I myself am a fan of Heero Yuy

I gotta go to Nashville at 4pm for a quick turn. Then off to the club when I get back to DC. I love my job! :)

Zeta Gundam is where it's at.

I was talking to girl I was seeing, last night about what happend that night. She mad at me for jumping to conclusions but I think I'm begining to get throught to her. What bugging me is she telling me I should trust her but she the one who saying I don't know real her. It not like I don't trust her but she need to understand most people would think the same thing if they saw someone they were going out with in bed with opposite sex. Right now, only thing we agree on is to be civil for sake of our friends for now then try to work it out but I don't see us being nothing more than friends because she doesn't want relationship right now (this is before this happend and she only decided to tell me mouth after I ask her out and she said yes)and I don't want to be with her. So I'm moving on right now and hopefully something better will come along.

Bananas are good for the soil, and my father gets mad because I put them there... It's my garden, what the fuck does he care? He said he doesn't want wild animals coming into our yard. The bananas are planted 4 to 6 inches into the ground and we live by the fucking turnpike. The worst we could have is a fucking squirrel and we have them anyway. My dad is teh fail.

Anyone ever watch these by Y-Disciple? They're really funny

Mortal Kombat: AFS
Mortal Kombat: AFS 2
Mortal Kombat: AFS 3
Street Fighter: AFS
Street Fighter: AFS 2
Guilty Gear: AFS

Addicts are stupid, stupid people

I'm sick being the good guy (I'm talking about life in general). You do one thing wrong and it seems people make it bigger deal than it actually is then say something like I expect that from *insert name* but not from you. It feels like you can't be human at all and people expect you to be nice 24/7.

I get really, really annoyed when beautiful girls complain and say they're fat. Yes, you may indeed have a big ass. Work with it and stop bitching. But what is really irking me is my man. He's a college basketball player, right, in tip top shape. Can carry me up several flights of stairs. Saying he's gotten fat and doesn't want to take off his shirt. WTF. Trifling. I wish he'd have a little more confidence, but I'm not really sure how to convince him of how unbelievably fine he is and get rid of his little man-drama. Really, I wish people would just realize that, though "flaws" exist within everyone, there's something beautiful about every single person walking this earth. Even if they just happen to have a really, really nice pinky toe. True story.

So my friend's sister (who is also my friend) just became addicted to drugs. She just went to have sex with some guy to get some more. My friend tossed her shit outside and locked her out of a house with a note telling the damned junkie to get the fuck out

Blah I always feel so disappointed when I read about people who feel like they shouldn't act nice because the rest of the world sucks. But at least it's only thoughts, and you're going to keep acting like the good people you are.

And blah most people have self esteem issues. But it is pretty damn annoying when someone goes on and on about their own. I sometimes find myself doing that with girls just because for some reason I feel more at ease breaking their illusion that I am perfect.

And damn, hardcore drug addiction is intense. I'd say the worst thing you can do is kick them out into the streets when they need you the most, but I don't know the whole story there. Hopefully your friend's sister can break the addiction on her own.

Anyways, last night I went clubbing for the first time. I think I prefer raves, but it was still a good time. It is actually frightening to watch these men look at the girls you're with, actually gather around them, touch themselves, give these crazy awful sexual stares, and then have to ward them off by dancing more explicitly with your friends, haha. I found myself an awesome quirky Asian girl. It felt so surreal. We barely spoke. And honestly I'll probably never see her again. Good times.

Well, I called her, but she didn't answer. Left a message asking how her day was and then I asked if she'd like to go to a personal favorite spot of mine, a lighthouse at Robert Moses State Park on the south shore of Long Island. We're also going into Manhattan on Friday with a couple of co-workers. We'll see...

Red Dead Redemption looks pretty spectacular. Want.

Not that I'm sick of being good guy, I'm just sick people looking at me like superman and that I can do no wrong. For example if I saw some guy getting beating up but the guy who was getting beating up was asshole and didn't give a shit about people then people expect me to do right thing by trying to help him or phone police but the truth is, I would do fuck all about it because why should I help man who doesn't want change. Maybe that beating up could change the man point of view and just maybe he might begin to change. I'm more like anti-good guy. I'm not like superman, if I was like any hero then I'm more like rorschach.



Only reason I'm writing these stuff here is because it let out stuff I'm thinking because most of time, no one read this and thats way I like it. It feels like I'm talking to someone but no one here so I don't need to hear things like "don't do that" and all that other bullshit. I'm sorry it annoy you but thats how I do stuff, People got their ways and I got mines. I am breaking their illusion but they just end up thinking it just an act not real me.

Heero Yuy?

That was Domon Kasshu.

Heero is the pilot of Wing Zero/ Wing Zero Custom.

I <3 hockey.

I know it was Domon. G Gundam was cool. I was just saying I liked Heero better.

Char beats both anyway. And so does Harry Ord

My roommate's friend was saw a fight going down and tried to intervene and now he has neurological damage. I don't know, in the words of Saw IV: you can't save everybody.

Haha and I wasn't referring to any of your self esteem issues. I more so referring to Chan_Ming's boyfriend. And I was referring to real life people. This is the internet. And if it's theraputic in any way for you to vent, rant, or just talk, go for it man.

Also, m0s3ph I had no idea you were from the NYC area.

Yessir. I'm roughly 45 minutes east of Manhattan. Long Island baby.

Made this a few minutes ago. People were doing it, figured I'd join in on the fun. Basically we had to copy a pose and caption witha ction figs. OF course I had to do MK.

Today is such a beautiful day. A bit overcast and cool.

Aaaah, how sweet it is.

Agree, that why I don't bother to try to help people I hate.

Kl, I thought you were but thanks anyway.
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Anyway, we still fighting and more fuck up it getting. She got issues and has problems understanding the word 'date' or guy asking her out. I feel like I now dodge bullet. Not a bullet but more like comet. How the fuck can shit get this messed up, I just don't understand her now. I know I said I'm ready to move on but I'm REALLY ready to move on. How the fuck did I get mix up with another crazy bitch? If get another one anytime soon then I'm going go gay because atlease guys are not that crazy.

If you want make jokes then go for it because even I'm trying not to laught about it.

Yup, I'm definitely not allowed to be happy.