I got job after being jobless for 7 months. I should be happy that I'm working but I still feel same. I'm still unhappy and I feel down when think about going working. It not bad place and people seem nice. I don't know Maybe I should see doctor because before I got this job, my family thought I had depression but I thought it was me being unhappy because I couldn't work and was getting crap from job centre. I just don't know why I feel like this and just want answer

^ yeah, man. See a doctor. This sounds serious.

I just read a story about a ten year old girl who hung herself to death because she was being bullied in school. And then I hate that I don't even know what's sadder, the fact that a ten year old was suicidal, or the fact that the news didn't bother to cover this story because she's black.


Eh I disagree. Figuratively licking a customer's ass can not possibly be on the same level as literally licking a customer's ass.

Didn't enjoy my work at all. I work in supermark, felt alone most of the time and bit shock find out they wanted me sort out whole department myself. Had person teaching me stuff but when I thought I had but some how it would change and she keep using words like face up but she couldn't tell me what it ment very well. I want to be happy with my life but haven't found that right job yet and can tell you know that this job isn't in my future.

Think your right J-spit, if I get anymore days like that then might get more serious than it is now. Hate this feeling, need cheering up but not happening now. Going bed now and seeing my pals tomorrow.

Depression sucks, and the drugs won't help.

It's odd that I was having this discussion about anti-depression meds with a family member yesterday. Many times they cause mood swings and can lead to increased thoughts of suicide, especially in young people and that's not all of it, there's a plethora of over side effects associated with them and risks, they bring about the feelings most people with depression are trying to avoid.

Depression does suck. I was diagnosed with General Anxiety Disorder a couple of months ago, and my doc said it's a form of depression. She has me on tranquilizers and I'm seeing a behavioral therapist. The therapy has really helped, it feels good to learn techniques to handle my stress and anxiety, and it's good to have someone to talk to about it too. The doctor said that I need to get my stress under control because it can lead to a lot of depression and she's seen people develop suicidal thoughts from anxiety disorders. So I know what you're going through man, there's some days I just can't stand it, but I get through it.

I hope things work out for you

Yep. Drugs won't help. If anything, try and find some positive comrades and talk more with those people who make you happy.

I wonder if the peppy strains of marijuana would help. I'm no botinist so don't go listen to me there.

I really need help with this and other than psychology, which only helps for awhile, I don't know how to fix it.

My legs are broken. My feet are bleeding. My eyes are bloodshot. What am I?

Motaro?

Flight at 7AM tomorrow. Seeing as how I am not asleep yet, I am not looking forward to needing to wake up really early. I may just not sleep at all.

I am also interested in getting a Nikon D5000

Drugs are a temporary solution. At least the kind I use.

Havik? Some person with a screwed virus? The Grudge chick? idk

Speaking of Motaro, my submission is still not up..

I want thank everyone for their comments. Just like to point out that I haven't got thought suicide so if I made anyone worry about that then I'm sorry. Just going reply to some message here.

Ninja_Mime right, meds don't work and even if I was offer them then I would turn it down.

Siklootd, nice know someone know how I feel because it hard me talking about it so I wrote it down

J-spit, I do hang with positive comrades like my pal Joe. We try hang out with each other most time even if his girlfriend there (I will leave if he want do his stuff if you know what I mean). I don't know much about marijuana either.

Espio872, That reason I don't want do meds in first place. I do get mood swings already. My anger which I use to keep control of, now like to stick it ugly head out. I been close to using my fists if my pals didn't stop me before I do it while in past I would told them to fuck off. The increased thoughts of suicide does scare me because I'm not had that. The closing thing I had to thought of ending my life is leaving glasgow and start fresh somewhere else (still want to do that but not got money or family outside glasgow)

A stoner who just got mugged of all the drugs he had on him?

Wow, this last few nights have been amazing.

You can play Ultimate without the original.

There's always a way to calm your soul, anger is natural sometimes, but my advice? Get involved if you have the money in some form of either boxing or martial arts, divert that anger to a productive and safe place, that will not only help calm you down, but the excercise will sharpen your wits, combat depression and increase your strength.

Try to devote at least an hour of the day to yourself, I haven't done it in a while, but tea and meditation helps a lot as well.

Get involved in your community as well, I've found that charity work really brings it home for a lot of us, it helps us appreciate things a lot more, I know depression is hard, I've spent a great deal of my life in it, but the fact that many have it worse than us and they don't give up is inspiring in and of itself.


Maybe you need to take a vacation instead of moving? Meaningful trips have often yielded profound experiences and help to people. If you can, take a road trip across Europe with some friends and split the costs, road trips really can be a defining moment for relationships and personal discover, I encourage you to try out some of this stuff.

So, I'll have the entire roster with additional twelve characters just like that without worrying that the game won't work without the original?


And I love HLN news... They were talking more about the Penn State scandal and they have this reporter who's outraged by how Jerry's got security protecting him but had the audacity to ask, "Where was the police protection for those little children that he raped?"

Most criminals who are not behind bars usually has police protection due to people trying to attack them. I mean, I don't feel sorry about Jerry whatsoever, I know he's guilty. But his wife is probably still living in that house, and people are already damaging it. The house got egged and a cinder block crashed through the window.

So, basically, the entire family is in danger, hence why they have police protecting not just Jerry, but the entire family as well. I'm not so sure why they're outraged when this goes on with every criminal. Casey Anthony has it and probably so do most criminals that are out of jail or hasn't been locked up yet.

Happy Birthday to me...

Just finished jamming out to this song, now I got stuck in my head:

Conflict, terror, hear that noise.
You're on the edge of a nerve-racking force.
But, oh, my god, here's the fight.
Never siege, never riot, must defy.
When you look at me, what do you see?
Another trophy, a living fucking dead beat
Close your eyes take a step with me
You're gone but it's not too late
Insanity, Abnormality
Careful what you call reality.
But you will always want
It was the day that you should die!