About Me
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'Meltdown'
When you left I lost everything,
Now I can't seem,
To find my way back to life,
Because everyday it's like I'm fighting to survive,
And more and more I'm losing my sanity,
I'm losing my will to keep going,
Can't sleep,
Can't eat,
Can't close my eyes without seeing you,
Can't forget,
Can't relive,
Can't imagine how I'm supposed to go on,
It hurts so so bad,
This all feel so wrong,
I've lost everything I ever had,
I can paint a smile on my face,
I can shine through the rain,
You'd never know that I was in pain,
But deep inside,
A part of me died,
The day you walked out of my life,
There's no turning back now,
Gotta survive some how,
I gotta get past this meltdown,
I stand so much taller in my Manolo's,
But I'm feelin so low,
Livin and breathin without you,
If only I had someone to turn to,
To lean on when times get tough,
When standing tall just isn't enough,
And I can't breathe,
Can't think,
Can't get past what we were,
Can't laugh,
Can't dream,
Can't fathom what we could be,
And it hurts so so bad,
That when I set you free,
I lost everything I ever had,
I can paint a smile on my face,
I can shine through the rain,
You'd never know that I was in pain,
But deep inside,
A part of me died,
The day you walked out of my life,
There's no turning back now,
Gotta survive some how,
I gotta get past this meltdown,
If I bumped in to you on the street,
Would you acknowledge me?
Or would you just walk on by,
If you saw me cry,
Would you wipe away my tears?
Just like you used to,
Just like you used to,
I can paint a smile on my face,
I can shine through the rain,
You'd never know that I was in pain,
But deep inside,
A part of me died,
The day you walked out of my life,
There's no turning back now,
Gotta survive some how,
I gotta get past this meltdown.
When you left I lost everything,
Now I can't seem,
To find my way back to life,
Because everyday it's like I'm fighting to survive,
And more and more I'm losing my sanity,
I'm losing my will to keep going,
Can't sleep,
Can't eat,
Can't close my eyes without seeing you,
Can't forget,
Can't relive,
Can't imagine how I'm supposed to go on,
It hurts so so bad,
This all feel so wrong,
I've lost everything I ever had,
I can paint a smile on my face,
I can shine through the rain,
You'd never know that I was in pain,
But deep inside,
A part of me died,
The day you walked out of my life,
There's no turning back now,
Gotta survive some how,
I gotta get past this meltdown,
I stand so much taller in my Manolo's,
But I'm feelin so low,
Livin and breathin without you,
If only I had someone to turn to,
To lean on when times get tough,
When standing tall just isn't enough,
And I can't breathe,
Can't think,
Can't get past what we were,
Can't laugh,
Can't dream,
Can't fathom what we could be,
And it hurts so so bad,
That when I set you free,
I lost everything I ever had,
I can paint a smile on my face,
I can shine through the rain,
You'd never know that I was in pain,
But deep inside,
A part of me died,
The day you walked out of my life,
There's no turning back now,
Gotta survive some how,
I gotta get past this meltdown,
If I bumped in to you on the street,
Would you acknowledge me?
Or would you just walk on by,
If you saw me cry,
Would you wipe away my tears?
Just like you used to,
Just like you used to,
I can paint a smile on my face,
I can shine through the rain,
You'd never know that I was in pain,
But deep inside,
A part of me died,
The day you walked out of my life,
There's no turning back now,
Gotta survive some how,
I gotta get past this meltdown.
About Me
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You kink, you never spoke to me again... Me dejaste solo y miserable...
About Me
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Knock down a wall to put up a fence
a penny for my thoughts?
My personal truths at your own expence
well I cannot be bought,
If its not swords I use then I strike with My pens
Youd pay me to think when you make me too tense
You insult my mind now you get my 2 cents
Thats twice what you gave me,
How does that make sense?
If Im to be cautious then let God be my warner
Im sick of fearing the 'turn of the corner'
Im not with his flock even if He is the hoarder
My stomachs a knot, my noose of a rope
I'll hang myself if I cant ever Cope
I seem to just sit back waiting and mope
Look for a life that you'd see in a Soap
after all the years I shoulda given up hope
lookin for that word, but I wont say it, Nope...
How could an idea not touching to feel
Be enough to fuel, someones intent to kill
Untouchable, but so simple to steal
You Goddamn thought, wear a heart for a seal
after all this time, I dont think that you're real...
I just dont get it still, how does it all Work?
The one that I treasure is the one I will hurt?
The one that Im with is the one that I'll Miss?
Start with a look and lock with a kiss?
Well tell me this, you're not a thing so i cant keep you
you're not an expression so I cant change you
I know that now I see your intention,
you're not experiment, you're an invention...
And I look for you in a regular basis
I know that I missed you in similar cases
I might even have uttered you in singular phrases
after all of it theres nothin that changes
You're the one that keeps running and I do the chases
Baby steps to your leaps and bounds, I better switch up my paces
Run when I hit the ground, and cover my bases
But I've looked around Imma run out of places
Play the cards in my deck till I run out of Aces
Make room in my heart till I run out of spaces
Or Try girls on MySpace till I run out of faces
And now I must tell YOU, I swallow my pride
Even now I still feel like I've something to hide
I came across choices, I couldnt decide
A horrible feeling like dying inside
It happened today at a quarter past five
Well i couldnt reveal it, nor place in a sentence
I'd probably look silly, and shake in your presence
There's somethin about you Im obsessed with your essense
I now concider you the greatest of chances
You made me feel good, Like I could do better
I'd feel you while thinkin "I acctually get her"
and you felt what I said right down to the letter
I opened up thinkin' "I acctually let her"
This will probably haunt me like a waking sound
I could never face you without breaking down
It makes me uneasy like the shaking ground
To know now you're a story while Im taking rounds...
"What It's Like"
Sometimes I feel like my pain never ends,
But I know that I can depend on my friends
To pull me through and pick me up
And send me on my way till I've had enough,
And I'm able to stand proud and strong
And face the facts when I stand dead wrong.
Like a speeding train,
Faster than it even came,
Dancing with you in the rain,
Washing away each other's pain.
It's so strange, so insane;
We had so much to gain,
And I want to feel alive with you.
Every now and then my temper flares,
And I push away all those who care
And I drive away the one source of strength;
Then I go the distance, go any length
To pick up the pieces of my shatter life,
And find some rest to contrast my strife.
Like a speeding train,
Faster than it even came,
Dancing with you in the rain,
Washing away each other's pain.
It's so strange, so insane;
We had so much to gain,
And I want to feel alive with you.
Justify me, satisfy me.
Realize, please, all the lies we see,
And break the bond,
Sever the ties,
Pull yourself along,
Never hearing my cries.
Like a speeding train,
Faster than it even came,
Dancing with you in the rain,
Washing away each other's pain.
It's so strange, so insane;
We had so much to gain,
And I want to feel alive with you.
Sometimes I feel like my pain never ends,
But I know that I can depend on my friends
To pull me through and pick me up
And send me on my way till I've had enough,
And I'm able to stand proud and strong
And face the facts when I stand dead wrong.
Like a speeding train,
Faster than it even came,
Dancing with you in the rain,
Washing away each other's pain.
It's so strange, so insane;
We had so much to gain,
And I want to feel alive with you.
