It doesn't do rimes because it's not in english but anyway here goes.
"Madman"
I see outside all this pleasure
but i cain't feel cause no logic has left in me
They say that i'm a finished lover
locked in a cage from birth
I caint stop the voices
my own mind's rarely excavations
I see outside all this frustration
but THEY don't want me to be part of it
They have me chained and locked up in a dark place
inside a room full of lonelyness
What's that coming i don't see
creature of my mind dellusional i now see
I see outside people that are looking
looking for the way to get in here,but they don't appreciate what they live or have
They say i'm no good no consistent
an implacable schizophrenic
They say i can never have a chance of getting out
and that i'll always be a paranoid
They say that my best and stronger friends
doesn't exist,aren't even alive...

"LIfe and Design"
In lost dreams, I find my strength,
Belong to a code of honor long gone;
I find myself going to extreme lengths
Just to prove to her that I am strong.
She is blind to my futile attempts,
And my resolve falters under her gaze,
But while she holds me in contempt,
I still dream that maybe I will amaze.

Being that person I want to be,
That hero forgotten in my youth,
Is not the life of praise or glory
And I stand here as solid proof
That the lessons history has taught
Have not been learned by our seed,
Still blow for blow, tooth for tooth, shot for shot,
And still I see my friends and family bleed.

Heroes are an idealistic vision,
Something that lingers in the core;
The violence erupting in man's collision
Creates no heroes in these times of war.
The world is dead, our life without price,
Unless someone can step up and dare
The nations take what will and suffice
To let man live his life in his own cares.

No suitable helper is found for me,
And I toil in this labor still alone,
But the hope I have still helps me be
Able to stand reaping what I've sown.
From my side, there stands my wish,
Original princess for an original night.
What could make one happier than this,
To find someone worthy to test his might?

"Not Ready"
Vision of loveliness,
I'm burning within;
I reach out to touch her,
Feeling her skin.
She leans over me,
A smile on her lips;
Her hair covers me,
A perpetual soft eclipse.
I know nothing of this,
These feelings inside,
And so I struggle to think,
And yet I cannot decide.

I'm not ready for her,
Ready for this,
Ready for bliss,
Ready for a long-forgotten first kiss.
I'm not ready to see,
Ready to believe,
Ready to accept that I'm naive.
I'm not ready to heal,
Ready to feel,
Ready to experience what was never real.
I'm not ready enough,
Ready to to give of,
I'm not ready for such vulnerable love.

She's what I need,
What I wanted to survive.
She makes me complete
And makes me feel alive.
I want to make her feel
Like the princess that she is,
But she doesn't notice me,
And I cease to exist.
Everything thing I can't explain,
Wrapped up in this mind,
Is a passing of my dream,
Of that dream I could never find.

I'm not ready for her,
Ready for this,
Ready for bliss,
Ready for a long-forgotten first kiss.
I'm not ready to see,
Ready to believe,
Ready to accept that I'm naive.
I'm not ready to heal,
Ready to feel,
Ready to experience what was never real.
I'm not ready enough,
Ready to to give of,
I'm not ready for such vulnerable love.

Whatever the cost,
Whatever may befall,
I want her to know
That I gave it my all.
I screwed up,
And I can't be forgiven,
But I need her to be happy
In this life that she's livin'.
Consequences be damned,
I'll suffer my fate,
And hope and pray
That she'll learn from my mistakes.

I'm not ready for her,
Ready for this,
Ready for bliss,
Ready for a long-forgotten first kiss.
I'm not ready to see,
Ready to believe,
Ready to accept that I'm naive.
I'm not ready to heal,
Ready to feel,
Ready to experience what was never real.
I'm not ready enough,
Ready to to give of,
I'm not ready for such vulnerable love.

Pictures in the Gold Room by Chimaira

Dark room opens
No light for years
No way to find out
How long has it been

Screams heard from a distance
The shredding sounds of pain
Looking for reasons
Slowly becoming insane

For eyes staring
Such evil eyes
Picturing them
No longer alive

Accidental
Unintentional
Years ago
There was lose of control
Constant horrific nightmares
Life turned into a deadly maze
The haunting sounds play on
No more bruised feelings

Can it shine through this
Will it ever shine
The pictures in the gold room

No Light
Can be this bright
Death is only a way
Desire and temptation
I lost you

False hope and rejection
Revenge and repercussion

Rejection, revenge, false hope
Repercussion false to extinction

No way to explain
The blame has to be given
A wrongful accusation
Only stirs the rage
A fire that cannot be put out
Can only enjoy the insanity
To become the nightmares
Will end the dreams

Cold winter chills
No escape
Will this ever end
This is the final maze

Everything Invaded by Moonspell

From the soul to its waste
The Common hates his evil twin
Everything invaded
In its simplicity

How did you get inside me?

Still all fascinated.
Invaded by everything

In the first morning light
The touch of death covering skies
Everything invaded
(and) All the fears inspired

How did you get inside me?

