Oh! I know you've been dying to read from me again... ah... I love sarcasm...

Sunshine

There is this girl I want to meet
Her my eyes have seen
But her voice I have nerver heard
(Even though)
What she thinks and wants to say
I’ve have come to know

Her pen draws a sad land
Draws a pretty or a happy land
But it’s a all beatifull comming from her hand
Just like her hair
A bit of sunshine

Whatever she thinks I know
All that she wishes for
I have read like on her mind
I wanted to be
But after all
It’s all a lie
Where I want to be is by her side

Her pen draws a sad land
Draws a pretty or a happy land
But it’s a all beatifull comming from her hand
Just like her hair
A bit of sunshine

Her pen draws a sad land
Draws a pretty or a happy land
But it’s a all beatifull comming from her hand
Just like her hair a bit of sunshine

Blue eyes
A pretty smile
But after most of all
I love her mind

"ANGEL"

I'm looking straight
in the mirror of truth
I am not a model
I've lost my youth
maybe I see the hell
maybe the paradise
but one thing I surely know
that my spirit will be rised

Angel I want to be with you
so tell me what can I do

My soul starts to burst
I'm going insane
more than the dead I feel
the blood in my veins
I know I'm gonna die
and the lie is all I see
I'm still looking in the mirror
there Angel always be


Angel only you can see,
you are the one, you set me free.

I see the sadness in your eyes
my whole life was a disguise
at the funeral you won't be there
I will follow you. Everywhere.

Angel I want to be with you
so tell me what can I do
Angel
Angel only you can see
you are the one, you set me free
Angel

Why?

Everything seemed perfect
One word and I was yours
Now you don’t like me
For what someone else did

Oh! Why did you have to cut me off your life
I thought it was perfect
It could only go for the better
But was washed out in the drain

It was somekind of unfair choice
You knew I would never do
Whatever you wanted I would try
Only except that

I spoke about how I was hurt before
I spoke about things that raged inside me
And in the end
You hurt me just like I was before

Oh! Why did you have to cut me off your life
I thought it was perfect
It could only go for the better
But was washed out in the drain

Lady please come back
Tell what can I do to show I ain’t like that
Let me show you who I am
Don’t let it end like that

Peace on Earth

goals are so easily achieved
but the ultimate goal of life
still is hanign in front of us
achievable by the mind
desired by many
this goal somehow hasn’t been achieved yet though
some call these people hippies
some call them dreamers
but they call cry
give me peace on earth

What Is Life?

what is life?
do we have a purpose
to weed out the good and bad
to seek higher knowledge
or to bow before the might of a power
that we cant phathom that exists


i think its crap but hell your choice

Butt Ugly

Yestearday on the bus you sat
When he saw you a baby cried
I don’t blame him at all
I myself was scared to hell

Oh! You have a butt ugly face(butt ugly face)
The kind that makes you wish you could poke your eyes out
Oh! You have a butt ugly face(butt ugly face)
I wish I could forget(I could forget)
What my eyes saw that time
And gauge out the images off my brain

Since you walked in
I said silently to myself
That isn’t quite a woman
Not yet a lady
He only paid for half the sex change

Sorry if I am mean
I don’t intend to make you cry
I just want you to realise
That you should hide

You are naturaly ugly
With no handicap or deformation
You only didn’t only didn’t complete the transformation

Oh! You have a butt ugly face(butt ugly face)
The kind that makes you wish you could poke your eyes out
Oh! You have a butt ugly face(butt ugly face)
I wish I could forget(I could forget)
What my eyes saw that time
And gauge out the images off my imagination

You are not human...you are something more

In a world of promise, your tears couldn't be more painful
In a world full of sadness, your smile couldn't beam more brightly

In your eyes
I see all that I am
all that i was
all I am afraid to become
and all I strive to be

You both comfort my distress
and break my peace

What are you?

I am human, and you are far greater than I could be
No mere human could be as beautiful
as the being I see around those eyes

I am not worthy of you
nobody is

"What Would Happen"
What would happen if I decided to be true to myself,
Move past my mistakes; you have to fend for yourself.
My great confession, my great obsession, left alone
To tremble in the dark with my still on the phone.
Just sitting alone in the closet, lights turned off,
Covering my ears, refusing to hear them laugh and scoff.
I have one more chance, one more opportunity,
One last time to proved to you I can be true to me.

