EPILOGUE
Archangel, dark anger, lend me thy might,
So shall I shatter my dreams of delight!
Frozen cold on lips of young women,
I hear the shadows embrace what is wowen,
Left so old on graves my will is unroken,
My future and past is one and is solemn!
My flares of stars blazing through all the skies,
This witchcraft is doomed as my own demise,
Pagan gods will kneel down and fade in size,
My unforgiven fury is drowned in each slice!
Reflections of sins old and new, I'm bound,
chained to goals of presenctence like a hound,
in each of theese whispers I find that one sound,
my fist will slam down and rain pain on the ground!
Let my fal be something meaningfull,
Let my death be why reason your,
change the path you all walk!
Let me be remembered!
Archangel, dark anger, lend me thy might,
So shall I shatter my dreams of delight!
Frozen cold on lips of young women,
I hear the shadows embrace what is wowen,
Left so old on graves my will is unroken,
My future and past is one and is solemn!
My flares of stars blazing through all the skies,
This witchcraft is doomed as my own demise,
Pagan gods will kneel down and fade in size,
My unforgiven fury is drowned in each slice!
Reflections of sins old and new, I'm bound,
chained to goals of presenctence like a hound,
in each of theese whispers I find that one sound,
my fist will slam down and rain pain on the ground!
Let my fal be something meaningfull,
Let my death be why reason your,
change the path you all walk!
Let me be remembered!
"Battle Cry"
There's nothing but you standing in my way.
All the agony I felt; I swear I'll make you pay.
The blood dripping off my dry lips,
A crimson puddle making my feet slip.
I wipe away the stain and rush ahead,
Not caring if I come out alive or dead.
Blind with rage at all the punches missed,
I answer the rage with my own numb fists.
I've come too far to be innocent;
I got lost in the ambivalence.
I was too blind to see what was true,
That the root of the suffering was you.
And now I stand up; do or die,
And answer you with my battle cry.
Muscle against muscle, I feel flesh tear,
And then the pain subsides, and I'm aware
That I'm still standing, glaring at your eyes.
Those red embers try to hypnotize,
But I shake off the burning trance,
And we tango some more in this dance.
I don't know which is my limb or yours,
But every snap and cut she ignores.
I've come too far to be innocent;
I got lost in the ambivalence.
I was too blind to see what was true,
That the root of the suffering was you.
And now I stand up; do or die,
And answer you with my battle cry.
What's this for? Why are we always like this?
Can we only express how we feel through our fists?
She stands there, watching us go at it,
Screaming for us to stop, every blow and hit.
Your names don't hurt me. Your fists can't kill.
I just spit out the blood and pretend not to feel,
But her voice stays in the back of my head,
And I wonder whether I'm better off alive or dead.
I've come too far to be innocent;
I got lost in the ambivalence.
I was too blind to see what was true,
That the root of the suffering was you.
And now I stand up; do or die,
And answer you with my battle cry.
One final rush. I can barely stand on my feet,
But I refuse to bow down and accept defeat.
With all that I have left, I strike out with my blow,
And I see it freeze in time, ever so slow.
Your fist strikes my nose, I strike your jaw,
And then bright colors are all that I saw.
I lay on the ground, you next to me here;
And the only sound is the sobbing of her tears.
I've come too far to be innocent;
I got lost in the ambivalence.
I was too blind to see what was true,
That the root of the suffering was you.
And now I stand up; do or die,
And answer you with my battle cry.
Was it worth all the struggle and all the pain?
It wasn't worth it to see her tears forever rain.
The taste of blood in my mouth turns bitter,
And I remember how a stray blow hit her,
And I rise to my feet and look her way.
She looks at me, hurt, so afraid of what she'll say.
Her dream is dead; a life without pain is her call,
But I answer, "A life without pain is no life at all."
I've come too far to be innocent;
I got lost in the ambivalence.
I was too blind to see what was true,
That the root of the suffering was you.
And now I stand up; do or die,
And answer you with my battle cry.
Fatality.
There's nothing but you standing in my way.
All the agony I felt; I swear I'll make you pay.
The blood dripping off my dry lips,
A crimson puddle making my feet slip.
I wipe away the stain and rush ahead,
Not caring if I come out alive or dead.
Blind with rage at all the punches missed,
I answer the rage with my own numb fists.
I've come too far to be innocent;
I got lost in the ambivalence.
I was too blind to see what was true,
That the root of the suffering was you.
And now I stand up; do or die,
And answer you with my battle cry.
Muscle against muscle, I feel flesh tear,
And then the pain subsides, and I'm aware
That I'm still standing, glaring at your eyes.
Those red embers try to hypnotize,
But I shake off the burning trance,
And we tango some more in this dance.
I don't know which is my limb or yours,
But every snap and cut she ignores.
I've come too far to be innocent;
I got lost in the ambivalence.
I was too blind to see what was true,
That the root of the suffering was you.
And now I stand up; do or die,
And answer you with my battle cry.
What's this for? Why are we always like this?
Can we only express how we feel through our fists?
She stands there, watching us go at it,
Screaming for us to stop, every blow and hit.
Your names don't hurt me. Your fists can't kill.
I just spit out the blood and pretend not to feel,
But her voice stays in the back of my head,
And I wonder whether I'm better off alive or dead.
I've come too far to be innocent;
I got lost in the ambivalence.
I was too blind to see what was true,
That the root of the suffering was you.
And now I stand up; do or die,
And answer you with my battle cry.
One final rush. I can barely stand on my feet,
But I refuse to bow down and accept defeat.
With all that I have left, I strike out with my blow,
And I see it freeze in time, ever so slow.
Your fist strikes my nose, I strike your jaw,
And then bright colors are all that I saw.
I lay on the ground, you next to me here;
And the only sound is the sobbing of her tears.
I've come too far to be innocent;
I got lost in the ambivalence.
I was too blind to see what was true,
That the root of the suffering was you.
And now I stand up; do or die,
And answer you with my battle cry.
Was it worth all the struggle and all the pain?
It wasn't worth it to see her tears forever rain.
The taste of blood in my mouth turns bitter,
And I remember how a stray blow hit her,
And I rise to my feet and look her way.
She looks at me, hurt, so afraid of what she'll say.
Her dream is dead; a life without pain is her call,
But I answer, "A life without pain is no life at all."
I've come too far to be innocent;
I got lost in the ambivalence.
I was too blind to see what was true,
That the root of the suffering was you.
And now I stand up; do or die,
And answer you with my battle cry.
Fatality.
"Tribute"
In the dust and ashes of the night,
The flicker of flashes give out fleeting light,
Showing that this isn't the end to the fight,
And that they're still out there protecting my right
To speak, to worship, and to live with all their might,
Feeling so much pain; a scarlet train in their sights.
I see the banner still flying high,
Its bright colors glowing in the sky,
And all I hear is the lone battle cry
Of a thousand men going off to die.
I sit here in wonder and ask myself why,
But the answer is in the tombs where the soldiers lie.
The scope of the situation soon draws near
That there are those who rule with tyranny and fear,
And we have a responsibility and cannot stay here
Because such tyranny won't just disappear.
So it's off to battle, all the blood, sweat, and tears,
While men lose their lives for those they hold dear.
Such sacrifice, such valor, such strength and will,
While the men of honor continue to kill
And be killed, but through the battle, still,
They bleed and they brake and continue to feel,
Suffering wounds, some that may never heal,
While their dying words whisper one great appeal,
That the gifts they die for don't fade away but remain real.
I see the people waiting for the plane up ahead,
And slowly smiles turn to tragic tears instead
As coffin after coffin rolls out with a flag over the dead.
Those are the soldiers who suffered and bled
And fought for my liberties, my rights, in my stead.
The coffins are never opened; too many blown to shreds,
And too many stained too dark a crimson red,
A scarlet badge of courage for those who fought and never fled.
And still I hear some claim that we won't succeed,
That we have nothing to fight for and should recede,
But I refuse to listen to such words that mislead,
Because I look at the coffins and I see the need
To stand up and protect those that they freed,
Even if no one else with me would have agreed.
I raise up the colors, the ones no mortal man shall impede,
Because the red, white, and blue, are colors that don't ever bleed.
Some people can simply never understand
How much is sacrificed for this sacred land.
They never know how this nation, so great and grand,
Is defend by the power of very mortal hands.
Every coffin had a soldier who did his duty and followed his command,
And fought for the sake of others under dire demand,
And proved his valor and proved himself a man;
That is the heart and soul of a true American.
Fatality.
