I'd like you to stay, Slica. Even if you can only pop in a couple of months, I always like reading your stuff. Just write whenever you get the motivation. No one forces poetry for the sheer sake of time. Write what you want when you want. Good stuff, by the way. Hope to see some more in the future. Fatality.

"Rant"
There's a lot I want to say, but there's just no way I can say
All that my heart wants to say, so I let the words just fade away.
It's eating me up inside, taking from me till I confide
That all my lies, all that I hide, has shriveled up and died.
You're my everything, all that I am, and all I will ever be,
And I won't sit back and let you tear me apart with your hypocrisy.
Not in this heart, I will fight for every breath that I take,
And take all my falls, alone, because I'm too strong to break.
Ego-driven and pride, I confide, has lent me to my fate,
And I know that I'll hurt and hurt again, alone in this mistake.
If I could, I'd run to you, grab you tight, kiss you with all my might,
Till my lips would bleed, and my soul escape, flying in the night.
Always had that fetish for the dark, those piercings and tattoos,
Yet when it comes to my heart, I can't help but forever lose.
Let me feel your skin, rub that heart within, taste you on my lips,
Lay my head upon your shoulders, move in close, grab your hips,
And let the night fade away; hours slip by throughout the day,
And still I stay, holding you though it pains me in every way.
You turn to me and say you hate me, that you want me dead,
And I lean forward and smile, gazing in your eyes and holding your head.
I kiss your cheek, my legs grow weak, and I fall to the ground,
Hearing you laugh at my weakness, your laughter the only sound.
Then someone stronger, someone better, takes you and off you go,
Leaving me cold and blind, stiff under the bitterness of the cold.
I pound on every door I come across, hoping for an answer,
But the silence remains, forever spreading like a cancer.
Down the dark alley, I see her scream and call out to me.
Profaned in the dark, I drop everything and rush forward to be
That hero that she always wanted me to be; only fools rush in,
But I don't care, I'd die to love her there, my greatest strength and sin.
My fists fly, and I hit brick and bone, my punches wild in fury.
I feel something snap, things go red, and my vision grows blurry.
Blood on the snow, and the flakes stay in my hair. I grow cold.
I wanted to live on, to be something, to watch my kids grow old.
God's got a funny sense of humor, but I know He knows best,
And even if I live or die, I know there will never be any rest.
I just keep moving, on and on, like a rock in the river.
I'm fed up with the accusations, that I'm shallow, an Indian-giver.
What did you expect? That I would go up there for a cheap fuck?
It's so much more than that. I'd tell you, but I'm so out of luck.
I'm your brother and I'm your secret lover. I'm your saviour,
Though you may never know. All my secret sins and violent behavior
Can't mask my love for you. It's up to you about what to do.
Make your dreams come true, let your inner light shine through.
I know I can't be the perfect man, and I don't have the perfect plan,
But I know where I stand, and I've been chasing you since you ran.
I'd cross the ocean, over the mountains, to the end of the earth
To see your face one more time, to give our live a new birth.
Past forgotten, my soul's so rotten, and then this thing comes,
And all the future's been undone, changed for a simple sum.
So alone, and with nothing to gain and nothing to lose,
I find myself fighting again, with two roads; I gotta chose.
Where is my free-will? Why can't I feel? Why can't I bleed
Like I used to bleed? Why can't I lead you to all that I need?
I don't WANT your love. I just want you to let me love you,
Because that helps me through, keeps me going, keeps me true.
It kept me from suicide, I will confide, and I can't forget that light,
That love you showed me once, now gone, and I'd still fight
To make sure you kept that love, that light, and lived with all your soul,
For another's love, for God above, for whatever makes you whole.
I've lost a lover, dead and now dust, and with that broken trust
I've lost another, like a mother, let it all fade away, turn to rust.
Now and forever, I will never say never again, I will defend
You with all that I am; I will sever the blood-ties of a friend
For what? What the hell am I living for? I got nothing anymore!
