I'd forever been unfelt.

Ten years down the road and she's more than a memory;
She became everything I wanted and aspired to be.
Ten years from now, when she gazes upon a sky so glassy
Will she remember my face? My name? What of dear Cassie?
Will her demons be at rest? Will she have peace in her soul?
I pray to God that she be happy with the heart that she stole.
Perhaps I'm childish; a single touch from a single girl...
But to someone like me, that meant more than the world.

Feelings unfelt; forgotten love and eternal pain;
Nothing for nothing, but it all plays out the same.
Sympathetic remorse against newfound bliss;
This dream will end; if it ends, I'll be remembered for this:
She made me alive, made my frozen heart melt;
She made me feel when I'd forever been unfelt.

Fatality.
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Garlador
01/30/2005 02:42 AM (UTC)
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"Let Me"
Coming out of the darkness;
Let me step into the light.
Every time I see this dream,
I struggle and I put up a fight.
There was once a time,
When such a thing made sense;
Maybe that time is long gone,
Or maybe I'm just dense.

(Here it comes now)

Die! (die!) I wanna see you cry! (cry!)
Wanna see you try! (try!) You just can't deny (lies!)
What you feel inside! ('side!) All that pride (pride!)
Lingers after I've died! (died!) I can't bide (bide!)
So let me bleed and die! (die!) At least I tried! (die!)

Broken past; broken future;
This is the life you live for.
Just passing time for the kinks,
But there has to be much more.
Why don't you get up,
And find something to hold on to.
When you've finally given up,
You'll find out what to do.

(Here it comes now)

Die! (die!) I wanna see you cry! (cry!)
Wanna see you try! (try!) You just can't deny (lies!)
What you feel inside! ('side!) All that pride (pride!)
Lingers after I've died! (died!) I can't bide (bide!)
So let me bleed and die! (die!) At least I tried! (die!)

I feel... I feel so dead inside!
I feel... I feel so cold inside!
I feel... I feel like I'm out of control!
I feel... like you should just let me go!

Die! (die!) I wanna see you cry! (cry!)
Wanna see you try! (try!) You just can't deny (lies!)
What you feel inside! ('side!) All that pride (pride!)
Lingers after I've died! (died!) I can't bide (bide!)
So let me bleed and die! (die!) At least I tried! (die!)

Fatality.


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Garlador
02/01/2005 11:24 PM (UTC)
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"My Maria"
In dim lit fog, shadows, and snow,
A faint life comes, and then it goes.
A phantom ghost of years long past
Glides through the mist so ever fast.
'Wait for me!' a voice calls to her.
'Stay with me!' his voice now lingers.
She glances once, and then is gone,
Her haunting voice wailing her song.
Cold, she says, 'I'm not your Mary.'
This is his burden to carry.
And many a dream died with her;
Many wondered what had occurred.
'James!' she would scream in frantic need.
But he was no knight with his steed.
She was everything he wanted,
Everything that hurt and haunted.
And the sound of that large, knife,
Scraping, made him fear for his life.
Dragging and dragging, on and on,
Driving him mad; driving him on.
There she was, so peacefully still,
Lying in crimson, so unreal.
'Punish me for my sins,' he said,
She was gone from him; gone and dead.
'I'm not your Mary,' said the words.
His thoughts grew numb; his vision blurred.
In restless dreams, he sees that town;
He searches for what can't be found.
He cannot escape the ideas;
The truth is she is Maria.

Fatality.
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devilkiller
02/03/2005 02:37 AM (UTC)
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all of my friends that know me say I'm a heartless bastard.so a girl feeling this way about me really screws with my head.Anyway here's a poem that she write to me.

I've never been in love before,
what is it, I'm not quite sure.
All I can say is the way I feel,
and all my emotions are nothing but real.

