"Survive"
It overwhelms. Life overwhelms.
It never feels like I'm in control, at the helm.
I'm always falling, always failing,
Always hurt or always ailing.
I just take abuse, from the world and from you,
And then I'm expected to know what to do.
How can I make it through?
After it all, the lies suddenly seem true.

But I won't give up! Things aren't the same!
It's worth the price to pay, the suff'ring and pain!
With you, I feel amazed to be alive!
With you, I have the will to survive!

Every hit, every fit, every time you're lit,
You make me bleed and don't know what to make of it.
This time, this rhyme, all at the sound of the chime;
I'll come running at the drop of a dime.
I want to be stronger for you, for me, for us,
And that's worth all the cuss and fuss.

But I won't give up! Things aren't the same!
It's worth the price to pay, the suff'ring and pain!
With you, I feel amazed to be alive!
With you, I have the will to survive!

What happened? Bones snappin', hands clappin',
And all I hear is rappin; people just cappin'
Others like they don't got a care.
They don't realize how much others hurt when they're there.
Life is precious, life is sweet,
But they don't see that; they just spread the heat.
Bam! Bam! And the pain's all gone.
They thing they're right, but they got it all wrong.
They have the answers, they just don't know where they're at,
So they try and end it all; one bullet in a gat.

But I won't give up! Things aren't the same!
It's worth the price to pay, the suff'ring and pain!
With you, I feel amazed to be alive!
With you, I have the will to survive!

Tear me apart and rip me to shreds.
Destroy my body; cripple me; call me dead.
But I can't die. I won't die. I'll never die.
I won't, because I now realize
That I will never compromise
All that I feel inside.
I want to live my life for you, with you.
As the blood flows, you know it's true.
It's time to leave, time to go.
The cycle must end; you know it's so.
So, let's leave this shell of a life behind,
And begin to search for answers we can't find.

But I won't give up! Things aren't the same!
It's worth the price to pay, the suff'ring and pain!
With you, I feel amazed to be alive!
With you, I have the will to survive!

Fatality.

I'M A BOY

The bed is cold and empty
But I cannot let you in
See, the mirror begs to differ but...
I'm a boy

Mommy just doesn't see it
Daddy doesn't understand
They still want to believe...
That I'm a boy

I cannot let you break me
I cannot be your toy
The truth is, darling
I'm just a boy

I do not want to hide them
These feelings I destroy
But I can no longer deny it
I'm a boy

No one ever understands
I'm never what you think
I'm never gonna be a man
'Cause I'm a boy

"Ode to Silent Hill"
In my restless dreams,
I see that town; Silent Hill.
A town where nothing is as it seems,
And of wounds that will never heal.
Through the mist and fog,
Lost souls stumble about.
Through the swamps and the bogs,
The light slowly fades out.
Fires, so bright, scorched the earth,
Leaving nothing but barren stone.
The sadness plagues it, like a demonic curse,
Invoking fear and loathing to those alone.
A place for fallen angels,
A home to redeamed souls.
A paradise or a secret hell;
People wander blindly for that which makes them whole.
Tears of blood and lost innocence
Drift amid the vapors floating down the streets.
The modern-art world makes so little sense,
Rather creating unrest or peace to all who it meets.
The fear of dark, the rooms of angels, the loss of sleep;
All connect to the innermost part of the heart.
So, the lost come, they kill, they fear, they hate, and they weep,
And the town takes from them; tears them apart.
Some will perish in the darkness; some will survive.
The demons reach out; the angels hide.
The bonds between them scream to be alive.
Redemption will never come until it's reached inside.
Oh, Alessa, the paradise has come and gone,
Leaving behind ghosts of a once beautiful world.
No longer can we hear the lullaby of your sweet song;
Now, nothing is left of the banner we unfurled.
The rebirth of God was a false dream;
The efforts of man sealed their fate.
The child lives on, hidden and unseen,
And the town now seeks its own redemption for its mistakes.
Take me there; take me out; leave me be; help me out.
I can't live with this hole in my heart.
Let me travel the road of insanity and pain, let me take that route.
The journey is long, but it has to start.
In the shadows, I confront all that is within me;
I'll rid myself of it all. I must destroy it, to kill.
Maybe then I can finally be free of this harsh reality,
So I seek my redemption in a place called Silent Hill.