What's more in store? I can't take it! Fuck this, I need more!
Living day by day is no way to live, and I need another reason,
Another reason to believe, to live, and I don't care if it's treason,
I'll fight for every breath you take, because that's how I break.
You're my weakness. You're my sin. You're my biggest mistake.
And I'd do it all over again, because YOU'RE WORTH IT,
Even if I'm not, and that's more to me than all this shit.
I fucking love you. I'll fucking die loving you. All of it doesn't matter,
Because I never lived this life for myself. Though it makes me madder,
I live every breath to hear your name in my heart, my name in your thoughts,
And my soul cries out for you. This isn't a game that you bought,
This is sincere, genuine concern. I hoped you'd learn by now
That it was never about me or my life, it was about just how
I wanted to prove something to you. To prove my love to a ghost,
Someone who was never there, but someone I loved the most.
Now and forever, I love you. That's still true. That's still with you.
So many names with so many faces, so much to sort through.
They call to me! Racheal! Angel! Give me peace! Let me be!
I want to move on past this life you gave me in utter misery.
Andrea, sweet princess, a life for a life. In all our talks
I never told you how you saved my life, but I wish you had not.
I'm not worth the effort if that's how you see me in your mind,
Because I only wanted you to be happy, but now I find
You so full of hate and despair, thinking I don't care,
And that I'm better off dead; you had your chance there,
But you blew it, and you saved my life. That's your sacrifice,
And now I see I have to lose you again, and I die twice.
Trish, darling love of my life, you gave me so much,
And throughout it all, all I dreamed of was your loving touch.
Games with my head, how I now dread, the risk that is love;
I hurt again, you and myself, and I can't even turn to God above.
Dead again, dead again! Oh, dear God! Was I that snappy?
End it again! AGAIN AGAIN AGAIN! Please, God, make her happy!
Nothing at all. No one to call. None to catch my fall.
Smack! There I go. Cut short when I once stood so tall.
Cassie! My gentle friend, you never knew how I loved you,
And I let you go, slip through my fingres, for one I knew.
And now you and he walk hand in hand happily, while I'm gone,
Tossed aside and forgotten. You truly hated me all along...
Kaci, what of you? My dear friend, it's not like it should be,
And I don't know how I can make it right, how to make you see,
So you tolerate me, while you cling to HIM like he's all you need,
But I know he is all you need, and I was the loser again, in deed.
Hannah, I love you not and I love you much. You're so confusing,
So pure and so insightful, you must find my manner amusing,
But it hurts me every time I see you pass me by, and then I cry,
And you just laugh it off and in innocent bliss jump up and fly.
Natalie, you were so beautiful, and yet you still are in so many ways,
But that beauty only lasts till you age, but you've grown up to play
Your cards right and win over the masses, doing what you must;
Beauty queen. You don't even realize that you're the true succubus.
And what of me? Nick Jones, freak of nature and reject of love and life,
Living for nothing and everything with a code of honor bound by knife.
Who gives a fuck about heroes anymore? Chivalry true is dead, isn't it?
Damn it! Nice guys finish last, but that doesn't make my love any less legit.
I know my type. People call them great. People watch them rise,
And then when they fail, they say they knew it all along and surmise
That I never had anything at all, that it was all for show, for my gain,
But they never ask what I went through, or how much grief and pain
And tears and blood I shed to get to where I am today, living for an oath.
I won't reject her, but I can't accept her. She's dead. I live for us both.
And so I still rant, caught up between a love of the present and the past,
Wishing that these feelings of love would fade, but they will forever last.
And so I still pray, every single day, that those that are left find their peace,
That they find happiness in others while I struggle for my own release.
There isn't enough words to say what I want to say, or for you to see
That no matter the time or place I will forever be me, forever be free;
I bind myself willingly to the love of another, and though I rant, it's still true
That who I am, all I am, all I ever will be, stems from my love for you.

