Damn dude. Is it really that bad?? Everybody has had bad days like that shit. I know I have. I really wish you would have talked to someone before you did that. Lord knows I dont want to see another one of us go... I dont know what else to say but that I hope you make it to see tomorrow and talk to someone about whatever your troubles are.

Dude man, I feel sorry for you. Hope things get better.

I feel sorry for you, but you gotta do something about your life and job, stand up for yourself man and dont let other people put you down. Be a man about it and do something with what you got.Otherwise I dont know what to tell you

Just Dont do anything stupid

We all go though bad times, I know I have just remeber it'll get better. I know latley I seem to not enjoy playing videogames as much. Maybe cause I'm getting older? 28

Sorry to hear all that shit man but as I've told you before sometimes you gotta deal with shit. Be single for awhile. It's not that bad. Hell I've been single for awhile now but that's cause I'm in college. Maybe try looking around for a different job. hope this helps

Welcome to the club!

Twiztid_Ninja Wrote: Why do I wake up each morning. All I do is go to work for nine hours and in those nine hours I get blamed for every fuckin thing that goes wrong. When I'm on the road I have to fight my way through traffic that moves if i'm lucky at less than a mile an hour. Then when I get home I just sit alone in my place and do nothing. I've watched all my dvd s too many times to enjoy them anymore. Videogames have loss there ability to release me from a stessfull life. I have failed time and time again to get into another relationship. Hell my last let down hit me like a ton of fuckin bricks. I am not going to last much longer. I went to the kitchen cabinet and grabbed a bottle of some kind of pill and just downed a mouth full. I'm feeling a little light headed as I write this. If something does happen to me I just want to let everyone here know that I am glad that somewhere in life I made friends and thats here. goodbye if I don't make it from whatever this is i took.

You hate life cuz u work and get blamed for it???Hmph, what was that call again...LIFE oh thats it, dude everyone gets up in the morning, everyone goes to work, everyone gets stuck in traffic, its called life...get used to it cuz it doesnt get much better than this.

Trust me man, I know exactly how you feel. When I was younger I began feeling depressed. My life slowly went into a downward spiral to the point where when everybody was talking about Y2K I would dream about the world ending so I could die. I once went in the living room and got a huge knife, and I was about to stab myself but then somebody walked in. I never really got the help I needed until I did something drastic and got sent to one of those hospitals for people with emotional disorders.

The point is that I've felt the exact way you've felt, and things can get better. I know you have probably heard this a million times, but I think you might have depression. Now I'm not a doctor, that's just my opinion from my own experience. You need to see a psychiatrist or a therapist, but if you can't see them then a doctor or a nurse practitioner will do. You can get counseling and maybe even some meds... If you're comfortable with it. But trust me you can get your life back if you try.

Shit dude... You could always get a new job, find a new girl. The only thing that will be permanent in your life is your death.

I hope whatever it was you took wasn't too strong so you can come out of it and talk to someone.

Dude, death is not the answer. I went through a similiar situation recently and all you just gotta hang in there. Go out to bars, pool halls, clubs, ya know, get out and do something. A solution won't just walk up to you, you gotta get out into the world and try yourself to make it better. Don't even worry about a relationship, just focus on making some good friends and just enjoying life without all the drama of a relationship right now. ANd if your unhappy with your job, then just quit and find another one. At 21, you still got a hell of a long ways to go buddy and your whole life ahead of you to make everything better... Hang in there bro.

Damn, Twiztid. I know where what you're going through, but I hope you either decided to get the pills out of your system or somebody found ya and helped you out.

P.S. He wrote this nearly 4 hours ago. Has anybody who has him on AIM or MSN or whatever talked to him since???

Dude, we all have been in that place that you are in.. If you let the depression continue; it will continue to feed itself. I know!!! However, on the flip side of that, you have the power to stop it to. Get the help you need!! Don't be ashamed to ask for help. Everyone needs help sometimes. Just get it!! I believe the very fact that you posted this is a way to reach out for some help. See how many people have come to help? Ask and people will help. I think you'll find this to be true off the net too. You only see the "now" in your life... End it, and you will never know the future you can have with a wife and kids, and most importantly happiness!! Choose life!!

I can understand all that.
I've been there.
If you're still around to read this, my advice (for what it's worth) is to try art.
It sounds kinda stupid but it helps.
Poetry, paintings, drawings ect can sometimes help put things into perspective.

