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This song is dedicated to Scott. I love you baby!
"One Love"
How long ago did I lose my faith,
When did it seem my life was moving at such a slow pace,
A constant struggle to survive,
Never wanting to accept my life,
That maybe I was destined to be grow old alone,
When deep down, my darkest fear was to be on my own,
The sun never shined,
All I ever did was cry,
All I could sense was death,
As I waited with bated breath,
For that special someone to steal my heart away,
Someone to blaze the path and show me the way,
And before I knew,
That someone became you,
Two souls,
One love,
Sent from up above,
How did I ever survive,
Without you in my life,
Two souls,
One love,
The one I've dreamt of,
And for as long as I live,
I'll give you all I have to give,
I've never felt the warm embrace of your arms,
But still I feel safe from harm,
Your sweet lips I have yet to taste,
But I'd wait forever, rather than move with haste,
Because I want everything to right,
I want to make love with you all night,
Just to look into your eyes,
And see Heaven staring back at me,
Keeping me hypnotized,
As I'm floating away in reverie,
I never knew how life was supposed to be,
Until you came to me,
Repeat Chorus
So many dreams I thought would never come true,
But all that changed when I met you,
You've proven that as long as I believe,
There's nothing I can't achieve,
Repeat Chorus (2x)
"One Love"
How long ago did I lose my faith,
When did it seem my life was moving at such a slow pace,
A constant struggle to survive,
Never wanting to accept my life,
That maybe I was destined to be grow old alone,
When deep down, my darkest fear was to be on my own,
The sun never shined,
All I ever did was cry,
All I could sense was death,
As I waited with bated breath,
For that special someone to steal my heart away,
Someone to blaze the path and show me the way,
And before I knew,
That someone became you,
Two souls,
One love,
Sent from up above,
How did I ever survive,
Without you in my life,
Two souls,
One love,
The one I've dreamt of,
And for as long as I live,
I'll give you all I have to give,
I've never felt the warm embrace of your arms,
But still I feel safe from harm,
Your sweet lips I have yet to taste,
But I'd wait forever, rather than move with haste,
Because I want everything to right,
I want to make love with you all night,
Just to look into your eyes,
And see Heaven staring back at me,
Keeping me hypnotized,
As I'm floating away in reverie,
I never knew how life was supposed to be,
Until you came to me,
Repeat Chorus
So many dreams I thought would never come true,
But all that changed when I met you,
You've proven that as long as I believe,
There's nothing I can't achieve,
Repeat Chorus (2x)
"Beyond My Grasp"
Every time I dared too, I was scolded and pushed away.
Every time I was scared through, I was held back and kept at bay.
Every time I caught her glance, I was pushed from her sight.
Every time I asked her to dance, her boyfriend would come and pick a fight.
She was the one that got away,
The girl I loved, but could never hear myself say
"I love you." The words caused too many screams and gasps.
She was the girl who was always beyond my grasp.
I never told her a thing, but tried instead to be her friend.
Figured that would mean something, but it brought me to an end.
She would smile at me, and my words froze in my throat;
She was an ocean away, and I couldn't swim; barely kept afloat.
She was the one that got away,
The girl I loved, but could never hear myself say
"I love you." The words caused too many screams and gasps.
She was the girl who was always beyond my grasp.
I called her once, just to talk some things through.
I thought it was fun, but somehow her boyfriend knew
And he threatened me and told me to back off from his girl.
He failed to realize that to me, she was the world.
And I got struck down! Shut down!
Studied and bloodied, I was cut down.
I struck back; I almost killed him.
It was like the void was suddenly filled in.
She found out, and I never heard from her again.
The quick and sudden disintigration of one I called friend.
She was the one that got away,
The girl I loved, but could never hear myself say
"I love you." The words caused too many screams and gasps.
She was the girl who was always beyond my grasp.
Fatality.
Every time I dared too, I was scolded and pushed away.
Every time I was scared through, I was held back and kept at bay.
Every time I caught her glance, I was pushed from her sight.
Every time I asked her to dance, her boyfriend would come and pick a fight.
She was the one that got away,
The girl I loved, but could never hear myself say
"I love you." The words caused too many screams and gasps.
She was the girl who was always beyond my grasp.
I never told her a thing, but tried instead to be her friend.
Figured that would mean something, but it brought me to an end.
She would smile at me, and my words froze in my throat;
She was an ocean away, and I couldn't swim; barely kept afloat.
She was the one that got away,
The girl I loved, but could never hear myself say
"I love you." The words caused too many screams and gasps.
She was the girl who was always beyond my grasp.
I called her once, just to talk some things through.
I thought it was fun, but somehow her boyfriend knew
And he threatened me and told me to back off from his girl.
He failed to realize that to me, she was the world.
And I got struck down! Shut down!
Studied and bloodied, I was cut down.
I struck back; I almost killed him.
It was like the void was suddenly filled in.
She found out, and I never heard from her again.
The quick and sudden disintigration of one I called friend.
She was the one that got away,
The girl I loved, but could never hear myself say
"I love you." The words caused too many screams and gasps.
She was the girl who was always beyond my grasp.
Fatality.


About Me
Scott Howell - Co-founder
scott@mortalkombatonline.com
Mortal Kombat Online - The Ultimate Mortal Kombat Experience
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Kitana4ever Wrote: This song is dedicated to Scott. I love you baby! "One Love" |
Thank you Andrea, love you!