Fatality.

They...

Moonlight falls on an empty grave
A foul mist creeps slowly by
That sickening stench fills the air
They’re coming for you
But you don’t know

Mangled feet, carrying dead flesh
Slowly walking, ever silent
They smell fresh blood - It’s your flesh they smell
They’re coming for you
But you don’t know

In your house, they climb the stairs
An eerie silence marks impending doom
Your door creeks, you awaken
They’re coming for you
Don’t be afraid

They walk inside groaning loudly
You look around, there’s nowhere to run
They surround your bed, you hide under cover
They’ve almost got you
Your fate is sealed

Your shaking and your muscles are tense
You can feel their fingers clawing at you
Someone help me please! Go away you demons!
They’ve got you now
Your going to die

Sweat now pours down your face
You call on every ounce of faith
Bu the screams are now your only cry
They’ve got you now
Your demise continues

A ray of hope shines through the window
It’s now their turn to howl in pain
You jump, you kick, you roll out of bed
They’re dying now
But your heart still pounds

Moonlight gone, sunlight reigns
That foul mist can be seen no more
That stench replaced with the sweet scent of life
They’re here no more
You have survived!

‘Black Bastard’

He just pierced me with every word of that line
‘Black bastard’ he shouts
He did it again
Only this time it’s deeper
And feels colder than ever
‘You don’t belong here,’ he says
And there I stand
Wounded once more
His words as cold
As a new steel blade
And it penetrates my mind
Just like that sword
Opening a new deep hole
A wound that won’t heal
And that pain is as great
As that sword in my chest

There I am
Down on the ground
Struck down by the might
Of his bitter words
He doesn’t know
How much he just hurt me inside
And he stands over me now
Grinning and laughing
His eyes full of malice
He surveys his work
So content with himself
Ready to deliver
That final blow
A kick, a punch
Some spit and some blood
‘Leave you black bastard
And never come back!’
That final strike delivered
Like a sudden bolt of lightning
He walks away laughing
I’m now moaning and writhing

The cold reality of his words
Lingering there
Now sinking in
The blade is now stuck
And it will never budge
My eyes filled with tears
My hands on my chest
My skin feels so dirty
So vile and unpure
What did I do
To become like this?
This colour, this skin
So alien in this world
And the pain of it all
As that blade digs deeper
I am black, now forever
This pain will now linger
That blade ever there
And the pain
Always
Stays .

Tyrone Grant

Stone Sour Lyrics

Omega Lyrics



What a skeletal wreck of man this is

Translucent flesh and feeble bones
The kind of temple where the whores and villians
Try to tempt the holistic tomes

Running rapid with free thought to free form
In the free and clear
Where the matters at hand are shelled out like lint at a laundromat
To sift and focus on the bigger, better, now

We all have a little sin than needs venting
Virtues for the rending
And laws and systems
And stems ariff from the branches of office
Do you know what your post entails?

Do you serve a purpose?
Or purposely serve?

Lying down inside of your adavistic galore
The value of a Summer spent
And a Winter earned

For the rest of us there is always Sunday.
The day of the week that reeks of rest
But all we do is catch out breaths
So we can wade naked into the bloody pool
And place our hand on the big black book.

To watch the knives zig-zag between our aching fingers.

A vacation is a count-down
T-minus your life and counting
Time to drag your tongue across the sugar-cube
And hope you get a taste

What the FUCK is all this for?! (What the hell is goin' on?!)
SHUT UP!!

I could go on and on, but, lets move on shall we?