Fatality.

Okay, 3 more songs and I'm gonna cut the long-note-in-between-songs crap.

I wrote this song in school.
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WHOSE JOB IS IT?
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Two blurry pictures and a laugh
Inky pen, stash away, where are you?
Obscure drawn computer image again
Fan blades spinning at him again

I love nothing
Hard-boiled egg bump on head
You want turkey with that mustard?
I'm writing you up

What were the words I was making up?
Take a good guess, predict
Paper barrage formed into crumples
Raise our fists and waste our breath
But it's the epitome of flaw
You're everything I'm not
I'm lucky

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Two songs I wrote before I went to sleep.
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TRADE THE GUITARS FOR SHOVELS
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My head hurts
Probably because the marks on my wrists sting
Something's go to happen
So I'll pass up the string beans and honeyed tortillas

Why would I go all this way just to fail?
I'm done with the hole I dug
Eat an onion, seran-wrap apple
Last name's first name backwards

I'm at quote unquote 'camp'
But you never knew

I escaped...they're arrested...I'm tired
But happy.

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BABBLINGS OF AN INSANE MAN
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If I say to you tommorrow
"What was yesterday's tommorrow?"
If you say 'today' today, then tommorrow I'll ask
"What was yesterday's today?"
Today you'd say yesterday, but tommorrow?

Yesterday, today was just tommorrow
Today it's tommorrow, now today's yesterday

Tommorrow will be our yesterday on tommorrow's tommorrow
Yesterday was tommorrow yesterday, yesterday

You didn't get a word I just said, did you?
Well I have to get to sleep
Probably buy a CD, and go on rides
I have to rehearse

Okay, somewhat shorter than last time (thank gawd.)

"Deep Wish"
You and I knew each other since we were both kids,
But we were only strangers, unaware at what each did.
I remember how I was thrilled when I heard my name
From behind my house as you and Sally played your game,
Saying the names of who you thought was hot and cute;
It solidified right there an affection that will forever be absolute.

You're so beautiful, inside and out.
Truly, there can be no doubt.
You're the one girls want to be,
Who all the guys long to see,
Though my heart's so sincere,
Your heart is far away from here,
And I'll never be able to compete,
Your kindness to me is so sweet;
My deep wish, through pain or charm,
Is to one day hold you again in my arms.

Years passed, and I forgot your name and face in the blur,
Living my own life oblivious to what would eventually occur.
You dropped back in on me, and I hardly gave you a care.
If you hadn't said my name, I wouldn't have known you were there.
And then, when I was down, you picked me up,
And that simple act of love was more than enough.

You're so beautiful, inside and out.
Truly, there can be no doubt.
You're the one girls want to be,
Who all the guys long to see,
Though my heart's so sincere,
Your heart is far away from here,
And I'll never be able to compete,
Your kindness to me is so sweet;
My deep wish, through pain or charm,
Is to one day hold you again in my arms.

I tried not to fall in love with you. God knows I tried.
I laid awake, praying to God for the love you denied,
Asking Him to take this love from me, but it still remains,
And, I must confess, has caused me no shortage of pain.
But there is a reason for my love, and it's not your face,
Though angelic, perfect, I fell for your never-ending grace.

You're so beautiful, inside and out.
Truly, there can be no doubt.
You're the one girls want to be,
Who all the guys long to see,
Though my heart's so sincere,
Your heart is far away from here,
And I'll never be able to compete,
Your kindness to me is so sweet;
My deep wish, through pain or charm,
Is to one day hold you again in my arms.

I'm only a secret admirerer, a fool of the heart,
On my last few days before I once again depart,
And lose you again, perhaps now and forever,
As I seek my fortunes in a young man's endeavor.
You cared for me past the lies, and though I be but a friend,
I want you to know, angel, my love for you will never end.

You're so beautiful, inside and out.
Truly, there can be no doubt.
You're the one girls want to be,
Who all the guys long to see,
Though my heart's so sincere,
Your heart is far away from here,
And I'll never be able to compete,
Your kindness to me is so sweet;
My deep wish, through pain or charm,
Is to one day hold you again in my arms.

Fatality.

Un-

Coffee unmade
Morning undone
Emotions unweighed:
Battle unwon.

The martyr unloved,
The starving un-diet,
Filled with unremorse
At the crushing unquiet.

Raibows unblackened
With reckless undanger
Denied by the will
Of a faceless unstranger

Unwanted, unneeded
Quietly unused
Against it completely
But totally unrefused

Heartstrings untorn,
Smile unaffected,
Love unrestrained, and yet
Hate undirected.

The tears uncried,
The love song unsung,
The morning unmade,
The battle unwon.


Flame Daughter

Eyes of fury,
Wail of fire.
Warfare fought with Barbies
And platform shoes.

A scream of rage;
Fat fingers reaching,
Grabbing, claiming.
Greed unbridled.

The floor is littered with debris
And fallen soldiers.
The ruins of her
Wrapping paper universe.

Mine.
Hers.
Mine.
Hers.