Every now and then my temper flares,
And I push away all those who care
And I drive away the one source of strength;
Then I go the distance, go any length
To pick up the pieces of my shatter life,
And find some rest to contrast my strife.
Like a speeding train,
Faster than it even came,
Dancing with you in the rain,
Washing away each other's pain.
It's so strange, so insane;
We had so much to gain,
And I want to feel alive with you.
Justify me, satisfy me.
Realize, please, all the lies we see,
And break the bond,
Sever the ties,
Pull yourself along,
Never hearing my cries.
Like a speeding train,
Faster than it even came,
Dancing with you in the rain,
Washing away each other's pain.
It's so strange, so insane;
We had so much to gain,
And I want to feel alive with you.
It's only two o'clock and the tempertures beginning to soar
And all around the city you see the walking wounded and the living dead
It's never been this hot and I've never been so bored
And breathing is just no fun anymore
And then I saw you like a summer dream
And your the answer to every prayer that I ever said
And then I saw you like a summer dream
And your the answer to every prayer that I ever said
You can feel the pulse of the pavement racing like a runaway horse
The subways are steaming and the skin of the street is gleaming with sweat
I've seen you sitting on the steps outside
And you were looking so reckless and restless and lost
I think it's time for you to come inside
I'll be waiting here with something that you'll never forget
I think it's time for you to come inside
I'll be waiting here with something that you'll never forget
Come on! Come on!
And there'll be no turning back
You were only killing time and it'll you right back
Come on! Come on!
It's time to burn up the fuse
You've got nothing to do and even less to lose
You've got nothing to do and even less to lose
So wander down the ancient hallway
Taking the stairs only one at a time
Follow the sound of my heartbeat now
I'm in the room at the top, you're at the end of the line
Open the door and lay down on the bed
The sun is just a ball of desire
And I wanna take you out of the frying pan(and into the fire)
Out of the frying pan(and into the fire)
Out of the frying pan(and into the fire)
And into the fire! fire! fire!
And into the fire! fire! fire!
And into the fire! fire! fire!
And into the fire!
It's only two o'clock and the tempertures beginning to soar
And all around the city you see the walking wounded and the living dead
It's never been this hot and I've never been so bored
And breathing is just no fun anymore
And then I saw you like a summer dream
And your the answer to every prayer that I ever said
And then I saw you like a summer dream
And your the answer to every prayer that I ever said
Come on! Come on!
And there'll be no turning back
You were only killing time and it'll you right back
Come on! Come on!
It's time to burn up the fuse
You've got nothing to do and even less to lose
You've got nothing to do and even less to lose
So wander down the ancient hallway
Taking the stairs only one at a time
Follow the sound of my heartbeat now
I'm in the room at the top, you're at the end of the line
Open the door and lay down on the bed
The sun is just a ball of desire
And I wanna take you out of the frying pan(and into the fire)
Out of the frying pan(and into the fire)
Out of the frying pan(and into the fire)
Fire! fire! fire! and into the
Fire! fire! fire! and into the
Fire! fire! fire! and into the...fire
And all around the city you see the walking wounded and the living dead
It's never been this hot and I've never been so bored
And breathing is just no fun anymore
And then I saw you like a summer dream
And your the answer to every prayer that I ever said
And then I saw you like a summer dream
And your the answer to every prayer that I ever said
You can feel the pulse of the pavement racing like a runaway horse
The subways are steaming and the skin of the street is gleaming with sweat
I've seen you sitting on the steps outside
And you were looking so reckless and restless and lost
I think it's time for you to come inside
I'll be waiting here with something that you'll never forget
I think it's time for you to come inside
I'll be waiting here with something that you'll never forget
Come on! Come on!
And there'll be no turning back
You were only killing time and it'll you right back
Come on! Come on!
It's time to burn up the fuse
You've got nothing to do and even less to lose
You've got nothing to do and even less to lose
So wander down the ancient hallway
Taking the stairs only one at a time
Follow the sound of my heartbeat now
I'm in the room at the top, you're at the end of the line
Open the door and lay down on the bed
The sun is just a ball of desire
And I wanna take you out of the frying pan(and into the fire)
Out of the frying pan(and into the fire)
Out of the frying pan(and into the fire)
And into the fire! fire! fire!
And into the fire! fire! fire!
And into the fire! fire! fire!
And into the fire!
It's only two o'clock and the tempertures beginning to soar
And all around the city you see the walking wounded and the living dead
It's never been this hot and I've never been so bored
And breathing is just no fun anymore
And then I saw you like a summer dream
And your the answer to every prayer that I ever said
And then I saw you like a summer dream
And your the answer to every prayer that I ever said
Come on! Come on!
And there'll be no turning back
You were only killing time and it'll you right back
Come on! Come on!
It's time to burn up the fuse
You've got nothing to do and even less to lose
You've got nothing to do and even less to lose
So wander down the ancient hallway
Taking the stairs only one at a time
Follow the sound of my heartbeat now
I'm in the room at the top, you're at the end of the line
Open the door and lay down on the bed
The sun is just a ball of desire
And I wanna take you out of the frying pan(and into the fire)
Out of the frying pan(and into the fire)
Out of the frying pan(and into the fire)
Fire! fire! fire! and into the
Fire! fire! fire! and into the
Fire! fire! fire! and into the...fire
About Me
They were crying when their sons left. God is wearing black. He has come so far to find no hope, he's never coming back. They were crying when their sons left, all young men must go, he has come so far to find the truth he is never going home...
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"Seize The Day"
Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost
It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over
I see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with time
But I'm too young to worry
These streets we travel on will undergo our same lost past
I found you here, now please just stay for a while
I can move on with you around
I hand you my mortal life, but will it be forever?
I'd do anything for a smile, holding you 'til our time is done
We both know the day will come, but I don't want to leave you
I see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with time
But I'm too young to worry (a melody, a memory, or just one picture)
Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost
It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over
Newborn life replacing all of us, changing this fable we live in
No longer needed here so where do we go?
Will you take a journey tonight, follow me past the walls of death?
But girl, what if there is no eternal life?
I see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with time
But I'm too young to worry (a melody, a memory, or just one picture)
Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost
It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over
Trials in life, questions of us existing here, don't wanna die alone without you here
Please tell me what we have is real
So, what if I never hold you, yeah, or kiss your lips again?
Woooaaah, so I never want to leave you and the memories for us to see
I beg don't leave me
Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost
It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over
Trials in life, questions of us existing here, don't wanna die alone without you here
Please tell me what we have is real
Silence you lost me, no chance for one more day
I stand here alone
Falling away from you, no chance to get back home
Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost
It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over
I see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with time
But I'm too young to worry
These streets we travel on will undergo our same lost past
I found you here, now please just stay for a while
I can move on with you around
I hand you my mortal life, but will it be forever?
I'd do anything for a smile, holding you 'til our time is done
We both know the day will come, but I don't want to leave you
I see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with time
But I'm too young to worry (a melody, a memory, or just one picture)
Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost
It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over
Newborn life replacing all of us, changing this fable we live in
No longer needed here so where do we go?
Will you take a journey tonight, follow me past the walls of death?
But girl, what if there is no eternal life?
