"Desperations Plea"
There lies in the shadow an unspoken rule
That to wander alone is to wander a fool.
The nature of good and the concept of hell
Sends shivers up your spine till they shake and they swell.
Damp sweat in the rain and cold feet in the mud,
The curdling runs deep in the thick of your blood,
And the accinine rebuttle takes nothing for naught
And the lyrics die down in the stentch of the rot.
Why won't you...
Scream! (when I call your name!)
Dream! (when the pain remains!)
Feel! (when the blood runs cold!)
Heal! (when the soul grows old!)
Empty frameworks of a figure long gone
Are all that remains to badger us on.
The fingers are white and the skin is so bare
And the form in the sheets was never really there.
What lies hidden by that fabric of cloth
If it's nothing more than just mold for the moth?
The imagination is one's own worst foe,
And before we survive, I have to know;
Why won't you...
Cry! (when I call your name!)
Die! (when the pain remains!)
Kill! (when the blood runs cold!)
Heal! (when the soul grows old!)
Messages of heaven's lost wraith
Are understood only in lost faith.
Empty shadows and clouded fog
Brings one low to the level of dog.
But in the agony of surmising regret,
There is a power that forever begets
To take from the grail and never look back
And find for yourself what you know you lack.
Why won't you...
Shout! (when I call your name!)
Doubt! (when the pain remains!)
Deal! (when the blood runs cold!)
Heal! (when the soul grows old!)
Fatality.
There lies in the shadow an unspoken rule
That to wander alone is to wander a fool.
The nature of good and the concept of hell
Sends shivers up your spine till they shake and they swell.
Damp sweat in the rain and cold feet in the mud,
The curdling runs deep in the thick of your blood,
And the accinine rebuttle takes nothing for naught
And the lyrics die down in the stentch of the rot.
Why won't you...
Scream! (when I call your name!)
Dream! (when the pain remains!)
Feel! (when the blood runs cold!)
Heal! (when the soul grows old!)
Empty frameworks of a figure long gone
Are all that remains to badger us on.
The fingers are white and the skin is so bare
And the form in the sheets was never really there.
What lies hidden by that fabric of cloth
If it's nothing more than just mold for the moth?
The imagination is one's own worst foe,
And before we survive, I have to know;
Why won't you...
Cry! (when I call your name!)
Die! (when the pain remains!)
Kill! (when the blood runs cold!)
Heal! (when the soul grows old!)
Messages of heaven's lost wraith
Are understood only in lost faith.
Empty shadows and clouded fog
Brings one low to the level of dog.
But in the agony of surmising regret,
There is a power that forever begets
To take from the grail and never look back
And find for yourself what you know you lack.
Why won't you...
Shout! (when I call your name!)
Doubt! (when the pain remains!)
Deal! (when the blood runs cold!)
Heal! (when the soul grows old!)
Fatality.
"Ghost in the Mirror"
Take an oath and watch it grow,
Feed the lies only I know;
The dark nature of my heart
And the fool that doth impart
The knowledge I held from you
Is the knowledge that is true.
The shame upon your white face
Is the rise of my disgrace.
The lies I spoke in the dark
Are the fears within my heart.
I covered them for your sake
So your heart would never break,
But that was my own mistake,
Because to you I forsake.
Let my pain be swift and just,
And hate me too if you must
Because my love's turned to dust
In the fog of broken trust.
I would never let her die;
It was I who made her cry.
My own darkness drew near her,
Like a Ghost in the Mirror.
She screamed and she ran away;
She's been gone since yesterday.
Where's she gone, I cannot say,
Left in fright without delay.
I wish I could follow her,
But I've become hollower,
And the one I held dearer
Is the Ghost in the Mirror.
Fatality.
Take an oath and watch it grow,
Feed the lies only I know;
The dark nature of my heart
And the fool that doth impart
The knowledge I held from you
Is the knowledge that is true.
The shame upon your white face
Is the rise of my disgrace.
The lies I spoke in the dark
Are the fears within my heart.
I covered them for your sake
So your heart would never break,
But that was my own mistake,
Because to you I forsake.
Let my pain be swift and just,
And hate me too if you must
Because my love's turned to dust
In the fog of broken trust.
I would never let her die;
It was I who made her cry.
My own darkness drew near her,
Like a Ghost in the Mirror.
She screamed and she ran away;
She's been gone since yesterday.
Where's she gone, I cannot say,
Left in fright without delay.
I wish I could follow her,
But I've become hollower,
And the one I held dearer
Is the Ghost in the Mirror.
Fatality.
Nameless nightmare is here,
tracking even my last step.
Fear is striking me always
when the most I am weak.
Shivers take over my body
when a hollow cry is heard.
What I listen to is nothing,
but the ugly sound of my pain.
Yeah! I was able to write a poem with eight feet and four strophes!
tracking even my last step.
Fear is striking me always
when the most I am weak.
Shivers take over my body
when a hollow cry is heard.
What I listen to is nothing,
but the ugly sound of my pain.
Yeah! I was able to write a poem with eight feet and four strophes!
"Pouring Out My Heart"
I'm gonna sit here and pour out my heart,
just like this pen is pouring out it's ink.
The fact that you can sit there.
and talk to me the way you do,
it's cruel.
But hey, like the way I say I love oyu,
you see it all as a understatement.
I admit, I do sit and think about you,
but at this very moment,
I'm cutting it off.
My tears are not gonna flow anymore for you.
I'm a lot stronger than you think I am.
I realized that you want me to chase you.
You want me to get on my knees,
beg and plead.
It's not going to happen.
I spent night after night,
crying, lying, denying that you didn't love me.
Now I see it wasn't needed.
Maybe I am hurt,
that you would come at me bragging.
Bragging about how much better you are.
Did you even dare to go that far?
Yes, and it made me see who you really are.
Before you jumped into the shallow end,
you were on the highest scale to me.
I thought so wrongly of myself,
because I wanted to protect you,
care for you,
need you.
I care for you more than I did before.
Because the only way to show you the way I feel is compassion,
but after I think about it...
maybe I should just quit it.
Before you know it,
you'll pop up with some response,
thinking that it might change my feelings.
You'll quote some type of philosopher or professor,
trying to hurt me,
go ahead,
degrade me.
It's what you wanna do.
Tell me you don't care,
tell me you hate me.
Critizize me.
When you come back to reality,
come see me.
You know you still care,
you think about me.
If you don't, when I talk,
you shouldn't listen.
If you think I'm gonna sit and confess,
you're sadly mistaken.
Knowing the type of person I am,
I'm a strong girl.
I hate crying,
but facing denial hurts.
It's true, and I do admit it,
but to make a better person out of myself,
I have to face the problem itself.
Now I'm ending this.
You might understand that I hurt you,
but what you do now is unreal.
I'm sick of the whole ordeal.
You might ask why I still talk about this,
and you might be sick of it,
but I had to do this.
I balled up a fist of anger with the
thought of your first date with "her",
but now I do concur.
You are happier.
What you don't see is that you were the only
one I would flee to,
but everytime I did, you'd leave me.
Never can you say I left.
Everytime it happened,
you'd accuse me of theft.
Stealing your love,
You don't see that before,
you were the only one I put above.
There's no way to repair,
and I know the love isn't there,
and it's only fare,
for you,
to spare,
the feelings that I've finally left in the air.
And now I'm letting go of this scarlet's affair...
I'm gonna sit here and pour out my heart,
just like this pen is pouring out it's ink.
The fact that you can sit there.
and talk to me the way you do,
it's cruel.
But hey, like the way I say I love oyu,
you see it all as a understatement.
I admit, I do sit and think about you,
but at this very moment,
I'm cutting it off.
My tears are not gonna flow anymore for you.
I'm a lot stronger than you think I am.
I realized that you want me to chase you.
You want me to get on my knees,
beg and plead.
It's not going to happen.