She builds, she destroys.
She has. She owns. She wants.
Takes thanklessly.
Steals impunibly.

(And it's only her)
(Fourth Birthday.)


Shakespeare Would Be Ashamed

Here we sit, appropriately
Ill-met;

You; shining white and
Suavely, snidely
Three-piece-suited,

I; slowly recalling
Hermia's petulant
Warning:

"I am not so small that
My nails cannot reach
Unto thine eyes."

For though I be but little,
I am fierce;
I will tear the traitorous

Moonlight from your hair,
You will bite your sophisticated tongue
(Lest I go in there and do it myself).

It seems I have been enamour'd of an ass.

Y_S good to see you around buddy where have you been? too bad your sig gets cut off like it does...

"Risk"
What do you do when the world falls apart?
What do you say when it rips out your heart?
Is it better to run and flee from humanity
Or give up on love in fits of insanity?
Everything in life has a risk to its core,
And those are risks we can't well ignore.
But the happiness you tearfully envision
Makes that risk your own fated decision.

Don't give up! It's never enough!
Long for more; there's more instore!
Yes, there's pain, but there's more to gain.
Despite the risk, you're all I ever dreamed of;
I may die, but it would be a cost worth your love.

Friendship is fleeting, so why remain?
It's so much easier just to run from the pain.
Just hide away, never taking a chance or
Facing the sun for fear of some skin cancer.
Love can tear us to streds, or it can give us life.
Every man takes a chance when he proposes to a wife.
So, you can either hide away, locked in the dark,
Or go on living and loving and following your heart.

Don't give up! It's never enough!
Long for more; there's more instore!
Yes, there's pain, but there's more to gain.
Despite the risk, you're all I ever dreamed of;
I may die, but it would be a cost worth your love.

Look at me; tell me to my face what you feel.
Are you to scared to admit that this is real?
Pain happens, to the best and worst of us all,
And one can either rise above or take the fall.
But what's important is that we don't give up hope
Because that alone can allow us to cope.
The pain will always be there; it won't erase,
But I'll cover that pain by holding you in my embrace.

Don't give up! It's never enough!
Long for more; there's more instore!
Yes, there's pain, but there's more to gain.
Despite the risk, you're all I ever dreamed of;
I may die, but it would be a cost worth your love.

Fatality.

This is my first lyrics yay!:

Title: Strength Through Adversity

Verse 1:
They say its impossible
But corporate sponsors ADIDAS say IMPOSSIBLE IS NOTHING
So what am i to believe?
Society or my heart?
Its just the adversity of life that we all face not just myself
So ill combat that just like MJ did
Im the one who belives in myself, (ONE)

Chorus:

I am ONE no one else
I chose to sacrafice the rest so i can be the best
I am ONE and no one else left

Verse 2:

I cant accept failure because im the prosecuter to prove you wrong
If there is no one in my life after im done its not my fault its my decision
We all have dreams and a destiny
So fullfil it in the way you think is best

Repeat Chorus.

"Face"
Feeling like there's not enough of me,
Hold to nothing, believing in nothing.
I don't think this is how it should be.
You take it away, so tender and loving,
And I'm falling back to you.
It's like another mistake
That I can't seem to break,
And now it's through.

I won't run away. I will face today.
I'll be everything you wanted me to be.
I stand up proud and shout it out loud
That today is the day my dreams become reality.

The stress has bogged down my mind,
Eating at something, forsaking nothing.
But there's an inward peace that I find
When facing your face, so tender and loving,
And I'm falling back to you.
It's like another mistake
That's almost too much to take,
And now it's through.
Only this time for you
I will never forsake.

I won't run away. I will face today.
I'll be everything you wanted me to be.
I stand up proud and shout it out loud
That today is the day my dreams become reality.

All this fear won't make me shrink away.
I know that you'll help me find my way.

I won't run away. I will face today.
I'll be everything you wanted me to be.
I stand up proud and shout it out loud
That today is the day my dreams become reality.

Fatality.

*2 in the chamber.*

I see how strong you are about the important things

I see how you can be so weak to the inane things.

You are so much stronger than I think I could ever be.
...yet, you are fragile as a petal.

It tears at you, but your strength somehow shows you the way.
You're still here
Stay here
...for you
...for me.