Still all celebrated
Invaded by everything

Everything so full
In the lives I have taken with Me
All our moments wasted
All is getting in

Still all violated
Divided by everything

And all the grace disturbed
All existence is false
All your dead generations!
I am a son of yours and I am coming back.

Everything invaded
In its finality
Tell me will it hurt
When you get outside of me?

Everything is breaking
Why have we ever stopped here
Everything invaded
I am a son of yours
And I am giving up

Everything invaded
Invaded by everything

11th Hour by Lamb of God

The hour of wreckoning draws near
Judgment day is here and gone
Sweetly she draws me into her arms
A liquid embrace to chase the day way.
Sedate Numb Deaf and Dumb
Stumbling into solitude.
A clouded judgment day is fueled.
Take me under your black wings
Mark my words and remember me.
So sweetly she shucks away at my time
So sweetly she draws me nigh
Closer and closer towards never ending sleep
Spin the bottle
Kiss only the bottle.
The dark mistress of many, beholden to none
Slips a ring of needles around your arm in an engagement
Eternal engagement
Never consummated.
Take me under your black wings
Mark my words and remember me.
Destroyer of senses.
So take as needed for the pain
Another gray morning dawns across an ashen sky.
My sweet demoness beckons me
Ever again and again and again and again.
The dark mistress of many, beholden to none
My sweet demoness beckons me
Ever again and again and again and again and again.
Take me under your black wings.
Jacked up on the taste of self-destruction.

THE Greatest songs EVER Yo VIP let's kick it

Ice ice baby (x2)
All right stop collaborate and listen
Ice is back with my brand new invention
Something grabs a hold of me tightly
Flow like a harpoon daily and nightly
Will it ever stop yo I don't know
Turn off the lights and I'll glow
To the extreme I rock a mic like a vandal
Light up a stage and wax a chump like a candle
Dance go rush to the speaker that booms
I'm killing your brain like a poisonous mushroom
Deadly when I play a dope melody
Anything less than the best is a felony
Love it or leave it you better gain weight
You better hit bull's eye the kid don't play
If there was a problem yo I'll solve it
Check out the hook while my DJ revolves it

CHORUS
Ice ice baby vanillla (x4)

Now that the party is jumping
With the bass kicked in and the vegas are pumpin'
Quick to the point to the point no faking
I'm cooking MC's like a pound of bacon
Burning them if you ain't quick and nimble
I go crazy when I hear a cymbal
And a hi-hat with a souped up tempo
I'm on a roll and it's time to go solo
Rollin' in my 5.0
With my rag-top down so my hair can blow
The girlies on standby waving just to say hi
Did you stop no I just drove by
Kept on pursuing to the next stop
I busted a left and I'm heading to the next block
The block was dead
Yo so I continued to A1A Beachfront Avenue
Girls were hot wearing less than bikinis
Rockman lovers driving Lamborghinis
Jealous 'cause I'm out getting mine
Shay with a guage and Vanilla with a nine
Reading for the chumps on the wall
The chumps acting ill because they're so full of eight balls
Gunshots rang out like a bell
I grabbed my nine all I heard were shells
Falling on the concrete real fast
Jumped in my car slammed on the gas
Bumpet to bumper the avenue's packed
I'm trying to get away before the jackers jack
Police on the scene you know what I mean
They passed me up confronted all the dope fiends
If there was a problem yo I'll solve it
Check out the hook while my DJ revolves it

REPEAT CHORUS

Take heed 'cause I'm a lyrical poet
Miami's on the scene just in case you didn't know it
My town that created all the bass sound
Enough to shake and kick holes in the ground
'Cause my style's like a chemical spill
Feasible rhymes that you can vision and feel
Conducted and formed
This is a hell of a concept
We make it hype and you want to step with this
Shay plays on the fade slice like a ninja
Cut like a razor blade so fast other DJs say damn
If my rhyme was a drug I'd sell it by the gram
Keep my composure when it's time to get loose
Magnetized by the mic while I kick my juice
If there was a problem yo I'll solve it
Check out the hook while Shay revolves it

Ice ice baby vanilla
Ice ice baby (oh-oh) vanilla
Ice ice baby vanilla
Ice ice baby vanilla ice
Yo man let's get out of here
Word to your mother
Ice ice baby too cold
Ice ice baby too cold too cold (x2)
Ice ice baby

AND

U cant touch this
My, my, my, my
Music htis me so hard
Make me cry: Oh, my Lord!
Thank you for blessing
Me with a mind
And two hyped feet
It feels god when I know youre down
A superdape home boy from the Oak-town
And Im known as such
And this is a beat ah

Chorus:
U cant touch this
I told U home boy
U cant touch this
Yeah, thats how were livin and U know
U cant touch this
Look in my eyes, man
U cant touch this
Here, let me bust the funky lyrics
U cant touch this

