My throat hurts. =/

Just got done watching George Carlin' s "It's Bad For Ya." Again and all I have to say is genius!! It's all bullshit and its bad for ya indeed
Ya know I think he's down there now, laughing up at us!! lol

Never knew ronald mcdonald was a child beater.

That's just messed up.

Yeah. Broke my heart when he died :(

Yeah I was in total shock. I miss his honesty no one will ever tell it like it really is. So question everything and don't beLIEve in anything or anyone . And George will be resting in peace.

I am officially interested in baseball again, thanks to the Mets.

^^Red mages rock. Doublecast, FTW.^^
Just one more final, then I'm home for break. Which reminds me, I challenged Vash to online play. I'll do that tonight if I'm awake.

FF1/8-Bit Theater, FTW.

My bad.

Actually, since my own mindset is *kinda* in tune with Carlin's, this may be what he'd say about "rest in peace" (not an insult, mind you...just an observation).
Isn't "peace" a state of mind...a state of being...a state of existence? If you no longer exist, how can you be at peace? How can you "be" anything? Resting is also a state of being, and since you no longer "are", you can't "be"...grr...giving me a headache...lol
Joe bless you, Georgie...

It's funny...I got Carlin's box set ("All My Stuff") on DVD roughly a week or so before his "It's Bad For Ya" HBO special (his final). I renamed the box set "Not Quite All My Stuff"
I won't sell the DVD set for the world. I just regret that I never got the chance to meet him and just shake his hand :(

Oh snap.

Is okay, my throat is just very sensitive. lol Now get me some pills, so I can swallow them.

Who saw that UFC fight between Corey Hill and Dale Hartt? Specifically, who saw HIll's leg get broke?
*** WARNING: DO NOT WATCH IF YOU'RE WUSSY ***
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zTgx7g7cqwc
***

I just did a Navy PT and I'm tired.

omg TPB! 0:42!! Holy moly that made me scream.

Dang it got taken down before I could see it. Oh well check This out I still can't get over it

Sigh it was removed.
Today we got our first grades for the report card. I got a B+ in expository writing. I died a little because my teacher gave me an A, but the writing director changed it to a B+. A B+ is a 3.5 GPA and I need a 4.0 to get into the business school. My expos teacher kept telling me that this B+ would be helping me, but he doesn't know how bad it's hurting. Well anyways, to make me sound over dramatic, my other friend from the class failed it and will have to take it again next semester. So, we went shopping at the mall to battle our "depression.". I love clothes for 13-14 year olds at H&M.

My dumb ass self, decided to search the vid on youtube, and I found it.
Yeah, it was a bit disturbing, but I've seen similar vids before. I can only imagine the pain those fighters experience...

This song is dedicated to Criss Oliva, Savatage's original guitarist who killed by a drunk driver on a rainy night in '93. 1963-1993
Savatage- Alone you breathe
You were never one for waiting
still i always thought you'd wait for me
Have you from your dreams awakened
And from where you are
what do you see
Which of us in now in exile
Which in need of amnesty
Are you now but an illusion,
in my mind alone you breathe
You believed in things that i will never know
You were out there drowning, but it never showed
Till inside a rainswept night, you just let go..
You've thrown it all away...
and now we'll never see
The ending to the play
the grand design,
the final line, and what was meant to be
In the dark a distant runner
Now has dissappeared
into the night
Leaving us to stand and wonder
Staring from this end, into your life
You believed in things that i will never know
You were out there drowning but it never showed
Till inside a rainswept night you just, let go..
You've thrown it all away
and now we'll never see..
The ending to the play:
the grand design,
the final line, and what was meant to be
And if this is an illusion
Nothing more than pure delusion
Clinging to a fading fantasy
Like Icarus who heeds the calling
of a sun but now is falling
As the feathers of his life fall free
Can you see...see!
Tommorow and after
you tell me what am i to do
I stand here, believeing
that in the dark there is a clue
Perhaps inside this midnight sky
Perhaps tommorow's newborn eyes
Or could it be
we'll never know
And after all this was the show
What am i to do
gotta get back
gotta get back
gotta get back
what am i to do
Standing on a dream
isn't what it seems
Could we then reclaim a dream refused?
Knowing what we know
could we let it go
Realizing that all our years are used
Tommorow and after
you tell me what am i to do
I stand here
Believing
that in the dark there is a clue
I am the way
I am the light
I am the dark inside the night
I hear your hopes,
i feel your dreams
and in the dark i hear your screams.
Tommorow, and after
you tell me what am i to do
I stand here
believing
that in the dark there is a clue.

I'm beast ; )

Or just search for it. More than enough. Or, go to ufc.com and watch the whole fight if they still have it up.