Don't hold back your tears, don't hold in your sorrow.
They grow to consume you. And when I see that, it consumes me too.
Let me help you see the path away from that pain.

There is hope for you to thrive...let me be that hope.
Your smile takes all that pain away
...the pain inside you and inside me.

I see that you try, and that's what matters.
Until that last gleaming hope dies, there will always be a way.
I will always be there to catch you.

But if you ever throw it all away, and end it all,
make sure that gun has 2 in the chamber.
One for me as well.

You are my hope too. I can't live seeing you fall.

Don't fall.

Let's Escape

The tear that dropped from my eye
It slided
And it raced through my face at last
It lasted

And your eyes are turning into mine and the broken pieces left behind
I got it

And all the stuff we could rely on to, to be, not to deny
I got it

Oh, look at me, a second before you leave

When you say "Hi..." I got it
When you say "Hallo!" you got me, baby
When the Thunder and the Rain deny it
You stand in the thunderstorm and open your arms


And the drops slowly hit my hair and was only me and thin air
I tried

And the blend of tears and rainy drops misinterpretated my deepest thoughts
I wanted.. oh I wanted

If I could catch, if I could fly, above the ocean through the sky
I'm grounded

Oh, look behind, what you left tonight

When you say "Hi.." I got it
When you say "Hallo", you got me, baby
And there's nothing here to remind me
There's nothing there to remind you of me
When you say "Hi.." I got it
When you say "Hallo", you got me, baby
When The Earth and The Sky won't allow it
You take my hand and say
"Let's Escape, let's escape"
...
Let's Escape
...

nicely done Bru, I like it. And I'm glad to see you posting again also. Even if it is only going to be once in a while.

"Avalon"
I can see through the veil of mists,
Past the days of forgotten bliss,
Into a realm of forgotten aspirations.
There's no room for hesitation,
Because these dreams will slowly fade,
Covered in the darkness of the sun's shade.
And then, when the mists pull away,
There you'll be, in the light of yesterday.

Days of yore, days of legends past,
When men of valor were thought to last
For an eternity and more, far beyond.
They had a chosen character, so strong,
And ideals so pure, ambitions of charity,
Coupled with a love of purest sincerity.
They fought their dragons and saved the day,
Then vanished in the mists of yesterday.

Avalon, so revered, is nothing but a memory,
Something gone, yet still precious to me.
I remember those days of iron and blood,
Of courage and honor; visions of roses' buds.
A time where women were worth fighting for,
Worth one's life and honor, and so much more.
A time of adventure where heroes joined in the fray;
That's a time long gone, in the dark of yesterday.

Hear it now. The beat of one's own dear heart.
It pounds within me to begin again, a new start,
For myself and for my soul, on a road that never ends;
It beckons me to prove myself to myself and my friends,
And who am I to shrink from the call? Avalon lives yet,
And you will see iron in my words before the sun sets.
But, until then, please believe the sincerity of the words I say,
And not let them fade, in the deep sea of yesterday.

My sword in hand, my shield on my back, I march on
To make a name for myself, to be remembered after I'm gone.
All men die, but only a few men live, and I live proud,
Willing to bear the thickest squall or darkest cloud.
Your promise to me keeps me alive, and I fight still
To prove to you that my feelings for you are genuine and real.
I'm too strong to subcome to this and give in to dismay,
So I fight for tomorrow, so I won't disappear with yesterday.

Avalon, my heaven and my home, I will return to you,
Hold her again in my arms in an embrace long overdue.
A knight fights not for himself, but for those he loves,
And I will fight for them and my own sense of justice thereof.
As the rose pedals fall amongst me like a torrent of red rain,
I open my eyes to the truth; I shall be the devil's bane.
But in this world of tragic red, I think only of you and I pray
That through the mists of Avalon, I will see you after yesterday.

Fatality.

Sorry folks, I have just one song..

This one I wrote at school. Yet again.
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ROCK BOTTOM
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I just want some free time
I have some work, and more work
Then I'm trying to manage my social skills
Getting way to frusturated..............
I don't want to start pulling hair here.

Too many problems to work out
I just want to rest
I have to keep getting up
And for what?...........
Nothing, really.

It seems somewhat futile
All I can do is write angry words
Nothing to do
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That's it.