Say, you're me and I'm you
And they all watch the things we do
And like a smack of spite
They threw me down the stairs
Haven't felt like this in years
The great magnet of malicious magnanamous refuse
Let me go and
Punch me into the dead spot again.

Thats where you go when theres' no one else around
It's just you
And there was never anyone to begin with now was there?

Sanctomonious pretentious dasterdly bastards
With their thumb on the pulse
And a finger on the trigger

CLASSIFIED MY ASS! that's a FUCKING secret and you know it!

Government is another way to say
Better
Than
You.

It's like ice but no pick
A murder charge that won't stick
It's like a whole other world
Where you can smell the food
But you can't touch the silverware

Hah, what luck
Fascism you can vote for
Isn't that sweet

And we're all gonna die some day
Because thats the American way
And I've drunk too much
And said too little
When your gaffer taped in the middle
Say a prayer, save face
Get yourself together and (see whats happening)
SHUT UP! (FUCK YOU!)
FUCK YOU!

I'm sorry, I could go on and on but
It's time to move on, so

Remember your a wreck, an accident
Forget the freak, your just nature

Keep the gun oiled and the temple clean
Shit, snort and blaspheme
Let the heads cool and the engine run

Because in the end,
Everything we do
Is just everything we've done.

Needled 24/7

Since day one, I've been crass and far beyond
I couldn't laugh, I couldn't cry
Before you gauge me, take a look at yourself
Condescending, outlivin' a lie

Despite all the pain in my heart grinding through
It ain't due that you hate that I hate what you do

Despite all the piety you've been consuming thus far
A backstabbing motherfucker to the bone is what you are

And everyday when the knife in my back starts to twinge and turn
My eyes are catching fire and my heart starts to burn
A foot away from you is like a bit closer to Heaven
Then again, it's like being needled 24/7

You look down on me and see the scum of the earth to be
Fuck yeah, that's me, vile and obscene
Hey I ain't happy about it but at least I don't judge and decree
To be better than another human being

And everyday when the knife in my back starts to twinge and turn
My eyes are catching fire and my heart starts to burn
A foot away from you is like a bit closer to Heaven
Then again, it's like being needled 24/7

Despite all the piety you've been consuming thus far
Would somebody tell me what the fuck is going on

And everyday when the knife in my back starts to twinge and turn
My eyes are catching fire and my heart starts to burn
A foot away from you is like a bit closer to Heaven
Then again, it's like being needled 24/7

"What Words Fail to Say"
I want to see you; I want to feel you;
I want to breathe you; I want to heal you.
I want to be close to you,
Every second of the day.
I just don't know how to,
When words fail to say.

What is love? What is life?
What is hope? Why all the strife?
What can I hope to be?
What do you wish of me?
Can I escape this fate bound to me?
Can I run from this reality?

I need to live; I need to be alive.
All I have to give, yours to keep treasured inside.
My legs tremble and shake, my heart skips a beat.
You capture me; my heart you take. To see your face, so sweet...
Is the paradise I seek, the peace I long for.
You're my strength as I grow weak; the warmth of my heart's core.

As days go by, as I sit alone,
I think back and wonder how I ended up on my own.
That nightmare, I want it no more!
I want you, and I'll do anything to break down the doors.
What can I do? What can I say?
I don't have the words to make you stay...

I only have myself, and that just won't do.
What is gold and wealth when compared to you?
The stars above pale before you,
The roses envy your beauty, too.
I wish I could grasp you,
But, like the rose, it's too painful to.

I waiting for you. I long for you.
Where are you? Give me a clue?
I hurt without you; I ache for your touch.
With words so true, yet unable to express just how much
I love you. I can't say it enough.
I need to feel your touch!

So I search. I'll search forever for you.
From the day of my birth, till the day I'm through,
I'll spend my life trying to find you.
I'll protect you, fight off all evil behind you.
I'd fight tigers for you, I'd swim oceans;
I'd die for you; more than just love's motions.