I can't think of anyone else but you,
you make my heart skip, from the things that you do.
You make me so happy, you keep me so calm,
I'm so glad that we get along.
I hear when you sing, I love when you dance,
I feel so lucky that you gave me a chance.
When I'm with you, I feel safe and sound, and
I'm not the same when your not around.
I want to do things right and keep it true,
because for some reason, I'm falling in
love with you.

yeah like I said it's really screwing with my head. anyway if anybody has some GOOD girl advise I could really use it.
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02/03/2005 04:09 AM (UTC)
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Removed for legal reasons.
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Garlador
02/03/2005 04:58 AM (UTC)
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Lot of love going around. Wish I could get some of it... *sigh*

"After Midnight"
Somewhere in my lost dreams
I see you... feel you.
Never forget, never forget this things;
This is true, I love you.
Maybe just this one time
We can move on... grow strong.
All the lost rhythm and rhyme
Here at the dawn, frozen in song.

Now that I see, I don't want to run again.
All that I need is a deeply loving friend.

In the fires, through the sickness,
In the midst of these nightmares,
There's a dreamer, in this thickness,
Waiting to show you he cares.
In this darkness, by the moonlight,
His voice lingers here;
He will hold you, here after midnight;
There's no need to fear.

This cold silence fills my mind
And chills me... seals me.
Never again, always within I find
That I see... she fills me.
Hope for tomorrow; love from yesteday.
Please speak... I'm so weak;
Together, we'll weather find our way;
I can't think; you're my only link.

Now that I see, I don't want to run again.
All that I need is a deeply loving friend.

In the fires, through the sickness,
In the midst of these nightmares,
There's a dreamer, in this thickness,
Waiting to show you he cares.
In this darkness, by the moonlight,
His voice lingers here;
He will hold you, here after midnight;
There's no need to fear.

I feel in love with you,
And now you're so far away.
Still, I will be faithful and true,
Because I just can't turn away.

In the fires, through the sickness,
In the midst of these nightmares,
There's a dreamer, in this thickness,
Waiting to show you he cares.
In this darkness, by the moonlight,
His voice lingers here;
He will hold you, here after midnight;
There's no need to fear.

Fatality.
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Garlador
02/04/2005 01:52 AM (UTC)
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"Far Away"
I remember when we were both so close,
When we had each other and loved the most,
When the world was ours, and we were content,
Lost in a dream, and unwilling to relent.
We were always together, just you and I,
Dreaming of a future as we gazed up at the sky.
Now, suddenly, you're so far away from me,
And I'm left on my own for this brief eternity.

I wish that I could see your face,
To see you once more in this place.
I wish I could someone find a way...
But you're just so far away.

In my lonely room, I write under candle-light,
Writing a letter, but the words don't come out right.
I want to tell you how I missed you so much,
How every second hurt at the lack of your touch.
I wish you'd call, but the phone never rings;
I want to tell you I love you, among other things.
I just hold on to faith, knowing you'll wait,
Even as I wait; I promise I won't be late.

I wish that I could see your face,
To see you once more in this place.
I wish I could someone find a way...
But you're just so far away.

My life is so uncertain; my fears so great;
I tried to call you, but I can't help but hesitate.
I spend so many nights dreading you'll forget,
Forget all we had; brief pain, and then that'll be it.
But I won't let this happen; you mean too much to me,
And this uncertain future without you will never be.
I'll be strong, for the both of us; we'll see this through,
Because God only knows how much I love you.

I wish that I could see your face,
To see you once more in this place.
I wish I could someone find a way...
But you're just so far away.

Fatality.
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Garlador
02/05/2005 03:21 AM (UTC)
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"Room 302"
I slowly wake up, just as I did before.
I wanna throw up, knowing there's more in store.
Down the hole; there I go.
It's like a bad dream, haunting me in the night;
Nothing's as it seems; giving me fear and fright.
Down the hole; there I go.

The bodies pile up, grisly death and doom;
That kid won't grow up; I'm just locked in my room.
Down the hole; there I go.
Where's that "special favor?" She wanted much more .
I couldn't save her; she bled dry on the floor.
Down the hole; there I go.

There's young sutters; he's so lost in the occult.
He only mutters; he's not yet an adult.
Down the hole; there I go.
"I'm so thirsty", he says with strange desire.
Full to bursting; the fool caught himself on fire.
Down the hole; there I go.

A frightened, bald man, running scared like the wind;
He won't make a stand; he knows that he has sinned.
Down the hole; there I go.
The children won't forgive, and they won't forget.
Now he no longer lives; wounds are all he gets.
Down the hole; there I go.