Break it down
Fresh new kicks and pants
U got it like that now
U know U wanna dance
So, move out of your seat
And get a fly girl
And catch this beat
While its rollin
Hold on, pump a little bit
And let them know
Its going on like that
Like that cold on a mission
So fall on back
Let em know that youre too much
And this is a beat
U cant touch this

Chorus

Give me a song, or rhythm
Makin em sweat
Thats what Im giving em
Now they know
U talk about the Hammer
Youre talking
A show thats hyped
And tight singers
And sweating
So pass them a wipe
Or a tape to learn
What it is going to take
In the 90s
To burn the charts
Legit
Either work hard
Or U might as well quit

'East of Eden"
The suffering of the utmost cost,
Happy then in our paradise lost,
Restless wanderers on the plane,
Branded with the mark of Cain.
We were covered, now lay bare,
Leaving our lonely hearts there.

And Satan slept,
And wisdom wept,
And everything is well.
And I have kept
The secret's depths
Into the pits of hell.

Now forsaken, we now repent;
Crush the head of the serpent.
Bask in glory of the golden days,
And for the burden to repay
Struggle on for godly blood,
Before the chaos of the flood.

And Satan slept,
And wisdom wept,
And everything is well.
And I have kept
The secret's depths
Into the pits of hell.

Now race of men of human sin
And godly origin deep within,
Wander on to the promised land,
And find the strength to again stand.
Find the land that you can bleed in,
And find again that lost eden.

And Satan slept,
And wisdom wept,
And everything is well.
And I have kept
The secret's depths
Into the pits of hell.

'September'

The day that the wind goes from warm to cold,
When the sun of the summer grows old,
And all you want to do is stay at home,
That's when we fell in love,
You made me forget everything,
The long dreary days, the falling leaves,
Those first eight months of pain,
As we stood there in the rain,

Seems like it's been forever now,
But I can still remember how,
Every moment felt like a lifetime,
As we floated in the breeze together,
Paradise was found by you and I,
It was in your eyes and mine,
From that first night in September,
That stretched on forever,

And now it's all going by so fast,
I can't hold onto the past,
I have to look at everything we'll be,
Together forever, you and me,
But when the days and the weeks slow down for a minute,
I can look back fondly,
And I can remember,
That September.

"Strength"
Times get tough;
The boys play rough;
You don't give enough,
Can't show your stuff,
All huff and puff,
And they don't buy the bluff.
But now it's on,
Fighting on,
Staying strong,
Like we did all along.

We'll pull through,
Together, me and you,
And shove our way through
And prove our strength true.

A face full of dirt,
And a world of hurt,
And you're so alert,
But still you assert
That you're no convert
By the blood on your shirt.
We both want to belong,
To prove them all wrong,
And to carry on
Like we did all along.

We'll pull through,
Together, me and you,
And shove our way through
And prove our strength true.

Go away or try and stay;
We'll make you pay
And make you say
The prayers you ought to pray;
Come and fight another day,
Or battle only to betray
The heart's only way.
With that resolve of clay
You'll again shrink away,
Just another cliche
In the tide of time's sway,
And now we're okay.

We'll pull through,
Together, me and you,
And shove our way through
And prove our strength true.

Fighting on,
Like we did all along.

"Let Go"

My scabs are almost picked
Slowly growing into this
Feelings I just can't let go
I am such a bore, that you need that much more
Go back that way and see what you get from me then

Nothing at all

My dead hands rise
Why am I this way?
Am I this way
Am I this way
Am I

Face my past, face my past, I can't let go
Face my past, face my past, I can't let go
Face my past, face my past

I see them in the jel
Laughing at me it is hell
Nothing can stop this torture
Fake my way through life
Call on me, my wife
Went back that way and I saw just what I was worth

Nothing at all

My dead hands rise
Why am I this way?
Am I this way
Am I this way
Am I

Face my past, face my past, I can't let go
Face my past, face my past, I can't let go
Face my past, face my past, I can't let go
Face my past, face my past

I won't take no
I won't take no (No!)
I won't take no for an answer
I won't take no
I won't take no (No!)
I won't take no for an answer

(Don't suffer me bitch, you can't suffer me
Don't suffer me bitch, you can't suffer me
Don't suffer me bitch, you can't suffer me
Don't suffer me bitch, you can't suffer me)

I won't take no
I won't take no (No!)
I won't take no for an answer
I won't take no
I won't take no (No!)
I won't take no for an answer

My scabs are almost picked
Slowly growing into this
Feelings I just can't let go
Well, I am such a bore, that you need that much more
Go back that way and see what you get from me then

Why am I this way?
Am I this way
Am I this way
Am I

Face my past, face my past, I can't let go
Face my past, face my past, I can't let go
Face my past, face my past, I can't let go
Face my past, face my past, I can't let go

I wrote this in kahns tower..lol ... You can’t stop HATE FACE
You can’t stop FAITH WASTE
You can’t stop TRAFFIC BASIC
You can’t stop PLASTIC ROMANTICS
You can’t stop LIES TRYING
You can’t stop CRIES FLYING
You can’t stop MAN GIRLS
You can’t stop WORLD THRILLS