"Reach Out"
I saw the hurt in your eyes the moment the words were said.
Your face froze, my voice died, filled with a silence of dread.
I saw it in your eyes such hurt and I knew you wished him dead.
I could have let you go as you turned away, but I ran after you instead.
I reached out and grabbed you and held you in my strong arms,
And as your tears fell on my shoulder, I tried to wash away the harm.

I go to you,
(though you never see me there)
I thought I knew you
(though you acted like you didn't care.)
I just wanted you to see
(that there's so much I want to do)
And you're enough for me
(as I once again reach out to you.)

All the stresses of the day build up slowly until you burst,
Sending your wrath towards me to quence your fire-filled thirst.
No matter what you say to me, there's still love in the life you cursed,
And in my heart of hearts, you know you'll always be my first.
I reached out and grabbed you and held you in my strong arms,
And as your tears fell on my shoulder, I tried to wash away the harm.

I go to you,
(though you never see me there)
I thought I knew you
(though you acted like you didn't care.)
I just wanted you to see
(that there's so much I want to do)
And you're enough for me
(as I once again reach out to you.)

God knows you have so much that is put on your small shoulders;
I try and help you along, but you won't accept another burden holder.
You try and act so strong, but I can see it makes you grow colder,
And I know in my heart that you'll be happy when you're older.
I reached out and grabbed you and held you in my strong arms,
And as your tears fell on my shoulder, I tried to wash away the harm.

I go to you,
(though you never see me there)
I thought I knew you
(though you acted like you didn't care.)
I just wanted you to see
(that there's so much I want to do)
And you're enough for me
(as I once again reach out to you.)

Fatality.

“Hated And Alone”

Shadow daggers enter to begin the change into winters’ frost,
enter my soul to block out the sun that once peered into my heart.
The abundance of sometimes joy, pleasure and hope has become the new lost,
The shadows cover me in cloud as I wonder if I was alone from the start.

Thankless eyes rip me apart as I try to find meaning for the distain,
no tears of water are shed for the years have taken them all away.
Words that aren’t said are sensed and taken in as silence is maintained,
I only cry tears of ‘whys’ as I swing from the noose of worthlessness and sway.

My expansive future which exists on a plane of perpetual nothingness,
anger boils like waters’ fury when degrees of scorn are increased.
I see out into populated joy so lovely that I could kiss,
I wish to find freedom from the pain that is this.


Ghostdragon

"That's What Love's About"

I've been thinking how to step to you
And still try my best to keep my cool
And make sure that I don't break the rules
(While I try to solve a mystery)
Now it seems that everybody knows
But it seems not everybody shows
That love is the only way to go
(No, it doesn't matter what you see)
All I want is for love to live
Let's learn to give love

When he is down you should help your brother
When it comes around you should help one another
Help build him up when he's down and out
(Ask what you can)
Do when you see he needs help from another
When it comes around we should help one another
Help build him up when he's down and out
That's what love's all about

What love's about; What love's about
What love's about

I'll keep trying hard to help you see
Cause I really wanna' make you see
Help you understand what love can be
(If you'd only, only just believe)
Is there anyway to keep it real
While I try to tell you what I feel
And make sure you really know the deal
(So can anybody talk to me)
All I want is for love to live
Let's learn to give love

When he is down you should help your brother
When it comes around you should help one another
Help build him up when he's down and out
(Ask what you can)
Do when you see he needs help from another
When it comes around we should help one another
Help build him up when he's down and out
That's what love's all about

What love's about; What love's about; What love's about
What love's about

I'm calling everyone around me
Won't you please, please; Oh tell me
What can make a bond grow stronger
Love can; Love can

When he is down you should help your brother
When it comes around you should help one another
Help build him up when he's down and out
(Ask what you can)
Do when you see he needs help from another
When it comes around we should help one another
Help build him up when he's down and out
That's what love's all about...

This song shows what love means. Kinda crazy how it shows up to me at the most crazy and torrential time...