I spent night after night,
crying, lying, denying that you didn't love me.
Now I see it wasn't needed.
Maybe I am hurt,
that you would come at me bragging.
Bragging about how much better you are.
Did you even dare to go that far?
Yes, and it made me see who you really are.
Before you jumped into the shallow end,
you were on the highest scale to me.
I thought so wrongly of myself,
because I wanted to protect you,
care for you,
need you.
I care for you more than I did before.
Because the only way to show you the way I feel is compassion,
but after I think about it...
maybe I should just quit it.
Before you know it,
you'll pop up with some response,
thinking that it might change my feelings.
You'll quote some type of philosopher or professor,
trying to hurt me,
go ahead,
degrade me.
It's what you wanna do.
Tell me you don't care,
tell me you hate me.
Critizize me.
When you come back to reality,
come see me.
You know you still care,
you think about me.
If you don't, when I talk,
you shouldn't listen.
If you think I'm gonna sit and confess,
you're sadly mistaken.
Knowing the type of person I am,
I'm a strong girl.
I hate crying,
but facing denial hurts.
It's true, and I do admit it,
but to make a better person out of myself,
I have to face the problem itself.
Now I'm ending this.
You might understand that I hurt you,
but what you do now is unreal.
I'm sick of the whole ordeal.
You might ask why I still talk about this,
and you might be sick of it,
but I had to do this.
I balled up a fist of anger with the
thought of your first date with "her",
but now I do concur.
You are happier.
What you don't see is that you were the only
one I would flee to,
but everytime I did, you'd leave me.
Never can you say I left.
Everytime it happened,
you'd accuse me of theft.
Stealing your love,
You don't see that before,
you were the only one I put above.
There's no way to repair,
and I know the love isn't there,
and it's only fare,
for you,
to spare,
the feelings that I've finally left in the air.
And now I'm letting go of this scarlet's affair...
"You"
You look at magazines,
page after page.
Trying to find that mold you wanna fit in.
Naomi, Tyra, Heidi, and Gisele,
all household names.
But did you ever think there could be a
Sarah, Mary, Elaine, or Becky?
Maybe their figures are 10-fold, ab-fab, and all that,
did you think that you might be able to be "all that"?
No one's perfect.
Everyone has their own flaws.
A bump here, dent there.
Guess what? It's all YOU!
It's what set you apart from the rest,
what bring out your sheer uniqueness.
It's all you need girl!
Be yourself and everything else will follow.
You look at magazines,
page after page.
Trying to find that mold you wanna fit in.
Naomi, Tyra, Heidi, and Gisele,
all household names.
But did you ever think there could be a
Sarah, Mary, Elaine, or Becky?
Maybe their figures are 10-fold, ab-fab, and all that,
did you think that you might be able to be "all that"?
No one's perfect.
Everyone has their own flaws.
A bump here, dent there.
Guess what? It's all YOU!
It's what set you apart from the rest,
what bring out your sheer uniqueness.
It's all you need girl!
Be yourself and everything else will follow.
"Walter"
A little boy, no more than eight,
Was forsaken by his parents at his birth.
He grew up in a life of rage and hate
And held for himself no true self-worth.
Born in Room 302, Walter was forsaken,
Left on the floor, still covered in blood.
A group called Wish House offered to take him
And forced his face into the damp mud.
Andrew was cruel and a tyrant over the kids,
And tended to beat both little Walter and Billy,
But Billy disappeared, and all that Walter did
Was watched by Andrew and condemned as silly.
A woman named Dhalia spoke of his mother,
And told him of the 21 Sacraments of fate.
He felt no love for anyone or from another,
And that only increased his desire to hate.
He began to kill to resurrect his mother, the room,
Room 302, where he had come from before.
In his quest, he lead many to their doom,
But he died before he could kill any more.
But then, ten years later, the numbers returned,
A woman with 16121 carved into her breast,
A man with 17121 who had been severely burned,
A man with 18121 who had been split to the chest,
And a man with 19121 who fried his brains out.
A man named Henry became a victim of the unseen,
And found himself trapped in his room with no way out.
He found number 20121, a woman named Eileen,
And the two began to search for escape from hell,
But Walter was always there, to kill number 21,
And after he had done this, all would be swell,
And the 21 Sacraments would finally be done.
The Receiver of Wisdom, though, put up a fight,
And fought for the one he loved till he could fight no more,
And he, alone, put an end to the eternal night,
And left poor Walter dying alone on the cold floor.
Walter reached up and called for his mother,
Then faded away, like a ghost in his own riddle.
And Henry escape and came to visit his would-be lover
And handed her some flowers in the bright hospital.
But the story should speak for more than that,
Because only in the dark had the light shone.
No one knows where the soul of Walter's at,
But one must wonder if he'd be happy if he weren't alone.
Fatality.
A little boy, no more than eight,
Was forsaken by his parents at his birth.
He grew up in a life of rage and hate
And held for himself no true self-worth.
Born in Room 302, Walter was forsaken,
Left on the floor, still covered in blood.
A group called Wish House offered to take him
And forced his face into the damp mud.
Andrew was cruel and a tyrant over the kids,
And tended to beat both little Walter and Billy,
But Billy disappeared, and all that Walter did
Was watched by Andrew and condemned as silly.
A woman named Dhalia spoke of his mother,
And told him of the 21 Sacraments of fate.
He felt no love for anyone or from another,
And that only increased his desire to hate.
He began to kill to resurrect his mother, the room,
Room 302, where he had come from before.
In his quest, he lead many to their doom,
But he died before he could kill any more.
But then, ten years later, the numbers returned,
A woman with 16121 carved into her breast,
A man with 17121 who had been severely burned,
A man with 18121 who had been split to the chest,
And a man with 19121 who fried his brains out.
A man named Henry became a victim of the unseen,
And found himself trapped in his room with no way out.
He found number 20121, a woman named Eileen,
And the two began to search for escape from hell,
But Walter was always there, to kill number 21,
And after he had done this, all would be swell,
And the 21 Sacraments would finally be done.
The Receiver of Wisdom, though, put up a fight,
And fought for the one he loved till he could fight no more,
And he, alone, put an end to the eternal night,
And left poor Walter dying alone on the cold floor.
Walter reached up and called for his mother,
Then faded away, like a ghost in his own riddle.
And Henry escape and came to visit his would-be lover
And handed her some flowers in the bright hospital.
But the story should speak for more than that,
Because only in the dark had the light shone.
No one knows where the soul of Walter's at,
But one must wonder if he'd be happy if he weren't alone.
Fatality.
I leave for five days and this thread goes dry. Shame, shame.
"Cold Hard Choice"
On my own, all alone,
Left to a world of stone.
My choices to make,
My chance to forsake
All the virtues I hold
In the dead, dry cold.
She was pretty but dark
And got into my heart,
But the voices inside
Told me to run and hide.
My cold hard choice has come,
To stay and submit or flee and run.
The temptations so great,
But it's such a mistake,
So I thought of the one
Who made me to run.
"Come to my room" she said,
Filling my heart with fear and dread.
Like a lamb to the slaughter,
I felt that I had caught her
And had won my chance for pleasure,
But it wasn't worth the measure.
I fought it and from her I fled,
Giving in to that voice instead.
She was not with me there,
But she held me closely in her care.
My cold hard choice has come,
To stay and submit or flee and run.
The temptations so great,
But it's such a mistake,
So I thought of the one
Who made me to run.
I won't give in so readily,
Because I find that steadily
My values will corrupt and decay
And then my voice can no longer say
No to the temptations of this world
And I could never be with my girl
Because I wouldn't be worth keeping,
To hold onto while she's sleeping.
I won't to be the only one for her,
Even if it costs me a world of hurt.
My cold hard choice has come,
To stay and submit or flee and run.
The temptations so great,
But it's such a mistake,
So I thought of the one
Who made me to run.