You say you got a finger on my stuff ---
Forget about the boring we’re born too tough
You’re in my way you know you’re luck ---
Is anybody saying you’re way too rough?
You’re getting all wild
On things that I’m gonna think
That I’m gonna want
That I’m gonna see
That I’m gonna need
That I’m gonna need to take more of –
You – can’t Hmmmmm.... Stop
You – can’t – stop
You – can’t Hmmmmm.... Stop
You – can’t – stop

You can’t stop ONE TWO
You can’t stop MORE YOU
You can’t stop DREAMS SCENES
You can’t stop AIR FAIR
You can’t stop ME THINGS
You can’t stop SAYING BRAIN
You can’t stop LOVE DRUGS
You can’t stop BLOOD MUCH

You say you got a finger on my stuff ---
Forget about the boring we’re born too tough
You’re in my way you know you’re luck ---
Is anybody saying you’re way too rough?
You’re getting all wild
On things that I’m gonna think
That I’m gonna want
That I’m gonna see
That I’m gonna need
That I’m gonna need to take more of –
You – can’t Hmmmmm.... Stop
You – can’t – stop
You – can’t Hmmmmm.... Stop
You – can’t – stop
Stop ( x _____)

You say you got a finger on my stuff ---
Forget about the boring we’re born too tough
You’re in my way you know you’re luck ---
Is anybody saying you’re way too rough?
You’re getting all wild
On things that I’m gonna think
That I’m gonna want
That I’m gonna see
That I’m gonna need
That I’m gonna want
That i’m gonna find
That I’m gonna have
That I’m gonna see
That I’m gonna want
That I’m gonna need
that I’m gonna
That I’m gonna
That I’m gonna

hmmmmm you can’t
hmmmmm you can’t stop
you can’t hmmmmm stop
you can’t stop

you can’t stop
hmmmmmmm

you can’t stop

i love this......lol

"This Town"
Alan:
I awake, bleeding in the alley,
Lower than the lows of Death Valley,
Seeing a white world through a crimson hue,
And wondering to myself what I ought to do.
How did I get here? How do I escape?
This world has no law, no love, no shape.
This face is familiar, but it is not mine,
Though the mirror says I'm just fine.
This isn't my life, isn't my town.
Will I escape or will I be dragged back down?
And there she is, dark angel of drugs,
Holding me close in her warm hugs.

Kyle:
I was one forgotten by all;
Lost to time, I had to fall.
The scars of my father, burned on my chest;
The wounds of my soul, long put to rest.
Lone wolf, I struggle just to survive,
And I cut myself just to feel alive.
I thought to live was all that mattered,
So I still lived in this body battered,
But she came into my life, came to stay,
And she chased all my transgressions away.
Know I know I don't need the knife,
And I can live my own cruel life.

Sarah:
I was the one who was always used,
Refusing to admit I was sexually abused.
He said he loved me, as he hurt me,
And try to degrade and pervert me.
I had no self-worth, until I cut the ties;
Watch him bleed as he twitches and dies.
So when I met that dark stranger
I thought myself in mortal danger.
I shot him in the chest and ran away,
But he chased me down another day.
He wasn't like the one before me;
He suffered and bled and died for me.

Rachel:
A bottle of pills makes the pain go away,
And I'd sleep and dream all the long day.
In desperation, I panicked and fled,
Leaving my source spilled out on my bed.
Cold turkey, I'd crash and collapse,
And always fell into eternal relapse.
He came along and carried me on his shoulders,
Covering me as the night grew colder.
What I was didn't matter to him at all,
And everything he did, no matter how small,
Made me complete, without all the pills,
Watching slowly as the addiction kills.

Ryan:
Token oath, blood mother of scorn,
Know the day that you were born.
Conceive in hate, baptised in blood,
You were there in the dark flood.
Know your place, and change this face,
And redeem me from my sick disgrace.
He who masquerades in my stead,
Suffer him and smite him dead.
Those who linger to his fate,
Kill them all in your righteous hate.
As the eternal night screams by,
I kiss your hand as I slowly die.

Unknown:
Spoken in the void of heart,
Beware the town that tears apart.
The manifestation of our sins,
What lies just under your skin,
Is the open wound of your soul,
Striving still to consume you whole.
While you may forget your face,
Know you are welcome in this place.
Though you may redeem your past,
Know that your lives can never last.
So if you die or choose to live anew
Is the only choice that God can give you.