The enchantress, you are. You cause me the harshest grief,
But you confound my soul with kindness beyond belief.
To know you, to long for you, to pine for you.
Agony that is so desirable, yet so empty, too.
I would rather suffer and cry for a thousand years
If it would mean the end to your pain and tears.

So I wait. I wait for you.
Dreaming my life away, fearing about what to do.
Destiny? Soul-mates? My greatest fear is losing you.
Do you care? What about fate? Did I ever even have you?
Regardless, you're gone from me,
And I've been left with misery.

But you've given me hope, given me a fire.
Even at the end of my rope, you're my burning desire.
In my mind, I see your face, see your eyes,
And, despite my disgrace, I've come to realize
That I must suffer for your sake; it's the only way.
That's the only way I can say what words fail to say.

Fatality.

This isn't an original. It's from the Silent Hill 4 Soundtrack, but it sums up much of my life perfectly.

"Waiting For You"
Your gentle voice I hear;
Your words echo inside me;
You said you long for me
And that, you, love me.
And I want to see you too;
Feels like I'm falling.
Is there nothing I can do?
Wonder if you hear my calling.

I'm here I'm waiting for you;
Where are you? I can't find you.
I'm here I'm waiting for you;
I'll wait forever for you.

She's gone to heaven now;
Why won't she come back down?
Does she have someone now
She loves more than me?
I thought I could love you better;
We were always together;
If we took some time apart
You would finally know my heart.

I'm here I'm waiting for you;
Where are you? I can't find you.
I'm here I'm waiting for you;
I'll wait forever for you.

I fell in love with you
And now you're gone;
There's nothing left within my lonely room
Without you.

I'm here I'm waiting for you;
Where are you? I can't find you.
I'm here I'm waiting for you;
I'll wait forever for you.

Fatality.

"Calling"
In the shadows, in the sickness,
In the fog and its clouded thickness,
Alone, all alone, I call to you.
The dreams I once had fall to you.
Yearning and burning for you.
How could I ever have thought of earning you?

I'm calling to you.
I'm shouting your name.
I'm following this through;
Things can't say the same.
I'm running to you,
And I know you're running back.
I'll do what I always do;
I'll run to where you're at.

In my secret place, away from my disgrace,
I can run at my own pace; no longer a race.
I can be what I hoped to be;
No more hypocrisy; no longer mockin' me.
Walk with me. Talk with me.
This is more than I thought it to be.

I'm calling to you.
I'm shouting your name.
I'm following this through;
Things can't say the same.
I'm running to you,
And I know you're running back.
I'll do what I always do;
I'll run to where you're at.

Time's taking its toll; I'm on a roll;
My inner soul finally made whole.
And I'll keep calling to you,
Hoping to hear your voice, boldly coming through.
I'll break through this wall for you;
I'll make the right choice; holding onto you.

I'm calling to you.
I'm shouting your name.
I'm following this through;
Things can't say the same.
I'm running to you,
And I know you're running back.
I'll do what I always do;
I'll run to where you're at.

Fatality.

"The Only"

I'm winning, You're losing
I'm falling, your agony
Lower than lower beofre
Your forgotten memory

My heaven, your hell
I'm killing, your fantasy
More and more, you follow
Your divorced reality

You're trying to take me
You're trying to make me
This is the only
Give me the only thing
I'm tired of trying
I'm tired of lying
The only thing i understand is what I feel

Identity, fantasy
Heresy, Killing me
Lower and lower, before
This thing to feed

Hypocrite, lunatic
Fanatic, heretic
More and more you follow
Your divorced reality

You're trying to take me
You're trying to make me
This is the only
Give me the only thing
I'm tired of trying
I'm tired of lying
The only thing i understand is what I feel

Hypocrite, Lunatic, Fanatic, Heretic
Hypocrite, Lunatic, Fanatic, Heretic
Hypocrite, Lunatic, Fanatic, Heretic
Hypocrite, Lunatic, Fanatic, Heretic

You're trying to take me
You're trying to make me
This is the only
Give me the only thing
I'm tired of trying
I'm tired of lying
The only thing i understand is what I feel
You're trying to take me
You're trying to make me
This is the only
Give me the only thing
I'm tired of trying
I'm tired of lying
The only thing i understand is what I feel

wow you guys write a lot and it's all very good I just spent like an hour just reading these, I see we have some hopeless romantics in here... hey... join the club...