Fatality.
"Cold Hard Choice"
On my own, all alone,
Left to a world of stone.
My choices to make,
My chance to forsake
All the virtues I hold
In the dead, dry cold.
She was pretty but dark
And got into my heart,
But the voices inside
Told me to run and hide.
My cold hard choice has come,
To stay and submit or flee and run.
The temptations so great,
But it's such a mistake,
So I thought of the one
Who made me to run.
"Come to my room" she said,
Filling my heart with fear and dread.
Like a lamb to the slaughter,
I felt that I had caught her
And had won my chance for pleasure,
But it wasn't worth the measure.
I fought it and from her I fled,
Giving in to that voice instead.
She was not with me there,
But she held me closely in her care.
My cold hard choice has come,
To stay and submit or flee and run.
The temptations so great,
But it's such a mistake,
So I thought of the one
Who made me to run.
I won't give in so readily,
Because I find that steadily
My values will corrupt and decay
And then my voice can no longer say
No to the temptations of this world
And I could never be with my girl
Because I wouldn't be worth keeping,
To hold onto while she's sleeping.
I won't to be the only one for her,
Even if it costs me a world of hurt.
My cold hard choice has come,
To stay and submit or flee and run.
The temptations so great,
But it's such a mistake,
So I thought of the one
Who made me to run.
Fatality.
0
'The Life Inside Of Me'
I never would've thought in just one day,
That my life could go in such a different direction,
Leading me so far away,
From the life that I had built with perfection,
I had everything planned out to the smallest detail,
Never thinking my life would change,
But now that my life has gone off the rail,
I'm gonna have to re-arrange,
And I'm, I'm gonna live,
For the life inside of me,
I'm gonna live for my unborn baby,
And I'm, I'm gonna fight,
To do my child right,
I'm gonna be there to tuck my baby in at night,
I'm gonna live,
For the life inside of me,
I'm gonna live for my unborn baby,
Any man can come and go as they please,
I just don't care anymore,
Because from now on I'm going to live and breathe,
To love my baby more and more,
Every single day of my life,
And there's nothing that anyone can do,
To break me down, because I will survive,
To see my baby's life, all the way through,
Oh I'm, I'm gonna live,
For the life inside of me,
I'm gonna live for my unborn baby,
Oh I'm, praying inside,
That every tear I've cried,
Will keep my child away from pain and strife,
Oh I'm, I'm gonna live,
For the life inside of me,
I'm gonna live for my unborn baby,
No more dying from any broken hearts,
This is a new start,
And I'm going to live life right this time,
Because now I have more than me in mind,
I've gotta do it right for me,
And my innocent, unborn baby,
Oh I'm, I'm gonna live,
For the life inside of me,
I'm gonna live for my unborn baby,
Oh I'm, praying inside,
That every tear I've cried,
Will keep my child away from pain and strife,
Oh I'm, I'm gonna live,
For the life inside of me,
I'm gonna live for my unborn baby,
Life can throw what it wants my way,
I'll find a way to see the next day,
Because I'm gonna live for the life inside of me,
For all eternity,
Me and my unborn baby.
I never would've thought in just one day,
That my life could go in such a different direction,
Leading me so far away,
From the life that I had built with perfection,
I had everything planned out to the smallest detail,
Never thinking my life would change,
But now that my life has gone off the rail,
I'm gonna have to re-arrange,
And I'm, I'm gonna live,
For the life inside of me,
I'm gonna live for my unborn baby,
And I'm, I'm gonna fight,
To do my child right,
I'm gonna be there to tuck my baby in at night,
I'm gonna live,
For the life inside of me,
I'm gonna live for my unborn baby,
Any man can come and go as they please,
I just don't care anymore,
Because from now on I'm going to live and breathe,
To love my baby more and more,
Every single day of my life,
And there's nothing that anyone can do,
To break me down, because I will survive,
To see my baby's life, all the way through,
Oh I'm, I'm gonna live,
For the life inside of me,
I'm gonna live for my unborn baby,
Oh I'm, praying inside,
That every tear I've cried,
Will keep my child away from pain and strife,
Oh I'm, I'm gonna live,
For the life inside of me,
I'm gonna live for my unborn baby,
No more dying from any broken hearts,
This is a new start,
And I'm going to live life right this time,
Because now I have more than me in mind,
I've gotta do it right for me,
And my innocent, unborn baby,
Oh I'm, I'm gonna live,
For the life inside of me,
I'm gonna live for my unborn baby,
Oh I'm, praying inside,
That every tear I've cried,
Will keep my child away from pain and strife,
Oh I'm, I'm gonna live,
For the life inside of me,
I'm gonna live for my unborn baby,
Life can throw what it wants my way,
I'll find a way to see the next day,
Because I'm gonna live for the life inside of me,
For all eternity,
Me and my unborn baby.
Beautiful stuff, Trish. That's an anthem to live by. God bless you, girl.
"Who"
Look into the open sky,
Sit down and wonder why
People say there is no God;
Such a notion is so odd.
Look around at the grassy planes,
Feel the coolness of the rain,
And feel the sun upon your face
And know that God is in this place.
Who makes the grass grow?
Who makes the rivers flow?
Who makes the sun glow?
Who makes the mountain snow?
Who makes the wind blow?
Who made it long ago?
Sit down and think it through,
Who made the soul in you?
Are we just mistakes of fate,
Or animals prone to hate?
Is there no standard, as the apes,
Free to steal, kill, and rape?
I believe that there must be right
Or else man can not survive the night.
Who makes the grass grow?
Who makes the rivers flow?
Who makes the sun glow?
Who makes the mountain snow?
Who makes the wind blow?
Who made it long ago?
Look in the mirror and see
The reflection staring back at me.
Perfect harmony so bizarre,
Without a blemish, fault, or scar.
It's no accident; it's far too fine,
Perfected by one of divine design.
So look around and see the truth
Hidden from you in the days of youth.
Who makes the grass grow?
Who makes the rivers flow?
Who makes the sun glow?
Who makes the mountain snow?
Who makes the wind blow?
Who made it long ago?
Fatality.
"Who"
Look into the open sky,
Sit down and wonder why
People say there is no God;
Such a notion is so odd.
Look around at the grassy planes,
Feel the coolness of the rain,
And feel the sun upon your face
And know that God is in this place.
Who makes the grass grow?
Who makes the rivers flow?
Who makes the sun glow?
Who makes the mountain snow?
Who makes the wind blow?
Who made it long ago?
Sit down and think it through,
Who made the soul in you?
Are we just mistakes of fate,
Or animals prone to hate?
Is there no standard, as the apes,
Free to steal, kill, and rape?
I believe that there must be right
Or else man can not survive the night.
Who makes the grass grow?
Who makes the rivers flow?
Who makes the sun glow?
Who makes the mountain snow?
Who makes the wind blow?
Who made it long ago?
Look in the mirror and see
The reflection staring back at me.
Perfect harmony so bizarre,
Without a blemish, fault, or scar.
It's no accident; it's far too fine,
Perfected by one of divine design.
So look around and see the truth
Hidden from you in the days of youth.
Who makes the grass grow?
Who makes the rivers flow?
Who makes the sun glow?
Who makes the mountain snow?
Who makes the wind blow?
Who made it long ago?
Fatality.
"Pledge"
I feel a need inside of me
That can never be satisfied.
The epitome of my misery
To you I shall confide;
Lost chances and lost choices
Amidst an amber sky
Drown out laughter and voices
Until my soul shall die.
But the hunger deep within
Has given me my drive,
And through the midst of my sin,
In you I feel alive.
Oh, how can it be
That I can see
The ending to my story?
My lost regret
I shall reset
If you shan't ignore me.
The dreams we've shared
Have all been paired
Within our heartbeats.
Don't you be scared,
I will be there
In memories ever sweet.