In the dust and ashes of the night,
The flicker of flashes give out fleeting light,
Showing that this isn't the end to the fight,
And that they're still out there protecting my right
To speak, to worship, and to live with all their might,
Feeling so much pain; a scarlet train in their sights.
I see the banner still flying high,
Its bright colors glowing in the sky,
And all I hear is the lone battle cry
Of a thousand men going off to die.
I sit here in wonder and ask myself why,
But the answer is in the tombs where the soldiers lie.
The scope of the situation soon draws near
That there are those who rule with tyranny and fear,
And we have a responsibility and cannot stay here
Because such tyranny won't just disappear.
So it's off to battle, all the blood, sweat, and tears,
While men lose their lives for those they hold dear.
Such sacrifice, such valor, such strength and will,
While the men of honor continue to kill
And be killed, but through the battle, still,
They bleed and they brake and continue to feel,
Suffering wounds, some that may never heal,
While their dying words whisper one great appeal,
That the gifts they die for don't fade away but remain real.
I see the people waiting for the plane up ahead,
And slowly smiles turn to tragic tears instead
As coffin after coffin rolls out with a flag over the dead.
Those are the soldiers who suffered and bled
And fought for my liberties, my rights, in my stead.
The coffins are never opened; too many blown to shreds,
And too many stained too dark a crimson red,
A scarlet badge of courage for those who fought and never fled.
And still I hear some claim that we won't succeed,
That we have nothing to fight for and should recede,
But I refuse to listen to such words that mislead,
Because I look at the coffins and I see the need
To stand up and protect those that they freed,
Even if no one else with me would have agreed.
I raise up the colors, the ones no mortal man shall impede,
Because the red, white, and blue, are colors that don't ever bleed.
Some people can simply never understand
How much is sacrificed for this sacred land.
They never know how this nation, so great and grand,
Is defend by the power of very mortal hands.
Every coffin had a soldier who did his duty and followed his command,
And fought for the sake of others under dire demand,
And proved his valor and proved himself a man;
That is the heart and soul of a true American.
Fatality.
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"Summer and Winter"
Sitting down in the dusty room
alone with my thoughts
phylosophing
I can remember:
It was back in September
You had all that confidence in your eyes
And you thought you knew it all
As far as I can remember
I crossed the lines of reason I crossed the lines
And I thought I knew it all
But Summer faded and you blend into the night
Summer died and didn't say goodbye
January is hot
I should be out with my friends tonight
Like I did last year
Hey, I can read your thoughts
You shouldn't have lingered untill tonight
Like you did with him
But Winter faded and you blend into the sky
Winter cried and didn't hear me sigh
I remember our jokes
I remember our plays with the phones
"Ring, ring" you said
I remember the stars
here I am
I look at my guitar thinking of
what has been left behind
There you are
I know you've been around
you left me here to cry
Winter cries... Summer dies... Winter dies... Summer cries
Behold the stars
I thought I knew it all
About Me
art by fear-sAs0
Death Bed
There's a burden I can't keep
And it's starting to eat me alive
The pressure is getting way to steep
And I think I'm begining to cry
Angels circle high above
And demons swirl below
My times almost up
And what is it that I have left to show?
There's something I can't say
There's something different in the way I smile
Behind my eyes I've died
There's nothing left for me
Because I've thrown it all away
Behind my eyes I've died
As I started to drift away
I saw a pationate glance in your eyes
Your tears scrape away at me
But it's already to late
There's nothing I can't say
There's nothing left in the way I smile
Inside my mind I've died
There's nothing left for me to see
There's nothing else to say
In my mind I've already died.
There's a burden I can't keep
And it's starting to eat me alive
The pressure is getting way to steep
And I think I'm begining to cry
Angels circle high above
And demons swirl below
My times almost up
And what is it that I have left to show?
There's something I can't say
There's something different in the way I smile
Behind my eyes I've died
There's nothing left for me
Because I've thrown it all away
Behind my eyes I've died
As I started to drift away
I saw a pationate glance in your eyes
Your tears scrape away at me
But it's already to late
There's nothing I can't say
There's nothing left in the way I smile
Inside my mind I've died
There's nothing left for me to see
There's nothing else to say
In my mind I've already died.
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'Invisible'
I'd give my life for you to see me as I am,
I would do what I had to do,
For you to understand,
That I need to be seen,
If I'm really the woman of your dreams,
Tell me so,
It's as simple as letting me know,
Because sometimes I need to hear it,
To believe it,
You can make me feel so invisible,
In your eyes its like I don't exist,
I'm completely unspeakable,
And I can't go on like this,
I tell you everyday how I see you,
How beautiful you are,
From my point of view,
All I want is the same,
I'm not trying to play any games,
I just need to know what you perceive,
When you look at me,
Because I need to see it,
To believe it,
You can make me feel so invisible,
In your eyes its like I don't exist,
Im completely unspeakable,
And I can't go on like this,
Don't mistake the words that I'm saying,
I'm just relaying,
That I need you to tell me,
All the things that you love about me,
And if that's wrong,
Then I've been wrong all along,
Show me all the ways that you're in love,
That's all I want, it's more than enough,
You can make me feel so invisible,
In your eyes its like I don'texist,
I'm completely unspeakable,
And I can't go on like this.
You can make me feel so invisible,
In your eyes its like I don'texist,
I'm completely unspeakable,
And I can't go on like this,
I'd give my life for you to see me as I am,
I would do what I had to do,
For you to understand,
That I need to be seen,
If I'm really the woman of your dreams,
Tell me so,
It's as simple as letting me know,
Because sometimes I need to hear it,
To believe it,
You can make me feel so invisible,
In your eyes its like I don't exist,
I'm completely unspeakable,
And I can't go on like this,
I tell you everyday how I see you,
How beautiful you are,
From my point of view,
All I want is the same,
I'm not trying to play any games,
I just need to know what you perceive,
When you look at me,
Because I need to see it,
To believe it,
You can make me feel so invisible,
In your eyes its like I don't exist,
Im completely unspeakable,
And I can't go on like this,
Don't mistake the words that I'm saying,
I'm just relaying,
That I need you to tell me,
All the things that you love about me,
And if that's wrong,
Then I've been wrong all along,
Show me all the ways that you're in love,
That's all I want, it's more than enough,
You can make me feel so invisible,
In your eyes its like I don'texist,
I'm completely unspeakable,
And I can't go on like this.
You can make me feel so invisible,
In your eyes its like I don'texist,
I'm completely unspeakable,
And I can't go on like this,
"Pins & Needles"
Don't look behind; just keep your head
Focused on the road ahead.
There a path before you lies
Tempting to your golden eyes.
Follow the road, but face the light,
Or you shall be lost by time of night.
The road less traveled has its share
Of things forgotten with memories there.
It has much risk, but much reward
For those with the time to afford;
And yet, so many fail to walk
Along the lines of broken chalk,
And instead find themselves alone
In the stillness of the stones.
Monuments to a dying age,
And tempered by inhuman rage,
These statues face the darkened sky
And scream to God and wonder why,
Why such a creature can exist,
And why such happiness is sorely missed.
Those who take the road of pins,
Find themselves in unhappy ends.
The path of needles shares its ploy,
And those who take it do destroy,
And yet there is no right direction,
But rather personal self reflection.
What path shall the wolf take today?
What makes his decision slightly sway?
There goes Little Red Riding Hood,
Singing soflty in the dark woods,
While the mingling of man and beast
Always ends in one bloody feast.
Down the road of pins, she skips along,
Smiling so sweet and humming her song,
While the wolf goes on up ahead,
And eats the grandmother in her stead.
The stories of beasts where humans dwell
Are stories that never end up well.
Down the path of needles comes the cold,
And the beast's blood mingles with the old.
No one ever hears of when the beast prevails,
For such is not the theme of happy Fairy Tales.
Fatality.
Don't look behind; just keep your head
Focused on the road ahead.
There a path before you lies
Tempting to your golden eyes.
Follow the road, but face the light,
Or you shall be lost by time of night.
The road less traveled has its share
Of things forgotten with memories there.
It has much risk, but much reward
For those with the time to afford;
And yet, so many fail to walk
Along the lines of broken chalk,
And instead find themselves alone
In the stillness of the stones.
Monuments to a dying age,
And tempered by inhuman rage,
These statues face the darkened sky
And scream to God and wonder why,
Why such a creature can exist,
And why such happiness is sorely missed.
Those who take the road of pins,
Find themselves in unhappy ends.
The path of needles shares its ploy,
And those who take it do destroy,
And yet there is no right direction,
But rather personal self reflection.