LifeGuard

I cursed the day i didn't see you
or the time I lost your number
and just the feeling of not seeing you
made me exponentially 'number'

there I go again
mentioning math, shit you hate
you treat our chemistry like a sin
I of course don't hesistate!

I find it all to my dismay
that I most see you in detention
but NEVER I forget t'mention
'how less beautiful than tomorrow, more than yesterday, today...'

'why do you speak in riddles?' you ask
because I feel you are happy...
and what a poor example to love
would giving you drama be...?

your swiming makes you my gold haired angel in the water
I sit there quiet, watching you
my heart beats harder, harder...

win or loose I'd take you, for I need!
I need to see, feel, touch, hear you
fuck your foibles like your weed...

you airhead pot-head blonde
why can't I treat you as such?
guy like me, a regular Bond
Why love you this much?

I wrote this on the spot
cuz I had lots of feelings to vent
whether you ever see it or not
either way I'm not content...

for I am drowning here without you...
and all the while...
- you're still someone else's lifeguard...

-AFG

Here's another classic for you.

"Hell Bent For Leather"

Seek him here, seek him on the highway
Never knowing when he'll appear
All await, engine's ticking over
Hear the roar as they sense the fear

Wheels! A glint of steel and a flash of light!
Screams! From a streak of fire as he strikes!

Hell bent, hell bent for leather
Hell bent, hell bent for leather

Black as night, faster than a shadow
Crimson flare from a raging sun
An exhibition, of sheer precision
Yet no one knows from where he comes

Fools! Self destruct cannot take that crown
Dreams! Crash one by one to the ground

Hell bent, hell bent for leather
Hell bent, hell bent for leather

There's many who tried to prove that they're faster
But they didn't last and they died as they tried

There's many who tried to prove that they're faster
But they didn't last and they died as they tried

Hell bent, hell bent for leather
Hell bent, hell bent for leather
Hell bent, hell bent for leather
Hell bent, hell bent for leather

"The Love Forgotten"
Here in this lifetime I can never find the time
To sit back and relax; to let it all unwind.
I can't seem to sleep; I try not to weep,
But the promises I can't keep run far too deep.
I said I would be there, yet I never showed.
I said that I cared, yet I haven't repaid the debt I owed.
So, I'm not surprised you haven't called me back.
I'm not angry that I'm now falling this back;
I'm like I was before, or maybe I never changed;
Maybe all I had in store was pent up angst, so enraged.

Yet the love is not forgotten.
The tokens of tenderness carry me still.
Forsaken and alone, my blood runs rotten,
Yet you can still make my life seem real.
With you, I can feel again, till the sun sets.
Maybe then, I'll remember the promises I tried to forget.

Dreaming of you, my days drive me to madness.
Thinking of you, my longings turn to sadness.
I need to feel, I need to heal,
I need to unseal the heart I tried to kill.
My memories are all I have left, tokens from lost days.
Thoughts of you shifting till death; taunting me in every way.
Such misery, yet such bittersweet joy, all made real in you;
After all my time alone, I still don't have a clue.
I don't know what to do; my life is through;
I just keep living anew with fading thoughts of you.

Yet the love is not forgotten.
The dust of kindness carries me still.
Chilled to my bones, the body I fought in
Has yet to be reborn, to be made real.
With you, I can feel again, till the sun sets.
Maybe then, you'll remember the promises you tried to forget.