About Me
Save a life; Kill a necromorph
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Pink Ranger and K4E has the best songs/poems
Of course.
"Rush"
The quick sounds of pulsing blood flow,
Every heart beat making them go.
The warm rush of excitement builds,
And the strange feeling it instills
Sends me into a maddening euphoria;
I'm really not ignoring ya,
It's just that there's too much fight left,
And I need to figure out the cycle of life/death.
The rush keeps me going
(long after you're gone)
You're there with me, knowing
(You were with me all along)
Suddenly, I'm not so asinine
(Soothed by your gentle hush)
Now my life is what I define
(Driven on by your rush.)
It's just plain truth, not a lie;
The fire-like feeling consumes me inside.
What do I feel when I see it?
Rage? Fear? I once wanted to be it.
Now I fight it, fueled by your love,
Given purpose to stand up by God above.
Legends and heroics don't matter any more;
As long as you're with me. Stay, I implore.
The rush keeps me going
(long after you're gone)
You're there with me, knowing
(You were with me all along)
Suddenly, I'm not so asinine
(Soothed by your gentle hush)
Now my life is what I define
(Driven on by your rush.)
Bone to bone, flesh to flesh,
Face to face, staring down death.
Show no fear. Courage when its near.
Whenever it appears, just switch gears,
And suddenly the fear is gone,
Like it never existed all along.
The reason I have no fear and can carry through
Is 'cause you gave me courage. My strength is you.
The rush keeps me going
(long after you're gone)
You're there with me, knowing
(You were with me all along)
Suddenly, I'm not so asinine
(Soothed by your gentle hush)
Now my life is what I define
(Driven on by your rush.)
Fatality.
"Rush"
The quick sounds of pulsing blood flow,
Every heart beat making them go.
The warm rush of excitement builds,
And the strange feeling it instills
Sends me into a maddening euphoria;
I'm really not ignoring ya,
It's just that there's too much fight left,
And I need to figure out the cycle of life/death.
The rush keeps me going
(long after you're gone)
You're there with me, knowing
(You were with me all along)
Suddenly, I'm not so asinine
(Soothed by your gentle hush)
Now my life is what I define
(Driven on by your rush.)
It's just plain truth, not a lie;
The fire-like feeling consumes me inside.
What do I feel when I see it?
Rage? Fear? I once wanted to be it.
Now I fight it, fueled by your love,
Given purpose to stand up by God above.
Legends and heroics don't matter any more;
As long as you're with me. Stay, I implore.
The rush keeps me going
(long after you're gone)
You're there with me, knowing
(You were with me all along)
Suddenly, I'm not so asinine
(Soothed by your gentle hush)
Now my life is what I define
(Driven on by your rush.)
Bone to bone, flesh to flesh,
Face to face, staring down death.
Show no fear. Courage when its near.
Whenever it appears, just switch gears,
And suddenly the fear is gone,
Like it never existed all along.
The reason I have no fear and can carry through
Is 'cause you gave me courage. My strength is you.
The rush keeps me going
(long after you're gone)
You're there with me, knowing
(You were with me all along)
Suddenly, I'm not so asinine
(Soothed by your gentle hush)
Now my life is what I define
(Driven on by your rush.)
Fatality.

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FAIRWAY
Give me revolution,
Give me the right to fly,
Because the Earth has grown to bitter,
And everyone has grown so cold,
So how,
How do we splash around in the rain,
Playing, forgetting the pain,
How can we bring out the inner child,
Defy the nations with a spirit once forgotten,
And show by the rising of the moonlite sun,
That our children are not forgotten,
And that our fun is not done,
Don't give in to the woe,
That everyone has come to know,
Slip into the fairway,
And embrace a new day,
Slip into the fairway,
And you'll be okay,
What happened to the life of purple skies,
Dandelions, fairytales, and butterflies,
Where did our innocence fly away too,
Where must me go to find it again,
And in the end,
Will it ever be the same as it once was,
I consider myself a butterfly,
Who just found its wings,
I never knew of the simple pleasures,
I never knew how life could be,
Until I set my soul free,
I never knew I could be this way,
Until I let go, and slipped in the fairway,
Slipping into the fairway,
Embracing a new way to live today.
Give me revolution,
Give me the right to fly,
Because the Earth has grown to bitter,
And everyone has grown so cold,
So how,
How do we splash around in the rain,
Playing, forgetting the pain,
How can we bring out the inner child,
Defy the nations with a spirit once forgotten,
And show by the rising of the moonlite sun,
That our children are not forgotten,
And that our fun is not done,
Don't give in to the woe,
That everyone has come to know,
Slip into the fairway,
And embrace a new day,
Slip into the fairway,
And you'll be okay,
What happened to the life of purple skies,
Dandelions, fairytales, and butterflies,
Where did our innocence fly away too,
Where must me go to find it again,
And in the end,
Will it ever be the same as it once was,
I consider myself a butterfly,
Who just found its wings,
I never knew of the simple pleasures,
I never knew how life could be,
Until I set my soul free,
I never knew I could be this way,
Until I let go, and slipped in the fairway,
Slipping into the fairway,
Embracing a new way to live today.