What path shall the wolf take today?
What makes his decision slightly sway?
There goes Little Red Riding Hood,
Singing soflty in the dark woods,
While the mingling of man and beast
Always ends in one bloody feast.
Down the road of pins, she skips along,
Smiling so sweet and humming her song,
While the wolf goes on up ahead,
And eats the grandmother in her stead.
The stories of beasts where humans dwell
Are stories that never end up well.
Down the path of needles comes the cold,
And the beast's blood mingles with the old.
No one ever hears of when the beast prevails,
For such is not the theme of happy Fairy Tales.
Fatality.
"Dead Path"
I can't believe in all I see;
It's all just ficiticious make-believe.
You're not there, and I don't care,
But the wait is more than I can bear.
Here I think that I have died,
Consumed by all that I had denied.
The form it takes, the sleeper wakes,
And arouses with him grave mistakes.
Take this away from me,
(and make it stay.)
I can't find the strength in me
(to face today.)
I'm a dead man in my grave
(like the person before)
Following a path forever paved
(with bones and blood and so much more.)
Caught in the crossfires,
I struggle to climb on higher,
Only to fall and answer the call
Of bearing the burdens of us all.
Now, who can stand the tests
And rumble with the bold and best?
As it appears, there is much fear,
And then the longing soon draws near.
Take this away from me,
(and make it stay.)
I can't find the strength in me
(to face today.)
I'm a dead man in my grave
(like the person before)
Following a path forever paved
(with bones and blood and so much more.)
Don't deny. Don't you cry.
Don't you die. Don't pass me by.
Don't you try to reach so high.
Don't rely on their big lie.
Don't ask why, don't take the dive.
Don't ask me why I feel alive.
Take this away from me,
(and make it stay.)
I can't find the strength in me
(to face today.)
I'm a dead man in my grave
(like the person before)
Following a path forever paved
(with bones and blood and so much more.)
Fatality.
I can't believe in all I see;
It's all just ficiticious make-believe.
You're not there, and I don't care,
But the wait is more than I can bear.
Here I think that I have died,
Consumed by all that I had denied.
The form it takes, the sleeper wakes,
And arouses with him grave mistakes.
Take this away from me,
(and make it stay.)
I can't find the strength in me
(to face today.)
I'm a dead man in my grave
(like the person before)
Following a path forever paved
(with bones and blood and so much more.)
Caught in the crossfires,
I struggle to climb on higher,
Only to fall and answer the call
Of bearing the burdens of us all.
Now, who can stand the tests
And rumble with the bold and best?
As it appears, there is much fear,
And then the longing soon draws near.
Take this away from me,
(and make it stay.)
I can't find the strength in me
(to face today.)
I'm a dead man in my grave
(like the person before)
Following a path forever paved
(with bones and blood and so much more.)
Don't deny. Don't you cry.
Don't you die. Don't pass me by.
Don't you try to reach so high.
Don't rely on their big lie.
Don't ask why, don't take the dive.
Don't ask me why I feel alive.
Take this away from me,
(and make it stay.)
I can't find the strength in me
(to face today.)
I'm a dead man in my grave
(like the person before)
Following a path forever paved
(with bones and blood and so much more.)
Fatality.
"Simple Words"
Words cannot express
How I miss your carress.
The things you said
Kept me close, instead,
When I was so far away,
Too far to ever say
The words that held no worth
To one whom I'd give the earth.
Darling, look into my eyes,
Listen to my voice; try and realize
How I long for your touch,
How I crave you so much.
It hurts when you're gone,
But with you I am strong.
You came near; my heart stirred,
A love that I cannot put into words.
The truth can be cruel,
Us subject to its rule,
And leave us out to dry,
And we sob and we cry.
We've lost so many dear,
That I fear you'll disapear,
So I grip you every so tight,
And tell you it'll be alright.
Darling, look into my eyes,
Listen to my voice; try and realize
How I long for your touch,
How I crave you so much.
It hurts when you're gone,
But with you I am strong.
You came near; my heart stirred,
A love that I cannot put into words.
What mortal could ever rise
And fly upon the evening skies.
If I could, I'd keep you from harm,
And shelter you in my arms.
I'd wipe away every lonely tear
And chase away every dark fear;
I'd do what no words could tell
And keep you warm and keep you well.
Darling, look into my eyes,
Listen to my voice; try and realize
How I long for your touch,
How I crave you so much.
It hurts when you're gone,
But with you I am strong.
You came near; my heart stirred,
A love that I cannot put into words.
Fatality.
Words cannot express
How I miss your carress.
The things you said
Kept me close, instead,
When I was so far away,
Too far to ever say
The words that held no worth
To one whom I'd give the earth.
Darling, look into my eyes,
Listen to my voice; try and realize
How I long for your touch,
How I crave you so much.
It hurts when you're gone,
But with you I am strong.
You came near; my heart stirred,
A love that I cannot put into words.
The truth can be cruel,
Us subject to its rule,
And leave us out to dry,
And we sob and we cry.
We've lost so many dear,
That I fear you'll disapear,
So I grip you every so tight,
And tell you it'll be alright.
Darling, look into my eyes,
Listen to my voice; try and realize
How I long for your touch,
How I crave you so much.
It hurts when you're gone,
But with you I am strong.
You came near; my heart stirred,
A love that I cannot put into words.
What mortal could ever rise
And fly upon the evening skies.
If I could, I'd keep you from harm,
And shelter you in my arms.
I'd wipe away every lonely tear
And chase away every dark fear;
I'd do what no words could tell
And keep you warm and keep you well.
Darling, look into my eyes,
Listen to my voice; try and realize
How I long for your touch,
How I crave you so much.
It hurts when you're gone,
But with you I am strong.
You came near; my heart stirred,
A love that I cannot put into words.
Fatality.
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'You Don't Love Me Anymore'
Sitting on the floor again, sobbing,
It's such a familiar scene,
I'm not sure where you are,
But I know that you're not here with me,
I've lost count of how times I've called your phone,
Begging you to come back home,
Praying that you would come back to me,
So we could be just like we used to be,
But instead here I am,
Giving everything I can,
Telling myself that things aren't how they seem,
But still I find I'm running out of steam,
I should have seen it in your eyes,
It's not something you tried to hide,
I should have felt it in your touch,
But baby I just love you so much,
And it's killing me to know,
That you're gonna pack your things and go,
But before you walk out my door,
Please tell me why you don't love me anymore,
I've gone through two bottles of wine,
Trying to figure out why,
You don't love me anymore,
Our pictures are scattered all over the floor,
And I can see where it all began,
But still I don't understand,
What would make you fall out of love,
There's nothing that I've done that I could think of,
To make you treat me this way,
When all I've ever wanted is you to stay,
And be with me for all eternity,
Instead I find that you want to be free,
I should have seen it in your eyes,
It's not something you tried to hide,
I should have felt it in your touch,
But baby I just love you so much,
And it's killing me to know,
That you're gonna pack your things and go,
But before you walk out my door,
Please tell me why you don't love me anymore,
It's not coming in to clear,
But it's something I've always feared,
Somehow I treated you wrong,
Maybe you felt I was stringing you along,
Maybe I just didn't love you enough,
Oh God, if you're watching this from above,
Please let me know,
Because I swear with all my heart soul,
I will do what I have to do,
To prove whatever I have to,
Because I love him too much to watch him leave,
Please God, help me, if you're listening,
I should have seen it in your eyes,
It's not something you tried to hide,
I should have felt it in your touch,
But baby I just love you so much,
And it's killing me to know,
That you're gonna pack your things and go,
But before you walk out my door,
Please tell me why you don't love me anymore,
I should have seen it in your eyes,
It's not something you tried to hide,
I should have felt it in your touch,
But baby I just love you so much,
And it's killing me to know,
That you're gonna pack your things and go,
But before you walk out my door,
Please tell me why you don't love me anymore,
Baby, before you walk out my door,
Please tell me why you don't love me anymore.
