Why am I turning back into what I was
why do I just not believe in anything anymore
I feel nothing inside but hurt
I don't want to feel anything else
I deserve it all
I took what little bit of a soul I had left
and gave it to someone I believed in
I sometimes think it was a mistake
but I still see in her why i did it
I'll always see
I'll always love her
that last bit of myself is hers
but I can never see her again
it would hurt me too much
it would hurt her too much
I lied to her
something I said I'd never do
by telling her I could find the strength to move on
but all my strength is gone now
she can never know
she can never see me like this
I don't want to find another
I don't want anyone to be with me
if it hurts this much to give all
I can't ever again
I gave all, and nothing is left.
but this is who I am
just a shell that feels nothing but anger and spite
anger and spite for myself
I don't want any pity
pity just hurts others inside
it does nothing for me
I'll always be like this
those moments that made me feel good
were temporary
like a drug
when the high wore off
I'm still who I was.
why do I just not believe in anything anymore
I feel nothing inside but hurt
I don't want to feel anything else
I deserve it all
I took what little bit of a soul I had left
and gave it to someone I believed in
I sometimes think it was a mistake
but I still see in her why i did it
I'll always see
I'll always love her
that last bit of myself is hers
but I can never see her again
it would hurt me too much
it would hurt her too much
I lied to her
something I said I'd never do
by telling her I could find the strength to move on
but all my strength is gone now
she can never know
she can never see me like this
I don't want to find another
I don't want anyone to be with me
if it hurts this much to give all
I can't ever again
I gave all, and nothing is left.
but this is who I am
just a shell that feels nothing but anger and spite
anger and spite for myself
I don't want any pity
pity just hurts others inside
it does nothing for me
I'll always be like this
those moments that made me feel good
were temporary
like a drug
when the high wore off
I'm still who I was.
"Overfiend"
They told me today that the world will end;
Reality will snap and the mind will bend.
I see a future devoid of care or concern,
Caught up in the fires of hell's burn.
There he stands; this god among men,
While his denizens carry out satanic sin.
Out in broad daylight, blood flows,
And the moral decay begins to slow.
But who will stand up to it all?
What hero could answer the call?
All who could have died instead,
And the flesh rots on the infinite dead.
So, what chance does he have here,
In an eternal world of darkness and fear?
But, aside from his life, what can he lose?
This is the forked road; time to choose.
He'll risk it all, body, mind, and soul,
To keep this world alive and keep it whole.
The purity may be dead, the blood shed,
But he'll fight on till he has bled
All that he can bleed in the fight,
And he'll see that forgotten white light.
Friends gone, lovers dead, hope lost,
And still he fights, despite the cost.
If this world crumbles to brittle dust,
He'll crumble with the rest of us.
There he goes to take his stand,
And confront one no longer a man.
Demon of destruction, face your foe,
And through the tempest, you should know,
That this valiant struggle will not depart
Until you learn the meaning of man's heart.
Evil and corrupt, but somewhere deep inside
There is a strength that strains to abide
And end the sorrow once and for all.
Though the demon stands fifty stories tall,
It does not have the love of such desire,
And it'll never have her eternal fire.
Now, end this, and begin anew,
And let me begin and end my life with you.
Fatality.
They told me today that the world will end;
Reality will snap and the mind will bend.
I see a future devoid of care or concern,
Caught up in the fires of hell's burn.
There he stands; this god among men,
While his denizens carry out satanic sin.
Out in broad daylight, blood flows,
And the moral decay begins to slow.
But who will stand up to it all?
What hero could answer the call?
All who could have died instead,
And the flesh rots on the infinite dead.
So, what chance does he have here,
In an eternal world of darkness and fear?
But, aside from his life, what can he lose?
This is the forked road; time to choose.
He'll risk it all, body, mind, and soul,
To keep this world alive and keep it whole.
The purity may be dead, the blood shed,
But he'll fight on till he has bled
All that he can bleed in the fight,
And he'll see that forgotten white light.
Friends gone, lovers dead, hope lost,
And still he fights, despite the cost.
If this world crumbles to brittle dust,
He'll crumble with the rest of us.
There he goes to take his stand,
And confront one no longer a man.
Demon of destruction, face your foe,
And through the tempest, you should know,
That this valiant struggle will not depart
Until you learn the meaning of man's heart.
Evil and corrupt, but somewhere deep inside
There is a strength that strains to abide
And end the sorrow once and for all.
Though the demon stands fifty stories tall,
It does not have the love of such desire,
And it'll never have her eternal fire.
Now, end this, and begin anew,
And let me begin and end my life with you.
Fatality.
About Me
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omg garlador.. that's beautifull
"Light"
Absolved in the existence of death versus desire,
A young man trapped in his room cannot tire,
Because should he fail, he'll lose her as well,
And his love is strong enought to face the fires of hell.
He was too late once and almost lost her forever,
A memory so painful, but something he'll never sever.
He knows she needs him near if she is to survive,
And he promised her then they'd make it out alive.
But, the truth is, though she needs him for protection,
He needs her just as much, bound by ferverent affection.
She can't survive without him and he can't live without her;
He has to be strong; he can't afford to be a coward or doubter.
Her kindness is her greatest strength and greatest weakness,
But the light in her eyes is enough to dispell the infinite bleakness.
He had been so alone for all the years in his room
He never thought thought that there was more to it than gloom.
But she came in and melted his heart and opened his eyes,
And now in the darkness, he has come to realize
That he needs her light if he is to live to see tomorrow;
She came to him, kissed him, and erased all his sorrow.
Now, it is the time to repay her for her great kindness
And offer up repentance for his self-centered blindness.
He won't lose her again to the devils of the dark;
All that matters is the soul he loves and the love of her heart.
So here it lies; the battle to determine both her fate and his,
Even if he does not know what that fate truly is.
There he stands, ready for the fight, her life on the line,
And he rushes forward, frantically; a race against time.
His body is beaten, his flesh torn, his blood spilled,
But he will live to see his lifelong dream fulfilled.
And so, through the thick of fog and shroud of night,
He tears through the wall of darkness to finish the fight,
And then it all fades away, like a dream from yesterday,
And when he wakes up in the morning, everything is okay.
She's there in his arms, holding him tightly in her embrace,
Still sleeping so soundly; he reaches down to kiss her face
And thinks back through the nightmare of the fight,
But smiles again, because he still has her, his light.
Fatality.
Absolved in the existence of death versus desire,
A young man trapped in his room cannot tire,
Because should he fail, he'll lose her as well,
And his love is strong enought to face the fires of hell.
He was too late once and almost lost her forever,
A memory so painful, but something he'll never sever.
He knows she needs him near if she is to survive,
And he promised her then they'd make it out alive.
But, the truth is, though she needs him for protection,
He needs her just as much, bound by ferverent affection.
She can't survive without him and he can't live without her;
He has to be strong; he can't afford to be a coward or doubter.
Her kindness is her greatest strength and greatest weakness,
But the light in her eyes is enough to dispell the infinite bleakness.
He had been so alone for all the years in his room
He never thought thought that there was more to it than gloom.
But she came in and melted his heart and opened his eyes,
And now in the darkness, he has come to realize
That he needs her light if he is to live to see tomorrow;
She came to him, kissed him, and erased all his sorrow.
Now, it is the time to repay her for her great kindness
And offer up repentance for his self-centered blindness.
He won't lose her again to the devils of the dark;
All that matters is the soul he loves and the love of her heart.
So here it lies; the battle to determine both her fate and his,
Even if he does not know what that fate truly is.
There he stands, ready for the fight, her life on the line,
And he rushes forward, frantically; a race against time.
His body is beaten, his flesh torn, his blood spilled,
But he will live to see his lifelong dream fulfilled.
And so, through the thick of fog and shroud of night,
He tears through the wall of darkness to finish the fight,
And then it all fades away, like a dream from yesterday,
And when he wakes up in the morning, everything is okay.