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PINK ELEPHANT
I could never forgive,
I could never forget,
I could never pray for change,
I could never accept a life re-arranged,
I could never move on inside,
I could never smile and make my pain hide,
I could never forgive,
I could never forget,
How am I supposed to move,
Forgetting the resistance,
Forgetting forever the solitude,
That I felt while you embraced someone elses open arms,
Forgetting how stupid you thought I could be,
Forgetting how many times I caught you in your lies,
Forgetting that I began to search for an end to this delusion,
And after this 25 hour day,
How can you look me in the eye,
And say that I am your light,
And not think that I hurt,
And not think that I hate you,
And not think that I am not bitter,
And not think that a part of my heart, is dead,
You're not the same person you once were,
You'll never be the same in my eyes,
You'll never be the way I thought again,
You'll never be the good guy,
You'll never be the one I reach for,
I refuse to be weak,
And in a state of confusion,
Lost in the trials of persistance,
I refuse to give in to refuge,
And in a state of loneliness,
Lost in the ways of your world.
I could never forgive,
I could never forget,
I could never pray for change,
I could never accept a life re-arranged,
I could never move on inside,
I could never smile and make my pain hide,
I could never forgive,
I could never forget,
How am I supposed to move,
Forgetting the resistance,
Forgetting forever the solitude,
That I felt while you embraced someone elses open arms,
Forgetting how stupid you thought I could be,
Forgetting how many times I caught you in your lies,
Forgetting that I began to search for an end to this delusion,
And after this 25 hour day,
How can you look me in the eye,
And say that I am your light,
And not think that I hurt,
And not think that I hate you,
And not think that I am not bitter,
And not think that a part of my heart, is dead,
You're not the same person you once were,
You'll never be the same in my eyes,
You'll never be the way I thought again,
You'll never be the good guy,
You'll never be the one I reach for,
I refuse to be weak,
And in a state of confusion,
Lost in the trials of persistance,
I refuse to give in to refuge,
And in a state of loneliness,
Lost in the ways of your world.

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HOME SWEET HOME
Visions of a memory that I wished would disappear,
Come in as clear as crystal image,
Each having its own depth,
Its own spectrum of colors bouncing back at me,
But all I can see is red,
Blood, blood, red,
Sensations of a touch that I wished would stop,
Feel as real as a jagged blade,
Cutting me deeper each stab,
Scraping the bone underneath my open flesh,
And all I can feel is guilt,
Gray, gray, guilt,
Explosions of a scream that I wished would cease,
Sound as terrorfying as imagined,
Shuddering my entire body,
Making me weak with every ounce of breath,
And all I can hear are cries,
Blue, blue, cries
How did it feel to die in my arms baby,
Was it the way you always wanted things to end,
Did I hold you close enough,
Was I too weak, or did I act too tough,
Tell me my love,
How did feel to leave my arms and fly above,
Adam, where are you going,
And can I come with you,
Why can't we go and lay,
In the tall grass again,
Adam, where are you going,
Is it beautiful where you are,
Can I fly there or is it too far,
From home for me,
And when I look at our picture I give myself the tears,
That I am allowed to cry, but no more than that,
I can't be sad about my own pain anymore,
When all that consumes my mind,
Is how I failed to rescue you from evil,
Repeat Chorus
You touched my soul everyday, everyway,
And I never intended for us to end this way,
And I'd give all that I have to change the past,
I'd do anything to clear my forecast,
Just to re-live every moment from the first to the last,
Repeat Chorus
Where are you going,
Where have you been,
When do I get to be with you again,
When can I find you,
When can I be home.
Visions of a memory that I wished would disappear,
Come in as clear as crystal image,
Each having its own depth,
Its own spectrum of colors bouncing back at me,
But all I can see is red,
Blood, blood, red,
Sensations of a touch that I wished would stop,
Feel as real as a jagged blade,
Cutting me deeper each stab,
Scraping the bone underneath my open flesh,
And all I can feel is guilt,
Gray, gray, guilt,
Explosions of a scream that I wished would cease,
Sound as terrorfying as imagined,
Shuddering my entire body,
Making me weak with every ounce of breath,
And all I can hear are cries,
Blue, blue, cries
How did it feel to die in my arms baby,
Was it the way you always wanted things to end,
Did I hold you close enough,
Was I too weak, or did I act too tough,
Tell me my love,
How did feel to leave my arms and fly above,
Adam, where are you going,
And can I come with you,
Why can't we go and lay,
In the tall grass again,
Adam, where are you going,
Is it beautiful where you are,
Can I fly there or is it too far,
From home for me,
And when I look at our picture I give myself the tears,
That I am allowed to cry, but no more than that,
I can't be sad about my own pain anymore,
When all that consumes my mind,
Is how I failed to rescue you from evil,
Repeat Chorus
You touched my soul everyday, everyway,
And I never intended for us to end this way,
And I'd give all that I have to change the past,
I'd do anything to clear my forecast,
Just to re-live every moment from the first to the last,
Repeat Chorus
Where are you going,
Where have you been,
When do I get to be with you again,
When can I find you,
When can I be home.


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Wow,you guys are really damn good.Where do you get the ideas for these songs anyway?The only one that I can actually tell where you get the ideas from is pink_ranger.Sounds like you got a hard life.Other than her though,where does everyone else get the words from?