Anger and confusion offer up
Visions of dark design.
But of the dark, I've had enough
And seek a life that's mine.
To be the one that she deserves,
I have to rise above,
And can't give in or strike a nerve
Because she has my love.
The gentle peace under my skin
Is what I sorely lack,
But if I could just once begin,
I know I'd never go back.
Oh, how can it be
That I can see
The ending to my story?
My lost regret
I shall reset
If you shan't ignore me.
The dreams we've shared
Have all been paired
Within our heartbeats.
Don't you be scared,
I will be there
In memories ever sweet.
Dreaming ever long.
Hearing this lost song...
Oh, how can it be
That I can see
The ending to my story?
My lost regret
I shall reset
If you shan't ignore me.
The dreams we've shared
Have all been paired
Within our heartbeats.
Don't you be scared,
I will be there
In memories ever sweet.
Fatality.
I feel a need inside of me
That can never be satisfied.
The epitome of my misery
To you I shall confide;
Lost chances and lost choices
Amidst an amber sky
Drown out laughter and voices
Until my soul shall die.
But the hunger deep within
Has given me my drive,
And through the midst of my sin,
In you I feel alive.
Oh, how can it be
That I can see
The ending to my story?
My lost regret
I shall reset
If you shan't ignore me.
The dreams we've shared
Have all been paired
Within our heartbeats.
Don't you be scared,
I will be there
In memories ever sweet.
Anger and confusion offer up
Visions of dark design.
But of the dark, I've had enough
And seek a life that's mine.
To be the one that she deserves,
I have to rise above,
And can't give in or strike a nerve
Because she has my love.
The gentle peace under my skin
Is what I sorely lack,
But if I could just once begin,
I know I'd never go back.
Oh, how can it be
That I can see
The ending to my story?
My lost regret
I shall reset
If you shan't ignore me.
The dreams we've shared
Have all been paired
Within our heartbeats.
Don't you be scared,
I will be there
In memories ever sweet.
Dreaming ever long.
Hearing this lost song...
Oh, how can it be
That I can see
The ending to my story?
My lost regret
I shall reset
If you shan't ignore me.
The dreams we've shared
Have all been paired
Within our heartbeats.
Don't you be scared,
I will be there
In memories ever sweet.
Fatality.
BAD PROGENY
I am serial, a pawn that is fed on cereal,
somewhere inside my skin I feel the bless,
like when my mind bleeds and when I scream in stress,
Noise, it's in every goddamn minute of my painful life,
what I feed on is nothing but genetical strife,
the only option is to take away your pain with the knife!
Everywhere I look I see deformed faces,
the sreaming thruth behind their own bloody nieces,
everyones a relative, the lie has made us breed like maggots,
I don't want to die here, I'm not one of you mind-wiped faggots!
You are serial, a toy, you're fed on lies ethereal,
the clothing ng hides your true nature, nothingness,
you are a thrown away soldier in the game of the careless.
How stupid can it be, I wake up, find them still alive,
I tear my hair out, why it has to gon on like a goddamn fire,
It's time to rise and grasp to the breath of life, I won't never-ever lie and die!
I am serial, a pawn that is fed on cereal,
somewhere inside my skin I feel the bless,
like when my mind bleeds and when I scream in stress,
Noise, it's in every goddamn minute of my painful life,
what I feed on is nothing but genetical strife,
the only option is to take away your pain with the knife!
Everywhere I look I see deformed faces,
the sreaming thruth behind their own bloody nieces,
everyones a relative, the lie has made us breed like maggots,
I don't want to die here, I'm not one of you mind-wiped faggots!
You are serial, a toy, you're fed on lies ethereal,
the clothing ng hides your true nature, nothingness,
you are a thrown away soldier in the game of the careless.
How stupid can it be, I wake up, find them still alive,
I tear my hair out, why it has to gon on like a goddamn fire,
It's time to rise and grasp to the breath of life, I won't never-ever lie and die!
The sky is dark and the sun has set,
And when I think of you, I try to forget
All the things I said and all that I did
And all the things I said I'd forbid,
But the visions come back and haunt my mind
And I stumble in the darkness for what I can't find.
I run outside into the dark and rain
To try and forget your hate and disdain.
I realize that my own desires must fade
If we're to stand on the life that we've made.
Spin me round, hit the ground,
Lift me up, take me down,
See my face, my disgrace,
Take me there, from this place;
Take my fall, heed my call,
Hurry up; do not stall.
Hold me tight in the night;
We're still here; we'll be alright.
Fire within the storm's wild dances;
Left alone, I'd take my chances,
But then again, I'm not alone, am I?
I can't afford to fight and to die.
There are those who linger back at home
Who linger still while I choose to roam.
If I vanish from this life, without a trace,
Who will shelter them in this godforsaken place?
The times I fought were bloody but brief,
But if I continue fighting, they'll have no relief.
Spin me round, hit the ground,
Lift me up, take me down,
See my face, my disgrace,
Take me there, from this place;
Take my fall, heed my call,
Hurry up; do not stall.
Hold me tight in the night;
We're still here; we'll be alright.
Like a token trophy of my past success,
The fears in me prod me to confess
That I'm not as strong as I pretend to be,
And there's more inside than my hypocrisy.
I want to feel her touch upon my skin,
To feel the love I'd forsaken deep within.
It's not meant to be, even that I could see,
But that doesn't make it any less painful to me.
But this isn't a world of choice but of action,
And I'll either learn to live or die from dissatisfaction.
Spin me round, hit the ground,
Lift me up, take me down,
See my face, my disgrace,
Take me there, from this place;
Take my fall, heed my call,
Hurry up; do not stall.
Hold me tight in the night;
We're still here; we'll be alright.
Fatality.
And when I think of you, I try to forget
All the things I said and all that I did
And all the things I said I'd forbid,
But the visions come back and haunt my mind
And I stumble in the darkness for what I can't find.
I run outside into the dark and rain
To try and forget your hate and disdain.
I realize that my own desires must fade
If we're to stand on the life that we've made.
Spin me round, hit the ground,
Lift me up, take me down,
See my face, my disgrace,
Take me there, from this place;
Take my fall, heed my call,
Hurry up; do not stall.
Hold me tight in the night;
We're still here; we'll be alright.
Fire within the storm's wild dances;
Left alone, I'd take my chances,
But then again, I'm not alone, am I?
I can't afford to fight and to die.
There are those who linger back at home
Who linger still while I choose to roam.
If I vanish from this life, without a trace,
Who will shelter them in this godforsaken place?
The times I fought were bloody but brief,
But if I continue fighting, they'll have no relief.
Spin me round, hit the ground,
Lift me up, take me down,
See my face, my disgrace,
Take me there, from this place;
Take my fall, heed my call,
Hurry up; do not stall.
Hold me tight in the night;
We're still here; we'll be alright.
Like a token trophy of my past success,
The fears in me prod me to confess
That I'm not as strong as I pretend to be,
And there's more inside than my hypocrisy.
I want to feel her touch upon my skin,
To feel the love I'd forsaken deep within.
It's not meant to be, even that I could see,
But that doesn't make it any less painful to me.
But this isn't a world of choice but of action,
And I'll either learn to live or die from dissatisfaction.
Spin me round, hit the ground,
Lift me up, take me down,
See my face, my disgrace,
Take me there, from this place;
Take my fall, heed my call,
Hurry up; do not stall.
Hold me tight in the night;
We're still here; we'll be alright.
Fatality.
SHARDS
I feel like a menacing enemy, I fade in from darkness,
When all the ego-sucked pop stars pale as they witness,
We're back and we're going to breed,
Birthing a new generation a second cold seed,
Let me tell you how it's gonna be,
I'm gonna drain anyone who steps up in front of me!
Welcome to the same ol' fucking scam
Same ol' shit in a dead fad,
Everybody wants to be so hard
Are you real or a second rate sports card?