Also try doing the complete opposite of your evryday life for a few days to put things into perspective; don't go to your job (if you hate it so bad why not get fired? it's your money or your sanity), travel someplace else, meet new people do some stupid shit and just generally bust outta your routine.

I know from experiance that if you read any of what was written in this thread you'll probably think it's bullshit though, along anything anybody else could tell you right now.

Man...I can see why you feel this way..I'm only 16 years old about to start my first job Monday 11 AM and I'm already not feeling good about it. I have SO much work to do for school (they PILE on summer work like we're fucking dumbasses and will forget how to do everything). Im taking AP classes this year entering the 11th grade, I already feel a TON of pressure and its the middle of summer! I cant even imagine when school starts and I have all my classes (AP English, Pre Cal Honors, AP History) Then Ill have to work after school find time for homework and do it all over again.

Life sucks, but it gets better at some point. All you can do now is wait. Everybody suffers. Either you can find a way to deal with it or you go under.

That's all the advice I have to give. Hope you're still kicking.

dude just get a career change, go out make some friends no matter how much people u know here we dont make a big difference because we arent really "real" in the sense that you probably will not meet any of us. We can give u advice till the cows come home bro but it wont do anygood if u dont wanna help urself, change ur job, go out and meet people, go to a bar or club and meet new people, get laid man. It can really help if u change ur mindset.

Your not the only person like that.Everyone goes through a time in there life when there just over the edge.Meaning they don't want to be bothered and they just want there pain to go away.I attempted Suicide a few years ago and I thought about it after I wrapped around a power cord around my neck.I pictured my family crying that saddened me.I pictured my future.You just gotta deal with it.When the smoke clears and if you make it through the bad times you'll become a stronger person mentally.

You gotta find something to keep you happy.Last time I read one of your posts you said you were learning how to use swords.What happened to that?Just forget what the world says.Never take what other people say to heart.They'll get theres in the end.And remember this never look too death for a answer.When you reach the afterlife God may show you what your life could have become if you didn't die.Then your going too be like "Oh man,God can I come back?"Then God is going to say you decided to take your own life,so the answer is NO.

Think about it if your reading this.

By the way, if he just swallowed a bottle of PILLS someone should get his IP Address from one of the mods and tap into that and see where he lives. Might wanna alert the medics in that area.

He hasn't replied since his first comment. That can't be good.

Twiztid_Ninja, if you don't reply to this thread, then you'll be in my prayers every night until the day I die. You won't be the only suicide victim I'm praying for either.

But if you managed to survive, I just want to know why you did this. I'll always respect and care for you, but we've both experienced the pain of suicide first-hand, yet you still attempted to kill yourself. Suicide is a way of betraying everyone who loves you. And don't rationalize it by saying no one cares for you. WE care you!

Why didn't you say something? We're both people of faith, why didn't you consult someone of religious guidance? I would have gladly given you advice.

Twiztid, I would have helped you, bro.

Yeah, sometimes I get depressed because I feel like my life is pointless, or empty, and I feel like offing myself, but I never take it past a thought. It kinda happens in cycles for me. I'll be fine for a while, then I'll be crushed for several days, then I'll be fine again. It sounds to me like you bored yourself into a depressive state (DVD's are no fun, video games are no fun), happens to me all the time. It feels awful when you're truly depressed, can't seem to enjoy anything, can't feel anything at all, really...

Anyway, I hope you didn't kill yourself, my point in this post is to let you know you're not alone.

Damn, the board just seems to get more and more gloomy as each day passes. I just read this now, and it's been almost a whole 12 hours since this was posted, and he never replied back. I know a few people asked to see if anyone tried to contact him, but did anyone infact succeed?

Twiztid, if you are out there bro, please not just for your sake, but for everyone here who cares about you please respond! Your in my thoughts tonight man and I really hope you wake up.

Has anyone heard anything from Twizted since he started the post? I hope to God he's suffering no more than a really bad hangover. Hey, man, if you happen to see this, just know that everybody suffers through shit in their lives, and there are days when you just get up in the morning and feel like you simply don't have the energy to get on with the daily grind anymore. But there are also those times when everything seems to be clicking and firing on all cylinders that make enduring all the bullshit so worth it. Just keep working hard, be the best person you can be, and trust me, it all pays off.

Ever tried suicide? No? Yes? If you think I'm being harsh. Get to some counciling or get off your self sorry ass and do something. The only thing keeping you away from happiness is you. Or, try suicide.

-Shoe