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Rabid_Wolverine Wrote: Wow,you guys are really damn good.Where do you get the ideas for these songs anyway?The only one that I can actually tell where you get the ideas from is pink_ranger.Sounds like you got a hard life.Other than her though,where does everyone else get the words from? |
Here, Here! That stuff is pretty deep!
Here's a short song I made when I was a Freshman in Highschool!
Red cheese,
Blue cheese,
I want more goat cheese,
I, I, I, ohh, I, I, I, ohh!


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Thought I would add that add that I have alot of respect for all you people.You are all very very talented.

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Are you in a Band Pink_Ranger?

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No I'm not FatalityFiend.
KINGDOM COME
Just another rich girl,
Sitting, on top of the world,
Making all the boys cream,
And fumble to find the right words,
Little do they know but,
She is hollow inside,
No self confidence,
No self worth,
No pride,
Hoping to find the man to make her life,
Worth the struggle to survive,
Little do they know,
The walls will come crumbling down,
And little do they know,
But soon her kingdomw will fall, to the ground,
And little do they know,
How hardened her heart has become,
And little do they know,
She hates herself, to kingdom come,
Waiting to defeat all her inner demons,
A fairytale Princess only in her mind,
But soon they will all come to find,
That this girl,
Who they wanna give the world to,
Is nothing more,
Than shattered remains of a life gone by,
Because all she can do,
Is reminisce of the one who got away, and cry cry cry cry,
Repeat Chorus
Eventhough her beauty is that of an angel,
She feels that through her tribulations she's always failed,
And will be sent straight to Hell,
When the will to succeed,
And dominairy things begin to win,
She'll hang her head and accept defeat,
Repeat Chorus (2x)
KINGDOM COME
Just another rich girl,
Sitting, on top of the world,
Making all the boys cream,
And fumble to find the right words,
Little do they know but,
She is hollow inside,
No self confidence,
No self worth,
No pride,
Hoping to find the man to make her life,
Worth the struggle to survive,
Little do they know,
The walls will come crumbling down,
And little do they know,
But soon her kingdomw will fall, to the ground,
And little do they know,
How hardened her heart has become,
And little do they know,
She hates herself, to kingdom come,
Waiting to defeat all her inner demons,
A fairytale Princess only in her mind,
But soon they will all come to find,
That this girl,
Who they wanna give the world to,
Is nothing more,
Than shattered remains of a life gone by,
Because all she can do,
Is reminisce of the one who got away, and cry cry cry cry,
Repeat Chorus
Eventhough her beauty is that of an angel,
She feels that through her tribulations she's always failed,
And will be sent straight to Hell,
When the will to succeed,
And dominairy things begin to win,
She'll hang her head and accept defeat,
Repeat Chorus (2x)
"The Fallen Age"
Rain-drops hit her window; pit-pat, pit-pat.
Nature's rhythmic melody, deep and vast,
Filling her head with visions of fantasy,
Of unicorns and fairies and unreal beauty.
Her own paradise of pink roses and satin sheets,
Of silken clothes and tiger-skin slippers on her cold feet.
The crackle of the fire, an orange flame's birth,
Fills her head as she lays on the warm earth.
The Fallen Age still lingers on,
Kept alive in those both living and gone.
The age of gods now become the age of man,
But the fantasies remain in the palm of her hand.
Sprout your snow-white wings and fly away with me;
Venus of my heart and giver of sweet serenity.
Soft melodies, odes to the dragons who fly above,
Gently serenading me into your powerful arms of love.
In the fields of lilies, gazing at an infinite blue,
An expansive sky and crisp ocean, I gaze at you;
The beauty of the peacock's feathers or oyster's pearls
Pale before you, the most beautiful girl in the world.
The Fallen Age still lingers on,
Kept alive in those both living and gone.
The age of gods now become the age of man,
But the fantasies remain in the palm of her hand.
I wonder if I'm a slave to you, mesmerized by your eyes.
Your fantasy world is one that I tried to realize.
I couldn't offer you perfection, just who I am;
You gave me your warm reception, gentle as a lamb.
Now we dream together, of the fantasy world of lore,
Holding each other close, and always longing for more.
We just stare in wonder at angels above and sea-worn ships,
Then I forget it all as I feel your warmth touch my trembling lips.
The Fallen Age still lingers on,
Kept alive in those both living and gone.
The age of gods now become the age of man,
But the fantasies remain in the palm of her hand.
The girl goes on, living each day like the rest;
Dreaming of something more, but doing her best.
She sweetly sighs, thinking of her knight in shining armor,
Someone who'll make sure nothing could ever harm her.
She dreams of him scaling the tower and holding her in his arms,
Rescuing her from the dragon and rescuing her from harm.
My armor's not shining, and I can't compare in reality,
But that didn't matter to you; I became part of your fantasy.
The Fallen Age still lingers on,
Kept alive in those both living and gone.
The age of gods now become the age of man,
But the fantasies remain in the palm of her hand.
Elyanna... more than my dream, but less than true.
My mistic moon goddess, I still will wait for you.
Fatality.
Rain-drops hit her window; pit-pat, pit-pat.
Nature's rhythmic melody, deep and vast,
Filling her head with visions of fantasy,
Of unicorns and fairies and unreal beauty.
Her own paradise of pink roses and satin sheets,
Of silken clothes and tiger-skin slippers on her cold feet.
The crackle of the fire, an orange flame's birth,
Fills her head as she lays on the warm earth.
The Fallen Age still lingers on,
Kept alive in those both living and gone.
The age of gods now become the age of man,
But the fantasies remain in the palm of her hand.
Sprout your snow-white wings and fly away with me;
Venus of my heart and giver of sweet serenity.
Soft melodies, odes to the dragons who fly above,