Another lost his temper, always cursing;
The boy only whimpers; no words for nursing.
Down the hole; there I go.
That man when nuts, firing his gun with shouts.
The boy hated his guts and fried his brains out.
Down the hole; there I go.

She was my neighbor, one I loved and wanted.
From my locked door, I could tell she was hunted.
Down the hole; there I go.
But I came too late; she lay still on the ground,
Bleeding so great, with that boy standing around.
Down the hole; there I go.

She survived, spirited away for healing;
When I found her revived, we held back feeling.
Down the hole; there I go.
We ran off to find life, but found the unseen.
Me with a kitchen knife; just me and Eileen.
Down the hole; there I go.

A strange man with a wax doll, walked up the stairs,
Offered me the pall and driving me to prayers.
Down the hole; there I go.
He never stopped, though I thought him to be dead;
Blood never dropped, though I shot him in the head.
Down the hole; there I go.

And those same, dark places I knew would still last
Showed me the same faces, those ghosts of the past.
Down the hole; there I go.
She left me, again, taken up with that fog.
I was without a friend, stuck in this sad bog.
Down the hole; there I go.

Twenty-one killed, all one after the other.
My blood was chilled; he never found his mother.
Down the hole; there I go.
And then I learned, I was victim twenty-one.
I couldn't return, not 'til this task was done.
Down the hole; there I go.

What was his fate? I left him broken and red;
Don't make a mistake; he was finally dead.
Down the hole; there I go.
And what of Eileen, whom I spent those dark hours?
While she rested serene, I brought her some flowers.
Down the hole; there I go.

What of that mystery of Room 302?
Its only history is an bleak review.
Down the hole; there I go.
I left that room; I left to find my lost way.
There wasn't my tomb; I'll live another day.
Damn that hole; now I go.

Fatality.

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About Me

Silent and swift is the way of a ninja. A clobbering in mortal kombat is the way of Da Blue Baron...

02/05/2005 07:26 PM (UTC)
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You guys are FUCKING FREAKS!!!Why the bloody hell have you written songs that are a mile long?Its not like your gonna write a song for Anastacia or Linkin Park or Placebo!!!Oh well, you just keep dreaming you saddos.
Your opinions are your own, but this thread is for positive reinforcement. If reading is simply too much for you, please avoid the thread.
Sincerely,
SPOOn
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DaBlueBaron
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Silent and swift is the way of a ninja. A clobbering in mortal kombat is the way of Da Blue Baron...

02/05/2005 07:47 PM (UTC)
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O.K, I dont think youre all saddos.And to prove it, my son and me wrote two poems for you guys.

The Bully

Look over there that's the Bully,
Treating people terribly, horribly,
But he doesn't care, he's got people behind him,
And they believe he's the best,
And if they don't, they'll get a punch in the chest.

But just think for one moment,
Why they were driven to such torment,
Maybe they lost a father or mother,
Which made them as unhappy as the children they bother.

If you get to know them,
They may not be so horrible and foul,
They may be upset,
So don't just look at the bully and go mad,
Ask them, is this for a reason,
Are you sad?

The Victim

The boy over there, showing no pride,
Afraid of the other playground side,
For that is where the Bully reigns.

The boy is still sitting there, on the ground,
With no freinds, with no sound,
Like every day, the Bully comes round,
He threatens the boy,
And treats him, like a broken toy,
But no one dares to tell,
Because if they do, their life will be made hell.

So geezers, no hard feelings O.K.?winkwow GET OVER HERE!
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Rabid_Wolverine
02/05/2005 07:57 PM (UTC)
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Alright,DaBlueBaron.You come here and try to break people down,when it really wont do shit.Each and every one of these people put their heart and soul into this,and are all amazing.You say it wont do anything,not like it will be published,take k4e for example,obviously you didnt know about her,do some work before you try this again,okay?Until then,go do some other useless little work,go try to break down a 4 year old,after all thats where you should be.


To all writers in this thread : Amazing job,I wish I had more time to read this but I dont,but I always do enjoy it,keep up the amazing work guys,and girls of course wink
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Pink_Ranger
02/05/2005 09:20 PM (UTC)
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well that was all kind of ridiculous. anyways.