This is prolly my last self atonement piece is if you read any of mine READ THIS ONE

These scenes of my past cuts though my mind like an incision
My head is tainted, hiding my soul behind my visions
Just lookin at my yesterday affects all of my decisions
I tried to change my wrongs, but I've cut too deep a lesion
I just want you to envision, when i tried to do it all with surgical precision
I only met up with derision, heads caught up in collision, causing a division
I attempted resentment but God Met me with rescission
Now I'm usin Him to soothe all of my aggression
invading my mental process within my very session
my mind enters recession, God ensues possession
I forget about oppression and without concession, I:
let go without discretion, give Him all of my confession
and whatever He may ask me I answer every question,
but then again,
Thats man's Idea of progression repenting in succession
Tell it all in a compression, thinkin you let your mind freshen
and without suppression you go through your transgression
to the point that no matter how much wrong you do, you beg again and again like an obsession...
My method of expression, I'll never learn my lesson...
I only ask God to forgive me, thats how I deal with depression...

"The Neighbor in Room 303"
I woke up today to another dream,
Trapped in a nightmare, locked away;
Nothing here was as it seemed,
Locked in my own room for five long days.
She was the first to notice me,
Calling my name through the door;
But I was stuck in a dark reality,
And I couldn't breathe anymore.

And she'd say, I fled to you,
Read to you, gave my bed to you;
I said I'd die for you, die instead of you;
I bled for you, but was always dead to you.

I never knew anything but her face,
Her name, and I couldn't care less.
But the second he came to that place
I realized my own fearful distress.
I was the only one who knew,
The only one who could act.
"Better check on your neighbor soon",
Was the letter that forced me to react.

And she'd say, I fled to you,
Read to you, gave my bed to you;
I said I'd die for you, die instead of you;
I bled for you, but was always dead to you.

I found her broken and picked her up,
And fought to keep her safe and sound.
I'll never know if it was enough,
But I never let her touch the ground.
With every breath, I was by her side,
Until the end, where she disappeared,
And when that demon could no longer hide,
I saw her soul gone, though she reappeared.

And she'd say, I fled to you,
Read to you, gave my bed to you;
I said I'd die for you, die instead of you;
I bled for you, but was always dead to you.

The days and months and years gone
That I can never recover or live again
Mock me for the simple, subtle wrong
That I never was more than her friend.
It doesn't matter since I fight for her now,
And I'll break this chain and shut this door;
Though I don't why and I don't know how,
I'll see her with that beautiful smile once more.

And she'd say, I fled to you,
Read to you, gave my bed to you;
I said I'd die for you, die instead of you;
I bled for you, but was always dead to you.

"Walk Through the Past"
I've spent most of my life believing in fate,
And I always wondered if that was a mistake.
Trying to break free of the life I'd been cast
And trying hard to forget my tears of the past,
But you can't bury your problems in the dirt,
Unlike the people you used to hurt.
Always running, fearing to be found out,
I never had time to see what my life was about.

I was the one who never stood still,
Always afraid of the next big kill,
Of waking up in the night covered in sweat
And finding another empty space before sunset.
Looking back, I was never so well spoken,
Or well thought of, treated like I was broken;
I alienated all those I loved to brood on my own,
But all my actions led to me living this life alone.

I remember walking through the empty streets,
My nightly habit, just to clear my heavy heartbeats.
Rain or shine, I strolled down the same path,
Echoing memories of tears, fears, and laughs.
Past her house and toward the old school,
With the swingset and monkeybars by the pool,
And that small, wooden bridge over the creek,
The spot one night where I kissed her cheek.

The past is a thing of wonder and fear,
Holding all the memories of all my years.
Some say to forget the pain would be best,
And to forget would put all the skeletons to rest,
But I disagree; the ghosts have made me
The person that I am and what I hope still to be.
I walk that path still, though she is no more,
Finding myself following the street, just as I did before.

Past, present, or future means nothing in my mind,
Because they only exist to tantalize and remind
Me that I'm not as strong as I thought I was,
But that doesn't mean I have to accept my flaws.
If I could only free myself from my own regrets
Then I'd find a future perfect for me yet.
My life has come and gone; she came and went too fast,
But thanks to her, I can move beyond my past.

"Beast"
In the escapades of living,
I've done things far beyond forgiving,
A dark nature that dwells inside,
A nature I still struggle to hide.
Every now and then, the cage rattles,
And I feel in me an eternal battle.
Do I submit to the blood and rage,
Or can I put the beast back in its cage?

The shock of suggestions in the dust,
While I gaze through glasses at the rust.
Everything I stood for, crumbles in decay,
And the beast inside laughs another day.
Hellfire burning in my hot, acid veins,
I feel my flesh hurt but I ignore the pain.
The pictures of my forgotten demise
Flash again before my blinded eyes.

There's so much for me to do,
But still I find that I see right through you.
The beast inside, the lies you hide,
And the things you never could confide.
You fear to let that beast ever escape
And again deal with the tears and red-tape.
What if I told you, you weren't so far gone
As to be forced to submit to the strong?

Let the battle rage forth in fervored glory.
C'mon and hear the end to the story.
We are not men disguised as beasts,
We are beasts guised as men to feast
And to find a place for our forgotten parts,
As the beasts lurk deep within our hearts.
Now it comes to the choice of flee or defend,
And I choose to fight the beast to the end.

