It's special because the content is special. Fatality.

Garlador Wrote: It's special because the content is special. Fatality.

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Riiiiiiight.....
So does that mean that Ermack Daddy's thread about e-v-a-l-u-a-t-i-n-g yourself be bumped?
That's special too.

Sarcasm not-with-standing, the thread is one that originally was thousands of replies long, and I'm confident that this one will be, too. Fatality.

Yeah, I already know that for a fact.
Yeesh. Ahh, forget it. Sorry about that guys.

My Heart

My heart is breaking
and she is leaving.
The pain is there
as a reminder
of love lost.
When she is gone
I know I will long
for times and days gone by.
My love of her is steadfast snd strong
And I know that it is wrong
to not want her to leave.
But it's God's way
and it's His say
to wether or not she goes.
My mom is my heart and if she goes
My life will be sad and empty.
I miss her already
and I am dreading
the day she finally leaves.
But I know
that where she goes
is the greatest place of all.



I love you mom with all my heart and this is my dedication to you. I will miss you terribly but I know Heaven will have a good Angel when you finally leave this pain-filled world. P.S: If you don't live with your mother or father you should call them and tell them that you love them. Time is a fleeting thing and you never know when it will be theirs or your time

THE STREETWALKER'S SONG

We invite you to the goose-step ball
All the strong men will be there
They like to flirt and lift our skirts
Smack our faces and pull our hair

I like the boys with nasty faces
The ones who snarl and cat-call
We'll paint our lips and swing our hips
All at the goose-step ball

Goody Good and Mother Inferior
Shriek about death in the air
Poor Nana this morning was killed without warning
In the smell of her own burning hair

The Salem Sisters send their wishes
Their hopes shattered, their dreams gone
Because of their sins, their suspicious grins
And because gentlemen prefer blondes

But we're safe in our whalebone prison
Our cruel armor won't let us fall
We'll hide under the covers in the arms of the lovers
We met at the goose-step ball.

Stop complaining about it, alright? Jesus.

Sponge-Zer0 Wrote: I still don't know why this is allowed to get bumped, but here goes. ( sigh ) I dunno why this thread is so "special", but I guess I'll just post a song.

"In Fine Print"
Hold me tight. Burning bright.
The brilliant sight of the light
Of your eyes.
I'm not so bold as to behold
The sight the unfolds. The story told
Is nothing but lies.
Yet in this day, I'll find a way
To eventually say I'll turn out okay.

Just let me feel alive! Let me feel inside!
Let me scream aloud and swallow my pride!
Let me dance for joy or fall down and cry!
Let me just live for myself until I die!

All your deeds eventually will leed
To a dire need to hunger and feed
Upon my soul.
The words get choked; my heart you broke.
Spirits awoke once you called them and invoked
Them to take their toll.
I'll heed the call and I'll take the fall.
I'll do it all, yet I refuse to crawl.

Just let me feel alive! Let me feel inside!
Let me scream aloud and swallow my pride!
Let me dance for joy or fall down and cry!
Let me just live for myself until I die!

I see your hint, but I won't repent;
The words you sent in fine print
Will just kill me.
I don't know what to do; I trusted you!
I never knew. I never had known who
Had healed me.
Don't run away! I want you to stay!
I promise I'll pay for my faults one day!

Just let me feel alive! Let me feel inside!
Let me scream aloud and swallow my pride!
Let me dance for joy or fall down and cry!
Let me just live for myself until I die!

Fatality.

This goes out to a special someone (yeah, just take a wild guess...)

"Pink"
Lonely and cold.
That was my life before you.
I was so sold
On ideas that were so untrue.
Then you came;
You warmed up my cold heart;
To remember your name
Is begin anew, a fresh start.

And all I see, all that I think,
All I breathe is you. All I see is pink.
You helped me carry through.
Thank God I met you.
You helped me stay afloat; I didn't sink.
Now all I dream about is pink.

Tell me again
How your troubles became mine?
How did this begin?
You were so good and kind.
How will this end,
This relationship of ours?
Your so close a friend,
I know we'll survive the scars.