She's there in his arms, holding him tightly in her embrace,
Still sleeping so soundly; he reaches down to kiss her face
And thinks back through the nightmare of the fight,
But smiles again, because he still has her, his light.
Fatality.
"Only Time"
My peace is gone from me,
Lost in your fantasy.
All the lies you said
Have pushed me away instead.
The nature of my heart
Has been torn from here apart.
The love that I once took
Lies in the last place I'd look.
You were so strong,
You'll get along,
Even if I'm not there
To give you all my care.
Still, I was surprised
When I looked into your eyes;
The only time I saw you cry
Was when I said good-bye.
The feelings of my regret
Are the consequences I get
For my life of self-centered living
And lack of earnest giving.
The truth remains in pieces,
While my memory decreases,
And the affection has turned rotten
With the pain I had forgotten.
You were so strong,
You'll get along,
Even if I'm not there
To give you all my care.
Still, I was surprised
When I looked into your eyes;
The only time I saw you cry
Was when I said good-bye.
I won't be gone forever.
I'll come to you; however,
I'll write to you in my letters
And come back to you much better.
The tears shall burn dry
And you will no longer cry,
Because I'll come back someday
And chase your pain away.
You were so strong,
You'll get along,
Even if I'm not there
To give you all my care.
Still, I was surprised
When I looked into your eyes;
The only time I saw you cry
Was when I said good-bye.
Fatality.
My peace is gone from me,
Lost in your fantasy.
All the lies you said
Have pushed me away instead.
The nature of my heart
Has been torn from here apart.
The love that I once took
Lies in the last place I'd look.
You were so strong,
You'll get along,
Even if I'm not there
To give you all my care.
Still, I was surprised
When I looked into your eyes;
The only time I saw you cry
Was when I said good-bye.
The feelings of my regret
Are the consequences I get
For my life of self-centered living
And lack of earnest giving.
The truth remains in pieces,
While my memory decreases,
And the affection has turned rotten
With the pain I had forgotten.
You were so strong,
You'll get along,
Even if I'm not there
To give you all my care.
Still, I was surprised
When I looked into your eyes;
The only time I saw you cry
Was when I said good-bye.
I won't be gone forever.
I'll come to you; however,
I'll write to you in my letters
And come back to you much better.
The tears shall burn dry
And you will no longer cry,
Because I'll come back someday
And chase your pain away.
You were so strong,
You'll get along,
Even if I'm not there
To give you all my care.
Still, I was surprised
When I looked into your eyes;
The only time I saw you cry
Was when I said good-bye.
Fatality.
About Me
Hahahaha...?
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ELECTRIC BUBBLE
I gotta find something to hold onto
And I have no life
Sometimes I sit aimlessly
And I used to be social.
Then something happened.
We need a computer mouse
And just why is a webpage my home?
Get it away, away, away!
And I still do nothing.
(when this song is recorded, this part will be mumbled in the background:)
(And if you could understand...what the? Dinner dish...in the..thing...and...I can't...)
What happened to me?
WHILE THE WORLD SPINS
I treat it all as a joke
It's too absurd
You'll wake up eventually
I hope so.
It's gone way beyond dumb
I'm rambling on
And even I'm confused
What does it mean?
Does it mean anything?
If that's what you're implying.
Then leave, waste of time, disgusting.
FEED INTO SHREDS
And all this time you whine
Just disguise yourself
We don't care, why are we being informed?
Isn't this what you want anyway?
I find the reaction amusing.
And who doesn't?
Oh yeah, I forgot.
You.
Don't expose the idiot that you are
Help me
Just me
You say nothing, hey, whatever.
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That's the end of my senseless garbage, now continue.
I gotta find something to hold onto
And I have no life
Sometimes I sit aimlessly
And I used to be social.
Then something happened.
We need a computer mouse
And just why is a webpage my home?
Get it away, away, away!
And I still do nothing.
(when this song is recorded, this part will be mumbled in the background:)
(And if you could understand...what the? Dinner dish...in the..thing...and...I can't...)
What happened to me?
WHILE THE WORLD SPINS
I treat it all as a joke
It's too absurd
You'll wake up eventually
I hope so.
It's gone way beyond dumb
I'm rambling on
And even I'm confused
What does it mean?
Does it mean anything?
If that's what you're implying.
Then leave, waste of time, disgusting.
FEED INTO SHREDS
And all this time you whine
Just disguise yourself
We don't care, why are we being informed?
Isn't this what you want anyway?
I find the reaction amusing.
And who doesn't?
Oh yeah, I forgot.
You.
Don't expose the idiot that you are
Help me
Just me
You say nothing, hey, whatever.
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That's the end of my senseless garbage, now continue.
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'Tough'
Who is that staring at you,
From across the room,
From the looks of it to me,
She seems to know you,
But she's a fool to assume,
That she's gonna take you back from me,
It's all clear to me now,
She's the one who broke your heart,
Left you stranded in the ache,
So I'm gonna make it known here and now,
I'm gonna stop this now before it starts,
This isn't something I'm gonna sit back and take,
Not gonna be the fool,
To let her take you away from me,
I'm gonna fight for you,
Because for the first time in my life,
I have fallen in,
Love,
I can see she's someone I'm gonna have to school,
You're gonna be with me for eternity,
I'm gonna fight for you,
Because I want you by my side,
And if she doesn't like it,
Tough,
When I'm with you I'm in Heaven,
And I'm not giving that up,
So stir up the balls to let her know,
That she needs to be leavin,
Because her time is more than up,
Tell her all about how you love me so,
If you can't get down like that,
Then step aside and let me shine,
She'll get the picture when I'm done,
I'll take her down to the mat,
I'll show her that you're all mine,
I'm gonna fight for you because you're the one,
Not gonna be the fool,
To let her take you away from me,
I'm gonna fight for you,
Because for the first time in my life,
I have fallen in,
Love,
I can see she's someone I'm gonna have to school,
You're gonna be with me for eternity,
I'm gonna fight for you,
Because I want you by my side,
And if she doesn't like it,
Tough,
I've worked so hard to get this far,
Never thought we could get to where we are,
When I'm with you, something inside me burns,
God dammit, I wanna come first,
Tonight, the whole world is gonna see,
That I love you, and you love me,
Not gonna be the fool,
To let her take you away from me,
I'm gonna fight for you,
Because for the first time in my life,
I have fallen in,
Love,
I can see she's someone I'm gonna have to school,
You're gonna be with me for eternity,
I'm gonna fight for you,
Because I want you by my side,
And if she doesn't like it,
Tough,
Not gonna be the fool,
To let her take you away from me,
I'm gonna fight for you,
Because for the first time in my life,
I have fallen in,
Love,
I can see she's someone I'm gonna have to school,
You're gonna be with me for eternity,
I'm gonna fight for you,
Because I want you by my side,
And if she doesn't like it,
Tough.