Gently serenading me into your powerful arms of love.
In the fields of lilies, gazing at an infinite blue,
An expansive sky and crisp ocean, I gaze at you;
The beauty of the peacock's feathers or oyster's pearls
Pale before you, the most beautiful girl in the world.
The Fallen Age still lingers on,
Kept alive in those both living and gone.
The age of gods now become the age of man,
But the fantasies remain in the palm of her hand.
I wonder if I'm a slave to you, mesmerized by your eyes.
Your fantasy world is one that I tried to realize.
I couldn't offer you perfection, just who I am;
You gave me your warm reception, gentle as a lamb.
Now we dream together, of the fantasy world of lore,
Holding each other close, and always longing for more.
We just stare in wonder at angels above and sea-worn ships,
Then I forget it all as I feel your warmth touch my trembling lips.
The Fallen Age still lingers on,
Kept alive in those both living and gone.
The age of gods now become the age of man,
But the fantasies remain in the palm of her hand.
The girl goes on, living each day like the rest;
Dreaming of something more, but doing her best.
She sweetly sighs, thinking of her knight in shining armor,
Someone who'll make sure nothing could ever harm her.
She dreams of him scaling the tower and holding her in his arms,
Rescuing her from the dragon and rescuing her from harm.
My armor's not shining, and I can't compare in reality,
But that didn't matter to you; I became part of your fantasy.
The Fallen Age still lingers on,
Kept alive in those both living and gone.
The age of gods now become the age of man,
But the fantasies remain in the palm of her hand.
Elyanna... more than my dream, but less than true.
My mistic moon goddess, I still will wait for you.
Fatality.
"Hidden"
Deep in the dark, in the recesses of man,
There's a knowledge born that none understand.
Words so important, yet impossible to say;
Words so powerful, yet always kept at bay.
The flash of a face, put with three beats;
Words strong enough that they don't know defeat.
The words are hidden from her,
And she'll never know.
Three simple words shun her,
Perhaps make her go.
If she only knew how I wanted to say it,
But they're too hard to speak.
I owe her a great debt, but can never repay it;
I fear I'm just too weak.
Every day I think of her and ponder my situation;
The more I dwell on it, the more my agitation.
"No, I won't", then "Yes, I will."
The debate rages on in my mind still.
Three simple words, enough to build and destroy nations,
Available to all, but only for one special occasion.
The words are hidden from her,
And she'll never know.
Three simple words shun her,
Perhaps make her go.
If she only knew how I wanted to say it,
But they're too hard to speak.
I owe her a great debt, but can never repay it;
I fear I'm just too weak.
"You made me happy.""You made me sad."
The feelings you give me make me thoughtful and glad.
Are there any right words? Words that could express my gratitude?
I fear that no matter what I say, I'll come off as rude.
I just want you happy; your smile means the world to me;
Why, then, is it so hard to say this so willingly?
The words are hidden from her,
And she'll never know.
Three simple words shun her,
Perhaps make her go.
If she only knew how I wanted to say it,
But they're too hard to speak.
I owe her a great debt, but can never repay it;
I fear I'm just too weak.
Always kept inside, awaiting the day to be free;
The words struggle to escape from inside me.
My mind is torn, my voice cracks, my body shakes;
I begin to wonder if this is a mistake.
The pride of a man, brought down to his knees;
I can't keep it inside, anymore. I need a release.
The words are hidden from her,
And she'll never know.
Three simple words shun her,
Perhaps make her go.
If she only knew how I wanted to say it,
But they're too hard to speak.
I owe her a great debt, but can never repay it;
I fear I'm just too weak.
Three simple words... simple, yet true.
Three simple words... "I love you."
Fatality.
Deep in the dark, in the recesses of man,
There's a knowledge born that none understand.
Words so important, yet impossible to say;
Words so powerful, yet always kept at bay.
The flash of a face, put with three beats;
Words strong enough that they don't know defeat.
The words are hidden from her,
And she'll never know.
Three simple words shun her,
Perhaps make her go.
If she only knew how I wanted to say it,
But they're too hard to speak.
I owe her a great debt, but can never repay it;
I fear I'm just too weak.
Every day I think of her and ponder my situation;
The more I dwell on it, the more my agitation.
"No, I won't", then "Yes, I will."
The debate rages on in my mind still.
Three simple words, enough to build and destroy nations,
Available to all, but only for one special occasion.
The words are hidden from her,
And she'll never know.
Three simple words shun her,
Perhaps make her go.
If she only knew how I wanted to say it,
But they're too hard to speak.
I owe her a great debt, but can never repay it;
I fear I'm just too weak.
"You made me happy.""You made me sad."
The feelings you give me make me thoughtful and glad.
Are there any right words? Words that could express my gratitude?
I fear that no matter what I say, I'll come off as rude.
I just want you happy; your smile means the world to me;
Why, then, is it so hard to say this so willingly?
The words are hidden from her,
And she'll never know.
Three simple words shun her,
Perhaps make her go.
If she only knew how I wanted to say it,
But they're too hard to speak.
I owe her a great debt, but can never repay it;
I fear I'm just too weak.
Always kept inside, awaiting the day to be free;
The words struggle to escape from inside me.
My mind is torn, my voice cracks, my body shakes;
I begin to wonder if this is a mistake.
The pride of a man, brought down to his knees;
I can't keep it inside, anymore. I need a release.
The words are hidden from her,
And she'll never know.
Three simple words shun her,
Perhaps make her go.
If she only knew how I wanted to say it,
But they're too hard to speak.
I owe her a great debt, but can never repay it;
I fear I'm just too weak.
Three simple words... simple, yet true.
Three simple words... "I love you."
Fatality.