I see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with time
But I'm too young to worry (a melody, a memory, or just one picture)
Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost
It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over
Trials in life, questions of us existing here, don't wanna die alone without you here
Please tell me what we have is real
So, what if I never hold you, yeah, or kiss your lips again?
Woooaaah, so I never want to leave you and the memories for us to see
I beg don't leave me
Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost
It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over
Trials in life, questions of us existing here, don't wanna die alone without you here
Please tell me what we have is real
Silence you lost me, no chance for one more day
I stand here alone
Falling away from you, no chance to get back home
"Beauty and Reflection"
Broken mirror,
A thousand faces staring back at me.
I can hear her
Screaming through the void to help me see.
The glass shatters,
Falling over this vessel of ravaged skin.
Nothing matters
Aside what I always felt deep within.
You are beautiful, beautiful to me
(you're what I hope to be)
Beautiful, beautiful to me
(you're everything I see)
Beautiful, beautiful to me
(my world of possibilities)
Beautiful, beautiful to me
(you're everything I need.)
Crystal snowflakes,
Falling on my flesh and shaggy hair.
All my mistakes
Mean nothing as long I know that you are there.
All I witness
Is present in the peace found in this place.
My dear princess,
I am lost in the abstract beauty of your face.
You are beautiful, beautiful to me
(you're what I hope to be)
Beautiful, beautiful to me
(you're everything I see)
Beautiful, beautiful to me
(my world of possibilities)
Beautiful, beautiful to me
(you're everything I need.)
Nothing but love I hold for you.
Darling, all I feel I promise is true.
You're the one who helped me pull through,
And I'd do anything for you.
You are beautiful, beautiful to me
(you're what I hope to be)
Beautiful, beautiful to me
(you're everything I see)
Beautiful, beautiful to me
(my world of possibilities)
Beautiful, beautiful to me
(you're everything I need.)
Broken mirror,
A thousand faces staring back at me.
I can hear her
Screaming through the void to help me see.
The glass shatters,
Falling over this vessel of ravaged skin.
Nothing matters
Aside what I always felt deep within.
You are beautiful, beautiful to me
(you're what I hope to be)
Beautiful, beautiful to me
(you're everything I see)
Beautiful, beautiful to me
(my world of possibilities)
Beautiful, beautiful to me
(you're everything I need.)
Crystal snowflakes,
Falling on my flesh and shaggy hair.
All my mistakes
Mean nothing as long I know that you are there.
All I witness
Is present in the peace found in this place.
My dear princess,
I am lost in the abstract beauty of your face.
You are beautiful, beautiful to me
(you're what I hope to be)
Beautiful, beautiful to me
(you're everything I see)
Beautiful, beautiful to me
(my world of possibilities)
Beautiful, beautiful to me
(you're everything I need.)
Nothing but love I hold for you.
Darling, all I feel I promise is true.
You're the one who helped me pull through,
And I'd do anything for you.
You are beautiful, beautiful to me
(you're what I hope to be)
Beautiful, beautiful to me
(you're everything I see)
Beautiful, beautiful to me
(my world of possibilities)
Beautiful, beautiful to me
(you're everything I need.)
"Scrapbook of Faded Pages"
Dearest love, nothing could be more sincere
Than this love that I hold dear.
Remember the time when you first appeared,
Walking down the halls, all the guys watchin' your rear,
And all the envy of the girls by the lockers
That held their heartthrobs and hard-rockers,
Seemed to follow you 'round every curve,
While the guys followed you 'round every swerve?
Darling of everyone's lies, Delilah of every guy,
Jezebel to every girl's eye, Zatanna of every surprise.
What were you to us back then? What was I?
I was just a loner, a dork, at best a simple guy.
Not bound for greatness, just tried to get by.
And yet I was the one you swore would never die
As long as you lived to love the sound inside,
And I stayed near to shelter you and to hide.
What aspirations drove such a thought to your brain,
A feeling for someone insignificant; they said you were insane,
And that you would suffer, and you would face the pain,
While I basked in insolence and in utter disdain.
You proved them all wrong; you knew all along,
You had somewhere to belong, somewhere in song,
Somewhere told about in the secrets by the fire,
In the snow clouds you said would take you higher,
While I recounted all the memories given to me by her;
The one I wanted most, gave nothing to, and forever desired.
Token angel of forgotten lore, forgotten past,
She knew that all the good times wouldn't last.
Despite this, she made every day count, took her stand,
And made me feel like every day was so grand.
I thought I knew, but I never truly could understand
Why she looked at me like that when I touched her hand.
Something more than intimacy, more than skin,
Something much deeper, something deeper within.
All that we denied was just a lie so that I could confide
And admit that my pride pushed her from my side.
But she never left, and never will, for her words ring true,
And the love I gave is the love still residing in you.
Dearest love, nothing could be more sincere
Than this love that I hold dear.
Remember the time when you first appeared,
Walking down the halls, all the guys watchin' your rear,
And all the envy of the girls by the lockers
That held their heartthrobs and hard-rockers,
Seemed to follow you 'round every curve,
While the guys followed you 'round every swerve?
Darling of everyone's lies, Delilah of every guy,
Jezebel to every girl's eye, Zatanna of every surprise.
What were you to us back then? What was I?
I was just a loner, a dork, at best a simple guy.
Not bound for greatness, just tried to get by.
And yet I was the one you swore would never die
As long as you lived to love the sound inside,
And I stayed near to shelter you and to hide.
What aspirations drove such a thought to your brain,
A feeling for someone insignificant; they said you were insane,
And that you would suffer, and you would face the pain,
While I basked in insolence and in utter disdain.
You proved them all wrong; you knew all along,
You had somewhere to belong, somewhere in song,
Somewhere told about in the secrets by the fire,
In the snow clouds you said would take you higher,
While I recounted all the memories given to me by her;
The one I wanted most, gave nothing to, and forever desired.
Token angel of forgotten lore, forgotten past,
She knew that all the good times wouldn't last.
Despite this, she made every day count, took her stand,
And made me feel like every day was so grand.
I thought I knew, but I never truly could understand
Why she looked at me like that when I touched her hand.
Something more than intimacy, more than skin,
Something much deeper, something deeper within.
All that we denied was just a lie so that I could confide
And admit that my pride pushed her from my side.
But she never left, and never will, for her words ring true,
And the love I gave is the love still residing in you.
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Hahahaha...?
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Hey, look who it is! The guy that hasn't submitted here in like 5 months!
Pockets Of Sauce
Everyone tells me life's too short
Then why are there such fake people?
Go ahead and disguise yourselves...over a heap of plastic
I wouldn't be bothered to save all of you.
Maybe I'm a hyprocrite
Because of--umm-ahhhh...let's see....
I'm already dreaming of sleep
I saw cake batter, ate a spoonful every day
I remember the sweetness, tastiness
Now the sight of that crap makes me sick
And apparently many people feel that way too.
I'm already dreaming of sleep, I'm dreaming of sleep....
Just like you!
The Downfall Of Adolescence
All I day I just...meh...
Then do as I please, which is sit there.
While... meh...
Make insane, something might bother you
But that's bizarre, at our age, we fall out of the earth, fall into the void.
Always mellow. Always tired. Always dumb.
My job is to seperate me from you
You, you, and you you you you you....can't forget about you over there....