Who is that staring at you,
From across the room,
From the looks of it to me,
She seems to know you,
But she's a fool to assume,
That she's gonna take you back from me,
It's all clear to me now,
She's the one who broke your heart,
Left you stranded in the ache,
So I'm gonna make it known here and now,
I'm gonna stop this now before it starts,
This isn't something I'm gonna sit back and take,
Not gonna be the fool,
To let her take you away from me,
I'm gonna fight for you,
Because for the first time in my life,
I have fallen in,
Love,
I can see she's someone I'm gonna have to school,
You're gonna be with me for eternity,
I'm gonna fight for you,
Because I want you by my side,
And if she doesn't like it,
Tough,
When I'm with you I'm in Heaven,
And I'm not giving that up,
So stir up the balls to let her know,
That she needs to be leavin,
Because her time is more than up,
Tell her all about how you love me so,
If you can't get down like that,
Then step aside and let me shine,
She'll get the picture when I'm done,
I'll take her down to the mat,
I'll show her that you're all mine,
I'm gonna fight for you because you're the one,
Not gonna be the fool,
To let her take you away from me,
I'm gonna fight for you,
Because for the first time in my life,
I have fallen in,
Love,
I can see she's someone I'm gonna have to school,
You're gonna be with me for eternity,
I'm gonna fight for you,
Because I want you by my side,
And if she doesn't like it,
Tough,
I've worked so hard to get this far,
Never thought we could get to where we are,
When I'm with you, something inside me burns,
God dammit, I wanna come first,
Tonight, the whole world is gonna see,
That I love you, and you love me,
Not gonna be the fool,
To let her take you away from me,
I'm gonna fight for you,
Because for the first time in my life,
I have fallen in,
Love,
I can see she's someone I'm gonna have to school,
You're gonna be with me for eternity,
I'm gonna fight for you,
Because I want you by my side,
And if she doesn't like it,
Tough,
Not gonna be the fool,
To let her take you away from me,
I'm gonna fight for you,
Because for the first time in my life,
I have fallen in,
Love,
I can see she's someone I'm gonna have to school,
You're gonna be with me for eternity,
I'm gonna fight for you,
Because I want you by my side,
And if she doesn't like it,
Tough.
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'Revolve'
You're with me now,
And lookin at other girls isn't allowed,
So keep your eyes on me,
Because I've got something you need to see,
I'm over here,
And I've got something you need to hear,
Wipe that look off your face,
This isn't a rift in space and time,
It's just you and me,
That's the only way its gonna be,
Tonight, I'm gonna lay it on the line,
That you're mine,
From now on,
Your world will revolve around me,
Our love is strong,
I'm the only one who can make you happy,
Nobody could love you,
In all the ways that I do,
You don't revolve around her,
You revolve around me,
I'll scream a little louder if I have to,
Shouldn't have to fight for your attention,
After everything we've gone through,
I won't let go of your affections,
Because its you and me,
Forever and ever baby,
You know it as well as I do,
You know how much I love you,
And I know if it came down to a choice,
Love would be on my side,
So I'm gonna raise my voice,
I've got nothing to hide,
From now on,
Your world will revolve around me,
Our love is strong,
I'm the only one who can make you happy,
Nobody could love you,
In all the ways that I do,
You don't revolve around her,
You revolve around me,
You never admitted it,
But I know how you are,
You bought her all the presents,
You took her all over the world,
You gave her everything that you give me now,
You told her you love her like you tell me,
But none of that matters,
Because your world revolves around me,
From now on,
Your world will revolve around me,
Our love is strong,
I'm the only one who can make you happy,
Nobody could love you,
In all the ways that I do,
You don't revolve around her,
You revolve around me,
From now on,
Your world will revolve around me,
Our love is strong,
I'm the only one who can make you happy,
Nobody could love you,
In all the ways that I do,
You don't revolve around her,
You revolve around me.
You're with me now,
And lookin at other girls isn't allowed,
So keep your eyes on me,
Because I've got something you need to see,
I'm over here,
And I've got something you need to hear,
Wipe that look off your face,
This isn't a rift in space and time,
It's just you and me,
That's the only way its gonna be,
Tonight, I'm gonna lay it on the line,
That you're mine,
From now on,
Your world will revolve around me,
Our love is strong,
I'm the only one who can make you happy,
Nobody could love you,
In all the ways that I do,
You don't revolve around her,
You revolve around me,
I'll scream a little louder if I have to,
Shouldn't have to fight for your attention,
After everything we've gone through,
I won't let go of your affections,
Because its you and me,
Forever and ever baby,
You know it as well as I do,
You know how much I love you,
And I know if it came down to a choice,
Love would be on my side,
So I'm gonna raise my voice,
I've got nothing to hide,
From now on,
Your world will revolve around me,
Our love is strong,
I'm the only one who can make you happy,
Nobody could love you,
In all the ways that I do,
You don't revolve around her,
You revolve around me,
You never admitted it,
But I know how you are,
You bought her all the presents,
You took her all over the world,
You gave her everything that you give me now,
You told her you love her like you tell me,
But none of that matters,
Because your world revolves around me,
From now on,
Your world will revolve around me,
Our love is strong,
I'm the only one who can make you happy,
Nobody could love you,
In all the ways that I do,
You don't revolve around her,
You revolve around me,
From now on,
Your world will revolve around me,
Our love is strong,
I'm the only one who can make you happy,
Nobody could love you,
In all the ways that I do,
You don't revolve around her,
You revolve around me.
Beautiful as always, Trish.
"Destiny of a Man"
I know that somewhere out there
Lies the woman of my dreams;
The wait is almost more than I can bear;
The tears fall down in streams.
But the agony of the wait
Has given me such desire;
I know that God is never late,
And now I can never deny her.
Sometimes it's more than I can stand;
Sometimes I think she won't understand.
Things don't always go according to plan,
But I love you enough to do all that I can.
To risk it all for that one special someone;
That is the destiny of a man.
I've pushed you away so many times,
And for that I offer redemption for my crimes.
We both hurt so much and felt so little
That I felt our heartstrings had grown so brittle.
But the truth remains stronger than this,
And I will show my love with my fists.
To fight is not wrong if the cause is just,
And I'll fight all of heaven and hell if I must!
Sometimes it's more than I can stand;
Sometimes I think she won't understand.
Things don't always go according to plan,
But I love you enough to do all that I can.
To risk it all for that one special someone;
That is the destiny of a man.
Break free from the fetters of your heart
And know I love you more than at the start.
We've come so far and loved so much more
And there's so much love still left in store.
I want to spend the rest of my life with you
And love you forever from the moment I say "I do."
There's no one I'd rather spend and share my life
Than in the loving arms of my eternal wife.
Sometimes it's more than I can stand;
Sometimes I think she won't understand.
Things don't always go according to plan,
But I love you enough to do all that I can.
To risk it all for that one special someone;
That is the destiny of a man.
Fatality.
"Destiny of a Man"
I know that somewhere out there
Lies the woman of my dreams;
The wait is almost more than I can bear;
The tears fall down in streams.
But the agony of the wait
Has given me such desire;
I know that God is never late,
And now I can never deny her.
Sometimes it's more than I can stand;
Sometimes I think she won't understand.
Things don't always go according to plan,
But I love you enough to do all that I can.
To risk it all for that one special someone;
That is the destiny of a man.
I've pushed you away so many times,
And for that I offer redemption for my crimes.
We both hurt so much and felt so little
That I felt our heartstrings had grown so brittle.
But the truth remains stronger than this,
And I will show my love with my fists.
To fight is not wrong if the cause is just,
And I'll fight all of heaven and hell if I must!
Sometimes it's more than I can stand;
Sometimes I think she won't understand.
Things don't always go according to plan,
But I love you enough to do all that I can.
To risk it all for that one special someone;
That is the destiny of a man.
Break free from the fetters of your heart
And know I love you more than at the start.
We've come so far and loved so much more
And there's so much love still left in store.
I want to spend the rest of my life with you
And love you forever from the moment I say "I do."
There's no one I'd rather spend and share my life
Than in the loving arms of my eternal wife.
Sometimes it's more than I can stand;
Sometimes I think she won't understand.
Things don't always go according to plan,
But I love you enough to do all that I can.
To risk it all for that one special someone;
That is the destiny of a man.
Fatality.
"Determination"
Nothing feels like it should;
God knows I did what I could,
But here I am all alone again,
Saying goodbye to my best friend.
He's found his dream at last
And ran off before the dream passed.
I delayed and now I'm left behind,
Wanting a dream of myself to find.
He made his dreams come true,
And I'm jealous through and through,
But I haven't lost hope in tomorrow
Even if I can't see past the sorrow.
What has been and always will be
Is the thoughts of her in my memory.