And all I see, all that I think,
All I breathe is you. All I see is pink.
You helped me carry through.
Thank God I met you.
You helped me stay afloat; I didn't sink.
Now all I dream about is pink.

Another day goes by,
And your words ring in my head.
No matter how hard I try,
They'll stay with me till I'm dead.
Such love and beauty
Is so rare to find; harder to embrace.
I'm glad you knew me,
Yet I still long to see your face.

And all I see, all that I think,
All I breathe is you. All I see is pink.
You helped me carry through.
Thank God I met you.
You helped me stay afloat; I didn't sink.
Now all I dream about is pink.

Maybe heroes need saving, too, once in a while...

Fatality.

"Shadow Song"
Down under the street lights,
I feel the touch of the cold wind.
The strenght inside, all my might,
Crumbles under my secret sins.
The hopelessness of living,
The pain of always giving,
Has taxed me to the edge,
And now I'm almost gone.

Beneath the pale, silver moon-light,
I grip a wound that never heals, never mends.
In the darkness of this cold night,
I see a woman I long to hold and defend.
As I'm trampled into the dirt,
All I feel is the hurt,
Pushing me off the ledge,
And now I'm almost gone.

The shadow song of soul.
The sound of secret insight.
The hope of dying dreams,
And the struggle of fate's fight.
All for naught, all will rot,
But I hold out hope
That I'll be able to cope.

A continually reading of rights,
The horrors my life lends,
Cover me in heat so hot and white.
I feel this is the end.
I must survive this.
I must continue to exist.
It still pushes me to the edge,
And I'm almost gone.

The time has come; the bullet to bite;
I glance up and see not one of my kin.
But I see her there, plain in sight.
She's all that's left. My closest friend.
To live for her alone,
To never be on my own,
Keeps me from the edge,
And my fear is gone.

The shadow song of soul.
The sound of secret insight.
The hope of dying dreams,
And the struggle of fate's fight.
All for naught, all will rot,
But I hold out hope
That I'll be able to cope.

Fatality.

"Holding On"
I never thought I could be
The man you deserved.
I was bound in misery
Struggling for strength, unreserved.
I wanted to be your hero,
To be strong and to be true.
In reality, I was a zero,
Yet everyone saw that... but you.

You're Holding On!
Keeping me close to you.
I don't know why, but I did try
To be the perfect guy for you.
Yet, you're holding on,
Holding me tightly to you.
As I feel your touch, almost too much,
I have a hunch I'll always love you.

When I fall on my face,
I always think that you'd laugh,
Yet, against the odds of my disgrace,
You keep no count and ingore the math.
It blows my mind to receive such kindness,
Especially after all I've done.
Yet, all you know is blindness
To my mistakes, every last one.

You're Holding On!
Keeping me close to you.
I don't know why, but I did try
To be the perfect guy for you.
Yet, you're holding on,
Holding me tightly to you.
As I feel your touch, almost too much,
I have a hunch I'll always love you.

And now I'm here to make my choice,
To hold on or let go.
I hear the pleadings of your voice,
Telling me to live for the debt I owe.
I hang over the edge, staring up into your eyes,
Your grip so warm and tight.
If only you knew; if only you could realize
That I can't win this fight.

You're Holding On!
Keeping me close to you.
I don't know why, but I did try
To be the perfect guy for you.
Yet, you're holding on,
Holding me tightly to you.
As I feel your touch, almost too much,
I have a hunch I'll always love you.

Tears fall on my face, running down my cheek,
Your voice still pleading.
I try to hold on, but I'm so weak,
My own strength misleading.
Yet you won't let go; you want me to live.
The love forgotten, the love I once knew;
That was your love, yours to give;
I have a reason to live; I'll hold on for you.

You're Holding On!
Keeping me close to you.
I don't know why, but I did try
To be the perfect guy for you.
Yet, you're holding on,
Holding me tightly to you.
As I feel your touch, almost too much,
I have a hunch I'll always love you.