Sitting on the floor again, sobbing,
It's such a familiar scene,
I'm not sure where you are,
But I know that you're not here with me,
I've lost count of how times I've called your phone,
Begging you to come back home,
Praying that you would come back to me,
So we could be just like we used to be,
But instead here I am,
Giving everything I can,
Telling myself that things aren't how they seem,
But still I find I'm running out of steam,
I should have seen it in your eyes,
It's not something you tried to hide,
I should have felt it in your touch,
But baby I just love you so much,
And it's killing me to know,
That you're gonna pack your things and go,
But before you walk out my door,
Please tell me why you don't love me anymore,
I've gone through two bottles of wine,
Trying to figure out why,
You don't love me anymore,
Our pictures are scattered all over the floor,
And I can see where it all began,
But still I don't understand,
What would make you fall out of love,
There's nothing that I've done that I could think of,
To make you treat me this way,
When all I've ever wanted is you to stay,
And be with me for all eternity,
Instead I find that you want to be free,
I should have seen it in your eyes,
It's not something you tried to hide,
I should have felt it in your touch,
But baby I just love you so much,
And it's killing me to know,
That you're gonna pack your things and go,
But before you walk out my door,
Please tell me why you don't love me anymore,
It's not coming in to clear,
But it's something I've always feared,
Somehow I treated you wrong,
Maybe you felt I was stringing you along,
Maybe I just didn't love you enough,
Oh God, if you're watching this from above,
Please let me know,
Because I swear with all my heart soul,
I will do what I have to do,
To prove whatever I have to,
Because I love him too much to watch him leave,
Please God, help me, if you're listening,
I should have seen it in your eyes,
It's not something you tried to hide,
I should have felt it in your touch,
But baby I just love you so much,
And it's killing me to know,
That you're gonna pack your things and go,
But before you walk out my door,
Please tell me why you don't love me anymore,
I should have seen it in your eyes,
It's not something you tried to hide,
I should have felt it in your touch,
But baby I just love you so much,
And it's killing me to know,
That you're gonna pack your things and go,
But before you walk out my door,
Please tell me why you don't love me anymore,
Baby, before you walk out my door,
Please tell me why you don't love me anymore.
"Together"
Want to make it real,
Want to make you feel
Like you're everything to me,
And everything I see.
I feel the light within the pain
Consumed like outer acid rain.
Break the threads and run,
And make it out before it's done.
Like a memory, pale to see,
You harbor your own reality,
And it skews the thoughts that be,
And makes it real, all for me.
Nothing could seperate
The sense that help relate
The pain and tears to your love,
And the agony of prayers to above.
Like misery, the thoughts dwell
Upon my own internal hell,
And comforting voices fail to give
Me a reason to feel and live.
There is much lose upon my heart,
And I feel us slowly torn apart,
But we slowly pushed away at the start,
And now we're left to our vices in the dark.
The nature blooming out the window
Is something quite beautiful, although
It doesn't give me the light you gave
And it doesn't value the life you'd save.
The feelings I have never really mattered,
And your affection for me had me flattered,
But it wasn't that that had me stay;
It was the chance to see you everyday.
Now you're so far from this place,
And I can barely remember your face;
I'm left alone in my own disgrace,
Though this love for you I ever chase.
Know that you never left my mind,
And were in my heart, though I pined.
Don't feel afraid, I'll return,
And share with you all I've learned.
The feelings for you will never fade,
And we'll forget the pain we made.
Let me hold your tender hand
And set your feet on solid land,
And let me guide you through the night,
Shelter you from every fright,
And give you strength for the fight,
Because together we'll be alright.
Fatality.
Want to make it real,
Want to make you feel
Like you're everything to me,
And everything I see.
I feel the light within the pain
Consumed like outer acid rain.
Break the threads and run,
And make it out before it's done.
Like a memory, pale to see,
You harbor your own reality,
And it skews the thoughts that be,
And makes it real, all for me.
Nothing could seperate
The sense that help relate
The pain and tears to your love,
And the agony of prayers to above.
Like misery, the thoughts dwell
Upon my own internal hell,
And comforting voices fail to give
Me a reason to feel and live.
There is much lose upon my heart,
And I feel us slowly torn apart,
But we slowly pushed away at the start,
And now we're left to our vices in the dark.
The nature blooming out the window
Is something quite beautiful, although
It doesn't give me the light you gave
And it doesn't value the life you'd save.
The feelings I have never really mattered,
And your affection for me had me flattered,
But it wasn't that that had me stay;
It was the chance to see you everyday.
Now you're so far from this place,
And I can barely remember your face;
I'm left alone in my own disgrace,
Though this love for you I ever chase.
Know that you never left my mind,
And were in my heart, though I pined.
Don't feel afraid, I'll return,
And share with you all I've learned.
The feelings for you will never fade,
And we'll forget the pain we made.
Let me hold your tender hand
And set your feet on solid land,
And let me guide you through the night,
Shelter you from every fright,
And give you strength for the fight,
Because together we'll be alright.
Fatality.
"Not"
I feel a pit deep in my gut;
I want to stay with you, but
I see those things I missed before,
And all those things I tried to ignore.
All your malice and hate,
And the shadows of your mistakes,
Bottled up deep down inside,
So far down, where demons hide,
And those things that I missed
Are those things I know exist,
But I was in denial about you,
Because, girl, you were too good to be true.
You're not the girl I thought you were.
You're different from me, different from her.
You're dark desires can never mesh
With my desire to love beyond the flesh.
You're shallow and I know you'll always be;
You're not the woman fate has in store of me.
I see the lust deep within your soul,
And your delight in a heart as black as coal.
You wanted me to join your world,
And love you as my one and only girl.
You played me for a fool and I fell for it,
Fell in love with a woman who was never legit.
You played your pure role all too well;
You played the victim in your own hell,
And made me feel sorry for you, and I gave in,
And I was absorbed in your lifestyle of sin.
And still you play your role, pulling me along,
But know that I know that what you're doing is wrong.
You're not the girl I thought you were.
You're different from me, different from her.
You're dark desires can never mesh
With my desire to love beyond the flesh.
You're shallow and I know you'll always be;
You're not the woman fate has in store of me.
All those years, I fell for you soft words,
And for the time, they took away the hurt,
And I developed affections I thought I had lost,
And I vowed to love you, no matter the cost.
But it wasn't so simple, and it wasn't so fair,
Because while I talked, you were never really there.
Just a tempting phantom with your own plan,
And slowly I became different, less of a man.
I don't know what I feel anymore. I'm afraid.
I've traveled down a path with pavement laid
With blood, sorry, fear, and tears, and my love,
But it has led me to a world without my God above.
You're not the girl I thought you were.
You're different from me, different from her.
You're dark desires can never mesh
With my desire to love beyond the flesh.
You're shallow and I know you'll always be;
You're not the woman fate has in store of me.
The light in your eyes has grown so dim.
You love to see my face when you're with "him."
The games you play with my fragile mind
Drive me over the edge, but I'm not so blind.
I see your games, your true, darker self,
And I see how you ruin your mind, body, and health.
A part of me wants to save you from destruction,
Be your hero, but I fell for your dark seduction,
And now I can't reach out to you, can't love you,
Because the person I loved I really never knew.
I feel so cold, so empty. I want to let you know
That I will always love you, but I have to let you go.
You're not the girl I thought you were.
You're different from me, different from her.
You're dark desires can never mesh
With my desire to love beyond the flesh.
You're shallow and I know you'll always be;
You're not the woman fate has in store of me.
Fatality.
I feel a pit deep in my gut;
I want to stay with you, but
I see those things I missed before,
And all those things I tried to ignore.
All your malice and hate,
And the shadows of your mistakes,
Bottled up deep down inside,
So far down, where demons hide,
And those things that I missed
Are those things I know exist,
But I was in denial about you,
Because, girl, you were too good to be true.
You're not the girl I thought you were.
You're different from me, different from her.
You're dark desires can never mesh
With my desire to love beyond the flesh.
You're shallow and I know you'll always be;
You're not the woman fate has in store of me.
I see the lust deep within your soul,
And your delight in a heart as black as coal.
You wanted me to join your world,
And love you as my one and only girl.
You played me for a fool and I fell for it,
Fell in love with a woman who was never legit.
You played your pure role all too well;
You played the victim in your own hell,
And made me feel sorry for you, and I gave in,
And I was absorbed in your lifestyle of sin.
And still you play your role, pulling me along,
But know that I know that what you're doing is wrong.
You're not the girl I thought you were.
You're different from me, different from her.
You're dark desires can never mesh
With my desire to love beyond the flesh.
You're shallow and I know you'll always be;
You're not the woman fate has in store of me.
All those years, I fell for you soft words,
And for the time, they took away the hurt,
And I developed affections I thought I had lost,
And I vowed to love you, no matter the cost.
But it wasn't so simple, and it wasn't so fair,
Because while I talked, you were never really there.
Just a tempting phantom with your own plan,
And slowly I became different, less of a man.
I don't know what I feel anymore. I'm afraid.