"The Only Woman I Couldn't Have"
Love is a crazy thing to try and explain;
It subjugates one to every manner of pain
And I would endure it all in perfect bliss
If I could feel the rush of a simple kiss.
I said everything right, did all that I could,
And was perfect to her, just as I should.
Every girl I knew flirted with me, wanted me,
And followed me around like they hunted me.
I could have dated any of them if I desired,
But that's not how my life has transpired.

I could've had love, could've had wealth;
I could've had it all, fame, fortune, and health.
I could've had looks and big, fat pay checks;
I could've had any girl; I could've had sex.
I could've had anyone I set my mind upon,
But the one girl I couldn't have is now gone.

It was hard for me to say no so many times;
After all, a simple kiss was not a crime,
But every time I saw your face, not her's,
And I walked away as my mind blurs.
I could've had what people said I needed,
And if I got her, they would say I had succeeded.
But I didn't want to forfeit what I wanted most,
Even if what I wanted was nothing but a ghost.
I was invisible to her, no matter what I did,
And loving her was the only thing she forbid.

I could've had love, could've had wealth;
I could've had it all, fame, fortune, and health.
I could've had looks and big, fat pay checks;
I could've had any girl; I could've had sex.
I could've had anyone I set my mind upon,
But the one girl I couldn't have is now gone.

I want to know that it wasn't a mistake,
To wait forever just for her sake.
She's so far away, too far for me to say,
But not so far for me to just sit and stay.
I'll search the world over, but I'll find her,
And I'll put an end to this eternal hurt.
I'll make her see me, just one last time,
Before I fall from the top of the climb.
I want to tell her everything I should have,
Profess my love for the one woman I couldn't have.

I could've had love, could've had wealth;
I could've had it all, fame, fortune, and health.
I could've had looks and big, fat pay checks;
I could've had any girl; I could've had sex.
I could've had anyone I set my mind upon,
But the one girl I couldn't have is now gone.

'Goodnight & Goodbye'

I know you still think about you and me,
Like it was only yesterday,
It was the sweetest dream,
Seemed so perfect, like it was something meant to be,
But suddenly,
Things went all awry,
And just when I thought I'd cried all the tears I could cry,
You stepped back into my life,
With a sudden burts of light,
And it's like everything is how it was way back then,
You changed my life,
When I never thought you could change it again,

Now you know I got my man at home,
Waiting by the phone,
I can't stay with you tonight,
I got responsibilities of my own,
And we both know this wouldn't be right,

What we shared was for real,
What we shared will be forever,
But it doesn't mean we're meant for each other,
So I gotta say goodnight,
So I gotta say goodbye,
Goodnight, and goodbye forever baby,

My minds going a mile a minute as I'm walking home,
It's amazing how, even in the streets of NYC, I can feel so alone,
But that look in your eyes,
It's staying in my mind,
And I can't seem to think about anything else but us,
All those nights we stayed up late in the hot tub,
How we would cuddle up,
It was just you and me and that's all we needed to get by,
Funny how things have become so complicated now,
Got thousands of questions running through my head,
"Where, when, how?" did my life come to this,
Just when I thought I had found bliss,
Everything changes with just one kiss,
And I keep on replaying tonight over in my mind,

Now you know I got my man at home,
Waiting by the phone,
I can't stay with you tonight,
I got responsibilities of my own,
And we both know this wouldn't be right,

What we shared was for real,
What we shared will be forever,
But it doesn't mean we're meant for each other,
So I gotta say goodnight,
So I gotta say goodbye,
Goodnight, and goodbye forever baby,

Before I know what's happening,
I'm standing outside of your apartment, shouting,
At the top of my voice that I would always love you,
You'd always have a place deep in my heart,
But before you could come down to me, and wrap me in your arms,
Like you used to,
I ran away, because this is going to be a fresh start,

Now you know I got my man at home,
Waiting by the phone,
I can't stay with you tonight,
I got responsibilities of my own,
And we both know this wouldn't be right,

What we shared was for real,
What we shared will be forever,
But it doesn't mean we're meant for each other,
So I gotta say goodnight,
So I gotta say goodbye,
Goodnight, and goodbye forever baby,

So it's true that I can't forget those nights we shared,
So very long ago,
I can't forget the love we made,
But those images fade,
As time goes by,
Goodnight, and goodbye.

Okay, I might post a few more....

Here's one I'm thinking right off the top of my head, I'll probably write the rest later.

DROP THE KNIFE
Will you please cut it out?
This stance will get you nowhere.
Why do you want to spill your own blood constantly?
Why are you cutting yourself down?

Will you please stop destroying yourself?
Will you, for once, look on the bright side?
Will you stop thinking about making your existance no more?
Will you lighten up?
For once?

Now here's some better songs....

UGLY TREE
(radio sample in the beginning of the song..this song's been recorded already)

"Hyprocrisy...they probably don't understand the word, but they do understand the concept....we tell them what to do...but we don't do it ourselves...now...here is...the story of -- "

Chop it all down
Like their motivation.
The leaves fall.