Fatality.

*sob!* It's so passionately romantic! *sob!* I need a girl like that!

I know its been awhile since I've posted any lyrics of mine. This is the first song I've actually sat down and completed in a while. Its a ballad entitled "Because Of You".

Here I am again,
Even after I promised myself I never would be,
I wait patiently for your hand,
My heart breaking more with every word you speak,
Because somewhere inside,
I know that I'm only here for you to bleed,
And I could never hide,
I wait for some off chance that you'll concede,
And wrap me in your arms,
And say that you're sorry,
You'll vow to protect me from harm,
And mean everything sincerely,

But then you don't call,
Even when you say you will,
Then from grace I fall,
I'm waiting for the day until,
I hear from you,
And it breaks my heart,
Because I never do,
It tears me apart,
Because everytime you say you're sorry,
I believe you,
But then everything goes back to how it was,
And once again I'm left hurting, because of you,

I never know what to say,
I'm unable to predict what my words will do to you,
But I can't do this everday,
You don't know what you put me through,
You never give me a yes or no,
I'm forever lost in the gray,
You're never willing to show,
If you want me to go, or stay,
I always blame myself for everything that happens,
For your lack of emotions,
For your lack of affection,
For your lack of understanding,

And when you don't call,
When you say you will,
Far from grace I fall,
But still I wait for the day until,
I hear from you,
And it breaks my heart,
Because I never do,
It tears me apart,
Because everytime you say you're sorry,
I believe you,
But then everything goes back to how it was,
And once again I'm left hurting, because of you,

I don't think you see what you do to me,
If you did, you wouldn't have had to say you're sorry,
More than once already,
And if you understood the impact of your neglect,
You would've proven that you never knew how I felt,
And made sure I never felt that way again,
You would do you what you could,
You would do everything you should,
Have done when were talked about this before,
And when I finally vow that I won't do this anymore,
That I need to pick my heart up from the floor,
You call me and it falls once more,

And then you call,
When you say you will,
And I think things will be different,
And so I wait for the next time,
I hear from you,
And it breaks my heart,
Because I never do,
It tears me apart,
Because everytime you say you're sorry,
I believe you,
But then everything goes back to how it was,
And once again I'm left hurting, because of you,

I remember the first time we talked,
I remember the first night we met,
I remember the things you used to do,
And how I used to talk about you,
I remember the first time we kissed,
I remember the butterflies you gave me,
I remember the things you used to do,
And how all I wanted was to see you,
I remember the first time I looked into your eyes,
I remember the first time you made me cry,
I remember how much I missed not having you,
And how it feels when I do.

BROWN PEOPLE IN PLANES

Seven brown people
Against all odds
Rise from their caves.
They enter their planes
They fly high to the sky
And we shoot them down
As to not disrupt our cell phone reception.

Seven brown people,
Dressed from head to toe.
They enter a a hotel
And all the white women walk away.
They lock themselves away
Safely in their bathrooms
So they might vomit their dinners in peace.

Seven brown people,
Leaving guns behind
Swim across their oceans
To save us all from God.
We step on their hoods
And watch them go spinning
So we might be able to have world peace on our own.

Nice to see some old faces and see some new stuff. Keep up the good work, guys (and gals). Gawd, I wish I could hear this stuff. Fatality.

In loving memory of Elliot Wright aka Potent_Seed. You'll be missed!

"Far From Here"

Sometimes you never know which way,
Life will lead you to the next day,
And when it handed you pain,
When you were caught in the rain,
You chose to turn away,
You chose, another way,

And so you flew,
Far from here,
This world just wasn't enough for you,
And I hope that you knew,
When you'd given up all hope,
We always loved you,

Sometimes the world can be so cold,
And it seems like you're all alone,
If we only could've shown,
That you were never on your own,
If we only could've shown you our love,
Maybe you wouldn't be watching us from above,

But still you flew,
Far from here,
This world just wasn't enough for you,
And I hope that you knew,
When you'd given up all hope,
We always loved you,

Someday I know we will meet again,
I know in my heart,
I'll see you in Heaven,
And a breath aways not far,
To where you are,

So you flew,
Far from here,
This world just wasn't enough for you,
And when all is said and done,
Eventhough you maybe gone,
Your memory will leave on.