I'm sorry. I love you. Words, and nothing more.
Actions speak louder? Then it's no wonder you locked the door.
I never wanted to hurt you. Gawd, I'm so sorry.
My promise was empty, but you've heard that sad story.
I'm so confused! I don't want to hurt you; don't come too close;
Yet I need you near! You're the one thing I need the very most.
Save me. Hold me. Hurt me. Kill me. Know me.
It doesn't matter anymore. Let me die slowly,
But let me die in your arms, because, maybe then, I'll earn your love again.
Maybe then, I can show you how much I cared; words fail to erase my deep sin.

Yet the love is not forgotten.
Your face continues to shine and to heal.
Forsaken and alone, the web of lies I'm caught in
Suddenly don't matter or seem so real.
With you, I can feel again, long after the sun sets.
Maybe then, we'll remember the promises we tried to forget.

Fatality.

"Shiver"
One look, one glance, is all it takes.
Your smile, your touch; the feelings can't be faked;
I don't know what to say or what I should do.
I just can't help thinking of you.
But, what path should I take? What if I make a mistake?
I don't want to drive you away, yet I don't want to trust it to fate.

You make me shiver (shaking from head to toe)
You make me tremble (my legs heavy and weak)
You make me smile (if only words could say so)
You make me whole (and you make me complete.)

What do I love? What do I feel? What do I see?
I see more than the beautiful girl walking towards me.
I see something more, something deep down inside,
Something others don't know and she tries to hide.
A sincerity rarely seen. A love so irregularly given.
Her heart, glowing with a radiant sheen, is what keeps me driven.

You make me shiver (shaking from head to toe)
You make me tremble (my legs heavy and weak)
You make me smile (if only words could say so)
You make me whole (and you make me complete.)

Girl, you turn me to putty and make me lose my mind.
I'm a fool with you, yet still I can't seem to find
The keys to unlocking your hidden heart. You keep it so set apart
From the rest of the world, like it's some fallen banner, never to be unfurled.
Please, open up to me. Trust me. Let me inside.
Let me help you out. Who cares if it's a dark ride?

You make me shiver (shaking from head to toe)
You make me tremble (my legs heavy and weak)
You make me smile (if only words could say so)
You make me whole (and you make me complete.)

And so I wait, for a 'yes' or a 'no.'
Until then, I have no where else to go.
Compared to you, nothing else matters. I simply don't care.
I made you I promise that I would always be there.
You don't know how you make me shiver,
How you make me quake like a raging river,
Or how you make me so warm inside.
C'mon. Follow me. This way to a faster, darker ride.

You make me shiver (shaking from head to toe)
You make me tremble (my legs heavy and weak)
You make me smile (if only words could say so)
You make me whole (and you make me complete.)

Fatality.

'Never Let Me Go'

In those cold lonely nights,
When I close my eyes,
And I try,
To dream away the sorrow of the day,
All I can think of, is you,
And when my dreams are kept from me,
I try so hard to set them free,
But there's nothing I can do,
I'm haunted without you,

I need you, laying next to me,
Wrapping your arms around me tenderly,
And never letting go,
I need to know,
That no matter what may come,
You'll never let me go,

And I know when I rest my head,
That tomorrow the sun will shine again,
But still I,
I cry a thousand tears,
And there's no one around to dry my eyes,
You're no where to be seen,
Except in my dreams,

I need you, laying next to me,
Wrapping your arms around me tenderly,
Holding me closer to you,
I need to know,
That no matter what may come,
You'll never let me go,

When I'm next to you I've never felt more free,
And I think I'm falling in love endlessly,
But when you're not around,
I've never felt more down,
I never knew that love was supposed to be,
Something that hurt so much until you,
Came to me,

Repeat Chorus #1

Repeat Chorus #2

I just need to know,
That you'll never let, me, go.