Pockets Of Sauce
Everyone tells me life's too short
Then why are there such fake people?
Go ahead and disguise yourselves...over a heap of plastic
I wouldn't be bothered to save all of you.
Maybe I'm a hyprocrite
Because of--umm-ahhhh...let's see....
I'm already dreaming of sleep
I saw cake batter, ate a spoonful every day
I remember the sweetness, tastiness
Now the sight of that crap makes me sick
And apparently many people feel that way too.
I'm already dreaming of sleep, I'm dreaming of sleep....
Just like you!
The Downfall Of Adolescence
All I day I just...meh...
Then do as I please, which is sit there.
While... meh...
Make insane, something might bother you
But that's bizarre, at our age, we fall out of the earth, fall into the void.
Always mellow. Always tired. Always dumb.
My job is to seperate me from you
You, you, and you you you you you....can't forget about you over there....
"Discourse of Pulse"
Wondering why I came to this dark domain,
Afflictions, additions, just to mask the pain,
And while my soul could change, my life's still the same,
With the memories of thousands who don't know my name.
The fear and distress of my would-be laments
Offer nothing but stress to my hollow repent,
And the cracked psyche, now broken, bleeding, and bent,
Goes along for the ride, following the shadows they sent.
The people I feel for, nothing but spite and hate,
And the guilt of these feelings can never relate
To the person I built, the identity I stole, and all my mistakes,
While I can't feel the pain, can't stay the same, do whatever it takes,
And nothing can stop dreams from rushing through my head;
I hide away instead, better of dead, better I'd bled,
And left the red flow, let it all go, as I lay in bed,
While the darkness consumes, every sin that I fed.
When I'm not here to hold your hand,
I hope you'll understand, it wasn't planned,
And the lies, nothing that I tried, it didn't make me a man,
And so I ran, my life canned, too scared to make my stand.
How could it be that my face's now staring at me?
This mockery of hypocrisy, this entity of serenity,
This face, in such bad taste, seemingly so free,
Everything I wanted to be, everything for me to see.
What could I ever hope to achieve?
I couldn't even breathe, couldn't leave,
But despite it, I'd write it, so that you might believe,
And now that your tears still stain my shirt's sleeve.
All we felt, all we dealt, both the good and the bad,
All the things we did, everything that drove me mad,
Every ghost, what I felt most, every passing fad,
Drove me to this recession, this depression, so sad.
Feel my skin. It's still warm to your touch,
And past the past, I have a hunch,
You still remember that touch, and that bunch
Of gifts I gave to lift your spirit, to show you just how much.
Give it to them, then, and this will end;
Damn desires, damn liars, eternal fires, burning the skin,
Pushing away everyone, both foe and forgotten friend,
While the flesh still fights, still subconciously tries to defend.
I wanted to take it away from her,
Take away all that made her suffer,
But, I was weak, couldn't think, and it wasn't enough for
The pain to end the dream, enough to end the curse.
Stop it! Don't try to top it! I won't forget my soul,
My hard heart, dark as death, cold as coal,
Still beats in this chest that you loved best, the heart you stole,
And I promise I'll end the cycle, and make the love you gave whole.
Wondering why I came to this dark domain,
Afflictions, additions, just to mask the pain,
And while my soul could change, my life's still the same,
With the memories of thousands who don't know my name.
The fear and distress of my would-be laments
Offer nothing but stress to my hollow repent,
And the cracked psyche, now broken, bleeding, and bent,
Goes along for the ride, following the shadows they sent.
The people I feel for, nothing but spite and hate,
And the guilt of these feelings can never relate
To the person I built, the identity I stole, and all my mistakes,
While I can't feel the pain, can't stay the same, do whatever it takes,
And nothing can stop dreams from rushing through my head;
I hide away instead, better of dead, better I'd bled,
And left the red flow, let it all go, as I lay in bed,
While the darkness consumes, every sin that I fed.
When I'm not here to hold your hand,
I hope you'll understand, it wasn't planned,
And the lies, nothing that I tried, it didn't make me a man,
And so I ran, my life canned, too scared to make my stand.
How could it be that my face's now staring at me?
This mockery of hypocrisy, this entity of serenity,
This face, in such bad taste, seemingly so free,
Everything I wanted to be, everything for me to see.
What could I ever hope to achieve?
I couldn't even breathe, couldn't leave,
But despite it, I'd write it, so that you might believe,
And now that your tears still stain my shirt's sleeve.
All we felt, all we dealt, both the good and the bad,
All the things we did, everything that drove me mad,
Every ghost, what I felt most, every passing fad,
Drove me to this recession, this depression, so sad.
Feel my skin. It's still warm to your touch,
And past the past, I have a hunch,
You still remember that touch, and that bunch
Of gifts I gave to lift your spirit, to show you just how much.
Give it to them, then, and this will end;
Damn desires, damn liars, eternal fires, burning the skin,
Pushing away everyone, both foe and forgotten friend,
While the flesh still fights, still subconciously tries to defend.
I wanted to take it away from her,
Take away all that made her suffer,
But, I was weak, couldn't think, and it wasn't enough for
The pain to end the dream, enough to end the curse.
Stop it! Don't try to top it! I won't forget my soul,
My hard heart, dark as death, cold as coal,
Still beats in this chest that you loved best, the heart you stole,
And I promise I'll end the cycle, and make the love you gave whole.
About Me
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THE BALLAD OF CHASEY LAIN
(The bloodhound gang)
Dear Chasey Lain
I wrote to explain
I'm your biggest fan
I just wanted to ask
Could I eat your ass?
Write back as soon as you can
You've had a lotta dick
Had a lotta dick
I've had a lotta time
Had a lotta time
You've had a lotta dick Chasey
But you ain't had mine
Dear Chasey Lain
I wrote to complain
Ya never wrote me back
How could I ever eat
Your ass when ya treat
Your biggest fan like that?
You've had a lotta dick
Had a lotta dick
I've had a lotta time
Had a lotta time
You've had a lotta dick Chasey
But you ain't had mine
Dear Chasey Lain
I wrote to constrain
This letter is my last
As your biggest fan
I must demand
You let me eat your ass
You've had a lotta dick
Had a lotta dick
I've had a lotta time
Had a lotta time
You've had a lotta dick Chasey
But you ain't had mine
P.S.
Mom and Dad this is Chasey
Chasey this is my mom and dad
Now show ‘em them titties
Now show ‘em them titties
P.S.
Mom and Dad this is Chasey
Chasey this is my mom and dad
Now show ‘em them titties
Now show ‘em them titties
Would ya fuck me for blow?
(The bloodhound gang)
Dear Chasey Lain
I wrote to explain
I'm your biggest fan
I just wanted to ask
Could I eat your ass?
Write back as soon as you can
You've had a lotta dick
Had a lotta dick
I've had a lotta time
Had a lotta time
You've had a lotta dick Chasey
But you ain't had mine
Dear Chasey Lain
I wrote to complain
Ya never wrote me back
How could I ever eat
Your ass when ya treat
Your biggest fan like that?