About Me

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Been waiting for so long,
Like I can do no wrong
True love and I'm so young?
A fallen angel lies wingless
Your angel voice that easily eases
This pain, this thirst, this distance
Try to collect the pieces
This broken heart unmending
This Pain In Never ending
I am clearly not as ready
Loves got me blindly running
On clouds but I am steady
Veering but I stay focused
Everything has got me doubting
Yet I can see through this mist
Outside these walls a world missed
Undaunted, I strive forward
Love lost, less lay I lowered
Another dagger driven
Under my skin it remains
Rest, a scar has now been given
Every tear, blood drop now stains
Need you more than ever
Like Ive been waiting forever
Like I can do no wrong
True love and I'm so young?
A fallen angel lies wingless
Your angel voice that easily eases
This pain, this thirst, this distance
Try to collect the pieces
This broken heart unmending
This Pain In Never ending
I am clearly not as ready
Loves got me blindly running
On clouds but I am steady
Veering but I stay focused
Everything has got me doubting
Yet I can see through this mist
Outside these walls a world missed
Undaunted, I strive forward
Love lost, less lay I lowered
Another dagger driven
Under my skin it remains
Rest, a scar has now been given
Every tear, blood drop now stains
Need you more than ever
Like Ive been waiting forever
This is actually not a piece of my own, but I'd like to share it anyway. It was written by Melora Creager for performance by her band, Rasputina.
GIRL'S SCHOOL
A happy start, a sad, sad ending,
For every minute of the story.
Watch as their wills are broke and bending.
See the good girls in their glory.
We're a primary academy, we're a secondary seminary
Teaching finishing rinse and dancing tips and scorn.
Always concerned with plummeting virginity rates,
We lecture young girls on how babies are born.
Children! Make a chain! Children! Make a chain!
The staff here is severe yet so altruistic.
It hurts us more than it hurts them.
The new girls are tender. The old ones sadistic.
The late janitress was a gem.
Don't believe what the boys from next door heard.
Requirements do include math.
We draw straws and put our best foot forward.
Down the straight and narrow path.
Listen to the pretty song.
Happy as the day is long.
Forget the things you thought you knew.
We'll make a very good girl of you.
A pupil tranferred here from Lavender Lake.
She wrote a winning essay on self-denial.
Some under-age urchins were forced to matriculate,
Their records kept here undefiled.
A neat retreat slips through the fingers.
Which little girl made the plan?
Surely involved were the vespers bell-ringers.
Down a ladder, through the gate, then they ran.
And the girls ran out of the schoolyard and up the hill behind.
"I'm scared!" said the littlest one.
"Don't worry." said the leader.
"They can catch us or they could kill us,
But they can never crush our spirits."
GIRL'S SCHOOL
A happy start, a sad, sad ending,
For every minute of the story.
Watch as their wills are broke and bending.
See the good girls in their glory.
We're a primary academy, we're a secondary seminary
Teaching finishing rinse and dancing tips and scorn.
Always concerned with plummeting virginity rates,
We lecture young girls on how babies are born.
Children! Make a chain! Children! Make a chain!
The staff here is severe yet so altruistic.
It hurts us more than it hurts them.
The new girls are tender. The old ones sadistic.
The late janitress was a gem.
Don't believe what the boys from next door heard.
Requirements do include math.
We draw straws and put our best foot forward.
Down the straight and narrow path.
Listen to the pretty song.
Happy as the day is long.
Forget the things you thought you knew.
We'll make a very good girl of you.
A pupil tranferred here from Lavender Lake.
She wrote a winning essay on self-denial.
Some under-age urchins were forced to matriculate,
Their records kept here undefiled.
A neat retreat slips through the fingers.
Which little girl made the plan?
Surely involved were the vespers bell-ringers.
Down a ladder, through the gate, then they ran.
And the girls ran out of the schoolyard and up the hill behind.
"I'm scared!" said the littlest one.
"Don't worry." said the leader.
"They can catch us or they could kill us,
But they can never crush our spirits."