Anytime

When the walls are crumbling,
And you feel like giving in,
Just call my name,
And no matter where I am,
I’ll be there,

I know its hard when you feel all alone,
To make a stand, all on your own,
But if you hold onto that little ounce of faith,
You’ll find that you’ll be okay,
But if at anytime at all,
You feel like you’re gonna fall,
Reach out your hand and I’ll be there for you,
I promise I’ll be there to pull you through,
If the shadows begin to consume your soul,
Tap me on the shoulder and, let me know,
Because I will push them far away,
I will let my love for you, light your way,

Anytime you need a friend,
I’ll be there to hold your hand,
All you have to do is call my name,
And no matter, where I am,
I’ll be there,
I’ll save you with a love divine,
Anytime, anytime, anytime,

I’ll protect your heart before mine,
I will stop space and time,
To be where you are,
No matter if you’re near or far,
If I could hold you for all time I would,
And I'd reflect any pain I could,
You don’t deserve to feel sorrow,
You should be looking forward to tomorrow,
But if a time should come, when I’m not around,
Just close your eyes and look deep within your heart,
I promise, you won’t fall to the ground,
Because you and will never truly be apart,

Anytime you need a friend,
I’ll be there to hold your hand,
All you have to do is call my name,
And no matter, where I am,
I’ll be there,
I’ll save you with a love divine,
Anytime, anytime, anytime,

You don’t understand what I would do for you,
I would cheat, kill, and die for you,
If there’s ever anything I can do,
Call my name,
Call my name,
Call my name,
Call my name,

And anytime,
Anytime, anytime, anytime, you need a friend,
I’ll be there,
(Yes I will, I will be there, I will be there, I will be there)
To hold your hand,
All you have to do,
Call my name,
Call my name,
Call, my, name,

Anytime you need a friend,
I’ll be there to hold your hand,
All you have to do is call my name,
And no matter, where I am,
I’ll be there,
I’ll save you with a love divine,
Anytime, anytime, anytime,

Anytime, anytime, anytime.

sticks and stones break many bones , bullets skin do pierce
but what you did to me you bitch was really something fierce,

I thought of you the greatest things an angel dropped above
not knives not arts no shank or sting your weapon was my love...

you lied I grieved, swore you changed, I did thats why I dont believe
You took advantage of one willing to drop it all and leave

You think I sit and grieve the loss of you but I aint that faint hearted
and I'll be damned If Im the fool that ever took a love for granted

hard choices made in life to kill a man I let him wait,
I let him live cuz I know life brings pain Id take away with hate

But after my eyes wept, secrets kept, theres one thing I do get
the only thing I do regret is that we ever met

"you make my heart melt" yeah spit and stepped on and dragged accross the floor
A Goddamn fool, If I ever seen one to let this go some more

I cant believe you sit so well atop your blown up lie
I cant believe because of you I wished I would have died

I wrote, I called, i shared, I spit my love across a beat
but if you ever see me man you better cross the street

Brilliant stuff lately. Keep it up! Fatality.

Applaude yourself! That's a great fear poem you've written! There is nothing better than a man who thinks he is everything. Your words do not phase me. Nothing that you can say now can make me think that I was the one who took you for granted. Guess what? I'm so happy that you don't think about me! 'Cause when you don't, I don't have to worry that I'm letting a man waste his thoughts on me. I don't think about you, so don't fret your poor little head. Yeah, this might seem cold... but you need to know the truth. I'm good without you, and you... your no use.

(P.S. You are thinking about me, 'cause look up there... you wrote a poem about me. You can pick up your face now.)

im saying this with the upmost respect. but watch yourself. that was out of line, and i'll have no problem going to the moderators with this, and a few other tidbits of information that i have.

mm mmm mmm

Hey Trish... Yes, I know your name. I'm shocked that a fellow female would kinda move out of the way and let a guy say something like that. How do you call a man a man when he lies and tell you that he loves you, and he does not. I have the utmost respect for you, and I don't have a problem with you, never did. He kinda blew things up with me by telling me that you couldn't stand me. If that is correct, there should be no reason why you should hate me. Can you blame a girl like me, who has pretty much no one but herself to be mad that Andres, tells me that he wasted his life on me? Now I know that you're his friend, but if you actually think that what I said was out of line, what do you call what he's saying? "Cross the street"? Moderators, is that not a threat? I did not threaten you Andres, so don't dare disrespect me. It's not cool. To recieve respect, you have to give it, and it obvious that none is being given here. I did not bother you Felipe, I left you alone. You wrote your so-called poem to basically tell me something. So you started this.

who said that poem was about you... get over yourself... I havent talked to you in months... let it go...