I've traveled down a path with pavement laid
With blood, sorry, fear, and tears, and my love,
But it has led me to a world without my God above.
You're not the girl I thought you were.
You're different from me, different from her.
You're dark desires can never mesh
With my desire to love beyond the flesh.
You're shallow and I know you'll always be;
You're not the woman fate has in store of me.
The light in your eyes has grown so dim.
You love to see my face when you're with "him."
The games you play with my fragile mind
Drive me over the edge, but I'm not so blind.
I see your games, your true, darker self,
And I see how you ruin your mind, body, and health.
A part of me wants to save you from destruction,
Be your hero, but I fell for your dark seduction,
And now I can't reach out to you, can't love you,
Because the person I loved I really never knew.
I feel so cold, so empty. I want to let you know
That I will always love you, but I have to let you go.
You're not the girl I thought you were.
You're different from me, different from her.
You're dark desires can never mesh
With my desire to love beyond the flesh.
You're shallow and I know you'll always be;
You're not the woman fate has in store of me.
Fatality.
"Not"
I feel a pit deep in my gut;
I want to stay with you, but
I see those things I missed before,
And all those things I tried to ignore.
All your malice and hate,
And the shadows of your mistakes,
Bottled up deep down inside,
So far down, where demons hide,
And those things that I missed
Are those things I know exist,
But I was in denial about you,
Because, girl, you were too good to be true.
You're not the girl I thought you were.
You're different from me, different from her.
You're dark desires can never mesh
With my desire to love beyond the flesh.
You're shallow and I know you'll always be;
You're not the woman fate has in store of me.
I see the lust deep within your soul,
And your delight in a heart as black as coal.
You wanted me to join your world,
And love you as my one and only girl.
You played me for a fool and I fell for it,
Fell in love with a woman who was never legit.
You played your pure role all too well;
You played the victim in your own hell,
And made me feel sorry for you, and I gave in,
And I was absorbed in your lifestyle of sin.
And still you play your role, pulling me along,
But know that I know that what you're doing is wrong.
You're not the girl I thought you were.
You're different from me, different from her.
You're dark desires can never mesh
With my desire to love beyond the flesh.
You're shallow and I know you'll always be;
You're not the woman fate has in store of me.
All those years, I fell for you soft words,
And for the time, they took away the hurt,
And I developed affections I thought I had lost,
And I vowed to love you, no matter the cost.
But it wasn't so simple, and it wasn't so fair,
Because while I talked, you were never really there.
Just a tempting phantom with your own plan,
And slowly I became different, less of a man.
I don't know what I feel anymore. I'm afraid.
I've traveled down a path with pavement laid
With blood, sorry, fear, and tears, and my love,
But it has led me to a world without my God above.
You're not the girl I thought you were.
You're different from me, different from her.
You're dark desires can never mesh
With my desire to love beyond the flesh.
You're shallow and I know you'll always be;
You're not the woman fate has in store of me.
The light in your eyes has grown so dim.
You love to see my face when you're with "him."
The games you play with my fragile mind
Drive me over the edge, but I'm not so blind.
I see your games, your true, darker self,
And I see how you ruin your mind, body, and health.
A part of me wants to save you from destruction,
Be your hero, but I fell for your dark seduction,
And now I can't reach out to you, can't love you,
Because the person I loved I really never knew.
I feel so cold, so empty. I want to let you know
That I will always love you, but I have to let you go.
You're not the girl I thought you were.
You're different from me, different from her.
You're dark desires can never mesh
With my desire to love beyond the flesh.
You're shallow and I know you'll always be;
You're not the woman fate has in store of me.
Fatality.
I feel a pit deep in my gut;
I want to stay with you, but
I see those things I missed before,
And all those things I tried to ignore.
All your malice and hate,
And the shadows of your mistakes,
Bottled up deep down inside,
So far down, where demons hide,
And those things that I missed
Are those things I know exist,
But I was in denial about you,
Because, girl, you were too good to be true.
You're not the girl I thought you were.
You're different from me, different from her.
You're dark desires can never mesh
With my desire to love beyond the flesh.
You're shallow and I know you'll always be;
You're not the woman fate has in store of me.
I see the lust deep within your soul,
And your delight in a heart as black as coal.
You wanted me to join your world,
And love you as my one and only girl.
You played me for a fool and I fell for it,
Fell in love with a woman who was never legit.
You played your pure role all too well;
You played the victim in your own hell,
And made me feel sorry for you, and I gave in,
And I was absorbed in your lifestyle of sin.
And still you play your role, pulling me along,
But know that I know that what you're doing is wrong.
You're not the girl I thought you were.
You're different from me, different from her.
You're dark desires can never mesh
With my desire to love beyond the flesh.
You're shallow and I know you'll always be;
You're not the woman fate has in store of me.
All those years, I fell for you soft words,
And for the time, they took away the hurt,
And I developed affections I thought I had lost,
And I vowed to love you, no matter the cost.
But it wasn't so simple, and it wasn't so fair,
Because while I talked, you were never really there.
Just a tempting phantom with your own plan,
And slowly I became different, less of a man.
I don't know what I feel anymore. I'm afraid.
I've traveled down a path with pavement laid
With blood, sorry, fear, and tears, and my love,
But it has led me to a world without my God above.
You're not the girl I thought you were.
You're different from me, different from her.
You're dark desires can never mesh
With my desire to love beyond the flesh.
You're shallow and I know you'll always be;
You're not the woman fate has in store of me.
The light in your eyes has grown so dim.
You love to see my face when you're with "him."
The games you play with my fragile mind
Drive me over the edge, but I'm not so blind.
I see your games, your true, darker self,
And I see how you ruin your mind, body, and health.
A part of me wants to save you from destruction,
Be your hero, but I fell for your dark seduction,
And now I can't reach out to you, can't love you,
Because the person I loved I really never knew.
I feel so cold, so empty. I want to let you know
That I will always love you, but I have to let you go.
You're not the girl I thought you were.
You're different from me, different from her.
You're dark desires can never mesh
With my desire to love beyond the flesh.
You're shallow and I know you'll always be;
You're not the woman fate has in store of me.
Fatality.
"Manifestation"
My thoughts of you
Were tempered in the hue
Of self-reflection, calm demand.
Those things were true
I said to pull you through
Even though you may not understand.
All that I do,
I wish that you knew,
I did with intent; it was all planned.
I did it all to
Show my love for you,
And carry you to sacred land.
I can't believe in what I hear,
I just know that I'm right.
All these things, they disappear,
And leave us in the night.
I can't turn from what I fear,
Or I'll never see the light.
I'm strong enough to hide the tears,
And set these things alright.
It's all in me,
But it could never be,
A future with her in this place.
I feel so free
When out upon the sea,
Dreaming of her lovely face.
Not pure fantasy,
My one and only plea
Is a precaution, just in case.
I always thought we
Were strong enough to see
The finishline of this race.
I can't believe in what I hear,
I just know that I'm right.
All these things, they disappear,
And leave us in the night.
I can't turn from what I fear,
Or I'll never see the light.
I'm strong enough to hide the tears,
And set these things alright.
I used to cry
And gaze upon the sky
And see a million lights above.
I longed to die,
And never wondered why,
Because I had had enough.
Time passed me by,
And still I find I try,
My own way to push and shove.
You are my high,
My only allibi,
And only you will I ever love.
I can't believe in what I hear,
I just know that I'm right.
All these things, they disappear,
And leave us in the night.
I can't turn from what I fear,
Or I'll never see the light.
I'm strong enough to hide the tears,
And set these things alright.
My thoughts of you
Were tempered in the hue
Of self-reflection, calm demand.
Those things were true
I said to pull you through
Even though you may not understand.
All that I do,
I wish that you knew,
I did with intent; it was all planned.
I did it all to
Show my love for you,
And carry you to sacred land.
I can't believe in what I hear,
I just know that I'm right.
All these things, they disappear,
And leave us in the night.
I can't turn from what I fear,
Or I'll never see the light.
I'm strong enough to hide the tears,
And set these things alright.
It's all in me,
But it could never be,
A future with her in this place.
I feel so free
When out upon the sea,
Dreaming of her lovely face.
Not pure fantasy,
My one and only plea
Is a precaution, just in case.
I always thought we
Were strong enough to see
The finishline of this race.
I can't believe in what I hear,
I just know that I'm right.
All these things, they disappear,
And leave us in the night.
I can't turn from what I fear,
Or I'll never see the light.
I'm strong enough to hide the tears,
And set these things alright.
I used to cry
And gaze upon the sky
And see a million lights above.