0
HAPPY GO LUCKY GIRL
Its hard to breathe today without you,
Not that it was any easier yesterday,
Without you I don't know what to do,
I can't seem to find my way,
I've seen you in a hundred thousand dreams,
And seemed that you were close enough to touch,
But nothing is as it seems,
And that hurts me so much,
And I don't know how I'm supposed to move on,
And since you've been gone,
I've felt a void in my world,
I'm no longer the happy go lucky girl,
In a world of shades of pink,
Now all I can see is gray,
On those lonely days when all I can think,
Is how you're so far away,
But it gives me peace,
To know that someday we will be together,
And that is when I can sleep,
And dream of how we'll spend forever,
And I never knew how I was supposed to move on,
Because since you've been gone,
I've felt a void in my world,
Wish I could be the happy go lucky girl,
And if I believe I can feel you,
Moving all around me,
And if I hold you close in my heart,
Its like you never left,
And when I look at our picture,
I get flushed with so many emotions,
My mind seems to go crazy,
My life becomes hazy,
Repeat Chorus #1
Repeat Chorus #2
Its hard to breathe today without you,
Not that it was any easier yesterday,
Without you I don't know what to do,
I can't seem to find my way,
I've seen you in a hundred thousand dreams,
And seemed that you were close enough to touch,
But nothing is as it seems,
And that hurts me so much,
And I don't know how I'm supposed to move on,
And since you've been gone,
I've felt a void in my world,
I'm no longer the happy go lucky girl,
In a world of shades of pink,
Now all I can see is gray,
On those lonely days when all I can think,
Is how you're so far away,
But it gives me peace,
To know that someday we will be together,
And that is when I can sleep,
And dream of how we'll spend forever,
And I never knew how I was supposed to move on,
Because since you've been gone,
I've felt a void in my world,
Wish I could be the happy go lucky girl,
And if I believe I can feel you,
Moving all around me,
And if I hold you close in my heart,
Its like you never left,
And when I look at our picture,
I get flushed with so many emotions,
My mind seems to go crazy,
My life becomes hazy,
Repeat Chorus #1
Repeat Chorus #2

0
This is a poem (not song lyrics) that I wrote with the intention of showing a new version of myself. A new way of thinking, a new way of believing, a new way of shining. A new way of life.
SPARKLER
I can see the colors,
Bright pinks, and blues, and greens,
A wondrous sight for the eye to behold,
Showing the jubilee of a story long told,
No longer do I hide behind the night,
I embrace the color of day,
The brilliant light of the morning,
And let the moon fall under the sun,
And no matter where you turn,
You will see my true colors,
And at the peak of midnight,
When the world has fallen,
I will glow,
And I will intensify,
And cast my light,
Because I am the Sparkler.
SPARKLER
I can see the colors,
Bright pinks, and blues, and greens,
A wondrous sight for the eye to behold,
Showing the jubilee of a story long told,
No longer do I hide behind the night,
I embrace the color of day,
The brilliant light of the morning,
And let the moon fall under the sun,
And no matter where you turn,
You will see my true colors,
And at the peak of midnight,
When the world has fallen,
I will glow,
And I will intensify,
And cast my light,
Because I am the Sparkler.


