First person who has actually helped me... I've started to think about not cutting now.
I do go out a lot, but the pain is still there, I have friends and all, but most don't give a shit for anyone's problems. They give the excuse: "Live your own life, don't have us fix it for you."
And I haven't had much blood loss yet...

Oh lord. Just shut the fuck up already.

The only song i would consider filler is My World. There covers were great, every song that Izzy sang was great, so fine was good, Breakdown is one of my Favorite GNR songs ever, Bad obsession was great....so many good song. Why whould you call it a Filler album?

To much bad talk!Let's talk about cookies =D.

I should buy UYI. I'm getting Appetite for Christmas.

Just popped in to say 'see ya later', so to speak (as I abhor vanity topics).
For those who know or remember me, you may have noticed that I've barely made four posts in as many months...truth is, I'm going through something of a transitional period at the moment (moving out, etc). It also helps that MKA left a godawful taste in my mouth, to the point where I considered selling off my games. But a fan I remain, and as such I'll keep coming back.
Right now I think I'll just take some time away from the gaming world and scene in general. To all and sundryhere and on the chat...I'll see you folks for MK8. Until then, Shadaloo signing off!

whats up all........

Buy Libertad or something.

my god your still alive.

Got my brand new Toyota FJ Cruiser today! It's so awesome!

I wish I had a new car. My car fucking sucks.

School elections are Tuesday, Im nervous.

Or you can take LSD and jump off a building..eather way, there both bad choices
Libertad is Velvet Revolvers equivilant to The Spaggetti Incident...only it's the bands original crap in stead of crappy covers....
Although (like SI) Lebertad has a few good songs....
or, you could just do the smart thing and download all the song illeagley off the internet and burn them onto an uncopyrighted CD and pray you don't get arrested for it......

bored yet again, three day weekend soon.

like, omg.
breen-fraize!

I wish I *had* a car, even a crappy one!
Cya around Shadaloo, wondered why you weren't around as often.
I went to see Resident Evil Extinction tonight. Wasn't horrible at all. I liked the nachos with cheese best about going to see it though.
Might ask a really fun, down to earth gal out soon...shes got a lot in common with me. Pretty, and just 2 years younger than me, which is a rare thing for me to find someone around my age as attractive as she is. Hmmm...

I was almost ashamed at how much I cheated on a test this week. I literally filled out half the test from this smart chick beside me. I might have done well if I did not cheat but it was just to easy to look at her answers. I think it was laziness
It was Quantitative Methods. And my professor is literally over 80 years old

I'm quite sure there are counselors in your school, a phone help line or simply someone that has gone through something similar and went ahead. Shitcock, it's not like you were a slave or something. It's a case of being a teenager.
Anyway, we create our world with our perception and our perception is stronger that reality... 'cause it's all inside your head. You might say: "This shit is reality"... well, I prefer to be crazy and happy, than sad and right.

Shyriu's sig reminds me of Joseph Stalin for some reason.

Really, well, you sure have made your Marx

The counselors at our school share anything they believe "our parents should know", and that is why I don't go tot hem. I don't want my parents to know. I don't know any phone help line, and it might show up in the phone bill. I don't know anyone who was suicidal and still living.

Oh, 'cause yeah... it's sooo much better what you are doing now... Btw, for a phone help line... just look it up, seek help. If you find NOTHING else, then go to the fucking counselor dude or shut up.
If you ain't looking for help, you're just looking for attention and it's your parent's that would help you the most, but you don't think they will hear, in which you might be wrong. A forum sucks for that, so get out there and do something.

'Cause they look alike, wear the same kind of mustache and have dark hair, both being military people and... they hate you.

i kno a shitload of suicidal ppl who are living... all of them cutters
assist lines wont show up on the phone bill 'cause they are free and it doesnt say what the actuall number belongs to...
the line is 1-800-SUICIDE and its free
more info
http://eqi.org/ts1.htm
http://www.teensuicide.us/
http://www.suicide.org/teen-suicide-and-youth-suicide.html
http://www.yellowribbon.org/
(u can get online help here... untraceable)

Thanks ^_^
I'll look at them right now...