What would happen if I decided you weren't good enough,
And that I wasn't fazed by your pretention to act so tough?
Now I see all that I've done, and still my wounds are bleedin';
How could I see what stood before me? All that I'm seein'
Is nothing more than the hallucinations of a depraved mind.
It's so asinine, this life of mine, leaving me so far behind.
I can't find the strength to be more true to my own ambition,
But that's just an excuse; if I want to live, I gotta brave the friction.

What would happen if I decied to make one last dare?
Would you still follow me? Would you promise to be there?
I want you to say, everyday, how much I mean to you,
And I promise that I'll do everything I could ever do;
Everything I have, just to see your face, to be in this place,
And know that my life isn't some cosmic disgrace.
Yeah, it's not like this is the first time; I feel my binds snappin',
And I wonder, if I had the chance to be me, what would happen?

No more words

Oh please stop right now
It won’t help me anyway
It won’t help in anything(anything)
Don’t want to hear talk
Don’t want to read your shit

Why would you bother?
I told you I know
I said it’s nothing
So just please shut it

NO MORE WORDS!
TONS I HAVE!
NO MORE WORDS!
I CAN WRITE MYSELF!
I CAN SPEAK MYSELF!
GO AWAY!
WON’T LISTEN TO ANYTHING!

I don’t mean to be rude
I do this for you
So you can go a do something else
Or try to help
Someone you can

OH! So intelligent
Oh! So helpful
Oh! So sweet
In the end it’s all shit

You can talk and talk
And never stop
But what I want
Are more than words

A hug
A kiss
Whatever
Just no more lies
And no more crap

NO MORE WORDS!
TONS I HAVE!
NO MORE WORDS!
I CAN WRITE MYSELF!
I CAN SPEAK MYSELF!
GO AWAY!
WON’T LISTEN TO ANYTHING!

NO MORE WORDS!
TONS I HAVE!
NO MORE WORDS!
I CAN WRITE MYSELF!
I CAN SPEAK MYSELF!
GO AWAY!
WON’T LISTEN TO ANYTHING!

I'm sure you can understand if I feel the need to post it...

Hurts

Why do I love you so much? Why do I have to go to sleep with you in my
head?
If I could only bring myself to speak to you about how I feel, if I could find a way to show you how much I love you, I would.
Instead I just try to get a hold on your smile, to be able to make you laugh,but in the end, it just hurts. It hurts that I can't get be that guy that makes you feel happy.
I hurts that when I go to sleep I can't take the telephone and listen to
your voice... Everything just hurts...

"And Alive"
What do you see when you look at me?
Everything I wanna be, everything I outta be,
All the lies staring back at me, attacking me;
I see the lies hidden in your eyes,
Slowly realize what dies inside,
Everytime those eyes of yours cry.

Let me go, make is so,
Day by day, blow for blow;
I'm alive, alive, and I'm still dreaming.
Take my hand; please understand;
Fear so near; what it means to be a man,
And I'm alive, alive, and I'm still screaming.

Tired of making out what it's all about,
Hearing you shout, calling me out,
Taking another route, filled with doubt.
Standing with you in the rain; it's insane,
And I feel awake, so much pain; how it came,
I feel so profane, such a shame, but that was my aim.

You hate me, try to break me,
Tried to take me, but don't you dare forsake me.
I'm alive, alive, and I'm still dreaming.
I kiss your face, feel your embrace,
Sin so bitter, in those tears I taste,
And I'm alive, alive, and I'm still screaming.

And now I'm falling, can't hear you calling,
But they're just stalling, always crawling
And walling up everything, but I'm still brawling.
Stinging from the attack, I turn my back
On everything I lacked, the cold, bleak black,
Cut the slack, and then I come barging back.

You had to leave; tricks up your sleeve,
Wake up dead, so you can't breathe.
I'm alive, alive, and I'm still dreaming.
I want my escape, rage, regret, and rape,
And bit by bit, I'm no longer bent out of shape;
And I'm alive, alive, and I'm still screaming.

You think you can wake up and make things right,
And then think you can stay with me through the night;
That I'd love you, hold you, like I always do,
And let passion erase all that life's put you through.
You think that I'll bow down and let you have your way,
And that I'll love you just one more day.
But the truth has to find another way, so I'm gonna say,
Move on, get out, earn your own way, find a way to pay.

Deep in my skin, deeper still within,
A broken heart, reminder of your sin.
I'm alive, alive, and I'm still dreaming.
Go face tomorrow on time still barrowed,
Day by day, until you end your sorrow.
But I'm alive, alive, and I'm still screaming.