Perhaps I'm too much an idealist
To grasp the concept of a realist;
I know they'd say I'm a foolish one
With too many mistakes to be undone
And that happiness isn't for me,
But I think they're full of hypocrisy.
These feet of mine will carry me on
Even if these legs of mine are no longer strong.
And these hands of mine will forever crawl
Even if my arms are broken after the fall.
This voice of mine will forever shout
Even after the end of my fall-out.
No one can stop me from dreaming again,
And I'll be dreaming of her before the end.
I must grasp my own chance for joy
Or see my dreams slowly destroyed.
My best friend's gone and I'm all alone
But that doesn't mean I'm on my own.
I feel her here, even now in my heart,
And know that nothing can tear us apart.
And so I'll crawl to the ends of the world
To see the face of that beautiful girl.
Fatality.
Nothing feels like it should;
God knows I did what I could,
But here I am all alone again,
Saying goodbye to my best friend.
He's found his dream at last
And ran off before the dream passed.
I delayed and now I'm left behind,
Wanting a dream of myself to find.
He made his dreams come true,
And I'm jealous through and through,
But I haven't lost hope in tomorrow
Even if I can't see past the sorrow.
What has been and always will be
Is the thoughts of her in my memory.
Perhaps I'm too much an idealist
To grasp the concept of a realist;
I know they'd say I'm a foolish one
With too many mistakes to be undone
And that happiness isn't for me,
But I think they're full of hypocrisy.
These feet of mine will carry me on
Even if these legs of mine are no longer strong.
And these hands of mine will forever crawl
Even if my arms are broken after the fall.
This voice of mine will forever shout
Even after the end of my fall-out.
No one can stop me from dreaming again,
And I'll be dreaming of her before the end.
I must grasp my own chance for joy
Or see my dreams slowly destroyed.
My best friend's gone and I'm all alone
But that doesn't mean I'm on my own.
I feel her here, even now in my heart,
And know that nothing can tear us apart.
And so I'll crawl to the ends of the world
To see the face of that beautiful girl.
Fatality.
0
'Symptomatic'
I swear,
Sometimes its like you're totally unaware,
Of the outpouring of emotions,
That I seem to be feeling,
Its like I'm just going through the motions,
But that's just the thing,
It's never the same,
When you say my name,
It makes it all go away,
But by time I close my eyes,
I'm re-enacting the entire day,
And sometimes its so hard to suppress my cries,
But I guess its just,
Symptomatic of your love,
I know sometimes it seems,
That nothing is ever good enough,
But baby you're wrong,
And I hope that you'll see in this song,
All the ways I love you more,
Than the day before,
I can't get enough,
Of your sweet, sweet love,
I'm missing you,
When I'm not kissing you,
When I'm not wrapped in your warm embrace,
When your hand's not caressing my face,
It's like my world comes crumbling down,
When you're not around,
And I guess its just,
Symptomatic of your love,
I swear,
I'd surely would have died by now,
If you didn't have so much life to share,
You got me to survive somehow,
Despite the fact that the sun went down,
You screamed aloud,
That you loved me,
And woke me from an ever endless sleep,
And if there were words to thank you,
For all that you've done,
I'd say them to you forever,
Thank you for being 'the one'
Guess its just,
Symptomatic of your love,
I can feel my heart's delight,
When I daydream of,
All the wonderful times we'll have,
The day our child is born,
The hard times we'll pull each other through,
The day we say 'I do',
I can't get enough,
Of your sweet, sweet love,
I'm missing you,
When I'm not kissing you,
When I'm not wrapped in your warm embrace,
When your hand's not caressing my face,
It's like my world comes crumbling down,
When you're not around,
And I guess its just,
Symptomatic of your love,
I knew from the moment I met you,
That we'd fall in love,
You gave me the butterflies inside,
And I feel them,
All over again,
Everytime I look in your eyes,
I can't get enough,
Of your sweet, sweet love,
I'm missing you,
When I'm not kissing you,
When I'm not wrapped in your warm embrace,
When your hand's not caressing my face,
It's like my world comes crumbling down,
When you're not around,
And I guess its just,
Symptomatic of your love.
I swear,
Sometimes its like you're totally unaware,
Of the outpouring of emotions,
That I seem to be feeling,
Its like I'm just going through the motions,
But that's just the thing,
It's never the same,
When you say my name,
It makes it all go away,
But by time I close my eyes,
I'm re-enacting the entire day,
And sometimes its so hard to suppress my cries,
But I guess its just,
Symptomatic of your love,
I know sometimes it seems,
That nothing is ever good enough,
But baby you're wrong,
And I hope that you'll see in this song,
All the ways I love you more,
Than the day before,
I can't get enough,
Of your sweet, sweet love,
I'm missing you,
When I'm not kissing you,
When I'm not wrapped in your warm embrace,
When your hand's not caressing my face,
It's like my world comes crumbling down,
When you're not around,
And I guess its just,
Symptomatic of your love,
I swear,
I'd surely would have died by now,
If you didn't have so much life to share,
You got me to survive somehow,
Despite the fact that the sun went down,
You screamed aloud,
That you loved me,
And woke me from an ever endless sleep,
And if there were words to thank you,
For all that you've done,
I'd say them to you forever,
Thank you for being 'the one'
Guess its just,
Symptomatic of your love,
I can feel my heart's delight,
When I daydream of,
All the wonderful times we'll have,
The day our child is born,
The hard times we'll pull each other through,
The day we say 'I do',
I can't get enough,
Of your sweet, sweet love,
I'm missing you,
When I'm not kissing you,
When I'm not wrapped in your warm embrace,
When your hand's not caressing my face,
It's like my world comes crumbling down,
When you're not around,
And I guess its just,
Symptomatic of your love,
I knew from the moment I met you,
That we'd fall in love,
You gave me the butterflies inside,
And I feel them,
All over again,
Everytime I look in your eyes,
I can't get enough,
Of your sweet, sweet love,
I'm missing you,
When I'm not kissing you,
When I'm not wrapped in your warm embrace,
When your hand's not caressing my face,
It's like my world comes crumbling down,
When you're not around,
And I guess its just,
Symptomatic of your love.
"Right Here, Right Now"
Now here's the chance to make it all right,
Just like you did before.
Take your stand and reach to the light,
And don't you ignore.
Feel the struggle testing your might,
And longing for more;
With you I'll live through the night,
With more here instore.
Don't you wait, don't hesitate,
Or we'll repeat the same mistakes.
Right here, right now,
We'll make through, somehow,
And I know you'll let it all go
(just like you used to long ago.)
Right here, right now,
We'll be okay, somehow,
And I know you'll let me know
(just like you did so long ago.)
I feel like this is here in my brain,
This faded memories.
I hold them in the utmost disdain
Like rotten disease.
Why do I so adore the rain
In its turbid release;
Maybe to wash away the pain
I do as I please.
Just like fate, so prone to hate,
I'll do everything it takes.
Right here, right now,
We'll make through, somehow,
And I know you'll let it all go
(just like you used to long ago.)
Right here, right now,
We'll be okay, somehow,
And I know you'll let me know
(just like you did so long ago.)
Fatality.
Now here's the chance to make it all right,
Just like you did before.
Take your stand and reach to the light,
And don't you ignore.
Feel the struggle testing your might,
And longing for more;
With you I'll live through the night,
With more here instore.
Don't you wait, don't hesitate,
Or we'll repeat the same mistakes.
Right here, right now,
We'll make through, somehow,
And I know you'll let it all go
(just like you used to long ago.)
Right here, right now,
We'll be okay, somehow,
And I know you'll let me know
(just like you did so long ago.)
I feel like this is here in my brain,
This faded memories.
I hold them in the utmost disdain
Like rotten disease.
Why do I so adore the rain
In its turbid release;
Maybe to wash away the pain
I do as I please.
Just like fate, so prone to hate,
I'll do everything it takes.