I've just had a run of bad luck with some friends. This'll allow me to vent, at least.

"Walk Away"
I tried hard, I really did.
I wrote you every day and made a bid
To try and keep our friendships strong.
But I guess it was doomed all along.
I tried so hard to make you see
That I wanted something for you and me.
But you did nothing but ignored my cries,
And now, after the pain, I realize...

I'll just Walk Away; I won't stay. No more!
I won't lie to this soul inside. Kill me.
The pour of rain seals my pain. Hurt more!
Can't fight the fight. Hold me tight! Heal me.

I wanted you to understand,
I can't always be the perfect man.
But you just blew me off again and again,
And I now know this is where it ends.
I wanted to believe in human hope,
But even I can no longer cope.
I'll just go and drink this all away,
And maybe think of you again some day.

I'll just Walk Away; I won't stay. No more!
I won't lie to this soul inside. Kill me.
The pour of rain seals my pain. Hurt more!
Can't fight the fight. Hold me tight! Heal me.

What do you know? (you sick witch?)
What do you see? (don't hide the truth!)
What do you hear? (Satan's songs of suicide.)
What do you feel? (nothing for me...)
I CAN'T STAND YOU ANYMORE!

I'll just Walk Away; I won't stay. No more!
I won't lie to this soul inside. Kill me.
The pour of rain seals my pain. Hurt more!
Can't fight the fight. Hold me tight! Heal me.

Fatality.

I have a couple that I really like, and the second one, I chose to whip out because I'm feeling a bit more evil than I normally am, so on with these two; Tormentor and Hell Awaits. (Note: Hell doesn't wait anymore; it's already here. Hell's been waiting for you to get where you are.)

Tormentor

Afraid to walk the streets in the coldness all alone
The blackness of the night engulfs your flesh and bones
Hoping for relief from the fear you feel inside
Losing all perspective of reality in the night

Running from shadows, blinded by fear
The horror of nightfall is ever so near
I slowly surround you as terror sets in
Are you afraid of the night?

I see the fright in your eyes as you turn and run
But is your mind playing tricks on a body so very young
Feeling as if no one cares, the fear runs down your spine
But I know I will never rest until I know you're mine

Running from shadows, blinded by fear
The horror of nightfall is ever so near
I slowly surround you as terror sets in
Are you afraid of the night?

Afraid to walk the streets in the coldness all alone
The blackness of the night engulfs your flesh and bones
Feeling as if no one cares, the fear runs down your spine
But I know I will never rest until I know you're mine

I know you're mine
Too late to hide
Too late to save your life
Tormentor

Hell Awaits

Existing on damnation's edge, the priest had never known
To witness such a violent show of power overthrown
Angels fighting aimlessly still dying by the sword
Our legions killing all in sight to get the one called Lord

The gates of Hell lie waiting as you see
There's no price to pay, just follow me
I can take your lost soul from the grave
Jesus knows your soul cannot be saved

Crucify the so-called Lord
He soon shall fall to me
Your souls are damned, your God has fell
To slave for me eternally

Hell awaits...

The reaper guards the darkened gates that Satan calls his home
Demons feed the furnace where the dead are free to roam
Lonely children of the night, there's seven ways to go
Each leading to the burning hole that Lucifer controls

Priests of Hades seek the sacred star
Satan sees the answer lies not far
Zombies' screaming souls cry out to you
Satanic laws prevail, your life is through

Pray to the moon...when it is round
Death with you shall then abound
What you seek for...can't be found
In sea or sky or underground

Now I have you deep inside my everlasting grasp
The seven bloody gates of Hell is where you'll live your last
Warriors from Hell's domain will bring you to your death
The flames of Hades burning strong, your soul shall never rest

The gates of Hell lie waiting as you see
There's no price to pay, just follow me
I can take your lost soul from the grave
Jesus knows your soul cannot be saved

Sacrifice the lives of all
I know they soon shall die
Their souls are damned to rot in Hell
And keep the fire growing deep inside

Hell awaits...