Our tears follow them.
Because of some of your unfairness, the squirrels have gone away.
While we follow them home.

They look like the boss, they look like the chainsaw
How are we just going to stand by, to get sawed to a stump?

I thought we were using our roots.
What about us, true blue?

CHILLY FREEZING HEAT
Haha!
You...you lead a pack of wolves
All thirsty for blood now.
They have to clobber something.

Go on and worship sports.

Muscle man, muscle man, muscle man, muscle man!
Trying to look tough.
Intimidating....
You're as frightening as the monster in my closet.
It's hilarious yet sad.

Your brain...is...your...helmet....

Come on, come on, come on, come on....
Stop pretending, pretending, pretending, pretending....

This song is really getting me back into my roots, of a more alternative, folkish sound. I actually think its some of my most honest lyrics.

'Rollercoaster Ride'

How can it be,
That sometimes I hate you so much,
How do I explain,
All the sorrow and the pain,
That you bring with every,
Touch of your hand,
Wink of your eye,
Kiss from your lips,
With every touch of your hand,
Wink of your eye,
Kiss from your lips,

Say goodbye to the castles in the sky,
Because our love is going to die,
I don't believe in secret love's,
I don't believe in lies,
Yet that's because your fulltime job,
If you truly love your parents so,
Then you'd let them know,
That I exist in your life,

Be still little one, the ride is almost over,
I know you're tired of going upside down,
Soaring up high only to fall,
I know you're sick of it all,
Be still little one, the ride is almost over,
I know you're bored of going round and around,
And there's nowhere to hide,
On this rollercoaster ride,

I just tell myself to breathe,
Instead of telling you to go fuck yourself,
I just tell myself to think,
Instead of taking my heart off the shelf,
I just tell myself that we,
Are everything to each other,
I just tell myself to believe,
In love's greater power,

How am I supposed to feel,
When you don't acknowledge my existence,
How am I supposed to love you,
Please tell me the way,
So I can be everything you need me to be,
And so you can be everything I need you to be,

Be still little one, the ride is almost over,
I know you're tired of going upside down,
Soaring up high only to fall,
I know you're sick of it all,
Be still little one, the ride is almost over,
I know you're bored of going round and around,
And there's nowhere to hide,
On this rollercoaster ride,

Sometimes I want you to fall off a cliff and die,
Because of the emptiness you make me feel inside,
Sometimes I feel like this all gone in vain,
Because this love can drive me insane,

So go fuck yourself, motherfucker,
But before you go tell me why I love you so,
Go fuck yourself, motherfucker,
But before you go tell me why, I love you so,

So go..
So go..
So go..

Be still little one, the ride is almost over,
I know you're tired of going upside down,
Soaring up high only to fall,
I know you're sick of it all,
Be still little one, the ride is almost over,
I know you're bored of going round and around,
And there's nowhere to hide,
On this rollercoaster ride,

So go..
So go..
But take me with you.

"Principle of Experience"
In the end, I just need
To live on, to breathe.
No matter how long,
I'll make you believe.
Oh, to live is to thrive;
The journey makes me alive.
Deep, deep in the night,
We'll carry the light,
Set everything right.

Shining over the stars,
I welcome my scars;
Despite the distance,
I'll come, no matter how far.
To deny what is inside
Is to hole away and hide,
And I'll know you care,
Now matter how I fare,
And I'll always be there.

To be, nothing to see,
Nothing deep in me;
The lies of my sorrow.
You view me as I ought to be.
I won't let you leave;
I'll just try to make believe
That everything is here,
And that you'll appear
And wash away my tears.

Potential in passion,
I can't help but fashion
An ideal world to inhabit.
If only man could ration
How madly I love you,
How much I would do
To make our live complete;
We will never face defeat
As long as this heart beats.

"Understanding"
Sacred dreams upon the skies,
Dream again and realize
That the segregation of my heart
Has found a voice to start
And now the feelings so vast
Mingle with the dreams of past.
I dream and dream and dream until
I find that I once again can feel.

Would you ever know those dreams,
Know those things I used to hide,
Now those thing I can confide?
Onward through the torrent streams,
Know those tears I used to cry,
Now those things I wished would die.
This soul has been torn apart,
But it wasn't always so bad,
And the dreams weren't always so sad.
Could you ever know this heart,
The love that I wish I could have had,
That love that finally drove me mad?

Could you bring me back down
To the reality of the ground?
Try and understand why I stayed
And why every night I prayed
That you would make it on your own
Without a need to pick up the phone.
Again and again, I settled the score,
And still you came, begging for more.

Would you ever know those dreams,
Know those things I used to hide,
Now those thing I can confide?
Onward through the torrent streams,
Know those tears I used to cry,
Now those things I wished would die.
This soul has been torn apart,
But it wasn't always so bad,
And the dreams weren't always so sad.
Could you ever know this heart,
The love that I wish I could have had,
That love that finally drove me mad?