FLYING HIGH

A new found freedom uplifting me,
A deep, inner, serenity,
Love never found until this morn,
For the first time my life is untorn,

Flying high,
Higher and higher into the crystal sky,
Cascades fall,
Lower, and lower into the blood soaked Earth,
But I will not die,
Because I'm flying high,

A sense of security in these wings,
For the first time I believe in everything,
Mirrors shatter but my reflection remains,
The story changes, but I'm still the same,

Over, and over,
And over, and over,
The night will fall and the day will break,
Over, and over,
And over, and over,
I will soar on by, no more is my soul at stake,

I'm flying high,
Higher and higher into the crystal sky,
Cascades fall,
Lower, and lower into the blood soaked Earth,
I'm flying high,
Higher, and higher than I've ever been before,
Cascades fall,
Lower, and lower but I will fall no more,
I refuse to die,
I'm flying high.
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Garlador
02/06/2005 03:07 AM (UTC)
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Yes, that was a bit silly. A poem or song's length has nothing to do with its quality, and I'm NOT planning or writing for Linkin Park or anyone else any time soon. To everyone who's contributed to this thread, you've doing a bang-up job, so keep up the good work!

"Dreamer"
So cold, this thing within me;
This life has all but passed me by.
I try not to cry.
Untold, these dreams within me;
My heart is all but bleeding dry;
I so long to die.

Your eyes, and all that's in them,
Free me from a life of painful shame;
I can't be the same.
My lies, and all that's with them,
Bind me and take away my name;
I can't play this game.

You became more than a dream,
You helped me see what's inside me;
My reality...
You showed me love's greatest theme,
You unlocked what I could finally be;
My real fantasy.

Your touch, so warm and gentle,
Fills me with a love I had never known;
I'm on my own.
Too much, too sentimental;
My love was as cold as frozen stone;
I'm not alone.

You became more than a dream,
You helped me see what's inside me;
My reality...
You showed me love's greatest theme,
You unlocked what I could finally be;
My real fantasy.

And I, I dream of you tonight.
I cry, I cry for you tonight.
My life, my life is yours tonight.
My wife, I'll live for you tonight.

You became more than a dream,
You helped me see what's inside me;
My reality...
You showed me love's greatest theme,
You unlocked what I could finally be;
My real fantasy.

Fatality.
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02/07/2005 06:04 AM (UTC)
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Garlador
02/07/2005 06:44 AM (UTC)
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"Night"
When I think about you, I stay up at night.
I try so hard to pull through, but you give me my light.
I don't know what to do; I'm torn up inside.
I've fallen so deep in love with you, I painfully confide.
And now, here I am, up in the middle of the night,
Pacing my floor, and fighting this with all my might.

Take from me; Breaking me; Oh no,
You don't care; You're never there. Go home.
Bleeding me; Needing me. So low;
I can't bear this dark nightmare. Don't go.

God knows I tried; I torn up your photograph.
I ran and I lied, but it was you who had the last laugh.
I wanted to be happy, but that's so far from me.
My love's too sappy, and pain's my only reality.
I can't seem to move on; I'm stuck in this circle.
I know all along that this would take a miracle.

Mistakingly, Shaking me; Oh no,
The pain I bear; This demon's lair; my own.
Beating me; Fleeting dreams. I know,
You're so fair; We're such a pari. Don't go.

You mocked me; you stabbed me right in the back.
You said we weren't meant to be; guess that's a fact.
Now, what do I have here? Just empty bottles and dreams.
All I wanted for you to be near; we were once a great team.
Why did you try and run away? I ran after you
'Cause there's much I need to say, things you never knew.

Faking me; Raping me; Oh no,
Love is so rare; This wicked dare; So alone.
These Sinking dreams, eating me; Just say so;
The clothes that tear; your silky hair. Don't go.

There's nothing quite like you;
You're so innocently pure and devilishly cruel.
Around you, I don't know what to do,
But I won't give in; I am not your little tool.
Still, I can't help that I still love you,
And, for that, I'm probably the bigger fool.

Taking me; Break from me; Oh no,
I do care; I'll always be there; Stay home.
Bleed with me; Need for me, So slow,
I will bear this dark nightmare. Don't go.