You've had a lotta dick
Had a lotta dick
I've had a lotta time
Had a lotta time
You've had a lotta dick Chasey
But you ain't had mine
Dear Chasey Lain
I wrote to constrain
This letter is my last
As your biggest fan
I must demand
You let me eat your ass
You've had a lotta dick
Had a lotta dick
I've had a lotta time
Had a lotta time
You've had a lotta dick Chasey
But you ain't had mine
P.S.
Mom and Dad this is Chasey
Chasey this is my mom and dad
Now show ‘em them titties
Now show ‘em them titties
P.S.
Mom and Dad this is Chasey
Chasey this is my mom and dad
Now show ‘em them titties
Now show ‘em them titties
Would ya fuck me for blow?
A tool for a quick smile
not happiness
just something to entertain your mind for a bit
that's all it is
love
friendship
that which beings you the most pain
can't make you truly happy
toss it aside into the chaotic vortex
along with all the other concepts
concepts that used to make sense
when I was young
when I was naive
when I believed
believed without ever trying to understand
we are all but failed experiments
confusing primal instict with something meaningful
just chemicals in your mind telling your body how to feel
how to think
how to be
imprisoned within ourselves
we are never truly free
and then
nothingness
pointlessness
not happiness
just something to entertain your mind for a bit
that's all it is
love
friendship
that which beings you the most pain
can't make you truly happy
toss it aside into the chaotic vortex
along with all the other concepts
concepts that used to make sense
when I was young
when I was naive
when I believed
believed without ever trying to understand
we are all but failed experiments
confusing primal instict with something meaningful
just chemicals in your mind telling your body how to feel
how to think
how to be
imprisoned within ourselves
we are never truly free
and then
nothingness
pointlessness
"Watch Over Me" (adapted from the song by Ira and George Gershwin)
They always say that love is blind,
Still I'm told, "seek and ye shall find",
So I pine for a girl I've kept in mind.
Searched forever, haven't found her yet.
She's my grand affair I cannot forget,
The only girl I dream of with regret.
I desire to carve her initials in a tree,
In the old sycamore off of Ramona street.
She alone can make this heart beat.
There is somebody I long to see.
I hope she comes back eventually,
Someone who will watch over me.
I'm a little lamb lost in the woods;
Would you say if I promised to be good?
I never asked, because I knew you would.
Although I may not be the man some
Girls would think of as handsome,
She alone gave my soul its welcome.
Could you tell her for me please
To hurry up and put on speed,
To reach for me and follow my lead.
I'll wait for her for an eternity
Trying to be the man I hope to be,
Hoping that she will watch over me.
They always say that love is blind,
Still I'm told, "seek and ye shall find",
So I pine for a girl I've kept in mind.
Searched forever, haven't found her yet.
She's my grand affair I cannot forget,
The only girl I dream of with regret.
I desire to carve her initials in a tree,
In the old sycamore off of Ramona street.
She alone can make this heart beat.
There is somebody I long to see.
I hope she comes back eventually,
Someone who will watch over me.
I'm a little lamb lost in the woods;
Would you say if I promised to be good?
I never asked, because I knew you would.
Although I may not be the man some
Girls would think of as handsome,
She alone gave my soul its welcome.
Could you tell her for me please
To hurry up and put on speed,
To reach for me and follow my lead.
I'll wait for her for an eternity
Trying to be the man I hope to be,
Hoping that she will watch over me.
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"Only Hope"
There's a song that's inside of my soul,
It's the one that I've tried to write over and over again ,
I'm awake in the infinite cold,
But you sing to me over and over and over again,
So, I lay my head back down,
And I lift my hands and pray,
To be only yours, I pray, to be only yours,
I know now you're my only hope,
Sing to me the song of the stars,
Of your galaxy dancing and laughing and laughing again,
When it feels like my dreams are so far,
Sing to me of the plans that you have for me over again,
So I lay my head back down,
And I lift my hands and pray,
To be only yours, I pray, to be only yours,
I know now, you're my only hope,
I give you my destiny,
I'm giving you all of me,
I want your symphony, singing in all that I am,
At the top of my lungs, I'm giving it back,
So I lay my head back down,
And I lift my hands and pray,
To be only yours, I pray, to be only yours,
I pray, to be only yours,
I know now you're my only hope.
There's a song that's inside of my soul,
It's the one that I've tried to write over and over again ,
I'm awake in the infinite cold,
But you sing to me over and over and over again,
So, I lay my head back down,
And I lift my hands and pray,
To be only yours, I pray, to be only yours,
I know now you're my only hope,
Sing to me the song of the stars,
Of your galaxy dancing and laughing and laughing again,
When it feels like my dreams are so far,
Sing to me of the plans that you have for me over again,
So I lay my head back down,
And I lift my hands and pray,
To be only yours, I pray, to be only yours,
I know now, you're my only hope,
I give you my destiny,
I'm giving you all of me,
I want your symphony, singing in all that I am,
At the top of my lungs, I'm giving it back,
So I lay my head back down,
And I lift my hands and pray,
To be only yours, I pray, to be only yours,
I pray, to be only yours,
I know now you're my only hope.
"Legacy of Fragmented Journies"
Don't turn away from the world,
The darkness fades in your heart;
Ready to fight, I feel so close to your side.
The dangers of walking this road,
This road of ambivalence,
Yet knowing the nature of all I ever cried.
Restless wander,
A billion skies of lights;
The past laid to rest.
Hold on longer,
A face for the futile fight;
Comfort upon your breasts.
We can go to those lands far away,
Maybe not now, but someday.
Torn from the yoke of the mold,
Ambitious yet aimless.
Memories cry, and I felt close by your side.
The torment of dangers obscure,
Yet so definitely ill,
Like sweet nectar in the tears that you cried.
Restless wander,
A billion skies of lights;
The past laid to rest.
Hold on longer,
A face for the futile fight;
Comfort upon your breasts.
We can go to those lands far away,
Maybe not now, but someday.
Here, in the deepest corners,
And hidden in the shadows of the night.
My soul, my shield, my sword, my sorrow,
The peace to push me to fight.
Restless wander,
A billion skies of lights;
The past laid to rest.
Hold on longer,
A face for the futile fight;
Comfort upon your breasts.
We can go to those lands far away,
Maybe not now, but someday.
Don't turn away from the world,
The darkness fades in your heart;
Ready to fight, I feel so close to your side.
The dangers of walking this road,
This road of ambivalence,
Yet knowing the nature of all I ever cried.
Restless wander,
A billion skies of lights;
The past laid to rest.
Hold on longer,
A face for the futile fight;
Comfort upon your breasts.
We can go to those lands far away,
Maybe not now, but someday.
Torn from the yoke of the mold,
Ambitious yet aimless.
Memories cry, and I felt close by your side.
The torment of dangers obscure,
Yet so definitely ill,
Like sweet nectar in the tears that you cried.
Restless wander,
A billion skies of lights;
The past laid to rest.
Hold on longer,
A face for the futile fight;
Comfort upon your breasts.
We can go to those lands far away,
Maybe not now, but someday.
Here, in the deepest corners,
And hidden in the shadows of the night.
My soul, my shield, my sword, my sorrow,
The peace to push me to fight.
Restless wander,
A billion skies of lights;
The past laid to rest.
Hold on longer,
A face for the futile fight;
Comfort upon your breasts.
We can go to those lands far away,
Maybe not now, but someday.