I longed to die,
And never wondered why,
Because I had had enough.
Time passed me by,
And still I find I try,
My own way to push and shove.
You are my high,
My only allibi,
And only you will I ever love.
I can't believe in what I hear,
I just know that I'm right.
All these things, they disappear,
And leave us in the night.
I can't turn from what I fear,
Or I'll never see the light.
I'm strong enough to hide the tears,
And set these things alright.
"Quest"
We've come so far,
Been to so many places,
We've touched the stars
And seen so many faces.
We've bled for what we thought
Was the right course to win.
Passed our despair, we fought
For what we all believed in.
We've lost so much
To come so far to see
The strength of the human touch
Fueling this pre-ordained destiny.
It's our quest; like the rest,
We did our best, passed the test.
We walked the miles with a smile,
Killed the vile all the while.
We faced today, all to say
That there's no way we could delay.
It's all so true; we pulled through,
And all I do is for the future in you.
Don't think it small
This thing we've done.
We had to fall
But we have won.
To face the deepest dark,
You have to understand
The strength of your heart
In order to take your stand.
We saw the face of sin,
And came out of it intact.
We needed strength within
To pick up for what we lacked.
It's our quest; like the rest,
We did our best, passed the test.
We walked the miles with a smile,
Killed the vile all the while.
We faced today, all to say
That there's no way we could delay.
It's all so true; we pulled through,
And all I do is for the future in you.
So face tomorrow,
Face the sorrow.
Feel the fire
In your marrow.
Don't deny it
Until you try it.
You can't tire
Unless you buy it.
We've all confessed
We can't quit lest
Our fate draws higher,
So we finish the quest.
We've come so far,
Been to so many places,
We've touched the stars
And seen so many faces.
We've bled for what we thought
Was the right course to win.
Passed our despair, we fought
For what we all believed in.
We've lost so much
To come so far to see
The strength of the human touch
Fueling this pre-ordained destiny.
It's our quest; like the rest,
We did our best, passed the test.
We walked the miles with a smile,
Killed the vile all the while.
We faced today, all to say
That there's no way we could delay.
It's all so true; we pulled through,
And all I do is for the future in you.
Don't think it small
This thing we've done.
We had to fall
But we have won.
To face the deepest dark,
You have to understand
The strength of your heart
In order to take your stand.
We saw the face of sin,
And came out of it intact.
We needed strength within
To pick up for what we lacked.
It's our quest; like the rest,
We did our best, passed the test.
We walked the miles with a smile,
Killed the vile all the while.
We faced today, all to say
That there's no way we could delay.
It's all so true; we pulled through,
And all I do is for the future in you.
So face tomorrow,
Face the sorrow.
Feel the fire
In your marrow.
Don't deny it
Until you try it.
You can't tire
Unless you buy it.
We've all confessed
We can't quit lest
Our fate draws higher,
So we finish the quest.
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I can't believe you guys aren't rewarded for these. Most of these are either really beautiful, moving or emtional. Great work guys and girls.
"Appreciate"
I see all the hard work you do
To make them proud of you.
I see all the struggles you face
To get them to see your smiling face.
You do so much for those you love
Yet you wonder if it's ever enough.
But all you feel is loathing and hate,
And no one ever seems to appreciate.
I see all the things you do for her,
Making things better than they were.
I see all the things you do for him,
Selfless actions all upon a whim.
You never look out for your own health,
Doing everything you can, all by yourself.
But the only answer is a tearful wait,
And no one ever seems to appreciate.
I see all the times you fell so far,
And picked yourself up when things were hard.
I see all the heartache in your soul,
And slowly the insults take their toll.
You are too strong to ask for aid,
Deciding rather to travel down the path laid.
You'll burn out eventually, at any rate,
And no one ever seems to appreciate.
I see all those things you try and do,
Knowing that those things are warm and true.
I see all the burdens placed upon your back,
But know that I'll be there to pick up the slack.
All the pain and misery they give
Cannot take away from the lives that we live.
I want you to know that whatever is your fate,
Know that your kindness I shall ever appreciate.
I see all the hard work you do
To make them proud of you.
I see all the struggles you face
To get them to see your smiling face.
You do so much for those you love
Yet you wonder if it's ever enough.
But all you feel is loathing and hate,
And no one ever seems to appreciate.
I see all the things you do for her,
Making things better than they were.
I see all the things you do for him,
Selfless actions all upon a whim.
You never look out for your own health,
Doing everything you can, all by yourself.
But the only answer is a tearful wait,
And no one ever seems to appreciate.
I see all the times you fell so far,
And picked yourself up when things were hard.
I see all the heartache in your soul,
And slowly the insults take their toll.
You are too strong to ask for aid,
Deciding rather to travel down the path laid.
You'll burn out eventually, at any rate,
And no one ever seems to appreciate.
I see all those things you try and do,
Knowing that those things are warm and true.
I see all the burdens placed upon your back,
But know that I'll be there to pick up the slack.
All the pain and misery they give
Cannot take away from the lives that we live.
I want you to know that whatever is your fate,
Know that your kindness I shall ever appreciate.
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'I Die (Everytime)'
It's like I die everytime you say goodbye,
Just can't stop the tears from coming out of my eyes,
When you're away it's like I'm not alive,
It's like I die,
It's like I die,
Everytime we say goodbye,
A thousand times throughout the day,
I close my eyes and say,
'I wish you were here',
But when I open my eyes again, you don't appear,
When you're away you seem so much farther away,
Then you really are,
But still it's like I'm looking at a distant star,
So I'm sayin to you right here, right now,
Listen to the words comin out of my mouth,
Baby I need you by my side,
Or else I'll never, ever survive,
It's like I die everytime you say goodbye,
Just can't stop the tears from coming out of my eyes,
When you're away it's like I'm not alive,
It's like I die,
It's like I die,
Everytime we say goodbye,
I can't function if you're not around,
And I'd scream it out loud,
That I need you here to breathe,
That's what I need, its just me being me,
And I truly believe,
With all my heart and old soul,
That you need the same,
To feel whole,
You need to whisper my name,
Throughout your day to feel alive,
Until you get to see me at night,
It's like I die everytime you say goodbye,
Just can't stop the tears from coming out of my eyes,
When you're away it's like I'm not alive,
It's like I die,
It's like I die,
Every single time we say,
Goodbye,
Goodbye,
Goodbye,
Couldn't fathom living this life without you,
So grateful for your love, so true,
Can't wait for the day we'll say 'I do',
It's like I die everytime you say goodbye,
Just can't stop the tears from coming out of my eyes,
When you're away it's like I'm not alive,
It's like I die,
It's like I die,
Everytime we say goodbye,
It's like I die everytime you say goodbye,
Just can't stop the tears from coming out of my eyes,
When you're away it's like I'm not alive,
It's like I die,
It's like I die,
Everytime we say goodbye,
I just can't stand being away from your love,
Because it's all that I dream of,
And I can't get enough,
I die, I die, I die everytime,
I die, I die, I die everytime,
I die, I die, I die everytime we say goodbye.
It's like I die everytime you say goodbye,
Just can't stop the tears from coming out of my eyes,
When you're away it's like I'm not alive,
It's like I die,
It's like I die,
Everytime we say goodbye,
A thousand times throughout the day,
I close my eyes and say,
'I wish you were here',
But when I open my eyes again, you don't appear,
When you're away you seem so much farther away,
Then you really are,
But still it's like I'm looking at a distant star,
So I'm sayin to you right here, right now,
Listen to the words comin out of my mouth,
Baby I need you by my side,
Or else I'll never, ever survive,
It's like I die everytime you say goodbye,
Just can't stop the tears from coming out of my eyes,
When you're away it's like I'm not alive,
It's like I die,
It's like I die,
Everytime we say goodbye,
I can't function if you're not around,
And I'd scream it out loud,
That I need you here to breathe,
That's what I need, its just me being me,
And I truly believe,
With all my heart and old soul,
That you need the same,
To feel whole,
You need to whisper my name,
Throughout your day to feel alive,
Until you get to see me at night,
It's like I die everytime you say goodbye,
Just can't stop the tears from coming out of my eyes,
When you're away it's like I'm not alive,
It's like I die,
It's like I die,
Every single time we say,
Goodbye,
Goodbye,
Goodbye,
Couldn't fathom living this life without you,
So grateful for your love, so true,
Can't wait for the day we'll say 'I do',
It's like I die everytime you say goodbye,
Just can't stop the tears from coming out of my eyes,
When you're away it's like I'm not alive,
It's like I die,
It's like I die,
Everytime we say goodbye,
It's like I die everytime you say goodbye,
Just can't stop the tears from coming out of my eyes,
When you're away it's like I'm not alive,
It's like I die,
It's like I die,
Everytime we say goodbye,
I just can't stand being away from your love,
Because it's all that I dream of,
And I can't get enough,
I die, I die, I die everytime,
I die, I die, I die everytime,
I die, I die, I die everytime we say goodbye.