Fatality.
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WaveMotionFist9
02/07/2005 07:28 PM (UTC)
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Do you recall it's name
As it suggested beck and call
This face and heel
Will drag your halo through the mud
Ash of Pompeii
Erupting in a statues dust
Shrouded in veils
Because these handcuffs hurt to much
Still scalpeing these ticketless applause
And when they drag the lake there is nothing left at all
sutured contusion
beyond the anthills of the dawning of this plague
said I've lost my way
even if this cul de sac would pay
to reach inside a vault whatever be the cost
sterling clear
blackend ice
when they drag the lake there's nothing left at all

I've defected

sutuerd contusion
beyond the anthills of the dawning of this plague
said I've lost my way
even if this cul de sac did pay
to reach inside a vault whatever be the cost
sterling clear
blackend ice
when they drag the lake theres nothing left at all

I've defected

beyond the anthills of the dawning of this plague
said I've lost my way
even if this cul de sac did pay
beyond the anthills of said I've lost my way
even if you reach inside a vault whatever be the cost
sterling clear
blackend ice
when they drag the lake there's nothing left at all

this is my last insicion
the stitches have defected
drag me a vessel
coveting all you know see and hear
this is my last incision
the stitches have fallen off
Sterling clear blackened ice
And when they drag they lake theres nothing left at all

I've defected mars volta
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devilkiller
02/08/2005 02:35 AM (UTC)
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were do you people get your inspiration for your songs/poems I couldn't ever write anything so good.
Peace.
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you_suck
02/08/2005 03:06 AM (UTC)
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Lesson One: A Kiss

You smile distantly as
Vaguely feminine nails
Rake your back.

Fingers roam; the light dims,
Tongues greet each other awkwardly.
You need to shave.

You refuse to smile and
Sink down, eyes placid,
Unnaffected by eagerness.

You kiss. He kisses.
I was never a question,
merely a constant;

And then you glare;
Impatient, unsatisfied, and
Thoroughly unamused.



Lesson Two: A Dance

I am alone because I
Am bent, a sack of meat,
Led but not involved at all.

Mostly I am confused:
Five minutes cannot hardly
Be long enough.

You begin, blindly,
Allowing me to guide,
Tentative and slow.

Teacher and pupil
Separated by guilt
And rubber.

If pain is the lesson,
What is the punishment
For failure?
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Garlador
02/08/2005 04:59 AM (UTC)
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You just write what comes to your head and heart. It doesn't even have to rhyme.

"Crush"
Glass shatters, pouring on me like rain;
I fly forward, ignorant of all the deep pain.
I'm jerked back, pain slamming my head;
My life flashes before me; I'll soon be dead.
I fall and fall, rolling over and over.
I was nearly eighteen; two weeks left in October.

What of my life? Did I make a difference?
What of those I love? Where's my deliverance?
I feel so alive, the sheer adreneline rush;
Then it's all over; caught in your crush.

Nothing matters; you're love drives me insane;
I move forward, moving past all that is profane.
All that I lack lies, not in me, but in you, instead;
As I lay dying, I finally see; I have no more dread.
Too bad I couldn't call; now my chance is over;
I could say what I mean, if only I were more sober.

What of my life? Did I make a difference?
What of those I love? Where's my deliverance?
I feel so alive, the sheer adreneline rush;
Then it's all over; caught in your crush.

Lights flashing; blood pouring down my face.
I made it out again, so there's no disgrace.
I black out, waking up to a room of white.
I try to see, but the light is too bright.
As the light dims, I see flowers by my bed.
After reading your note, I'm glad I'm not dead.

What of my life? Did I make a difference?
What of those I love? Where's my deliverance?
I feel so alive, the sheer adreneline rush;
Then it's all over; caught in your crush.

Fatality.

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Garlador
02/08/2005 05:08 AM (UTC)
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"Ode to a Beautiful Struggle"
The darkened night sky divides the two
To make the hearts, calling to each other, calling to you.

All finery discarded at the moment when all is lost;
I can see something, rising from the dust...

Wind, I will stand against you until thou wilt finish;
Let us go, then, to that sea of eternal anguish.

Bonds graven deep within this breast,
Even if the crushing waves are without rest.

Towards what end does one meet the tomb?
Can the lake of spilt blood make the flowers bloom?