One in Zé french:

Désirs

Toi ici Ãa mes cà ́tés
RÃave jamais réalisé
Un autre jour passé
Sans ta présence
Que j’aime tant

Une nuit seul
Comme toutes les autres
Ici comme un con
Sans que rien ne change

Oh! Comment me défaire de ces désirs?
Pourquoi je me fais autant de soucis?
Je ne le saurais jamais tant que tu ne seras pas ici

mortal mortal kombat
its like kung lao with his hat
subzero and his kari blade
every thing down to sindel and jade
i think liu kang is the best
u unlock him on konquest
quan shi and shang sung where full of defince
they went together to form a deadly allince
raiden the thunder god
on all diffent levels easy normal and hard

copright 2006 aaron casey .inc

dear frost

With your cool minty breathin by my side
I have not denied that u r the greatest character for me
Or that would be a lie

Remember when u froze me at wow
My ice cream happened to turn to snow

Will I feel this for u in the next game
Hopefully I will
Or I mite go insane.

Disturbs Ten Thousand Fists
Ten Thousand Fists


Survivor | One more goddamn day | When I know what I want | and my want will be considered tonight | consider tonight | just another day | when all that I want | will mark me as a sinner tonight | i'm a sinner tonight, yeah | people can no longer cover their eyes | if this disturbs you then walk away | you will remember the night you were struck by the sight of | ten thousand fists in the air | power unrestrained | dead on the mark | is what we will deliver tonight | deliver tonight | pleasure fused with pain | this triumph of the soul | will make you shiver tonight | we'll make you shiver tonight, yeah | people can no longer cover there eyes | if this disturbs you then walk away | you will remeber the night you were struck by the sight of | ten thousand fists in the air | we are the ones that will open your mind | leave the weak and huanted behind | people can no longer cover there eyes | if this disturbs you then walk away | you will remember the night you were struck by the sight of | ten thousand fists in the air

Sadistic bitch

Here I am on the floor
With a cloth and nothing more
While you are drinking whine
In the comfort of my home

You took all that I loved
And put in your check account

I’m left alone
With no wife and no kids
Since the day you came in
And what is it that you do?
You laugh you stupid sadistic bitch

No more
No more
No more
No more
It all ends up now

(Gunshot)

I feel so powerless

I see the tears you hold back
I see how strong you try to be
I see how much it really hurts you
to do the things you do
to be the way you are
but it's who you are

Most would run
Most wouldn't even bother
But why can't I just turn my back?
Why does this turmoil in you
Drive me closer?

I want to hold you
So you can tear at me
Tear all the pain away
A pain I can sense you feel
A pain I can't begin to understand

A pain I see in those eyes
That a smile cannot hide

But I want to
I want to understand

When everyone and everything
Seems to fall apart
Seems to abandon you
I want to bring you closer

You are so strong
But you are so fragile

You'll never be alone in this world
But you'll never believe
That anyone wants to be there for you
That anyone wants anything from you
Other than to use you...

I can't escape that pain inside you
I want to destroy all that hurts you inside
I want to magically make it all disappear
Into the nothingness...

But it doesn't work that way
And this pain feels like nothing before it.

I feel so powerless

Improv on the computer time!

"Middle Table"

Yeah, you're in your group and all
All you talk about is the same thing.
I'm sitting here eavesdropping on worthless talk
But you'd care more about a player's stats.

Having fun at jock central....
Having fun at jock jail....
Having fun at jock wasteland...
Having no fun, but you don't care.

(Spoken in background, I guess:)
Every word you say, it's punctuated with the word "football".
You dedicate your lives to analyze another person's methods.
In which are tossing balls of rubber across the court, but what's your point?
But you've never wanted to hear anything else.
You're obsessed...obsessed...consumed....by this!
(/Spoken in background)

Yes, but who cares about this?
Yes, but who cares?
Yes, but who cares?
Yes, but who cares about you?

You don't.
But anyway, keep striving to go at each other's throats at the regards of another team.

(Done. Guess what it's about and you get nachos.)

A nerd?

Nah, it's about how my school is filled with head-shaved jocks that always talk about football and absolutely, and I mean absolutely nothing else. Meanwhile, I'm the only guy different there, along with two other kids. It sucks.

Oh.

"Two Lives"
What would my life be like if I had done things differently?
I see my best friend's life, and all his dreams and ambitions,
And he's gone after everything he could so relentlessly,
And somehow he's conquered ever single confliction.
I don't think of myself as doing badly; I'm probably just fine,
But he lives his dreams, with a career and gorgeous wife;
He lives out his dreams, but he also lives out mine,
And, though he's my brother and friend, he's living my life.