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'Three Little Words'
If I could ever stop the hands of time,
I'd make this moment mine,
And cherish it forever,
Because we belong together,
And if time wouldn't go so fast,
This moment wouldn't become the past,
And you and me can be,
Like this for all eternity,
I don't remember all the days gone by,
Before you came into my life,
And took me by surprise,
Everyday you rock my world,
I'm so happy to be your girl,
Everytime you whisper those three little words,
On the days the sun doesn't shine,
I can revel in the fact that you're all mine,
And suddenly the sun comes,
And it makes me wanna scream out loud,
That I am so in love you,
Can't get enough of the things you do,
I'll give you all of me,
It'll be like a dream,
I don't remember all the days gone by,
Before you came into my life,
And took me by surprise,
Everyday you rock my world,
I'm so happy to be your girl,
Everytime you whisper those three little words.
If I could ever stop the hands of time,
I'd make this moment mine,
And cherish it forever,
Because we belong together,
And if time wouldn't go so fast,
This moment wouldn't become the past,
And you and me can be,
Like this for all eternity,
I don't remember all the days gone by,
Before you came into my life,
And took me by surprise,
Everyday you rock my world,
I'm so happy to be your girl,
Everytime you whisper those three little words,
On the days the sun doesn't shine,
I can revel in the fact that you're all mine,
And suddenly the sun comes,
And it makes me wanna scream out loud,
That I am so in love you,
Can't get enough of the things you do,
I'll give you all of me,
It'll be like a dream,
I don't remember all the days gone by,
Before you came into my life,
And took me by surprise,
Everyday you rock my world,
I'm so happy to be your girl,
Everytime you whisper those three little words.
"Peace of Mind"
Taken up by a world ever spinning,
I feel like my soul is dry.
Tragic to see that the world is still sinning,
Never feeling as they die.
All my dreams are dreamt for nothing,
Satisfied in all I've done.
Though everything strives on for something,
I just feel like I have won.
They say I'm all that matters now;
Irrational, despondant seething.
I want to live, but I don't know how;
I struggle in my shallow breathing.
Take apart this world of fragil dreams
And see the light that you forgot.
This world is not wholly what it seems,
So break the lie before you find you're caught.
Oh, I feel so alive in your arms.
I can't bear to look away.
Those eyes with all their subtle charms
Have told me things that words could never say.
Taken up by a world ever spinning,
I feel like my soul is dry.
Tragic to see that the world is still sinning,
Never feeling as they die.
All my dreams are dreamt for nothing,
Satisfied in all I've done.
Though everything strives on for something,
I just feel like I have won.
They say I'm all that matters now;
Irrational, despondant seething.
I want to live, but I don't know how;
I struggle in my shallow breathing.
Take apart this world of fragil dreams
And see the light that you forgot.
This world is not wholly what it seems,
So break the lie before you find you're caught.
Oh, I feel so alive in your arms.
I can't bear to look away.
Those eyes with all their subtle charms
Have told me things that words could never say.
"Close"
I find that one last chance before I fall,
And a letter with a letter before your call.
If I break your peace to find my way,
I'll take every step I can to face today.
For the first time since I lost my mind,
I feel a darkness always in me that I can find,
So please look past what I did to you,
Because there's so much more I need to do.
Everything close to me won't take me,
Everyone close to me won't save me,
Everything close to me won't take me,
Everyone close to me won't save me.
Return your grief to the open road,
And offer me up to lighten the load.
Don't look to the past to see your light,
'Cause the second to last will blind the night.
Like a falling falcon with broken wings,
We fall down for petty, broken things.
I won't suffer it if you take the blame
'Cause I could never live with the shame.
Everything close to me won't take me,
Everyone close to me won't save me,
Everything close to me won't take me,
Everyone close to me won't save me.
Feel the truth behind my madness,
And feel the soul with inner sadness.
My heart is dry, it has screamed and bled,
And my life has left my emotions dead.
Don't think that I have forgotten you,
But there's still so much I have to do,
But I promise, after I can again see,
I'll return to you, if you could have me.
Everything close to me won't take me,
Everyone close to me won't save me,
Everything close to me won't take me,
Everyone close to me won't save me.
I find that one last chance before I fall,
And a letter with a letter before your call.
If I break your peace to find my way,
I'll take every step I can to face today.
For the first time since I lost my mind,
I feel a darkness always in me that I can find,
So please look past what I did to you,
Because there's so much more I need to do.
Everything close to me won't take me,
Everyone close to me won't save me,
Everything close to me won't take me,
Everyone close to me won't save me.
Return your grief to the open road,
And offer me up to lighten the load.
Don't look to the past to see your light,
'Cause the second to last will blind the night.
Like a falling falcon with broken wings,
We fall down for petty, broken things.
I won't suffer it if you take the blame
'Cause I could never live with the shame.
Everything close to me won't take me,
Everyone close to me won't save me,
Everything close to me won't take me,
Everyone close to me won't save me.
Feel the truth behind my madness,
And feel the soul with inner sadness.
My heart is dry, it has screamed and bled,
And my life has left my emotions dead.
Don't think that I have forgotten you,
But there's still so much I have to do,
But I promise, after I can again see,
I'll return to you, if you could have me.
Everything close to me won't take me,
Everyone close to me won't save me,
Everything close to me won't take me,
Everyone close to me won't save me.
About Me
Hahahaha...?
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Well I'm bored as heck so I'm gonna post a few songs here, seeing that I haven't posted any in a long time.
ON THE ROAD (this is about a vacation)
Let's start this off
Let's go for this ride
Let's attempt to break this stick.
Let's knock down the doors.
I think I lost a bit of my sense.
The window is open
And that guy is here.
I forget what his name was...throw him out.
I think Dude is here
The lemon shall talk!
I guess not.
It speaks for itself.
AILMENT OF THE WHITE TOUNGE (about me being as sick as can be)
It hits me.
Just in time for the weekend.
Everything's starting to spin.
I'm rendered restless.
My stomach hurts so bad
Maybe the equalvalent to my hurting back
My head is as stuffed as pizza crust.
Someone....help me.
When will it end? (repeated a million times on tape)
Bored to death
The sick seems endless.
Sticky eyes and fuzzy brain.
But the time comes around again.
When will it end? (repeated ad infinitum yet again)
IMPORTANT FOR YOUR SAFETY (about the stupid antics of people in general, I guess..)
Open up your heart and get it broken
You only want to make them jealous
I have zero say
Diss him good, but make it rhyme.
Just gonna turn my head...
Yes! I HAVE griped about it already.
Because it won't go away.
I'm forcing myself into denial...hey, he's living my dream!
And for what?
Don't be without a mind
You don't care
Why?
Why?
Why?
(Finished. Weeee...)
ON THE ROAD (this is about a vacation)
Let's start this off
Let's go for this ride
Let's attempt to break this stick.
Let's knock down the doors.
I think I lost a bit of my sense.
The window is open
And that guy is here.
I forget what his name was...throw him out.
I think Dude is here
The lemon shall talk!
I guess not.
It speaks for itself.
AILMENT OF THE WHITE TOUNGE (about me being as sick as can be)
It hits me.
Just in time for the weekend.
Everything's starting to spin.
I'm rendered restless.
My stomach hurts so bad
Maybe the equalvalent to my hurting back
My head is as stuffed as pizza crust.
Someone....help me.
When will it end? (repeated a million times on tape)
Bored to death
The sick seems endless.
Sticky eyes and fuzzy brain.
But the time comes around again.
When will it end? (repeated ad infinitum yet again)
IMPORTANT FOR YOUR SAFETY (about the stupid antics of people in general, I guess..)
Open up your heart and get it broken
You only want to make them jealous
I have zero say
Diss him good, but make it rhyme.
Just gonna turn my head...
Yes! I HAVE griped about it already.
Because it won't go away.
I'm forcing myself into denial...hey, he's living my dream!
And for what?
Don't be without a mind
You don't care
Why?
Why?
Why?
(Finished. Weeee...)