The Reckoning (Don't Tread On Me)

Destiny's called us
It's the reckoning
This time it's for blood
Don't tread on me
Revenge is not justice
It's the reckoning
This time it's for blood
You don't tread on me

You went too far this time
For this heinous crime
You will know defeat
Begging on your knees
One by one you'll fall
Your back's against the wall
Nowhere to turn
You're sure to burn

Destiny's called us
It's the reckoning
This time it's for blood
Don't tread on me

The hour's close at hand
We'll make our final stand
Justice shall be done
Nowhere to run
True evil broods in you
You're just a brainwashed fool
The coward kills then hides
Spewing forth his lies

Revenge is not justice
It's the reckoning
This time it's for blood
You don't tread on me

Born of destruction
Bred in agony
Is this my salvation?
From these ashes
I'm your devastation

If it was up to me
Eye for an eye I'd seek
But the high road we will take
Lady Justice is at stake
The judgement has been made
And in blood it shall be paid
Death knows what to do
The Horseman comes for you

Destiny's called us
It's the reckoning
This time it's for blood
Don't tread on me
Revenge is not justice
It's the reckoning
This time it's for blood
You don't tread on me

"Soft Reflection"
I just want to feel alive again,
Like I used to, years ago.
Before I came to realize sin;
Before I stood on death-row.
I wanted to believe in someone;
To have faith that I could survive.
But now that my life's almost done,
All I want to do is feel alive.

The Soft Reflection of lost memories
Comfort me in my sorrow.
Every day I hope to be
Stronger for tomorrow.

As daisy flowers wither
And roses lose their hue,
The snake of lies slithers
On past someone; you.
I know my time is near,
So I can't let you go.
I'll spare you the fear;
It's something you shouldn't know.

The Soft Reflection of lost memories
Comfort me in my sorrow.
Every day I hope to be
Stronger for tomorrow.

The lillies of the field
And the violets of the dawn
Are the last colors earth yields
Across its rich, deep green lawn.
Then it all fades,
Forgotten by time.
On earth, destiny was made
By mortals and recorded in rhyme.

The Soft Reflection of lost memories
Comfort me in my sorrow.
Every day I hope to be
Stronger for tomorrow.

Fatality.

"On Fire"
The burning passion of last days;
The hope for you that still remains;
The days on earth the drive me insane;
The power to endure all the pain;
All are gathered in one person, one body.
Every dream I have has somebody
On the other side, dreaming with me.
I hope my dreams become reality.

My heart's on fire, set ablaze by your smile.
My soul warmed and my shell melted by the trial.
Every hurdle I blow past; I can't stop and wait.
I won't let you ago; I'll shape my own fate.

So cold and alone, with my heart of stone.
I thought that I would always be on my own.
Then you came and the seeds were planted and sown,
Paving the way for all the love you've shown.
Perhaps I can never repay your kindness,
How you made me alive in my stubborn blindness,
But I promise I'll forever try.
I'll struggle on till the day I die.

My heart's on fire, set ablaze by your smile.
My soul warmed and my shell melted by the trial.
Every hurdle I blow past; I can't stop and wait.
I won't let you ago; I'll shape my own fate.

Another day, another way, another price to pay.
Maybe one day, I'll find the courage to say
That I believe you and I will turn out okay.
Regardless, I'll do all I can to make you stay.
Stay close to me, holding me; fate unfolds with me.
And this ficticious dream has become sweet reality.
Don't ever leave me. Keep me alive.
The fire will always burn inside.

My heart's on fire, set ablaze by your smile.
My soul warmed and my shell melted by the trial.
Every hurdle I blow past; I can't stop and wait.
I won't let you ago; I'll shape my own fate.

Fatality.