They all lost their dad or their wife just died
They never got to go outside - SHUT UP!
Nobody gives a fuck,
it doesn't change the fact that you suck!
We are the painfull answers,
We are all pure-hate vessels,
Stripped from soul, we want your dread,
But what's inside of me, do you really want to know?
Feeling like absolute gods,
following the trail of ruby red dots,
My sight is tainted by shit,
I feel like I cannot gaze anymore.
I don't feel that I'm pretty and too cool,
But I'm fat and I'm ugly and proud - so fuck you,
Emerging from ashes is the retribution,
Screaming through the throats the righteous agression,
You gotta see and you have to be, it's on!
All the taint that our media world has spawned,
Now the noise is razing, this is the precognition,
You can't best us, this is our religion!
We are the painfull answers,
We are all pure-hate vessels,
Stripped from soul, we want you dead,
But what's inside of me, do you really want to know?
Feeling like absolute gods,
following the trail of ruby red dots,
My sight is tainted by shit,
I feel like I cannot gaze anymore.
It's like we're minisculed, ridiculed, don't stop!
We're ogled and rated, it's truly pityfull.
If you fucking touch my I'll teatr you apart,
Reject your shit and take a look inside that shit you call a heart!
And the shards are flying!!!!
Everything sucks and I can prove it,
Everybody dies, shuffle on, remove it,
Idividuals, you are truly indispensable,
Like I'm kinda paradox deity vessel,
Now this sharper side holds no secret,
and this side does care, you know and need that,
Before you go, you should know we aren't going down,
You'll be rotten by the time we're underground!
We are the painfull answers,
We are all pure-hate vessels,
Stripped from soul, we want your dread,
But what's inside of me, do you really want to know?
Feeling like absolute gods,
following the trail of ruby red dots,
My sight is tainted by shit,
I feel like I cannot gaze anymore.
For once a source of conscience,
Tells about our disturbed existence
There's only one thing left,
And I can't leave until I am sated,
We are near absolute,
We will fight for you,
They're entangling me, I can't escape...
The shards are flying!!!!
I feel like a menacing enemy, I fade in from darkness,
When all the ego-sucked pop stars pale as they witness,
We're back and we're going to breed,
Birthing a new generation a second cold seed,
Let me tell you how it's gonna be,
I'm gonna drain anyone who steps up in front of me!
Welcome to the same ol' fucking scam
Same ol' shit in a dead fad,
Everybody wants to be so hard
Are you real or a second rate sports card?
They all lost their dad or their wife just died
They never got to go outside - SHUT UP!
Nobody gives a fuck,
it doesn't change the fact that you suck!
We are the painfull answers,
We are all pure-hate vessels,
Stripped from soul, we want your dread,
But what's inside of me, do you really want to know?
Feeling like absolute gods,
following the trail of ruby red dots,
My sight is tainted by shit,
I feel like I cannot gaze anymore.
I don't feel that I'm pretty and too cool,
But I'm fat and I'm ugly and proud - so fuck you,
Emerging from ashes is the retribution,
Screaming through the throats the righteous agression,
You gotta see and you have to be, it's on!
All the taint that our media world has spawned,
Now the noise is razing, this is the precognition,
You can't best us, this is our religion!
We are the painfull answers,
We are all pure-hate vessels,
Stripped from soul, we want you dead,
But what's inside of me, do you really want to know?
Feeling like absolute gods,
following the trail of ruby red dots,
My sight is tainted by shit,
I feel like I cannot gaze anymore.
It's like we're minisculed, ridiculed, don't stop!
We're ogled and rated, it's truly pityfull.
If you fucking touch my I'll teatr you apart,
Reject your shit and take a look inside that shit you call a heart!
And the shards are flying!!!!
Everything sucks and I can prove it,
Everybody dies, shuffle on, remove it,
Idividuals, you are truly indispensable,
Like I'm kinda paradox deity vessel,
Now this sharper side holds no secret,
and this side does care, you know and need that,
Before you go, you should know we aren't going down,
You'll be rotten by the time we're underground!
We are the painfull answers,
We are all pure-hate vessels,
Stripped from soul, we want your dread,
But what's inside of me, do you really want to know?
Feeling like absolute gods,
following the trail of ruby red dots,
My sight is tainted by shit,
I feel like I cannot gaze anymore.
For once a source of conscience,
Tells about our disturbed existence
There's only one thing left,
And I can't leave until I am sated,
We are near absolute,
We will fight for you,
They're entangling me, I can't escape...
The shards are flying!!!!
The PM / IM system doesn't work for me, so PM / IM TomTaz, Toxik, tgrant, 17wpermacwp17, etc, and they'll give me the message, thanks :-) ------------------------- SHUT UP AND SING0
"The Ones"
Once you leave your footprint you can't step out
Once you see the sun rising in the hall
Once you say "hello" to me or to anyone
You can tell The Ones
And we think we are the cool ones to go
We walk around as we can have the World
And if we are the known stars and all
Then he's sure the brightest star of all
But you don't know what has happened behind wide Red Doors
One might say that he is so nice to them
and you would say that she's the one who maintains
The peace untill the wave washes down
and it's drained all away from the Red ground
And one might think that he's so sure and clear
And you can think that he's so kind
But you don't know what has happened behind wide Red Doors
You were so new, you didn't know yet
You seemed so clean, oh so clean and fresh
But we could tell what was needed from you
I couldn't know, why we grew apart
I wouldn't know, why saying goodbye was so harsh
I couldn't help myself from feeling alone
and I can tell many many things
I can show you how and when I became
And I will tell you what has happened on the other side of the Doors
The Ones... The Ones... they will leave you soulless
Behold us
Once you leave your footprint you can't step out
Once you see the sun rising in the hall
Once you say "hello" to me or to anyone
You can tell The Ones
And we think we are the cool ones to go
We walk around as we can have the World
And if we are the known stars and all
Then he's sure the brightest star of all
But you don't know what has happened behind wide Red Doors
One might say that he is so nice to them
and you would say that she's the one who maintains
The peace untill the wave washes down
and it's drained all away from the Red ground
And one might think that he's so sure and clear
And you can think that he's so kind
But you don't know what has happened behind wide Red Doors
You were so new, you didn't know yet
You seemed so clean, oh so clean and fresh
But we could tell what was needed from you
I couldn't know, why we grew apart
I wouldn't know, why saying goodbye was so harsh
I couldn't help myself from feeling alone
and I can tell many many things
I can show you how and when I became
And I will tell you what has happened on the other side of the Doors
The Ones... The Ones... they will leave you soulless
Behold us
"We're Invicible"
You know this isn't like the past;
This pain won't always last.
You're everything I want to hate, want to take.
These feelings never can replace
The visions of your face.
You're everything I left to fate, want to break.
And now, this pain shall subside.
C'mon, and join me on the ride.
Take your chances, or run and hide
And give into thoughts of your suicide.
I know that you'll never be satisfied,
But you can't forsake all you denied.
We can't run away from this.
There's more to me than this.
This love is based on strong principle;
Together we're invincible.
You know things won't always change;
This hate has a short range.
You're everything I want to hate, want to take.
This path is clouded by your rage;
Let your soul out of its cage.
You're everything I left to fate, want to break.
And now, this pain shall subside.
C'mon, and join me on the ride.
Take your chances, or run and hide
And give into thoughts of your suicide.
I know that you'll never be satisfied,
But you can't forsake all you denied.
We can't run away from this.
There's more to me than this.
This love is based on strong principle;
Together we're invincible.
Live or die, that's your choice to make.
Know that if you live, I shall never forsake
That love you gave to me; you set me free.
Alone, we're too weak to stand on our feet,
But together, we can never face defeat.
You're everything I want to be, want in me.
And now, this pain shall subside.
C'mon, and join me on the ride.
Take your chances, or run and hide
And give into thoughts of your suicide.