"The System"
It's like everyone's in the fast lane,
Doing things and having dreams,
Doing everything to escape the pain
Of living the mundane.
In a world paid for by the dollar,
Of brown-noses and blue collars,
Everyone just wants to be taller
And give it their all or
Else they'll end up in a rut,
Fed up and taking budget cuts,
And then they'll be kissin' the butts
Of those who know what from what.

Eternal shame in the rain parade,
Retracing all the progress made,
To find that lost bill still unpaid
And that last prayer still unprayed.
Bottom of the barrel's where its at;
Bottom of the bottle, with the rats,
A living excuse for a human doormat,
Growing old and growing fat.
The dreams died to the reality,
Exposing their own mortality,
As the once strong pulse of vitality
Sinks into social abnormality.

Late for work; the alarm's broke,
Scarfing down meals till you choke,
Always cut off before you spoke;
Your life's just a workaholic joke.
Not time for me, no time for you,
No time to do what you want to do;
No time to find those dreams and pursue
Them until they come true.
The shifts go by, like the hours,
Till you come home to dead flowers;
Take a long, cold shower
To match your soul, so sour.

A man once made outta mud,
Now a man of muscle and blood;
A bright flower nipped in the bud,
Washed away in the world's flood.
You load sixteen tons and what do you get?
Another day older and deeper in debt,
Filled with a life of eternal regret,
Forever and ever past each sunset.
I want to leave, to be like I was before,
To see the world, to journey and explore,
To find my purpose and to dream once more,
But I can't; I owe my soul to the company store.

In quiet afternoons, I sit idly in the field,
Watching white clouds pass over my head.
The placid thoughts of this give way and yield
To the angelic vision of you in their stead.
You are an angel, a vision of a goddess above,
A blessing from heaven I could never deserve;
And yet, despite this, you gave me your love,
And the memory of you I long to preserve.

What I feel, what I feel...
Is the love hold in that heart of gold.
What is real? What is real?...
The nature of pain in the endless rain.
What is love? What is love?...
The memories true of the goddess in you.
What I need, what I need...
Is be in this place in your sweet embrace.

As you dance among the lillies in the wind,
The train of your dress touches my hand.
Like a nymph in the folds of human skin,
You charm me and I fail to understand.
You're so pure, so innocent, so naive,
And I want to protect that innocence still.
Let's form our world of lovely make-believe,
And find the strength to mutually feel.

What I feel, what I feel...
Is the love hold in that heart of gold.
What is real? What is real?...
The nature of pain in the endless rain.
What is love? What is love?...
The memories true of the goddess in you.
What I need, what I need...
Is be in this place in your sweet embrace.

Taste the nature of your dreams
And now that I am with you.
Darling love, you have my dreams
And I dream only of you.

What I feel, what I feel...
Is the love hold in that heart of gold.
What is real? What is real?...
The nature of pain in the endless rain.
What is love? What is love?...
The memories true of the goddess in you.
What I need, what I need...
Is be in this place in your sweet embrace.

"Mutual"
Wake up to the light of day,
Still haven't dreamed enough.
There's still so much more to say;
Living as the times get tough.
I want to find my inner salvation
And know the truth behind the lies.
There's no time for hesitation;
I long to hear an answer to my cries.

I want to be the one to wash away the tears,
And spend my night with her throughout the years,
And to be there to chase away her fears.
There is more to you than what first appears,
And there's magic in the life we live here.
Please come close and I'll whisper in your ears
The words I long to tell the one I hold dear.

Angel of mercy, high above,
Shine through the night skies,
And show me the meaning of love
Beyond the facade of our ties.
Break the chains and soar away,
And sail the seas of severed signs;
Find new meaning for each day
As I love the one who I call mine.

I want to be the one to wash away the tears,
And spend my night with her throughout the years,
And to be there to chase away her fears.
There is more to you than what first appears,
And there's magic in the life we live here.
Please come close and I'll whisper in your ears
The words I long to tell the one I hold dear.

See me through as I say good-bye,
And touch my skin as you used to.
I kiss your lips while you softly cry
And smile at me as I gaze at you.
The first ones to see and first to die,
We will never forsake what made us alive;
Through it all, we never ceased to try
And loving you helped me to survive.

I want to be the one to wash away the tears,
And spend my night with her throughout the years,
And to be there to chase away her fears.
There is more to you than what first appears,
And there's magic in the life we live here.
Please come close and I'll whisper in your ears
The words I long to tell the one I hold dear.

It's a poem i threw together,
I can never sleep to dream, nor am I still allowed. Countless hours spent, guarding at my door. From the many woes and worries, aloft and on the floor; Growling beasties, squawking birds, fishes that go glub. I never know when they leave or if they ever do, nay I say no more. For at my door I hear a knock. yet from the window all may see, a legion at the door.

Hope you like it.