*ahem* too my princess... (you know who you are )
"My Princess"
Sometimes I wonder through the desert dust,
Longing for a princess to whom I can trust.
All alone, a heart of stone,
And still I long for the one I saw before.
You're my princess, the love of my life!
I hoped for something better; two kids with my wife.
Yet, maybe it was all a dream,
But it was just too real to forget.
In the end, I still hope to dream
Of the princess I wished I met.

You're my princess, my dream come true.
I'd die a thousand times to see you.
I'd fight a thousand tigers to be by your side.
I'd wait a thousand years; waiting long after I've died.
I'd ignore a thousand others; only you could I kiss.
I'd do anything for you, my dearest princess.

You've had your fans, and you've had your foes.
I've felt the anguish of all of your woes.
I want to rescue you, to be your hero,
But how can I, when I have no idea where to go?
Call to me, and all come running as fast as I can.
Let me see the shimmer of your elegant, deadly fans,
And the light will draw me nearer to you.
I'll finally get my glimpse of you.
My princess, how pure and how sweet;
I dream of the day we will someday meet.

You're my princess, my dream come true.
I'd die a thousand times to see you.
I'd fight a thousand tigers to be by your side.
I'd wait a thousand years; waiting long after I've died.
I'd ignore a thousand others; only you could I kiss.
I'd do anything for you, my dearest princess.

I've stumbled and I've fallen into the abyss.
The memories begin to fade of your tender kiss.
The days of long ago, days of lost sunshine and bliss,
Pale before me, but not of you, my princess.
The self-righteous suicide I never did understand.
I was bound to another code from some distant land;
I still will come if you call;
I'd gladly take your place and take the fall.
As sharp as the katana's blade, as cool as the shadow's shade;
The dreams we've made no longer remain laid
Buried in the sand. We'll take our stand.
I'll continue to fight... fight for our love to exist.
I'll fight forever, because you're my princess.

You're my princess, my dream come true.
I'd die a thousand times to see you.
I'd fight a thousand tigers to be by your side.
I'd wait a thousand years; waiting long after I've died.
I'd ignore a thousand others; only you could I kiss.
I'd do anything for you, my dearest princess.

Fatality.

(luv ya, Andrea. *smooches*)

Surprise, Surprise...

To Whomever It Concerns

For whatever reason, I have lost my friends
And howsoever you put it, im the one who sinned
I have to lock my door, thats the way its always been
Its lurking out there
Waiting to do me in
Waiting to do me in

For whomsoever it concerns, well ive made it mine
And for whomsoever hated light, ive overslept suicide
Was there something I did wrong, even though I know im right
Not what I anticipated
Its now a faded line
Now a faded line (erased)

For whomsoever ive damaged, I must be sorry
And for whomsoever ive drained, it was necessary
As the years have gone by, the pressure, its getting heavy
Im growing weaker
And now I dont wanna need
Now I dont wanna need

And no matter how you look at it, it shines so pale
Cause no matter how hard you stall it, you're still jailed
Im waiting for the hammer to smash away my nail
It was a screw---I fell through the roof
And now I know ive failed
Now I know ive failed

Whatever your parents say, theyve never shown
And the more it rains on you, my have you grown, yeh
Whats inside my head, shouldnt be allowed inside your home
The ceilings cracked
Dont leave me alone
Just leave me alone

Its lurking out there, waiting to do me in
Not what I anticipated, its now a faded line
Im growing weaker, and now I dont wanna need
I fell through the roof
And now I know ive failed
Now I know ive failed

Leave me alone
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Title - Sweet Misery

Misery
Come to me
Come to me

Ive had better days
Too bad for me to comprehend
Ill never speak a thought again

Sweet misery, come to me
Let death lay its head upon my shoulder

Ive had better days
A new complex file to fold
Everything i buy will be sold

Sweet misery, come to me
Let death lay its head upon my shoulder

Ive have better days
Its too good for my mentality
I just lost my vintage personality