0
"It's Gonna Be Us"
Here we are today, still strong, still standing tall,
Looks like we made it after all,
Even though no one had faith in our love,
But you and I made it by,
Through all the trying times,
All the lows and all the highs,
We did things we only dreamed of,
In all those fairytale stories from so long ago,
I always imagined a Prince who would love me so,
Who would rescue me,
Who would be everything I need,
But I never thought I'd have to save him too,
Still I stood strong for him, because our love was true,
Through everything,
It's gonna be me, it's gonna be you,
It's gonna be us,
Not every day is always the fairytale,
Love is hard, love is rough,
But our love is always enough,
To get us through,
But the storm clouds never stay for long,
Because our love is never wrong,
It's true, it's real, it's forever,
Our love is strong,
In all those fairytale stories from so long ago,
I always imagined a Prince who would love me so,
Who would rescue me,
Who would be everything I need,
But I never thought I'd have to save him too,
Still I stood strong for him, because our love was true,
Through everything,
It's gonna be me, it's gonna be you,
It's gonna be us.
Here we are today, still strong, still standing tall,
Looks like we made it after all,
Even though no one had faith in our love,
But you and I made it by,
Through all the trying times,
All the lows and all the highs,
We did things we only dreamed of,
In all those fairytale stories from so long ago,
I always imagined a Prince who would love me so,
Who would rescue me,
Who would be everything I need,
But I never thought I'd have to save him too,
Still I stood strong for him, because our love was true,
Through everything,
It's gonna be me, it's gonna be you,
It's gonna be us,
Not every day is always the fairytale,
Love is hard, love is rough,
But our love is always enough,
To get us through,
But the storm clouds never stay for long,
Because our love is never wrong,
It's true, it's real, it's forever,
Our love is strong,
In all those fairytale stories from so long ago,
I always imagined a Prince who would love me so,
Who would rescue me,
Who would be everything I need,
But I never thought I'd have to save him too,
Still I stood strong for him, because our love was true,
Through everything,
It's gonna be me, it's gonna be you,
It's gonna be us.
"Still Such a Fool"
Tired and true,
The essence of the fate I'm dealt.
Damn the lies, it's in you
That I can feel what I've never felt.
Broken pieces, broken wings,
Broken hate, among other things,
And the visions of my turbulant mind
Brings to life what I could never find.
I'm so ill-timed, so stupid and weak,
Broken by her, and I could never speak,
Not a word, not a care, and now she's not there,
And the fates laugh above at how I fare.
Merciless and cruel, despotical rule,
I'm such a coward, still such a fool.
I believe what you say,
Though I don't know exactly why.
Missing my chance again today,
And then going home, longing to cry, to die.
Turn on the tunes, almost too soon,
Drown out the world till it's passed noon,
Then on through the night, past daylight,
While missed opportunities show their bite.
I'm so hardcore, still wanting more,
All that I break, every mistake I bore,
So extreme, but she never saw that part,
And now those mistakes are breaking my heart.
I've lost my pride, I've lost my cool;
I'm such a coward, still such a fool.
And then off she goes,
Some guy's arm around her waist.
Only she truly knows
How much of that is the bitter after-taste.
Hell, even I knew she was too good to be true,
But I didn't have a clue about what I could do.
So I pick up my pieces and swallow my pride
And talk a walk down the street on the lonely side.
It was so fake; just watch me break,
Because all the mistakes I can no longer take.
I want to scream, to dream, to touch sacred things,
And know the ecstacy that they say love brings,
But that's too much to ask for, as if it's a rule,
And I'm still a coward, still such a fool.
Tired and true,
The essence of the fate I'm dealt.
Damn the lies, it's in you
That I can feel what I've never felt.
Broken pieces, broken wings,
Broken hate, among other things,
And the visions of my turbulant mind
Brings to life what I could never find.
I'm so ill-timed, so stupid and weak,
Broken by her, and I could never speak,
Not a word, not a care, and now she's not there,
And the fates laugh above at how I fare.
Merciless and cruel, despotical rule,
I'm such a coward, still such a fool.
I believe what you say,
Though I don't know exactly why.
Missing my chance again today,
And then going home, longing to cry, to die.
Turn on the tunes, almost too soon,
Drown out the world till it's passed noon,
Then on through the night, past daylight,
While missed opportunities show their bite.
I'm so hardcore, still wanting more,
All that I break, every mistake I bore,
So extreme, but she never saw that part,
And now those mistakes are breaking my heart.
I've lost my pride, I've lost my cool;
I'm such a coward, still such a fool.
And then off she goes,
Some guy's arm around her waist.
Only she truly knows
How much of that is the bitter after-taste.
Hell, even I knew she was too good to be true,
But I didn't have a clue about what I could do.
So I pick up my pieces and swallow my pride
And talk a walk down the street on the lonely side.
It was so fake; just watch me break,
Because all the mistakes I can no longer take.
I want to scream, to dream, to touch sacred things,
And know the ecstacy that they say love brings,
But that's too much to ask for, as if it's a rule,
And I'm still a coward, still such a fool.
About Me
0
"Growth"
This is written in great part to My love Natasha to hopefully give her strength in her upcoming medical procedure, and for anyone who felt that pressure was to get the best of you, but experience makes you stronger...
The mind denies what the heart endures
Leave the past behind and make the present yours
Seize the day and avoid the lures
Risk the death and avoid the cures
A memory fades but a scar ensures...
Overtime
I've dared,
Knowing I wont find the doors
For what I beared,
I've looked for strength knowing I won't find the force
When Im scared,
I've run knowing that I have no course
What I've shared,
looked for inspiration knowing that I have no source
And through it all,
I feel like I've gotten worse,
Yea your body withers, but its your mind that grows...
(For My Love)
Im a heart hidden in armor, I hide behind a shell
I might front happiness but hide behind it hell
And being beautiful makes it really hard to tell...
I have faced much and I have the scars that shows me
I've worked hard to have a job that clothes me
I DESERVE a son and man that LOVES ME!
I have wanted to and have looked in the face of death
Dealt with people that became a simple waste of breath
Have the beauty and charm in which to base the theft,
Of the heart of a man which ensures my soul a place to rest
I have watched loved ones whos lives began to fade
Who were never returned the very love they gave
Overtime they have my very mind invade
And even through all the things I've made,
I still can't make my own well being behave...
So through all my trials I have looked to gain
To have my very sense of hospice stained,
Thats blocking me from avoiding further pain
And my efforts for betterment in vain
Im thinking about escape but No!
I have loved ones in my life that deserve to know,
That I am a woman strong enough to go
And will survive,
To with the very loved ones, Grow...
"Split"
The masks we both wear hide our true face,
A difference of black leather or white satin lace;
Daughter of darkness, son of the sun,
Watch as our costumes ravel undone.
All that I envy, all that I loath and hate,
As if loving you was my best mistake.
In our highest heaven, we were happy, content,
And in our deepest hell, passionately bent.
Who is the man who hides behind this mask?
Who is the woman able to handle that task?
I feel your arms, warm to my cold skin,
Run up and down my body before you dive in,
And the wounds hurt, such pain and pleasure;
My mind quivers with ambivalence beyond measure.
Psychotic and dangerous, beautiful and true,
Dark angel, sweet devil, come make me anew.