Right here, right now,
We'll make through, somehow,
And I know you'll let it all go
(just like you used to long ago.)
Right here, right now,
We'll be okay, somehow,
And I know you'll let me know
(just like you did so long ago.)
Fatality.
"Evo"
All we need is an answer.
All we need is freedom to live and breath.
We feel is spead like a cancer,
And makes us all long to believe.
We got nothing to say anymore;
The truth lies hidden behind the door.
Hey, it's evolution,
Rockin' through the town.
Feel the revolution,
Baby, this is how it sounds;
Evolution underground.
All we see is the reflection.
All we see is the light behind the dark.
We struggle for new direction,
To bound the souls of our two hearts.
Like a thought upon the breeze,
People instinctively do as they please.
Hey, it's evolution,
Rockin' through the town.
Feel the revolution,
Baby, this is how it sounds;
Evolution underground.
The flow of nature;
Don't you hate your
Inability to belate your
Desire to desecrate her.
Fear the flow of the free;
Don't you take it from me.
We rise up and fall so low,
Drawn in the evokative evo.
Hey, it's evolution,
Rockin' through the town.
Feel the revolution,
Baby, this is how it sounds;
Evolution underground.
Fatality.
All we need is an answer.
All we need is freedom to live and breath.
We feel is spead like a cancer,
And makes us all long to believe.
We got nothing to say anymore;
The truth lies hidden behind the door.
Hey, it's evolution,
Rockin' through the town.
Feel the revolution,
Baby, this is how it sounds;
Evolution underground.
All we see is the reflection.
All we see is the light behind the dark.
We struggle for new direction,
To bound the souls of our two hearts.
Like a thought upon the breeze,
People instinctively do as they please.
Hey, it's evolution,
Rockin' through the town.
Feel the revolution,
Baby, this is how it sounds;
Evolution underground.
The flow of nature;
Don't you hate your
Inability to belate your
Desire to desecrate her.
Fear the flow of the free;
Don't you take it from me.
We rise up and fall so low,
Drawn in the evokative evo.
Hey, it's evolution,
Rockin' through the town.
Feel the revolution,
Baby, this is how it sounds;
Evolution underground.
Fatality.
About Me
0
Saints send what the soul is seeking
soon to find the decision sleeping
easier it is to wrong cuz the just is creeping
search strength for a foundation creaking
nothin aside you even time is ticking
ignore or become slave to the deafening clicking
learn to grab life while its ripe for the picking
let too much pass up, what the fuck was I thinkin'?
theres no sense to maintain an opponent
or to dwell into thinkin that u owe an atonement
think of tommorrow when gettin caught in the moment
Life dont deal shit, you create your own torment
explanation (yeah, but only cuz u asked...)
if you believe you will find... but you gots to look, you can hurt much easier than heal, you just cant always let someone know how u feel. Time dont stop for nobody, dont pay atention to the flow of it just be glad it does so. Make few enemies, that means even less friends, theres a thin line between love and hate. The only thing one truly has to do in life is die, thats that! theres no such thing as Karma, bad shit happens to every body, you poor suckers just think you deserve it...
soon to find the decision sleeping
easier it is to wrong cuz the just is creeping
search strength for a foundation creaking
nothin aside you even time is ticking
ignore or become slave to the deafening clicking
learn to grab life while its ripe for the picking
let too much pass up, what the fuck was I thinkin'?
theres no sense to maintain an opponent
or to dwell into thinkin that u owe an atonement
think of tommorrow when gettin caught in the moment
Life dont deal shit, you create your own torment
explanation (yeah, but only cuz u asked...)
if you believe you will find... but you gots to look, you can hurt much easier than heal, you just cant always let someone know how u feel. Time dont stop for nobody, dont pay atention to the flow of it just be glad it does so. Make few enemies, that means even less friends, theres a thin line between love and hate. The only thing one truly has to do in life is die, thats that! theres no such thing as Karma, bad shit happens to every body, you poor suckers just think you deserve it...
There's someone out there just right for me.
There's someone willing to put up with all my bullshit
and understand who I really am.
That someone would be just like me.
That's why she'd understand.
I dunno if I'd ever find her, though.
She'd be locked up in her room and in her head.
Blabbering on about the misery in her head and in the world.
Going to that shitty job she's been working at
for god knows how long.
God knows why.
She's be just as fucked in the head
trying to figure out what the hell is wrong with her inside.
She be just as afraid to meet new people.
Afraid they'd see her as the freak
She's made herself our to be.
She'd push herself away from everyone else
knowing they'd do the same to her.
But, if by whatever coincidence
I'd find her,
I'd know.
I'd know in here eyes. And she'd know in mine.
We'd be the only 2 things in the world
that could just hold each other
and understand that no matter what happens
we'd be alright.
Because we'd know
we'd understand ourselves.
We would have a reason to keep going.
There's someone willing to put up with all my bullshit
and understand who I really am.
That someone would be just like me.
That's why she'd understand.
I dunno if I'd ever find her, though.
She'd be locked up in her room and in her head.
Blabbering on about the misery in her head and in the world.
Going to that shitty job she's been working at
for god knows how long.
God knows why.
She's be just as fucked in the head
trying to figure out what the hell is wrong with her inside.
She be just as afraid to meet new people.
Afraid they'd see her as the freak
She's made herself our to be.
She'd push herself away from everyone else
knowing they'd do the same to her.
But, if by whatever coincidence
I'd find her,
I'd know.
I'd know in here eyes. And she'd know in mine.
We'd be the only 2 things in the world
that could just hold each other
and understand that no matter what happens
we'd be alright.
Because we'd know
we'd understand ourselves.
We would have a reason to keep going.
"Sanjiyan"
In man's senseless quest for power,
There dawns upon us a sacred hour.
I see the heart of a brave young girl
Risking everything to save the world.
She clasps the hand of a young boy,
And together they rectify what we destroy.
What does it mean to be human?
Does it mean to do all that we can?
What is the sacred, holy power we posses?
The truth is blind to me, I confess.
What we do is struggle onward, blind,
Trying to seek an answer we cannot find;
What I think is that we search until
We find that something that makes us real,
That makes us feel and we never let go
Because it makes us who we were long ago.
As I hold your hand, the tears stream,
Falling down my face, as in a dream.
I feel so ashamed to never have thought
Of all the history of suffering you bought
And all for the sake of those who hate;
What would drive you to this fate?
But I cannot die, not as long as you live,
And my love is the only thing I can give.
My soul lies inside you; it will never depart,
Forever joined with you, heart to heart.
My love, precious one, I won't turn back,
Because you're everything that I lack.
Together, we'll grasp true humanity,
And tear through the wall of insanity.
This world has lost its holy light;
Together, we'll set things alright.
Even if I should disappear to atone,
And leave you again, all alone,
Know that you shall always be with me,
And I will always live there eternally.
This fragile heart beats so still,
And yet with you I can feel.
Though I don't know what lies ahead,
I'd rather face it than run instead.
I do it for you, my princess of lore,
And I do it so you can dream some more.
Sanjiyan, lover of my inmost soul,
Hold me still; make me whole.
My destiny is your destiny as well;
Even in the deepest pits of hell,
I'll fight for you, on this dead earth,
Because to me you are of worth.
Sanjiyan, I will not forsake you;
I will not let the demons take you.
I'll fight forever to bring you peace,
And give that soul its sweet release.
Sanjiyan, we will meet our goal,
And live and die forever, bound by soul.
Dearest one, I will forever wait,
For that is the nature of my fate.
Sanjiyan, we shall never be apart,
Because you and I share the same heart.
Now let me live just one more day,
And tell you what I have longed to say.
Sanjiyan, the truth is what I always knew;
The truth, Sanjiyan, is that I love you.
Fatality.
In man's senseless quest for power,
There dawns upon us a sacred hour.
I see the heart of a brave young girl
Risking everything to save the world.