I know that you'll never be satisfied,
But you can't forsake all you denied.
We can't run away from this.
There's more to me than this.
This love is based on strong principle;
Together we're invincible.
Fatality.
You know this isn't like the past;
This pain won't always last.
You're everything I want to hate, want to take.
These feelings never can replace
The visions of your face.
You're everything I left to fate, want to break.
And now, this pain shall subside.
C'mon, and join me on the ride.
Take your chances, or run and hide
And give into thoughts of your suicide.
I know that you'll never be satisfied,
But you can't forsake all you denied.
We can't run away from this.
There's more to me than this.
This love is based on strong principle;
Together we're invincible.
You know things won't always change;
This hate has a short range.
You're everything I want to hate, want to take.
This path is clouded by your rage;
Let your soul out of its cage.
You're everything I left to fate, want to break.
And now, this pain shall subside.
C'mon, and join me on the ride.
Take your chances, or run and hide
And give into thoughts of your suicide.
I know that you'll never be satisfied,
But you can't forsake all you denied.
We can't run away from this.
There's more to me than this.
This love is based on strong principle;
Together we're invincible.
Live or die, that's your choice to make.
Know that if you live, I shall never forsake
That love you gave to me; you set me free.
Alone, we're too weak to stand on our feet,
But together, we can never face defeat.
You're everything I want to be, want in me.
And now, this pain shall subside.
C'mon, and join me on the ride.
Take your chances, or run and hide
And give into thoughts of your suicide.
I know that you'll never be satisfied,
But you can't forsake all you denied.
We can't run away from this.
There's more to me than this.
This love is based on strong principle;
Together we're invincible.
Fatality.
About Me
Hahahaha...?
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I've been inactive in this thread, so...
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QUESTION'S ANSWER
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You got a distaste for faithfulness
Maybe you'll be worth something
Then you want my shoulder to lean on
I'll just shrug and run away.
You always seem to miss the point
And it'll go up like air goes down.
You can't betray then get what you want
How the heck are you thinking that?
Because you're not gonna get your fill
This idea's getting stale.
And then you plead for my money
I look at you with eyes that used to be wet.
Just forget you....
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AND THE STRUGGLE CONTINUES
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I'm not one of your friends
Don't look at me
Feeling jealousy coming on
How are you getting all the gifts?
I'm not gonna believe anything, not this nonsense.
Get me away from this place
I know they already hate me
Try to think back when I had a reputation
Oh yeah, I've never had one.
What bright side is there to look at?
I'm not seeing it
For it's unbelievable
Maybe now nobody has it worse.
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MY HOMEWORK EATS ITSELF
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I'm the highest of your role models
I can write dumb lyrics and influence you
I'm your remote control
And you don't know your own heroes.
I have one grand in my pocket
I scold you for downloading my songs
I actually need 6 houses
And I'm gonna sue you.
I now am living my glory
I don't even play an instrument
I just write garbage that's a bad influence.
And my song is number one.
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Fin.
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QUESTION'S ANSWER
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You got a distaste for faithfulness
Maybe you'll be worth something
Then you want my shoulder to lean on
I'll just shrug and run away.
You always seem to miss the point
And it'll go up like air goes down.
You can't betray then get what you want
How the heck are you thinking that?
Because you're not gonna get your fill
This idea's getting stale.
And then you plead for my money
I look at you with eyes that used to be wet.
Just forget you....
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AND THE STRUGGLE CONTINUES
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I'm not one of your friends
Don't look at me
Feeling jealousy coming on
How are you getting all the gifts?
I'm not gonna believe anything, not this nonsense.
Get me away from this place
I know they already hate me
Try to think back when I had a reputation
Oh yeah, I've never had one.
What bright side is there to look at?
I'm not seeing it
For it's unbelievable
Maybe now nobody has it worse.
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MY HOMEWORK EATS ITSELF
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I'm the highest of your role models
I can write dumb lyrics and influence you
I'm your remote control
And you don't know your own heroes.
I have one grand in my pocket
I scold you for downloading my songs
I actually need 6 houses
And I'm gonna sue you.
I now am living my glory
I don't even play an instrument
I just write garbage that's a bad influence.
And my song is number one.
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Fin.
When what's in your head
and what you see in the world
conflict so much...
When the 2 realities
clash inside you
where do you turn to find sanity?
The world you want
and the world you see outside
are like night and day
But at times
not unlike dusk and dawn
there's a mix
Those rare times when reality and fantasy meet.
where bits and pieces of dreams
and tangible things
meet at a crossroads...
Paradise.
and what you see in the world
conflict so much...
When the 2 realities
clash inside you
where do you turn to find sanity?
The world you want
and the world you see outside
are like night and day
But at times
not unlike dusk and dawn
there's a mix
Those rare times when reality and fantasy meet.
where bits and pieces of dreams
and tangible things
meet at a crossroads...
Paradise.
"Innocence"
This dark design is not what I had intended for.
The depression is so much larger than before.
Now, if you look deep within your heart's core
You'll find there's no where to run to anymore.
I'll give up life to take everything.
I have to fight to give recompense.
The dreary souls locked in battle sing
That I have lost my innocence.
This very shadow fills the empty air.
The whispers of infidelity I cannot bare.
I can't find the truth, though it's out there,
Lost in memories of an angel so fair.
I'll give up life to take everything.
I have to fight to give recompense.
The dreary souls locked in battle sing
That I have lost my innocence.
This bloody battle seems to linger on endlessly.
The people I trust no longer try to defend me.
These scars won't heal under the flame.
Will you even remember my name?
You take my life, you take everything.
You offer hate, though it makes no sense.
The dreary souls of the battle sing
That we have lost our innocence.
Fatality.
This dark design is not what I had intended for.
The depression is so much larger than before.
Now, if you look deep within your heart's core
You'll find there's no where to run to anymore.
I'll give up life to take everything.
I have to fight to give recompense.
The dreary souls locked in battle sing
That I have lost my innocence.
This very shadow fills the empty air.
The whispers of infidelity I cannot bare.
I can't find the truth, though it's out there,
Lost in memories of an angel so fair.
I'll give up life to take everything.
I have to fight to give recompense.
The dreary souls locked in battle sing
That I have lost my innocence.
This bloody battle seems to linger on endlessly.
The people I trust no longer try to defend me.
These scars won't heal under the flame.
Will you even remember my name?
You take my life, you take everything.
You offer hate, though it makes no sense.
The dreary souls of the battle sing
That we have lost our innocence.
Fatality.
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"Remedy"
I'm sitting here trying to find the words to persuade you,
To come back into my life,
Because I can't pull myself through,
I'll never survive this pain and strife,
Everyday I'm dying from this broken heart,
And I fear that I'm running out of time,
I'm falling apart,
I can't get you out of my mind,
Dying,
Dying,
Sitting under the mistle-toe,
That you kissed me underneath so long ago,
Don't care what time of year it is,
I would give anything to once again taste your lips,
The passion and the undying love,
From the one man that I dream of,
Every night when I cry myself to sleep,
Please come back and be with me,
I find that I'm falling between,
Feeling alive, and feeling dead inside,
I'm crying, I'm dying, I'm so lonely,
Baby, and you're the remedy,
I knew I was wrong when I let my jealousy,
Get the very best of me,
But I promise that'll never happen again,
For the first time I understand,
That love is a give and take,
Great love is what you make,
And I will work everyday,
To keep a smile on your face,
Dying,
Dying,
I just can't go on without you here,
You're the only one who can stop the tears,
It's a gift you've always had,
You could always cheer me up when I was sad,
Didn't matter what was going on,
You stayed strong,
To show me that I could survive,
But I know I can't survive without you in my life,
I find that I'm falling between,
Feeling alive, and feeling dead inside,
I'm crying, I'm dying, I'm so lonely,
Baby, and you're the remedy,
I'll get down on my hands and knees,
And plead,
Come back to me,
Come back to me,
I'll pray to the lord every night and day,
That you'll say,
Come back to me,
Come back to me,
I find that I'm falling between,
Feeling alive, and feeling dead inside,
I'm crying, I'm dying, I'm so lonely,
Baby, and you're the remedy.