Tear your veil off and show me what you hide,
And I'll rip the mask from my face and forever confide
The truth that I show to no one, the same as you,
As the fragments of skin and cloth come unglued.
I'm two different people, two different and stark,
A being of redemption and a being of the dark,
And I can't seem to find the sanity of my mind;
I thought it was you, but then I stumble in and find
You're just the same as me, exactly the same as me,
Torn by who you are, what you think you are, and hope to be.
Absurdities, monstrosities, madness, and great bliss,
And it haunts me still, that one, passionate, evil kiss.
She said "Mistletoe can be deadly if you eat it."
I say, "A kiss can be even deadlier if you mean it."
Tic-tac-toe, then off we go, in shadow and fog,
Watching time fly by with the wheels and cogs.
My every desire, my school-boy crush, my loving need,
My masochistic fire that fuels the blood that I bleed.
I see her eyes, so diamond blue, and I see my own,
My horrofic creation that consumed me and left me alone.
If ever I needed her, I needed her then, but how could it be?
So alike... too alike... she's just the same as me...
We're exactly the same, every wound, bit-for-bit;
Ever nightmare and dream; we're the same... split.
Tragic, it seems, to walk the streets of snow alone,
With only memories so warm to call my very own.
What were you, daughter of demons, but my own heart
Manifested in the torment of a soul lost in the dark?
Dead or alive, I know not how or where or when;
It does not matter... this passion can never end.
Kindred spirit, my beautiful beast, pray do not forsake me;
Only you could make me alive; only you could break me.
Just like me... down to the core... blow for blow, hit for hit;
She was the exact same as me; we're the same... split.
The masks we both wear hide our true face,
A difference of black leather or white satin lace;
Daughter of darkness, son of the sun,
Watch as our costumes ravel undone.
All that I envy, all that I loath and hate,
As if loving you was my best mistake.
In our highest heaven, we were happy, content,
And in our deepest hell, passionately bent.
Who is the man who hides behind this mask?
Who is the woman able to handle that task?
I feel your arms, warm to my cold skin,
Run up and down my body before you dive in,
And the wounds hurt, such pain and pleasure;
My mind quivers with ambivalence beyond measure.
Psychotic and dangerous, beautiful and true,
Dark angel, sweet devil, come make me anew.
Tear your veil off and show me what you hide,
And I'll rip the mask from my face and forever confide
The truth that I show to no one, the same as you,
As the fragments of skin and cloth come unglued.
I'm two different people, two different and stark,
A being of redemption and a being of the dark,
And I can't seem to find the sanity of my mind;
I thought it was you, but then I stumble in and find
You're just the same as me, exactly the same as me,
Torn by who you are, what you think you are, and hope to be.
Absurdities, monstrosities, madness, and great bliss,
And it haunts me still, that one, passionate, evil kiss.
She said "Mistletoe can be deadly if you eat it."
I say, "A kiss can be even deadlier if you mean it."
Tic-tac-toe, then off we go, in shadow and fog,
Watching time fly by with the wheels and cogs.
My every desire, my school-boy crush, my loving need,
My masochistic fire that fuels the blood that I bleed.
I see her eyes, so diamond blue, and I see my own,
My horrofic creation that consumed me and left me alone.
If ever I needed her, I needed her then, but how could it be?
So alike... too alike... she's just the same as me...
We're exactly the same, every wound, bit-for-bit;
Ever nightmare and dream; we're the same... split.
Tragic, it seems, to walk the streets of snow alone,
With only memories so warm to call my very own.
What were you, daughter of demons, but my own heart
Manifested in the torment of a soul lost in the dark?
Dead or alive, I know not how or where or when;
It does not matter... this passion can never end.
Kindred spirit, my beautiful beast, pray do not forsake me;
Only you could make me alive; only you could break me.
Just like me... down to the core... blow for blow, hit for hit;
She was the exact same as me; we're the same... split.
About Me
0
being blind means nothing
when i was younger i believed
that everyone was beautiful
it shouldn't take long to rid
yourself of such naive beliefs
but it's not that easy
most of the time your stories
will fall upon deaf ears
we're all jokes.
as human beings, it's
going to take us a long time
to realize that even though
we are loved
even though we are cared
for, those people aren't
going to matter forever
you fell in love with those
around you
you're a joke.
just like the rest, humbled
before those who were
believed "great"
pick yourself up, you
fucking mess
this isn't what you've
been taught, this
isn't what you
know
don't do this now,
don't do this to us
you fucking joke
waiting,
is it their blood that
blinded you?
did our martyrs come
too soon?
our fates decided,
our threads cut short?
you have your best
suit on, and even
that's
fucking filthy.
how can i owe my life to you when i don't even know what it's like to live?
when i was younger i believed
that everyone was beautiful
it shouldn't take long to rid
yourself of such naive beliefs
but it's not that easy
most of the time your stories
will fall upon deaf ears
we're all jokes.
as human beings, it's
going to take us a long time
to realize that even though
we are loved
even though we are cared
for, those people aren't
going to matter forever
you fell in love with those
around you
you're a joke.
just like the rest, humbled
before those who were
believed "great"
pick yourself up, you
fucking mess
this isn't what you've
been taught, this
isn't what you
know
don't do this now,
don't do this to us
you fucking joke
waiting,
is it their blood that
blinded you?
did our martyrs come
too soon?
our fates decided,
our threads cut short?
you have your best
suit on, and even
that's
fucking filthy.
how can i owe my life to you when i don't even know what it's like to live?
"Dirge of Dracula"
Into silent ambience, I enter your heart,
Waltzing with you through the endless dark.
The echoes of a thousand generations speak
Of the voyages of heroes both strong and weak,
As candle-light flickers eerie shadows on the wall,
And the red of the day vanishes as the sun falls.
I am the king of all earth; all power and glory,
While sages sit in shadows, penning my story.
Castle of darkness, temple of light,
Vision of salvation in the midst of night.
The sadness of a thousands years,
The pain I feel in your vampiric tears,
Warms my broken, bleeding heart,
And I fade away, in the shadows of dark.
Into tepid nothingness, I cast out my lot,
Either to live in bliss or to suffer and rot.
Would I sell my soul for all your bright gold?
I'd rather stay with you till I'm brittle and old.
I've seen a thousand wars, thousand years past,
Knowing my time to live will not always last.
But that doesn't matter, as my chamber shifts
With the passage of time with the sand's drifts.
Castle of darkness, temple of light,
Vision of salvation in the midst of night.
The sadness of a thousands years,
The pain I feel in your vampiric tears,
Warms my broken, bleeding heart,
And I fade away, in the shadows of dark.
Gothica goddess, drain me dry, make me cry,
Leave my side, gently lie, and help me die.
Into the sun, burning, scortching abyss,
With the memories of a human's gentle kiss.
Rosa. Tender of my garden, with the blood red lips,
Watering the roses as the blood still slowly drips.
Could death itself rob me? Death is my slave,
And even it can not keep me from the grave.
Castle of darkness, temple of light,
Vision of salvation in the midst of night.
The sadness of a thousands years,
The pain I feel in your vampiric tears,
Warms my broken, bleeding heart,
And I fade away, in the shadows of dark.