She clasps the hand of a young boy,
And together they rectify what we destroy.
What does it mean to be human?
Does it mean to do all that we can?
What is the sacred, holy power we posses?
The truth is blind to me, I confess.
What we do is struggle onward, blind,
Trying to seek an answer we cannot find;
What I think is that we search until
We find that something that makes us real,
That makes us feel and we never let go
Because it makes us who we were long ago.
As I hold your hand, the tears stream,
Falling down my face, as in a dream.
I feel so ashamed to never have thought
Of all the history of suffering you bought
And all for the sake of those who hate;
What would drive you to this fate?
But I cannot die, not as long as you live,
And my love is the only thing I can give.
My soul lies inside you; it will never depart,
Forever joined with you, heart to heart.
My love, precious one, I won't turn back,
Because you're everything that I lack.
Together, we'll grasp true humanity,
And tear through the wall of insanity.
This world has lost its holy light;
Together, we'll set things alright.
Even if I should disappear to atone,
And leave you again, all alone,
Know that you shall always be with me,
And I will always live there eternally.
This fragile heart beats so still,
And yet with you I can feel.
Though I don't know what lies ahead,
I'd rather face it than run instead.
I do it for you, my princess of lore,
And I do it so you can dream some more.
Sanjiyan, lover of my inmost soul,
Hold me still; make me whole.
My destiny is your destiny as well;
Even in the deepest pits of hell,
I'll fight for you, on this dead earth,
Because to me you are of worth.
Sanjiyan, I will not forsake you;
I will not let the demons take you.
I'll fight forever to bring you peace,
And give that soul its sweet release.
Sanjiyan, we will meet our goal,
And live and die forever, bound by soul.
Dearest one, I will forever wait,
For that is the nature of my fate.
Sanjiyan, we shall never be apart,
Because you and I share the same heart.
Now let me live just one more day,
And tell you what I have longed to say.
Sanjiyan, the truth is what I always knew;
The truth, Sanjiyan, is that I love you.
Fatality.
About Me
Hahahaha...?
0
I wrote this song when I was really p***ed off at everyone and everything. The day after when I wrote it, I read it and it made me feel weird....I feel it's really out-of-character for me. It's a 2-part song. Okay, here goes...
BACTERIAL SEAWEED
part 1
All of my friends turned against me.
The musclehead. The maniac, anyone.
They're living it up, and my parade always attracts rain.
I don't have anything, electricity, money, patience.
I actually tried to be happy.
Of course!
It's gone.
I may never see it again.
I'm looking forward to meeting her.
She might not like me, like every other girl.
In fact, every girl ever born.
I'm still a misfit, swimming in apathy as I watch the world fall.
part 2
I had a dream last night, somebody liked me.
Like in real life, I was happy.
Then it suddenly fell to pieces.
It wasn't real.
I can't fool you, any of you.
You're too smart, I'm too pitiful.
Jerks from all over the world, they fly to my home to torture me.
Well, if so....
( I took out the last part because it's very embarrassing for me to write )
Now on to some normal songs.
(heh, this is a perfect song to post on the internet...)
LOLWTFOMG!
I looked both ways, I saved a life
Still more things I have to pay
For you?
What do you want from me?
I'm just..um...at a loss of words
I guess, I wouldn't know.
Tell us everything
You know you are
I guess you're superior
You're full of it!
-----------------------------------------
Yeah..
BACTERIAL SEAWEED
part 1
All of my friends turned against me.
The musclehead. The maniac, anyone.
They're living it up, and my parade always attracts rain.
I don't have anything, electricity, money, patience.
I actually tried to be happy.
Of course!
It's gone.
I may never see it again.
I'm looking forward to meeting her.
She might not like me, like every other girl.
In fact, every girl ever born.
I'm still a misfit, swimming in apathy as I watch the world fall.
part 2
I had a dream last night, somebody liked me.
Like in real life, I was happy.
Then it suddenly fell to pieces.
It wasn't real.
I can't fool you, any of you.
You're too smart, I'm too pitiful.
Jerks from all over the world, they fly to my home to torture me.
Well, if so....
( I took out the last part because it's very embarrassing for me to write )
Now on to some normal songs.
(heh, this is a perfect song to post on the internet...)
LOLWTFOMG!
I looked both ways, I saved a life
Still more things I have to pay
For you?
What do you want from me?
I'm just..um...at a loss of words
I guess, I wouldn't know.
Tell us everything
You know you are
I guess you're superior
You're full of it!
-----------------------------------------
Yeah..
I was taught to feel good about myself
the experiences
the people
the places
the things
the goals
they wear on me
you start realizing
you can't have it like that
it's all a game
a game of pretend
pretend you'll be a better somebody
it starts to fade
the motivation
the need
the want
the struggle
turning into negatives
you start to loathe it all
the experiences
the people
the places
the things
the goals
they hate you for it
they yell at you for it
makes me feel worse
thanks for making me feel worse
now I shut up
shut it all in
the negatives turn to nothings
feel nothing
do nothing
be nothing
shut up
don't let them help you
don't let them hurt you
just pretend
pretend you're some other face
a face that you hide behind
to pretend your ok
lest they whine
and gripe and bitch at you
"fucking emo fag"
thanks
that made me feel so much better
go away
even what's in my head
go away
I'll shut up if you do
don't tell me you think I'm a great guy
you don't know me
that's my face
that's my face to shut you up
the experiences
the people
the places
the things
the goals
they wear on me
you start realizing
you can't have it like that
it's all a game
a game of pretend
pretend you'll be a better somebody
it starts to fade
the motivation
the need
the want
the struggle
turning into negatives
you start to loathe it all
the experiences
the people
the places
the things
the goals
they hate you for it
they yell at you for it
makes me feel worse
thanks for making me feel worse
now I shut up
shut it all in
the negatives turn to nothings
feel nothing
do nothing
be nothing
shut up
don't let them help you
don't let them hurt you
just pretend
pretend you're some other face
a face that you hide behind
to pretend your ok
lest they whine
and gripe and bitch at you
"fucking emo fag"
thanks
that made me feel so much better
go away
even what's in my head
go away
I'll shut up if you do
don't tell me you think I'm a great guy
you don't know me
that's my face
that's my face to shut you up
0
'Loving You'
It's all become to so clear to me,
Through all my life its been a struggle,
To find where I belong,
I was blind for so long, but now I see,
After getting myself in so much trouble,
You made me strong,
Everytime I fell you picked me back up,
Nothing came before my love,
And I'm sorry it took me this long,
To write this song,
Maybe I've made some mistakes,
Gone through many heartbreaks,
I've left this place and have come back,
To pick up the pieces of what I left behind,
But when I was gone I realized what it was that I lacked,
Because the entire time you were on my mind,
Honey, I realized what was true,
I was made for loving you,
Some may call me a failure,
And I wouldn't necessarily disagree,
But I've come back for you,
I'm no one special, someone very regular,
But I've succeeded greatly,
In realizing that our love is true,
So let me take your hand and lead you away,
Its time for us to have our way,
Its been too long since we've been apart,
Now I'm gonna love you like I should have from the start,
Maybe I've made some mistakes,
Gone through many heartbreaks,
I've left this place and have come back,
To pick up the pieces of what I left behind,
But when I was gone I realized what it was that I lacked,
Because the entire time you were on my mind,
Honey, I realized what was true,
I was made for loving you,
I promise that I'll be here,
Right by your side forever,
I will not stray,
This time you have nothing to fear,
We're always gonna be together,
Our love begins again today,
Maybe I've made some mistakes,
Gone through many heartbreaks,
I've left this place and have come back,
To pick up the pieces of what I left behind,
But when I was gone I realized what it was that I lacked,
Because the entire time you were on my mind,
Honey, I realized what was true,
I was made for loving you.