I'm sitting here trying to find the words to persuade you,
To come back into my life,
Because I can't pull myself through,
I'll never survive this pain and strife,
Everyday I'm dying from this broken heart,
And I fear that I'm running out of time,
I'm falling apart,
I can't get you out of my mind,
Dying,
Dying,
Sitting under the mistle-toe,
That you kissed me underneath so long ago,
Don't care what time of year it is,
I would give anything to once again taste your lips,
The passion and the undying love,
From the one man that I dream of,
Every night when I cry myself to sleep,
Please come back and be with me,
I find that I'm falling between,
Feeling alive, and feeling dead inside,
I'm crying, I'm dying, I'm so lonely,
Baby, and you're the remedy,
I knew I was wrong when I let my jealousy,
Get the very best of me,
But I promise that'll never happen again,
For the first time I understand,
That love is a give and take,
Great love is what you make,
And I will work everyday,
To keep a smile on your face,
Dying,
Dying,
I just can't go on without you here,
You're the only one who can stop the tears,
It's a gift you've always had,
You could always cheer me up when I was sad,
Didn't matter what was going on,
You stayed strong,
To show me that I could survive,
But I know I can't survive without you in my life,
I find that I'm falling between,
Feeling alive, and feeling dead inside,
I'm crying, I'm dying, I'm so lonely,
Baby, and you're the remedy,
I'll get down on my hands and knees,
And plead,
Come back to me,
Come back to me,
I'll pray to the lord every night and day,
That you'll say,
Come back to me,
Come back to me,
I find that I'm falling between,
Feeling alive, and feeling dead inside,
I'm crying, I'm dying, I'm so lonely,
Baby, and you're the remedy.
"Break Through"
Here I stand in the midst of anger and strife;
I have to make my choice of death or of life.
How can I survive without you by my side?
Even if I survive, will that even leave you satisfied?
The truth hurts, but why do you delight in it?
There's so much more I have yet to commit.
Don't think of it as a sacrifice of my honor,
Because I have to do this or I'm a goner.
We have to stand up to the struggle,
Even if all these tasks we cannot juggle.
The fact remains that to be strong,
We have to learn to get along.
Know that I will never forsake you,
'Cause together we can break through.
What am I waiting here for if not for you?
Though you left me broken, it was never true.
All that was said, all that we did, let's forget,
And try and move past all those idle threats.
You know we're both too fragile to take much more,
So let's get stronger; we're strong, we're hardcore.
Face the devils and take your punches in the face,
But know that I'll be in front to act as your brace.
We have to stand up to the struggle,
Even if all these tasks we cannot juggle.
The fact remains that to be strong,
We have to learn to get along.
Know that I will never forsake you,
'Cause together we can break through.
Gotta get stronger. Gotta fly higher.
I'm not a monster. I'm not a liar.
As long as my blood flows,
I want you to know,
That I shall never forsake you.
We have to stand up to the struggle,
Even if all these tasks we cannot juggle.
The fact remains that to be strong,
We have to learn to get along.
Know that I will never forsake you,
'Cause together we can break through.
Fatality.
Here I stand in the midst of anger and strife;
I have to make my choice of death or of life.
How can I survive without you by my side?
Even if I survive, will that even leave you satisfied?
The truth hurts, but why do you delight in it?
There's so much more I have yet to commit.
Don't think of it as a sacrifice of my honor,
Because I have to do this or I'm a goner.
We have to stand up to the struggle,
Even if all these tasks we cannot juggle.
The fact remains that to be strong,
We have to learn to get along.
Know that I will never forsake you,
'Cause together we can break through.
What am I waiting here for if not for you?
Though you left me broken, it was never true.
All that was said, all that we did, let's forget,
And try and move past all those idle threats.
You know we're both too fragile to take much more,
So let's get stronger; we're strong, we're hardcore.
Face the devils and take your punches in the face,
But know that I'll be in front to act as your brace.
We have to stand up to the struggle,
Even if all these tasks we cannot juggle.
The fact remains that to be strong,
We have to learn to get along.
Know that I will never forsake you,
'Cause together we can break through.
Gotta get stronger. Gotta fly higher.
I'm not a monster. I'm not a liar.
As long as my blood flows,
I want you to know,
That I shall never forsake you.
We have to stand up to the struggle,
Even if all these tasks we cannot juggle.
The fact remains that to be strong,
We have to learn to get along.
Know that I will never forsake you,
'Cause together we can break through.
Fatality.
0
I wrote this poem for a very special someone on his birthday:
A is for how much of an Ass you make me look like.
L is for how much of a Ladies man you can be.
P is for how much Poon tang you can get.
H is for how Horny you make the ladies.
and
A is for how much Ass you get.
Advice or anything?
A is for how much of an Ass you make me look like.
L is for how much of a Ladies man you can be.
P is for how much Poon tang you can get.
H is for how Horny you make the ladies.
and
A is for how much Ass you get.
Advice or anything?
About Me
Hahahaha...?
0
Sub Scorp, you are the greatest songwriter in the world. ( claps )
About Me
Hahahaha...?
0
Oh, I forgot. Here you go. Now you can drool over my great songs.
Anyway...
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QUICK MESSAGE
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You really screwed up.
And I know you're about to deny.
Top of your prime, yeah.
Now you're at the bottom.
And you said you were serious, no?
Doesn't seem like it.
Because you treated that as a joke.
Because you really screwed up this time.
You are not the ruler of anything.
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ANTHILL TO MOUNTAIN
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Go ahead and get your fill
Not like you haven't gotten it before
Why must I starve?
Maybe I'm being a whiner.
So what?
Does it look like I care?
I want to get this goal
And all the words don't affect me.
Maybe I don't care
But it comes outta nowhere
It's just a nuiscance I guess
Oh, no! It's another way to depression!
I know plenty of them
I'm going through it right now
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DEPRESSIVE CRYBABY MANIAC
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I hate this school
I hate this house
I hate all of you
I hate hating stuff.
I hate love
But I love being sarcastic about this additude.
I hate everything
I hate your momma
I hate hate
I hate this song, so why am I playing it?
(stops song)
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Weeeeeeee!
Spoilers: (Highlight to reveal)
they suck
they suck
Anyway...
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QUICK MESSAGE
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You really screwed up.
And I know you're about to deny.
Top of your prime, yeah.
Now you're at the bottom.
And you said you were serious, no?
Doesn't seem like it.
Because you treated that as a joke.
Because you really screwed up this time.
You are not the ruler of anything.
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ANTHILL TO MOUNTAIN
----------------------------------
Go ahead and get your fill
Not like you haven't gotten it before
Why must I starve?
Maybe I'm being a whiner.
So what?
Does it look like I care?
I want to get this goal
And all the words don't affect me.
Maybe I don't care
But it comes outta nowhere
It's just a nuiscance I guess
Oh, no! It's another way to depression!
I know plenty of them
I'm going through it right now
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DEPRESSIVE CRYBABY MANIAC
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I hate this school
I hate this house
I hate all of you
I hate hating stuff.
I hate love
But I love being sarcastic about this additude.
I hate everything
I hate your momma
I hate hate
I hate this song, so why am I playing it?
(stops song)
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Weeeeeeee!
"Static Expression"
Lost in my memories, trapped by my guilt,
The feelings emerge in this world that I've built.
The words remain, but I still feel the pain,
And the fog shrouds all that scream my name.
I'm lost, trapped in a world of fire and hell.
For me, it's always like this as well.
There will be no tears for me when I die;
After all, we all know that corpses don't cry.