Into silent ambience, I enter your heart,
Waltzing with you through the endless dark.
The echoes of a thousand generations speak
Of the voyages of heroes both strong and weak,
As candle-light flickers eerie shadows on the wall,
And the red of the day vanishes as the sun falls.
I am the king of all earth; all power and glory,
While sages sit in shadows, penning my story.
Castle of darkness, temple of light,
Vision of salvation in the midst of night.
The sadness of a thousands years,
The pain I feel in your vampiric tears,
Warms my broken, bleeding heart,
And I fade away, in the shadows of dark.
Into tepid nothingness, I cast out my lot,
Either to live in bliss or to suffer and rot.
Would I sell my soul for all your bright gold?
I'd rather stay with you till I'm brittle and old.
I've seen a thousand wars, thousand years past,
Knowing my time to live will not always last.
But that doesn't matter, as my chamber shifts
With the passage of time with the sand's drifts.
Castle of darkness, temple of light,
Vision of salvation in the midst of night.
The sadness of a thousands years,
The pain I feel in your vampiric tears,
Warms my broken, bleeding heart,
And I fade away, in the shadows of dark.
Gothica goddess, drain me dry, make me cry,
Leave my side, gently lie, and help me die.
Into the sun, burning, scortching abyss,
With the memories of a human's gentle kiss.
Rosa. Tender of my garden, with the blood red lips,
Watering the roses as the blood still slowly drips.
Could death itself rob me? Death is my slave,
And even it can not keep me from the grave.
Castle of darkness, temple of light,
Vision of salvation in the midst of night.
The sadness of a thousands years,
The pain I feel in your vampiric tears,
Warms my broken, bleeding heart,
And I fade away, in the shadows of dark.
About Me
Hahahaha...?
0
Here's something that's coming to my mind for one way or another...
So clean up your tears, wipe up the mess
It'll be over now, you'll be done with it
Eyes feel wet, but they'll eventually dry
Yeah, even we can get over it
It seems way too poppy for me, but I might take it under consideration.
So clean up your tears, wipe up the mess
It'll be over now, you'll be done with it
Eyes feel wet, but they'll eventually dry
Yeah, even we can get over it
It seems way too poppy for me, but I might take it under consideration.
I want to see you
I want to see you
I want to see you
And then I see you
But I can't help but look away
I cannot bear to see your eyes
The eyes that tear into my soul.
You are the sun to me
Too blinding to look at
Without that image
Burning into my head
So warm to me
You make me feel alive as never before
And without you
It's cold
Cold and lifeless
Such a troubled soul
That captivated me Beyond anything or anyone else
Amazing and terryifying
All at once
You make me love and hate what I am
I try to push myself away
but even when I cannot look at you
I hear your voice
and I get sucked back into your spell
You both ease and cause my pain
The dichotomy that tears my mind
This feeling
That seems as if I'd want it to disappear
But I'd want to see you all over again...
I want to see you
I want to see you
And then I see you
But I can't help but look away
I cannot bear to see your eyes
The eyes that tear into my soul.
You are the sun to me
Too blinding to look at
Without that image
Burning into my head
So warm to me
You make me feel alive as never before
And without you
It's cold
Cold and lifeless
Such a troubled soul
That captivated me Beyond anything or anyone else
Amazing and terryifying
All at once
You make me love and hate what I am
I try to push myself away
but even when I cannot look at you
I hear your voice
and I get sucked back into your spell
You both ease and cause my pain
The dichotomy that tears my mind
This feeling
That seems as if I'd want it to disappear
But I'd want to see you all over again...
0
The war page
"Chaos reigns supreme among blood thirsty demons, all live for thill of kill deep within. all will lie, all will die, survival of the enviroment is something no one will try. Death awaits the greedy, curruption kills the needy, all are subceptable to the enevitable. Disease will kill, they will never heal, the flames of war will continue to burn, taking every life in every turn. there is no such thing as freedom, its a lie that feeds them, until they're told to turn a cough and the next minute, the head flys off.children don't survive, on either side, they terrorized and eventually die. this is the stage, the act of the war page."
"Chaos reigns supreme among blood thirsty demons, all live for thill of kill deep within. all will lie, all will die, survival of the enviroment is something no one will try. Death awaits the greedy, curruption kills the needy, all are subceptable to the enevitable. Disease will kill, they will never heal, the flames of war will continue to burn, taking every life in every turn. there is no such thing as freedom, its a lie that feeds them, until they're told to turn a cough and the next minute, the head flys off.children don't survive, on either side, they terrorized and eventually die. this is the stage, the act of the war page."
"Aftermath"
I've never felt such pain and pleasure,
Waves of joy beyond all measure.
Bodies of men broken from the fight,
A gun in my left hand, you in my right,
As the fog-enshrouded city, cold and bleak,
Hushes the sound of the words we speak.
This isn't the life for a goddess like you,
So what's a two-time loser like me to do?
As I walk you home, the wind blows colder
And you pull my coat tighter 'round your shoulders.
I get close, feeling the cold, soft touch of your skin,
And my heart starts to pound deep within.
A look of appreciation in your eyes, but also fear,
And you shudder still as I draw near.
I saved your life, I fought long and hard and true,
But even that couldn't make me closer to you.
We get to your steps, both of us dumb for words.
I wanted to say something, but it was never heard.
As I turn to leave, you grab me by the arm,
And thank me in your own way for keeping you from harm.
I always wanted to be a hero; my chance I didn't miss,
But I never expected anything, let alone a kiss.
Too shy for words, too uncomfortable to stay,
I turn abruptly and march myself away.
I did something heroic but didn't feel that way.
I could fight off a mob, but I couldn't even say
"I love you" to the girl I fought and bled for,
The girl I spent my life long for, long before
I was ever strong enough to hold my own in a fight,
Long before I ever was strong enouch to face the night.
Now, in awkward silence, I stumble back to my home's keep
To nurse my wounds and drink myself to sleep.
I've never felt such pain and pleasure,
Waves of joy beyond all measure.
Bodies of men broken from the fight,
A gun in my left hand, you in my right,
As the fog-enshrouded city, cold and bleak,
Hushes the sound of the words we speak.
This isn't the life for a goddess like you,
So what's a two-time loser like me to do?
As I walk you home, the wind blows colder
And you pull my coat tighter 'round your shoulders.
I get close, feeling the cold, soft touch of your skin,
And my heart starts to pound deep within.
A look of appreciation in your eyes, but also fear,
And you shudder still as I draw near.
I saved your life, I fought long and hard and true,
But even that couldn't make me closer to you.
We get to your steps, both of us dumb for words.
I wanted to say something, but it was never heard.
As I turn to leave, you grab me by the arm,
And thank me in your own way for keeping you from harm.
I always wanted to be a hero; my chance I didn't miss,
But I never expected anything, let alone a kiss.
Too shy for words, too uncomfortable to stay,
I turn abruptly and march myself away.
I did something heroic but didn't feel that way.
I could fight off a mob, but I couldn't even say
"I love you" to the girl I fought and bled for,
The girl I spent my life long for, long before
I was ever strong enough to hold my own in a fight,
Long before I ever was strong enouch to face the night.
Now, in awkward silence, I stumble back to my home's keep
To nurse my wounds and drink myself to sleep.
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