It's all become to so clear to me,
Through all my life its been a struggle,
To find where I belong,
I was blind for so long, but now I see,
After getting myself in so much trouble,
You made me strong,
Everytime I fell you picked me back up,
Nothing came before my love,
And I'm sorry it took me this long,
To write this song,
Maybe I've made some mistakes,
Gone through many heartbreaks,
I've left this place and have come back,
To pick up the pieces of what I left behind,
But when I was gone I realized what it was that I lacked,
Because the entire time you were on my mind,
Honey, I realized what was true,
I was made for loving you,
Some may call me a failure,
And I wouldn't necessarily disagree,
But I've come back for you,
I'm no one special, someone very regular,
But I've succeeded greatly,
In realizing that our love is true,
So let me take your hand and lead you away,
Its time for us to have our way,
Its been too long since we've been apart,
Now I'm gonna love you like I should have from the start,
Maybe I've made some mistakes,
Gone through many heartbreaks,
I've left this place and have come back,
To pick up the pieces of what I left behind,
But when I was gone I realized what it was that I lacked,
Because the entire time you were on my mind,
Honey, I realized what was true,
I was made for loving you,
I promise that I'll be here,
Right by your side forever,
I will not stray,
This time you have nothing to fear,
We're always gonna be together,
Our love begins again today,
Maybe I've made some mistakes,
Gone through many heartbreaks,
I've left this place and have come back,
To pick up the pieces of what I left behind,
But when I was gone I realized what it was that I lacked,
Because the entire time you were on my mind,
Honey, I realized what was true,
I was made for loving you.
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'More'
Have you ever felt like you could be more,
Like your life was meant to go down a different path,
You're supposed to be more than what you are,
And suddenly you can't find any open doors,
Every opportunity you had is gone,
And happiness is like a distant star,
I wanna be more than I am,
I wanna do more than I have,
I want more,
I wanna have an adventure,
I wanna travel to new worlds,
And be all that I'm supposed to be,
I wanna be more, than me,
I want more,
I know I'm not alone when it comes to dreaming,
That you could fly among the stars,
Visit new places, meet new faces,
It'll make life have a completely new meaning,
To travel beyond your own backyard,
To live a new life, to finally feel alive,
I wanna be more than I am,
I wanna do more than I have,
I want more,
I wanna have an adventure,
I wanna travel to new worlds,
And be all that I'm supposed to be,
I wanna be more, than me,
I want more,
There's gotta be more there for me,
This can't be the climax of my story,
I wanna be a Queen,
I wanna be seen,
I wanna be something,
I wanna be everything,
I wanna be more,
I wanna be more than I am,
I wanna do more than I have,
I want more,
I wanna have an adventure,
I wanna travel to new worlds,
And be all that I'm supposed to be,
I wanna be more, than me,
I want more.
Have you ever felt like you could be more,
Like your life was meant to go down a different path,
You're supposed to be more than what you are,
And suddenly you can't find any open doors,
Every opportunity you had is gone,
And happiness is like a distant star,
I wanna be more than I am,
I wanna do more than I have,
I want more,
I wanna have an adventure,
I wanna travel to new worlds,
And be all that I'm supposed to be,
I wanna be more, than me,
I want more,
I know I'm not alone when it comes to dreaming,
That you could fly among the stars,
Visit new places, meet new faces,
It'll make life have a completely new meaning,
To travel beyond your own backyard,
To live a new life, to finally feel alive,
I wanna be more than I am,
I wanna do more than I have,
I want more,
I wanna have an adventure,
I wanna travel to new worlds,
And be all that I'm supposed to be,
I wanna be more, than me,
I want more,
There's gotta be more there for me,
This can't be the climax of my story,
I wanna be a Queen,
I wanna be seen,
I wanna be something,
I wanna be everything,
I wanna be more,
I wanna be more than I am,
I wanna do more than I have,
I want more,
I wanna have an adventure,
I wanna travel to new worlds,
And be all that I'm supposed to be,
I wanna be more, than me,
I want more.
"Fall For Me"
There's a lot that's been on my mind;
Answers to questions I have yet to find.
People come and people go,
But even they could never know.
There's this feeling deep inside
Tell me all my heart has denied.
And in the void, on down the slope,
I see the glimmer of your hope.
Did I make you smile?
Could it ever be?
Was it worth the while?
Were you ever happy?
Did you find your peace?
Did you ever see?
Did you find release
When you fell for me?
Feeling you in my arms, it's so strange;
It was always like I was out of range,
And I could grasp such affection,
So I wandered without direction.
Now you're here with me; so surreal,
And my heart again has begun to feel.
Know that the nature of the dark
Shall never capture so strong a heart.
Did I make you smile?
Could it ever be?
Was it worth the while?
Were you ever happy?
Did you find your peace?
Did you ever see?
Did you find release
When you fell for me?
My world's turned upside-down.
I hear your voice in every sound.
I feel the longings of that place,
And I long to see your radiant face.
Memories still serve me well,
And I grew strong as I fell
And now that I have peace at last,
I have no more stones to cast.
Did I make you smile?
Could it ever be?
Was it worth the while?
Were you ever happy?
Did you find your peace?
Did you ever see?
Did you find release
When you fell for me?
Fatality.
There's a lot that's been on my mind;
Answers to questions I have yet to find.
People come and people go,
But even they could never know.
There's this feeling deep inside
Tell me all my heart has denied.
And in the void, on down the slope,
I see the glimmer of your hope.
Did I make you smile?
Could it ever be?
Was it worth the while?
Were you ever happy?
Did you find your peace?
Did you ever see?
Did you find release
When you fell for me?
Feeling you in my arms, it's so strange;
It was always like I was out of range,
And I could grasp such affection,
So I wandered without direction.
Now you're here with me; so surreal,
And my heart again has begun to feel.
Know that the nature of the dark
Shall never capture so strong a heart.
Did I make you smile?
Could it ever be?
Was it worth the while?
Were you ever happy?
Did you find your peace?
Did you ever see?
Did you find release
When you fell for me?
My world's turned upside-down.
I hear your voice in every sound.
I feel the longings of that place,
And I long to see your radiant face.
Memories still serve me well,
And I grew strong as I fell
And now that I have peace at last,
I have no more stones to cast.
Did I make you smile?
Could it ever be?
Was it worth the while?
Were you ever happy?
Did you find your peace?
Did you ever see?
Did you find release
When you fell for me?
Fatality.
About Me
Hahahaha...?
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I've only managed to pull one song out of my head right now...I'm getting writer's block, I fear.
CARD/HAT TRICK
What would you say?
I want to know
Inexpecably reasoned
I want to care.
Doesn't make sense to me.
Unintelligible talking, what do you hear?
Who is your mentor?
What is your goal?
Yes!
No!
Yeah!
Nahhh!
Blow up the explosion
You would.
....
Punk!
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I think I'm losing my touch on writing.....meh. It'll come back soon. Hopefully.
CARD/HAT TRICK
What would you say?
I want to know
Inexpecably reasoned
I want to care.
Doesn't make sense to me.
Unintelligible talking, what do you hear?
Who is your mentor?
What is your goal?
Yes!
No!
Yeah!
Nahhh!
Blow up the explosion
You would.
....
Punk!
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I think I'm losing my touch on writing.....meh. It'll come back soon. Hopefully.
"Break Me"
You think you're so strong;
You thought that all along,
But I'll prove that you're wrong.
Nothing matters at all
If I can't see you fall
So I won't dare to stall.
Let's finish this fight,
And make things right,
So I can see the light.
C'mon, c'mon, c'mon!
Why don't you hate me?
C'mon, c'mon, c'mon!
Why don't you rape me?
C'mon, c'mon, c'mon!
Why don't you take me?
C'mon, c'mon, c'mon!
Just try and break me!
You're always acting so legit,
While I try to make the best of it,
But you just get all you can get.
Your greed will tear you up,
Even when you've had enough,
And then we'll see who's tough.