Until I hold that precious tomorrow in my hands;
Until that day we can meet, I will make my stand.

Wind, I will stand against you until thou wilt fight.
Let us go, then, seeking after that eternal light.

Prayers clutched tightly to this breast,
I wander towards a darkened future with the rest.

Wind, I will stand against you for I am not afraid
Because love is the miracle I found in this masquerade.

The joy of believing in you, deep in this breast;
The storm blows to recognize love, so unlike the rest.

Fatality.
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you_suck
02/09/2005 02:07 AM (UTC)
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Lesson Three: An Excuse

You hide in a protected
Dark, finally aware
Of where the power lies.

I trump you, and I
Leave you alone to
Profess your love

To an answering machine.
Pain is fleeting,
Your cruelty will

Soften and die, but
My bravery lies in
A world farther than your

Charms will ever take you.
From this goodbye, I will
Survive; you will die here.
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Garlador
02/09/2005 11:33 PM (UTC)
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"Loser"
Today, I found out I wasn't who I thought I was;
Rejection, surreal projection, all of this because
I was too stupid. I feel so useless. Now, the hurt,
Tearing me up inside, 'cause I didn't assert
That I was who I thought I was; I was the abuser.
What a freak; what a dork; I was the loser.

God, take this life from me! Make me see reality!
This f*cked up fantasy has gotten the best of me!
The truth has struck me clean across the face,
And now I have no where to run from this disgrace.
Kill me, and make me whole once again,
And maybe then this nightmare will finally end.

Without a shred of pride, I have fallen to my low,
With all this hate burning inside, and no where left to go.
I don't want to be what she saw in me on that day,
Something profane, something insane, in another way.
Today, I watched my heroes crumble down to dust,
Coupled with a wealth of scorn, and waves of broken trust.

God, take this life from me! Make me see reality!
This f*cked up fantasy has gotten the best of me!
The truth has struck me clean across the face,
And now I have no where to run from this disgrace.
Kill me, and make me whole once again,
And maybe then this nightmare will finally end.

I don't feel; this world is dead to me, now.
It's so surreal; I want to change, but how?
I feel so hollow; I need to find some peace.
It's hard to swallow, but I need some release.
I want to be true, not a victim but a chooser;
But, because of you, I'm once again a loser.

God, take this life from me! Make me see reality!
This f*cked up fantasy has gotten the best of me!
The truth has struck me clean across the face,
And now I have no where to run from this disgrace.
Kill me, and make me whole once again,
And maybe then this nightmare will finally end.

Fatality.
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Garlador
02/11/2005 01:19 AM (UTC)
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"Days of Our Lives"
In movies, they always have those happy endings,
Where every single problem is capable of mending.
Yet, we don't have those causes worth defending;
Watch the TV; see what messages they're sending.
We just live our lives, following fashions with our clothes,
Shoving earrings up our nose and onto our toes,
But, that's all they'll show, and, yet, nobody knows;
You were once so beautiful, the purest red rose.

The days of our lives are golden to us;
The memories are forever eternal, thus,
We should treasure these moments,
As if they were our last.
The days of our lives, though spent,
Were the unified dream we cast.

Chances are, you never were one for reason;
You took delight in life, no matter the season.
But, when I stopped it, it became high treason,
Since you wanted your freedom under a free sun.
It's been a long road, and we've had our troubles,
But, end the end, it was worth it, even if doubled.
Now, the dream ends; sorry to burst your bubble,
But, together, you and I can crawl out of the rubble.

The days of our lives are golden to us;
The memories are forever eternal, thus,
We should treasure these moments,
As if they were our last.
The days of our lives, though spent,
Were the unified dream we cast.

Just another day, another day in our lives;
Fuel for the fire; it's the passion that drives
Me on throughout the day, till at last I arrive,
Reach my Eden. I promise, you and I will survive.
Through the tears, through the fears,
Through temptations throughout the years,
We're still here, still of good cheer,
And how I appear means nothing to someone so dear.

The days of our lives are golden to us;
The memories are forever eternal, thus,
We should treasure these moments,
As if they were our last.
The days of our lives, though spent,
Were the unified dream we cast.

Fatality.
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