Sweet misery, come to me
Let death lay its head upon my shoulder

Ive had better days
Too bad for me to comprehend
Ill never speak a thought again

Sweet misery, come to me
Let death lay its head upon my shoulder
Sweet ole me, come to misery
I promise ill still fly
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Title - I Dont

Failure, failure
And im successful
From it
Means im the
Enemy
But not a demon
Then what?
Undeserving
Hypocrite
For satisfying
Principals?
Wager
Me
Is it wrong
That I
Wanna gamble
Too?
What do I
Think?
Well,
If I say
I do
I will be
Married
To the demon
Is this life
The honeymoon?
Then divorce me now
Divorce me now (x9)

Slica - long time, no see, easy come, easy go...

Since everyone's dedicating songs to one another, this one's for you Garlador! *snicker*

"Took My Girl"
I met this cute blond; fell hard in love.
I thought she was God's gift to me from above.
She was perfect; not a flaw to be found.
But then someone swept her off the ground.
Someone stole her heart before I could complete the theft.
Now I'm left kicking myself with the time I got left.

I met this cute red-head; fire-filled in stereo-type.
Well, she was perfect; just my type.
Yet, before I got the chance to say hello,
Some punk went in and let me know
She was taken. Two girls to one guy.
Sheesh! I still don't know why.

I knew this gorgeous brunette; sister to the blond.
Yet, before I could ask her name, she was gone.
Gone to the arms of that same sweet guy.
C'mon! You always gonna make me cry?
You take all the best people who rid my strife,
Leaving me nothing but a "friend" for life!
Give me one; please! You don't need three!
I just need someone to erase my misery!

Then I realized, I was whining for naught.
The lessons I've learned, what I've been taught,
Is that I don't NEED them. I just wanted their affection.
Now, in my deep, meditation, in my deep reflection,
I see that you, my friend, is all I need.
Hope that doesn't sound gay, but the truth I've freed.
My friend, thanks a bunch. Thanks for helping past the weed,
Past the greed, past the bleeding and the purge-feeding.
Now, I'm right with myself, and I'm as fit as a squirrel.
So, thanks for taking my girl!

lacrimae descendeant

descendeant meae lacrimae
in hic, pulla camera
libero terrores imi
cum es itus

nemo videt cur fleo
tamen lacrimae descendent
meae celatae culpae
quamobrem sum captus

sum pravus? sum horribilis?
post diem, cum minime luce
judicabint me,
nam possunt videre per meam fenestram

velintne me mori?

"Broken Silence"
In the cold rush, the beat goes on.
The darkness fades to a collaborative song.
The nothingness I am; the hope you used to be;
Conjoined together in a harmony within me.
Dust to dust, ashes to ashes, heart to heart;
The longings of my soul tear me apart.
I am torn asunder by the words of your lips,
And I can hardly stand to watch the scales tip.

The broken silence fills the air,
Letting me know that you still are there.
The humble beginnings we both shared
Are nothing more than dreams now ensnared.

Touch me, hold me, love me, scold me;
The conflictions of my life, now unfolding,
Teach me who I truly am inside:
A pagan heart with a pagan mind.
But do I give in to the sufferings of my life,
All the angst and anger and misery and strife?
Or do I rise above, to become something greater.
Maybe the truth will come to me years later.

The broken silence fills the air,
Letting me know that you still are there.
The humble beginnings we both shared
Are nothing more than dreams now ensnared.

There's a box that contains the pictures of my youth.
There's a journal with the entry of my first baby tooth.
There's a diary of teenage angst and shallow sorrow.
There's a letter to myself, telling me to live for tomorrow.
There's a place I hold dear, where I used to hide away.
There's a girl I once loved, but lacked the courage to stay.
There's a dream I once had, but now it's nothing but dust.
There's a hope I now have, fueled on by innocent trust.

The broken silence fills the air,
Letting me know that you still are there.
The humble beginnings we both shared
Are nothing more than dreams now ensnared.

Fatality.

---Wow---

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