Face the truth and run away
So that you'll live another day,
'Cause you'll die if you stay.
C'mon, c'mon, c'mon!
Why don't you hate me?
C'mon, c'mon, c'mon!
Why don't you rape me?
C'mon, c'mon, c'mon!
Why don't you take me?
C'mon, c'mon, c'mon!
Just try and break me!
You could never understand
That what makes me a man
Is my ability to take a stand.
You are too afraid to care,
And I'll chase you there,
And catch you so unaware.
I won't hear your pleading
Because all that I'm needing
Is to see you bleeding.
C'mon, c'mon, c'mon!
Why don't you hate me?
C'mon, c'mon, c'mon!
Why don't you rape me?
C'mon, c'mon, c'mon!
Why don't you take me?
C'mon, c'mon, c'mon!
Just try and break me!
Fatality.
You think you're so strong;
You thought that all along,
But I'll prove that you're wrong.
Nothing matters at all
If I can't see you fall
So I won't dare to stall.
Let's finish this fight,
And make things right,
So I can see the light.
C'mon, c'mon, c'mon!
Why don't you hate me?
C'mon, c'mon, c'mon!
Why don't you rape me?
C'mon, c'mon, c'mon!
Why don't you take me?
C'mon, c'mon, c'mon!
Just try and break me!
You're always acting so legit,
While I try to make the best of it,
But you just get all you can get.
Your greed will tear you up,
Even when you've had enough,
And then we'll see who's tough.
Face the truth and run away
So that you'll live another day,
'Cause you'll die if you stay.
C'mon, c'mon, c'mon!
Why don't you hate me?
C'mon, c'mon, c'mon!
Why don't you rape me?
C'mon, c'mon, c'mon!
Why don't you take me?
C'mon, c'mon, c'mon!
Just try and break me!
You could never understand
That what makes me a man
Is my ability to take a stand.
You are too afraid to care,
And I'll chase you there,
And catch you so unaware.
I won't hear your pleading
Because all that I'm needing
Is to see you bleeding.
C'mon, c'mon, c'mon!
Why don't you hate me?
C'mon, c'mon, c'mon!
Why don't you rape me?
C'mon, c'mon, c'mon!
Why don't you take me?
C'mon, c'mon, c'mon!
Just try and break me!
Fatality.
Okay, now that that's out of my system....
"Locked Away"
The shades of my past reflection
Give to me a stern correction.
I'm not the person I used to be;
There's something different about me.
I used to smile at the sky,
And watch the clouds float on by.
I used to run across the grass,
And count the hours as they pass.
I used to think I was unique,
Then my thinking turned so bleak.
The person I am and will forever be
Is sealed up in my memories.
Nothing here to keep me still;
Nothing here to make me feel.
I've lost myself since yesterday,
My sweet memories all locked away.
The values I was brought up on
Have kept me safe and kept me strong.
But those values have faded from thought,
Replaced with visions of death and rot.
I used to think of happy times,
Childhood stories and nursery rhymes.
I used to chase bright butterflies,
And watch heroes, whom I idolized.
I used to think those times would never end,
But I changed like the change in the wind.
The person I am and will forever be
Is sealed up in my memories.
Nothing here to keep me still;
Nothing here to make me feel.
I've lost myself since yesterday,
My sweet memories all locked away.
I think of her on those dreary days,
When the rain remains and the fog stays.
Her smile, her lips, her eyes, her face,
Lightens my burden in this unhappy place.
I used to dream of a life with her,
And of all the dreaming that would occur.
I used to think we'd stay so close,
'Cause I was the one she loved most.
I used to think we'd be together through whatever,
But now I'm changed, and she's a memory forever.
The person I am and will forever be
Is sealed up in my memories.
Nothing here to keep me still;
Nothing here to make me feel.
I've lost myself since yesterday,
My sweet memories all locked away.
Fatality.
"Locked Away"
The shades of my past reflection
Give to me a stern correction.
I'm not the person I used to be;
There's something different about me.
I used to smile at the sky,
And watch the clouds float on by.
I used to run across the grass,
And count the hours as they pass.
I used to think I was unique,
Then my thinking turned so bleak.
The person I am and will forever be
Is sealed up in my memories.
Nothing here to keep me still;
Nothing here to make me feel.
I've lost myself since yesterday,
My sweet memories all locked away.
The values I was brought up on
Have kept me safe and kept me strong.
But those values have faded from thought,
Replaced with visions of death and rot.
I used to think of happy times,
Childhood stories and nursery rhymes.
I used to chase bright butterflies,
And watch heroes, whom I idolized.
I used to think those times would never end,
But I changed like the change in the wind.
The person I am and will forever be
Is sealed up in my memories.
Nothing here to keep me still;
Nothing here to make me feel.
I've lost myself since yesterday,
My sweet memories all locked away.
I think of her on those dreary days,
When the rain remains and the fog stays.
Her smile, her lips, her eyes, her face,
Lightens my burden in this unhappy place.
I used to dream of a life with her,
And of all the dreaming that would occur.
I used to think we'd stay so close,
'Cause I was the one she loved most.
I used to think we'd be together through whatever,
But now I'm changed, and she's a memory forever.
The person I am and will forever be
Is sealed up in my memories.
Nothing here to keep me still;
Nothing here to make me feel.
I've lost myself since yesterday,
My sweet memories all locked away.
Fatality.
"Make Believe"
I am an Invisible Man;
No one know just where I stand.
But everything goes as planned,
Though no one ever could understand.
Forsaken, I'm so bitterly alone,
With hatred like cancer to my bones,
And I'm too weak to carry on,
Because I'm not where I belong.
So I just make believe
And everything's okay.
Why'd you make me leave
Without words to say?
In the paths we weave,
We struggle through the day,
And though we still deceive,
We're better in the gray.
My call goes unanswered,
In the wind like an exotic dancer,
Unheard and spiralled round,
Till it falls upon the ground.
My trouble heeds my hidden cause,
And in the sight of agape jaws,
My dark nature manifests,
And takes them all to the tests.
So I just make believe
And everything's okay.
Why'd you make me leave
Without words to say?
In the paths we weave,
We struggle through the day,
And though we still deceive,
We're better in the gray.
So, who will see me, even now?
To befriend a foe, none would allow,
But even a stranger has a face,
And even he holds to someplace,
Somewhere to sleep at night,
And make it through until the light.
I thought I was more; I was so naive,
I just close my eyes and make believe.
So I just make believe
And everything's okay.
Why'd you make me leave
Without words to say?
In the paths we weave,
We struggle through the day,
And though we still deceive,
We're better in the gray.
Fatality.
I am an Invisible Man;
No one know just where I stand.
But everything goes as planned,
Though no one ever could understand.
Forsaken, I'm so bitterly alone,
With hatred like cancer to my bones,
And I'm too weak to carry on,
Because I'm not where I belong.
So I just make believe
And everything's okay.
Why'd you make me leave
Without words to say?
In the paths we weave,
We struggle through the day,
And though we still deceive,
We're better in the gray.
My call goes unanswered,
In the wind like an exotic dancer,
Unheard and spiralled round,
Till it falls upon the ground.
My trouble heeds my hidden cause,
And in the sight of agape jaws,
My dark nature manifests,
And takes them all to the tests.
So I just make believe
And everything's okay.
Why'd you make me leave
Without words to say?
In the paths we weave,
We struggle through the day,
And though we still deceive,
We're better in the gray.
So, who will see me, even now?
To befriend a foe, none would allow,
But even a stranger has a face,
And even he holds to someplace,
Somewhere to sleep at night,
And make it through until the light.
I thought I was more; I was so naive,
I just close my eyes and make believe.
So I just make believe
And everything's okay.
Why'd you make me leave
Without words to say?
In the paths we weave,
We struggle through the day,
And though we still deceive,
We're better in the gray.
Fatality.
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