STOP! Don't be like that. Everytime I do that I begin to hate it after a few months... There's been very few exceptions.

Hey I just met you

And this is crazy

But here's my number

So call me maybe...

;P

Aight.

Nah man, he's trying too hard to be weird. Doesn't look real, just fake.

^Wtf did I just watch?

Yayay I got a very nice girl to go shopping for school clothes with me tmrw(;

happy.

Yep.

I would certainly not say discovering that was recent lol.

Everyone should have a nice dose of Summer Magic.

My ex girlfriend just texted me. My heart is racing, I feel sick.

No, but when I did first listen to it, I listened to it nonstop.

Ah yes, sex with an ex. The shortcut to eternal doom and despair.

I lol'd at this probably more than I should have..

Anyway, is anybody down for TinyChat later tonight?

I am if I don't go out anywhere.

"Being a Christian warmonger is... really like being a polite rapist."

- Betty Bowers

"Christianity is like the lotto, you can't get saved if you don't play."

- Bill Maher

Birth control is your friend if you're crazy about that sex. It's not that bad being a girl. Although shopping is the best damn thing ever invented right next to shoes. I never really thought I'd be gaga about them shoes but for some odd reason, walking into Payless always makes me want to get more than a pair of gym shoes.

There's really nothing wrong about shoes...

That's all that I got right now.

Then your little tip for if you were born as a man, it's on my list of "Things a Man Has in His Codebook."


Never pee against the wind.

I really couldn't give a shit if people are like "oh here's a fag going on about fag problems" or if someone thinks "This isn't a diary". I'm just as entitled to vent as anybody else, whether they're gay or straight, and I'm not fucking apologising for it.

I bumped into my ex tonight. Someone I really, really gave a shit about, who just used me as a stupid, younger piece of meat with nothing else to offer him than physical pleasure for the whole time we were dating. And after all his mind games, and all the contradictory bullshit he pulled with me, I asked him out straight tonight "Where in god's name do we stand?". He told me he liked me and wanted me to go give things another try. When I tried to explain where I was coming from, and told him "arrange another date for us and if you're serious about this we can meet for dinner", he kept asking me to go back to his for sex, and I got annoyed at the fact he wasn't taking my views seriously. When I told him no, that I wasn't going to be used for a bit of fun, he snapped at me in the club and stormed off at me.

I should be proud of myself for not taking his shit again, yet I feel like crap. I should be proud that I'm finally standing up to guys like him, yet It's 4:40 am here and I'm sitting awake, with a cup of tea, feeling like shit. I suppose I just needed somewhere to vent. I'm feeling really fucking lonely now after that.

It's just the "why"s and "what if"s that are getting to you.

You did the right thing not letting him use you again. I've been through the same thing, man. The dude was a real asshole, only wanted sex, and got mad when I wouldn't say I loved him.

Fuck. Him.

You're going to feel crappy, it's a part of the experience. Just remember you are worth more than that, and NEVER settle for less than what you're worth. I hope this helps.

I just feel like shit. There used to be a point where stuff like this never bothered me, I was in and out long before it ever got to the point I'd start to get bothered. Thanks for the kind words though Ri, it's just a shit, shit feeling. I feel like a fool for ever seeing anything in him in the first place.

Love is a fool's game, but you'd be foolish not to play it.

I don't remember where I heard that, but it's a pretty cool quote.

It make take some time, but it'll get better.

NoobSaibot5, you were brave and did the right thing.
Riyakou, you're really nice to show support like that.

You guys are awesome.