Perhaps I'm not old enough yet to understand it,
But I'm old enough to know that I don't have much time,
And though love makes time pass, my inner conflict
Is that time makes love pass, but it's just so asinine.
I want to be satisfied, to know where I'm from and where I'm heading,
But I don't have a single clue; I just go with the flow;
I look forward to what he has; a perfect life, perfect, wife, perfect wedding,
Perfect family, perfect kid, perfect job; It just ain't so.

I look forward to carving my own path, making my own fate,
And I'll live my life the way I want to, no regrets, just high hopes;
I'm sure I'll stumble; it won't be perfect; I'll have my mistakes,
But that's what makes living so grand; I'll just have to cope.
A loving wife, a happy life, and everything I'll ever need,
Wrapped up in a family I have yet to imagine; it's so far away.
It's coming, one day, some day; just follow my creed,
And be true to myself; it's my life, and I'll live it day by day.

Glory road and grand ambition, wait for me; I'm coming.
I'll prove to the world that I have value. I'll find what makes me happy.
I'll show myself what I'm made of, that I really am something,
And it would all be worth it, if I could only have that love in me.
Perfect wife? No. Doesn't exist. Perfect life? A tragic illusion;
But we make the most of our lives; I'll find my own glory and fame.
I don't know what lies ahead, or what's my life's ultimate conclusion,
But it's written on the heart of a woman, though I don't know her name.

Some kind of spell

Trying to explain what is inside
But I don’t think I can
If some kind of spell inside
Even if by I have been hurt
I seem to want always come back

Maybe it’s your special smile
Maybe those pretty eyes
Maybe just because you are warm
All I know is that
For you I’ll keep coming back

Since I’ve meet you I’ve been lost
I’ve been hurt
But with you I still am fine
Why I still don’t know

Trying to explain what is inside
But I don’t think I can
If some kind of spell inside

Now I know why
Because you put a spell on me
A spell called love

This is a poem I wrote and it's called "The Star"

The Star

These are the hallucinations of the mind
fork tailed and eely red
that traps me in the devil's house.

I witness his demonic prescence
when I dwell over ashes of burnt crosses
and the star glistens upon seeing him.

Oh pretty star
won't you grace me
with your five pointed dimness.

Now I'm a schizophrenic death
he dyes my easter eggs
and molds my death mask.

He tortures me with pure massacres
and corrupt virgins,
but oh pretty star
won't you grace me
with your five pointe dimness.

Flicker you little, sadistic star
no it's not a beacon of hope
it's his light of the dark.

While you’re away

Spending everyday in my memory
Spending every hour in a sorrow
While you’re gone
While you’re away
But nothing can make you stay

I won’t retain you(you)
Because is what you have to do
But remember always
I cry while you’re away

Don’t you realize what you make me feel?
Are you aware of what it feels to be here,
After in my arms you were?
Lady, can you understand?

"Fairy Tale Folklore"
Fervent desires to be by your side;
An innate nature to ever confide
That the reason I even exist
Is so that you don't take that risk.
Your sword and your shield,
Only to you do I yield,
And I'll vanquish the foe
Who seeks what only you know.

Ever after, can't come faster,
Can't save us from this eternal disaster.
Once upon a time, written in rhyme,
The tales I wish were still mine.
Face the witch, climb the tower,
Fight the dargon, never cower,
Slay the wizard, rescue the girl,
And along the way, save the world.

Golden tales of magic and might,
Of men doing what's noble and right.
Times too distant to retrieve,
Now of a world of perpetual make-believe.
The dance that you dance for me,
How you took a chance with me,
Mystified me, darling girl of fable,
I would love you were I able.

Ever after, can't come faster,
Can't save us from this eternal disaster.
Once upon a time, written in rhyme,
The tales I wish were still mine.
Face the witch, climb the tower,
Fight the dargon, never cower,
Slay the wizard, rescue the girl,
And along the way, save the world.

Every tale has a beginning and end,
With those who are both foe and friend.
With every meeting, we must part,
And you remain forever in my heart.
Knowing full well what I have to do,
And I do everything to save you.
Know that I'm not done saving you yet,
Not until we ride off into the sunset.

Ever after, can't come faster,
Can't save us from this eternal disaster.
Once upon a time, written in rhyme,
The tales I wish were still mine.
Face the witch, climb the tower,
Fight the dargon, never cower,
Slay the wizard, rescue the girl,
And along the way, save the world.