Hold my hand and try to understand
That who I am is not the man
That you fell in love with long ago.
Should I stay or should I go and pray for
The person who forgot me those days before.
Darling, still I have to know.
What if I die? Would you even cry?
I long to be by your side, and kiss you good-bye,
And leave again just after I said hello.
This static expression clouds my thoughts,
And the depression permeates till it rots.
God give me strength before I go.
Nothing for something, but nothing so dear
As the time when your warmth was so near.
I remember the smell of your sweet perfume,
And the fire in your eyes that would ever consume,
And the dreams we had, and the hope we lost;
I wanted to rekindle the fire at whatever the cost,
But I was too much a fool to ever hope to be
That perfect man that you saw deep down in me.
Take my despair and help me carry it there,
That place of our lost love and care,
In that place we loved so long ago.
Feel my skin against your lips once more
And help me understand this strange metaphor
Of a sadness I had never known.
To come so far, to shine like the evening star,
Only to mar this affection with deep scars
And fade from the light and fall so low.
This static expression shall exist forever,
And I fear the flight of this endeavor;
God give me strength before I go.
The risk was too much for me to take,
And I left you alone, too strong to break,
But I was too fragile to stand on my own
With a sin so great I can never atone.
Forgive me, sweet angel of my heart,
Because I must leave you and depart.
I swore we'd be together till the bitter end,
But I've created a wound that can never mend.
If I don't go through, I could never deserve you,
And the dreams we had would not be true,
And so I dwell back on times so long ago.
We were so pure and untouchable then,
As we hope to be, one day, yet again.
Before you should understand before I go
That I take the blame for all that transpired;
In you I still see that ever-burning fire,
But I have no right to let mine forever glow,
Not when I hurt you so much and felt so little,
And the static expression made you so brittle;
God give me strength before I go.
Tears... bleeding... sadness... despair.
Fears... needing... madness... prayer.
The static expression of a life with no meaning;
It smothers the blood-filled voice, forever screaming.
God give me strength before I go.
Fatality.
Lost in my memories, trapped by my guilt,
The feelings emerge in this world that I've built.
The words remain, but I still feel the pain,
And the fog shrouds all that scream my name.
I'm lost, trapped in a world of fire and hell.
For me, it's always like this as well.
There will be no tears for me when I die;
After all, we all know that corpses don't cry.
Hold my hand and try to understand
That who I am is not the man
That you fell in love with long ago.
Should I stay or should I go and pray for
The person who forgot me those days before.
Darling, still I have to know.
What if I die? Would you even cry?
I long to be by your side, and kiss you good-bye,
And leave again just after I said hello.
This static expression clouds my thoughts,
And the depression permeates till it rots.
God give me strength before I go.
Nothing for something, but nothing so dear
As the time when your warmth was so near.
I remember the smell of your sweet perfume,
And the fire in your eyes that would ever consume,
And the dreams we had, and the hope we lost;
I wanted to rekindle the fire at whatever the cost,
But I was too much a fool to ever hope to be
That perfect man that you saw deep down in me.
Take my despair and help me carry it there,
That place of our lost love and care,
In that place we loved so long ago.
Feel my skin against your lips once more
And help me understand this strange metaphor
Of a sadness I had never known.
To come so far, to shine like the evening star,
Only to mar this affection with deep scars
And fade from the light and fall so low.
This static expression shall exist forever,
And I fear the flight of this endeavor;
God give me strength before I go.
The risk was too much for me to take,
And I left you alone, too strong to break,
But I was too fragile to stand on my own
With a sin so great I can never atone.
Forgive me, sweet angel of my heart,
Because I must leave you and depart.
I swore we'd be together till the bitter end,
But I've created a wound that can never mend.
If I don't go through, I could never deserve you,
And the dreams we had would not be true,
And so I dwell back on times so long ago.
We were so pure and untouchable then,
As we hope to be, one day, yet again.
Before you should understand before I go
That I take the blame for all that transpired;
In you I still see that ever-burning fire,
But I have no right to let mine forever glow,
Not when I hurt you so much and felt so little,
And the static expression made you so brittle;
God give me strength before I go.
Tears... bleeding... sadness... despair.
Fears... needing... madness... prayer.
The static expression of a life with no meaning;
It smothers the blood-filled voice, forever screaming.
God give me strength before I go.
Fatality.
"Restless Dreams"
Pulse pounding in the thick of my veins;
Insanity itself seems to numb the pain.
The anguish makes my stomach sour,
And my wild eyes watch as the hours
Tick by on the clock till the night settles,
And my world is nothing but blood, rust, and metal.
The fear of blood tends to create fear for the flesh,
But the reality of blood and iron never could mesh,
And the fact remains that she's still out there,
Watching me, in the brooding serpent's lair.
Muscle twitched tug at my inner body's core,
And the fear manifests itself, just as before.
Even with a head I thought was held level,
I see them not as angels, but as dark devils.
I see, I've been running, but no body could forgive;
Not me, because this isn't a real life that I live.
Not even a letter from my future self for comfort,
I waste away, knowing I'm alive from some hurt.
I look at the wall and wonder how I'll get along;
Then I notice, there was a hole there; not it's gone.
This fictious paradise, despoiled by mankind,
Isn't a reality I hope I survive long enough to find.
All I want is to run into the fog and scream and shout,
But I'm locked up with a note that says "don't go out!"
The memories still I fight so that I can reclaim,
But it's like a cancer, feeding off of my brain.
I want to go back to those days of forgotten bliss,
But I look around at my hell; for me, it's always like this.
So, I face my monsters all out on my own,
And with tears in my eyes scream, "leave us the hell alone!"
The nature of my own dark desires condemns,
While dark angels of raven hair sing their hymns.
Like a child, abandoned at his birth, I cry,
Leaving a trail of blood to the place where I die.
But the pieces are in place; it has finally begun,
And the pity of my soul can finally be done.
Killing someone ain't no big deal to some now.
Just put the gun to there, pull the trigger, and pow!
But the fear will not stay forever, as it somehow seems,
And now I only see that place in my dark restless dreams.
Fatality.
Pulse pounding in the thick of my veins;
Insanity itself seems to numb the pain.
The anguish makes my stomach sour,
And my wild eyes watch as the hours
Tick by on the clock till the night settles,
And my world is nothing but blood, rust, and metal.
The fear of blood tends to create fear for the flesh,
But the reality of blood and iron never could mesh,
And the fact remains that she's still out there,
Watching me, in the brooding serpent's lair.
Muscle twitched tug at my inner body's core,
And the fear manifests itself, just as before.
Even with a head I thought was held level,
I see them not as angels, but as dark devils.
I see, I've been running, but no body could forgive;
Not me, because this isn't a real life that I live.
Not even a letter from my future self for comfort,
I waste away, knowing I'm alive from some hurt.
I look at the wall and wonder how I'll get along;
Then I notice, there was a hole there; not it's gone.
This fictious paradise, despoiled by mankind,
Isn't a reality I hope I survive long enough to find.
All I want is to run into the fog and scream and shout,
But I'm locked up with a note that says "don't go out!"
The memories still I fight so that I can reclaim,
But it's like a cancer, feeding off of my brain.
I want to go back to those days of forgotten bliss,
But I look around at my hell; for me, it's always like this.
So, I face my monsters all out on my own,
And with tears in my eyes scream, "leave us the hell alone!"
The nature of my own dark desires condemns,
While dark angels of raven hair sing their hymns.
Like a child, abandoned at his birth, I cry,
Leaving a trail of blood to the place where I die.
But the pieces are in place; it has finally begun,
And the pity of my soul can finally be done.
Killing someone ain't no big deal to some now.
Just put the gun to there, pull the trigger, and pow!
But the fear will not stay forever, as it somehow seems,
And now I only see that place in my dark restless dreams.
Fatality.
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