FF 8 is getting really fricken sweet

I've been playing Illusion Of Gaia again, and it's so damn good it makes me wanna make some Jell-O.
I guess I'll do that. Jell-O is some good stuff.
mmmmm

A song about homophobia. I tried to translate it the best that I can .
http://video.google.ca/videoplay?docid=-5436907958275033867&ei=hIpCSY_rKYruqALejOTnDA&q=pointer+doigt+bruno+roy+&hl=fr
J’ai ouvert les yeux (I opened my eyes)
Et j’ai poussé la porte du placard (And I pushed the door of the closet)
J’ai pensé Ãa nous deux (I thought about the two of us)
Avant qu’il soit trop tard (Before it's too late)
Quand je te dis je t’aime (When I tell you: I love you)
Je le dis Ãa voix haute (I say it out loud)
Ca ne vaut plus la peine (It's not worth anymore)
D’écouter tous les autres (To listen to the others)
Quand on me donne des noms (When they're calling me names)
Ca ne veut plus rien dire (It doesn't matter anymore)
Ce ne sont que des sons (These are just sounds)
Que je laisse sortir (That I don't bother with)
Quand je te dis : Je t’aime (When I tell you: I love you)
Je le sens au fond d’moi (I feel it deep down inside)
C’est un beau sentiment (It's a beautiful feeling)
Mais peux-tu m’dire pourquoi (But can you tell me why)
On m’pointe du doigt (They point at me)
J’suis pas malade, j’suis en amour (I am not ill, I am in love)
Comme ceux qui s’permette (Just like all those who think they have the right)
De pointer du doigt (To point at me)
Les différents, les gens Ãa part qu’on est (And the different people that we are)
L’amour que j’ai pour toi (The love I have for you)
J’en peux plus d’le cacher (I just can't hide it anymore)
C’est pourquoi je le crie (This is why I shout it)
Avec toute dignité (With dignity)
Mon cœur est ouvert (My heart is opened)
Mais les portes sont fermées (But the doors are shut)
Comme un tremblement de terre (Like an earthquake)
Qu’on essaie d’oublier (That we try to forget about)
Les normaux ferment les yeux (The 'normal' people close their eyes)
Et continuent de vivre (And go on living)
Comme si rien ne se passait (As if nothing was going on)
Et on s’permet d’en rire (They even laugh about it)
L’amour que j’ressens (The love that I feel)
Est pareil comme le leur (Is the same as theirs)
Car il coule dans mon sang (Cause it runs through my blood)
Et il bat dans mon cœur (And it beats in my heart)
Mais pourquoi (But why)
On m’pointe du doigt (They point at me)
J’suis pas malade, j’suis en amour (I am not ill, I am in love)
Comme ceux qui s’permette (Just like all those who think they have the right)
De pointer du doigt (To point at me)
Les différents, les gens Ãa part qu’on est (And the different people that we have...)
Devenus (Become)
Quand je l’ai dit Ãa ma mà ̈re (When I told my mother about it)
Elle a baissé les yeux (She looked down)
Elle m’a dit : Pour un fils (She told me: for a son)
J’pourrais pas demander mieux (I couldn't have had better)
Elle m’a pris dans ses bras (She took me in her arms)
Et elle m’a dit je t’aime (And she said: I love you)
Malgré ma différence (Even though I'm different)
Je suis toujours le mÃame (I have remained the same)
Si ma mà ̈re a su voir (If my mother can see)
Ce qu’est la réalité (What reality is)
Pourquoi la société (Why can't society)
Ne peut pas m’accepter (Accept me as I am)
Ce qui s’passe derrià ̈re la porte (What happens behind)
De ma chambre Ãa coucher (My bedroom door)
Y’a juste moi que sa regarde (Is my business and not theirs)
Et c’est pour ca que j’me demande pourquoi (And this is why I wonder why)
On m’pointe du doigt (They point at me)
J’suis pas malade, j’suis en amour (I am not ill, I am in love)
Comme ceux qui s’permette (Just like all those who think they have the right)
De pointer du doigt (To point at me)
Les différents, les gens Ãa part qu’on est (And the different people that we have...)
Oui j’te l’jure mon amour (I swear to you, my love)
Un jour ca va changer (One day it'll change)
Nous verrons le jour (We will see the day)
Ou on pourra s’aimer (Where we'll be free to love each other)
Librement, sans la peur (Freely, without the fear)
De se faire tabasser (To get beaten)
Chaque fois que j’oserai (Every time that I will dare)
Te donner un baiser (To give you a kiss)
J’vais te prendre par la main (I'll take you by the hand)
On va marcher dehors (And we'll take a walk outdoors)
Parce qu’on se là ̈ve le matin (Cause every morning we wake up)
Et qu’on s’endort le soir (And every night we go to sleep)
Comme tout l’monde (Just like everyone)
Alors dis-moi qu’est-ce qu’on a de si différent (So tell me what is so different about us)
On m’pointe du doigt (They point at me)
J’suis pas malade, j’suis en amour (I am not ill, I am in love)
Comme ceux qui s’permette (Just like all those who think they have the right)
De pointer du doigt (To point at me)
Les différents, les gens Ãa part qu’on est (And the different people that we have...)
Devenus (Become)