i like never get high, and i will never drink, mainly because i am terrified of becoming an avid alcoholic. it runs in the family hard.

but the other day, i ate a pot brownie that my friend made. it was the 3rd time he has brought me one. the first two times i just barley even felt anything. i got "spacey" as m0 would say. but this time i had a big brownie, and he said that this was like 10 times stronger than the last two i had. so i ate it and it was at lunch.

about 30-40 mins later, i was taking a math test and it hit like a train. i felt like chills up my back and everything just became funny and shit was insane. i have never ever been that high. it was almost scary.

so i got a little paranoid because i felt like it looked extremely obvious that i was stoned. so after 50 mins focusing on this easy ass problem(not really thats just what it felt like) i finished my test. i looked around to be sure that everyone else didnt finish like an hour before me cuz thats what it felt like. so i see some people still working and i saw this girl turn hers in at the podium. so i was like "oh aight just get up and go richie, lets turn this test in, and dont attract any attention." so i get up, and damn near FALL THE FUCK over. it was like oh shit everthing was spinning. so i take a step(i sit like in the way back of the fuckin class) and my legs were all jell-oie and i thought i was going to fall but i was good turned it in sat back down and just put my head down.

so i get through the school day with not that much problems. try to avoid confrontation with my parents. i dont think they would care but they dont need to see it regardless. i ended up going to sleep at 7PM and woke up at 7:30AM and was damn near late for school.

i was high for a reallly long time. but it was not that bad. i am not against weed at all. i am all for it. i would rather weed be legal and alcohol and cigarets be outlawed.

Back when DejaVu was still there, my sister and I waited three and a half hours to ride it.

It was totally worth the wait.



I hate myself for finding this unbearably hot.

Last night, I got unbelievably high, went to a park and threw a football around with some co-workers. Your experience still beats mine by a shit ton though, lol.

I wish the show "Titan Maximum" got a second season.

MA. This hurricane better not interfere with me getting WWE 13.

I wish that it didn't cost so much to rent an apartment. I want to move out already. It sucks that the cost of living eats up so much of your income just to have an apartment that you have to leave for most of the day to go to work because you have to make money to pay for that apartment that you have to leave for most of the day to go to work. It's such a dumb useless cycle.

I really hate that when I try depending on people that aren't myself, they always let me down. It's so tiring to constantly have to be on top of your game because you know that there is never going to be anyone else around who can do anything right without your help. It's so hard to imagine spending the rest of your life with someone when you know that you are going to have to lead them around in the relationship and plan everything because they are utterly incapable of handling anything on their own. I am just so frustrated right now so I am ranting and I don't even care if it gets read. It's probably not even comprehensible.

I read it all, Erik.

I feel like shit on a stick. I wish I had game so I could one night stand some random broad.

Agh! I'm just really in a bad place.

Went to the casino dressed as Waldo, and won over 250 bucks.

you be a supreme dickhead to me..

i murder you..

with laughter

What? why you want outlaw booze? I like to drink but I wouldn't do it everyday, I don't do it once a week either since I'm getting older and I get bored of drinking all time. Cigarets I never liked but weed I don't have problem with but I don't like it when people smoke it all the time because it seems the person is paranoid all the time. I knew this guy and he so fucked in head. I stop talking to him because been talking shit behind and making fun of my dyslexia.

One night I was hanging with my pals (his girlfriend was there but he wasn't) when I got message telling me to stay away from her just because years ago I said I said I think she nice looking. Anyway, he been warned by his gf if he tried that shit again with anyone else he'll get dumped (I didn't tell her about text, pal did and she has ask me to see it but told her not worry). I also went up to guy and said if he send me other text or I hear him talking about me then I will kick the crap out of him.

Anyway, long story out the way. I don't see difference in booze and weed because both can be addictive if people let it.

I might post up text message in another post if anyone want to see it.

I don't drink, I don't smoke cigarettes or weed, I don't do drugs... But I think I'm a sex-addict. Either that or I have just never gotten over the teen-horniness. When I'm not dating someone, I find random encounters to screw with and when I try to avoid it, I can't help but jerking off several times a day. It's on my mind all the time...

Anyone else got this problem? Any of you know what I can do about it? The last guy I dated I scared away, because I was horny 24/7. I've always been a sexual person and I've never been ashamed of it, but when it starts becoming a problem, it's getting depressing.

Sex addiction usually refers to the loss of virginity without love in harsh conditions. Consult to a therapist, that's what you need to do in this case.
Disclaimer: To the virgins of MKO, that's still not an excuse to postpone the loss of virginity until 25. Just start talking to gurls already and get a date.

I've a polarizing personality. I have to go through one of those 1990s sitcom "I hate you, I hate you, I hate you, I love you" style relationships, it makes things difficult....

But it's surely just a habit, a coping technique – can you just get rid of it? It's not good to judge a book by it's cover. Although you're not finding a book here. Either way, I'm sure there are still lots of babies you like.

I'm pretty sure I got a job at Taco Bell.

As gay as it sounds, I'm terribly afraid that the evaporated grease will make me break-out.

):

I don't drink, I don't smoke, I don't do drugs. My addiction is wrestling

Everything in moderation, even moderation itself.

I'm very much of a closed off person. When I'm dating someone It's definitely something that made me feel more open, more comfortable; like a bridge between me and the rest of the world. There is something about that moment when she tells you're uncomfortable, and she wraps her arm around mine and gives it a gentle rub; the world isn't so difficult.

Boo.

*pops out from the shadows*

Anyone miss me? No? How about now?

*walks around naked and poses for MKO*

*grabs magnifying glass*

It really isn't necessary. You still wouldn't see it... :(

*les weeps*

Nudes are the best.