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'The One'
I know we've only been together for a short time,
But I cannot define time in my mind,
And I cannot comprehend the love I feel for you inside,
It fills me with such delight everytime I look into your eyes,
Words could never do our love justice,
For the first time its giving, understanding, real, and unselfish,
And I've never felt this way before you came to me,
Being with you makes me realize that Im so very lucky,
You're one in a zillion, because a million isn't enough,
It could never possibly begin to describe your sweet love,
You fill me up with so much love and understanding,
A single word from you makes my heart stand and sing,
I've never felt more beautiful than when I'm with you,
I know breaking my heart is something you'll never do,
You'll hold it close for ever and ever,
You'll hold it as if its the rarest of all treasures,
And I'll do the same for you through all eternity,
I'll be by your side to hold your hand, to make you smile, to make you see,
That together we can conquer the world if we wanted to,
And I wouldn't do it with anyone but you,
I can still remember the first time we made love,
The first time you told me 'I love you so much',
The very first time I felt your soft touch,
I can still remember the day we got into our first fight,
I was so mad at you, I didn't speak to you all night,
But the very next day, you made things right,
You always know exactly what to do,
And that's why I hope and pray with all my heart and soul,
That our unborn son, will be, just like you,
I've been through so much, and it feels good to have you,
To cry on, to lean on, to reach for when I feel like I can't pull through,
And I know whenever I call,
You'd be there to catch my fall,
With every bone in your body you'd be there,
And that's why I can't wait for us to move in together,
So we can share our lives and live,
For one another and give everything we have to give,
Having someone to come home to would be,
The best gift you could ever give me,
Waiting patiently for the day to come along,
When we'll be slow dancing to our song,
And you'll get down on one knee,
And ask to spend the rest of your life with me,
It flutters my heart anytime I visualize,
Being with you for the rest of my life,
Growing old together, taking the vow of forever,
Making our way past the thorns, and stormy weather,
And sometimes I wonder if you ever dream of things like this,
If it comes into your mind everytime we kiss,
And I can still remember the first time we made love,
The first time you told me 'I love you so much',
The very first time I felt your soft touch,
I can still remember the day we got into our first fight,
I was so mad at you, I didn't speak to you all night,
But the very next day, you made things right,
You always know exactly what to do,
And that's why I hope and pray with all my heart and soul,
That our unborn son, will be, just like you,
That night not so long ago when I made you cry,
A little piece of me died,
I never meant to hurt you like that baby,
And I want you to know that you're the only one for me,
I never want you to believe,
That one day I'll pack my things and leave,
My heart is yours, and yours alone,
And I will scream it at the top of my lungs,
To the entire world, that you are the one,
And I can still remember the first time we made love,
The first time you told me 'I love you so much',
The very first time I felt your soft touch,
I can still remember the day we got into our first fight,
I was so mad at you, I didn't speak to you all night,
But the very next day, you made things right,
You always know exactly what to do,
And that's why I hope and pray with all my heart and soul,
That our unborn son, will be, just like you.
I know we've only been together for a short time,
But I cannot define time in my mind,
And I cannot comprehend the love I feel for you inside,
It fills me with such delight everytime I look into your eyes,
Words could never do our love justice,
For the first time its giving, understanding, real, and unselfish,
And I've never felt this way before you came to me,
Being with you makes me realize that Im so very lucky,
You're one in a zillion, because a million isn't enough,
It could never possibly begin to describe your sweet love,
You fill me up with so much love and understanding,
A single word from you makes my heart stand and sing,
I've never felt more beautiful than when I'm with you,
I know breaking my heart is something you'll never do,
You'll hold it close for ever and ever,
You'll hold it as if its the rarest of all treasures,
And I'll do the same for you through all eternity,
I'll be by your side to hold your hand, to make you smile, to make you see,
That together we can conquer the world if we wanted to,
And I wouldn't do it with anyone but you,
I can still remember the first time we made love,
The first time you told me 'I love you so much',
The very first time I felt your soft touch,
I can still remember the day we got into our first fight,
I was so mad at you, I didn't speak to you all night,
But the very next day, you made things right,
You always know exactly what to do,
And that's why I hope and pray with all my heart and soul,
That our unborn son, will be, just like you,
I've been through so much, and it feels good to have you,
To cry on, to lean on, to reach for when I feel like I can't pull through,
And I know whenever I call,
You'd be there to catch my fall,
With every bone in your body you'd be there,
And that's why I can't wait for us to move in together,
So we can share our lives and live,
For one another and give everything we have to give,
Having someone to come home to would be,
The best gift you could ever give me,
Waiting patiently for the day to come along,
When we'll be slow dancing to our song,
And you'll get down on one knee,
And ask to spend the rest of your life with me,
It flutters my heart anytime I visualize,
Being with you for the rest of my life,
Growing old together, taking the vow of forever,
Making our way past the thorns, and stormy weather,
And sometimes I wonder if you ever dream of things like this,
If it comes into your mind everytime we kiss,
And I can still remember the first time we made love,
The first time you told me 'I love you so much',
The very first time I felt your soft touch,
I can still remember the day we got into our first fight,
I was so mad at you, I didn't speak to you all night,
But the very next day, you made things right,
You always know exactly what to do,
And that's why I hope and pray with all my heart and soul,
That our unborn son, will be, just like you,
That night not so long ago when I made you cry,
A little piece of me died,
I never meant to hurt you like that baby,
And I want you to know that you're the only one for me,
I never want you to believe,
That one day I'll pack my things and leave,
My heart is yours, and yours alone,
And I will scream it at the top of my lungs,
To the entire world, that you are the one,
And I can still remember the first time we made love,
The first time you told me 'I love you so much',
The very first time I felt your soft touch,
I can still remember the day we got into our first fight,
I was so mad at you, I didn't speak to you all night,
But the very next day, you made things right,
You always know exactly what to do,
And that's why I hope and pray with all my heart and soul,
That our unborn son, will be, just like you.
"Insane"
In all the years I've walked this earth,
From the moment of my lonely birth,
I've wondered why I act this way
And what I live for every day.
I see the ones I used to like
Who only tell me to take a hike.
I want something to make me feel
And make these feelings real.
You and I both know
How the story goes:
Byronic love against the grain,
Star-crossed romance with the pain,
With Oedipus amidst the rain,
And Daedelus falling here to gain,
Euripides in pieces here is lain,
And they wonder why I act insane.
Remembering her loving voice,
Back when I actually had a choice,
And I think about those dreary times,
With blood and wine and nursery rhymes.
The things I said so long ago
Are memories that I'll never know,
And with this ransom, I demand
That maybe you could understand.
You and I both know
How the story goes:
Byronic love against the grain,
Star-crossed romance with the pain,
With Oedipus amidst the rain,
And Daedelus falling here to gain,
Euripides in pieces here is lain,
And they wonder why I act insane.
The tragedies of this still life
Are wrapped up in your darkened strife.
I feel the blood drip from your kiss
With all the chances that I've missed.
You and are were too alike
To ever make it through the night,
And though I long for solid peace,
Insanity is my one release.
You and I both know
How the story goes:
Byronic love against the grain,
Star-crossed romance with the pain,
With Oedipus amidst the rain,
And Daedelus falling here to gain,
Euripides in pieces here is lain,
And they wonder why I act insane.
In all the years I've walked this earth,
From the moment of my lonely birth,
I've wondered why I act this way
And what I live for every day.
I see the ones I used to like
Who only tell me to take a hike.
I want something to make me feel
And make these feelings real.
You and I both know
How the story goes:
Byronic love against the grain,
Star-crossed romance with the pain,
With Oedipus amidst the rain,
And Daedelus falling here to gain,
Euripides in pieces here is lain,
And they wonder why I act insane.
Remembering her loving voice,
Back when I actually had a choice,
And I think about those dreary times,
With blood and wine and nursery rhymes.
The things I said so long ago
Are memories that I'll never know,
And with this ransom, I demand
That maybe you could understand.
You and I both know
How the story goes:
Byronic love against the grain,
Star-crossed romance with the pain,
With Oedipus amidst the rain,
And Daedelus falling here to gain,
Euripides in pieces here is lain,
And they wonder why I act insane.
The tragedies of this still life
Are wrapped up in your darkened strife.
I feel the blood drip from your kiss
With all the chances that I've missed.
You and are were too alike
To ever make it through the night,
And though I long for solid peace,
Insanity is my one release.
You and I both know
How the story goes:
Byronic love against the grain,
Star-crossed romance with the pain,
With Oedipus amidst the rain,
And Daedelus falling here to gain,
Euripides in pieces here is lain,
And they wonder why I act insane.
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