About Me
Hahahaha...?
0
YOU CAN HIDE BUT YOU CAN'T RUN
------------------------------
(about illegal music downloading and the government's view upon it)
------------------------------
I'm so sarcastic of what I said
I'm so stupid to have you stay
I'm so senseless
That I'm not scared to let people hear me for free
You hear what you want to hear
You can't do anything without fighting over garbage
Prisoned for what would be a minor offense
If they turned to real crimes instead of this nonsense
------------------------------
(about illegal music downloading and the government's view upon it)
------------------------------
I'm so sarcastic of what I said
I'm so stupid to have you stay
I'm so senseless
That I'm not scared to let people hear me for free
You hear what you want to hear
You can't do anything without fighting over garbage
Prisoned for what would be a minor offense
If they turned to real crimes instead of this nonsense
"Pink4ever"
Part of me has vanished, lost within the night.
This feeling always haunting, far beneath the light.
This secret I've been keeping, apart of the spell I've cast,
And then I see you weeping, throwing away the past.
(Hope in you and trust in you.
Everything I did I did for you.
Now all I want is for you to pull through.
Trust in me one last time. I'll forever be true.)
I've become a part of you;
The colors running through.
You've helped me through all my endevours.
Now my blood runs Pink4ever.
Going through this suff'ring I pray will never last;
Reliving all these memories I thought I had grown past.
Thinking of them daily, they keep my soul alive.
Everything they've given me, the warmth locked up inside.
(You always knew I trusted you.
Everything I know is that I love you.
Now I just want you to show me what to do;
Let me always help you; never be so blue.)
I've become a part of you;
The colors running through.
You've helped me through all my endevours.
Now my blood runs Pink4ever.
Hold me in your arms,
I'll always
Save you from all harm.
Don't run now;
I'll take away your pain
And then I'll
Kiss you in the rain!
I've become a part of you;
The colors running through.
You've helped me through all my endevours.
Now my blood runs Pink4ever.
Fatality.
Part of me has vanished, lost within the night.
This feeling always haunting, far beneath the light.
This secret I've been keeping, apart of the spell I've cast,
And then I see you weeping, throwing away the past.
(Hope in you and trust in you.
Everything I did I did for you.
Now all I want is for you to pull through.
Trust in me one last time. I'll forever be true.)
I've become a part of you;
The colors running through.
You've helped me through all my endevours.
Now my blood runs Pink4ever.
Going through this suff'ring I pray will never last;
Reliving all these memories I thought I had grown past.
Thinking of them daily, they keep my soul alive.
Everything they've given me, the warmth locked up inside.
(You always knew I trusted you.
Everything I know is that I love you.
Now I just want you to show me what to do;
Let me always help you; never be so blue.)
I've become a part of you;
The colors running through.
You've helped me through all my endevours.
Now my blood runs Pink4ever.
Hold me in your arms,
I'll always
Save you from all harm.
Don't run now;
I'll take away your pain
And then I'll
Kiss you in the rain!
I've become a part of you;
The colors running through.
You've helped me through all my endevours.
Now my blood runs Pink4ever.
Fatality.
"Dance of Time"
Through the age,
The stories of men recorded in rhyme,
Told by the mage
And immortalized for all time,
Were put to the soul's rhythm,
And the dance of time began again.
Now, we all dance with them,
The Dance of Time till all ends.
Heroes who have left their mark
And have burned their names in our minds
Offer shelter to children after dark
And give the hope that they never find.
They're more than ghosts of the past;
They are us in a way.
The zeal of man can never last
If we let their memories fade away.
Culture and race; time and generation;
All remembering through their dancers;
Then, in the fire-glow, the revelation
Of the memories forgotten offer answers.
In the vastness of time, I wonder,
"Will I be one with the dance?"
"Will I triumph over fate, or be put asunder?"
I just know I can't miss my only chance.
God's gift to mankind was of strength and love,
Each co-dependant on the other.
Man can never be like God or the angels above,
But he can still be brother and lover.
I'll leave my mark, knowing what to do
Before my funeral bell's chime.
Then they'll dance my dance, while you
Remember me always in the Dance of Time.
Fatality.
Through the age,
The stories of men recorded in rhyme,
Told by the mage
And immortalized for all time,
Were put to the soul's rhythm,
And the dance of time began again.
Now, we all dance with them,
The Dance of Time till all ends.
Heroes who have left their mark
And have burned their names in our minds
Offer shelter to children after dark
And give the hope that they never find.
They're more than ghosts of the past;
They are us in a way.
The zeal of man can never last
If we let their memories fade away.
Culture and race; time and generation;
All remembering through their dancers;
Then, in the fire-glow, the revelation
Of the memories forgotten offer answers.
In the vastness of time, I wonder,
"Will I be one with the dance?"
"Will I triumph over fate, or be put asunder?"
I just know I can't miss my only chance.
God's gift to mankind was of strength and love,
Each co-dependant on the other.
Man can never be like God or the angels above,
But he can still be brother and lover.
I'll leave my mark, knowing what to do
Before my funeral bell's chime.
Then they'll dance my dance, while you
Remember me always in the Dance of Time.
Fatality.
L'Obscurité Nue
Zooming along the blanched zerospace
We sit in our electric eclectic spacecraft,
Amused by the corny jokes and naked skin.
One, two, three, four, easy as pie.
We decide vehemently there must be no light,
As it would disentangle our bungled underwear.
Besides, tales of you are written on my skin.
A quick turn of the head; we cry.
But through the burns and marks and scars
We realize with great sincerity
That no one really went to see the show anyway.
Yet one twist of fate, and we die.
Zooming along the blanched zerospace
We sit in our electric eclectic spacecraft,
Amused by the corny jokes and naked skin.
One, two, three, four, easy as pie.
We decide vehemently there must be no light,
As it would disentangle our bungled underwear.
Besides, tales of you are written on my skin.
A quick turn of the head; we cry.
But through the burns and marks and scars
We realize with great sincerity
That no one really went to see the show anyway.
Yet one twist of fate, and we die.
I just realized I never made a song or poem for the one I love the most and owe the most to. Anyway, sorry Big G.
"Life"
Sunset fades, shadowing the figure on a hard, wooden cross.
Blood flows like a river; the figure takes all the insults we toss.
Tears of sorrow, not for himself, but for us, flow down his cheeks;
His words remembered, "blessed are the poor and meek."
Now his voice screams, his body shorn to the bone.
Now he suffers for me; he suffers alone.
No one could comprehend how much he suffered for your sake;
No one could understand the sacrifice he'll make.
No one could fathom his love, spilling out upon the ground.
How could my God die for me? In tears and shock, I fall down.
He's the one who saved me from my wicked behavior.
He's the one who saved me from all shame.
He's my hero, my redeemer, my dearest saviour.
Jesus, the name above all names.
Presidents and Kings will fall to their knees,
And declare you Lord with all their might.
Only in you does a soul find peace;
You are my King, my hope in life.
He gave me life, he gave me hope so instrumental.
Now his body hangs along with those of criminals.
Every gasp, every heave, makes my stomach churn,
Every blow, every scream, just so I'd learn
How much he loved me. There he is! Dying for me!
I can't ignore the blood that's flowing before me!
Only, that should me! He's dying in my stead!
I should be the one bleeding; I should be dead.
He took my fate, and the fate of all.
For the sake of love, he took the fall.
He's the one who saved me from my wicked behavior.
He's the one who saved me from all shame.
He's my hero, my redeemer, my dearest saviour.
Jesus, the name above all names.
Presidents and Kings will fall to their knees,
And declare you Lord with all their might.
Only in you does a soul find peace;
You are my King, my hope in life.
Praised by kings and fisherman alike,
He changed more than world; he changed the soul.
How showed the world the truth: He is the light;
He is the only thing that makes man whole.
There are those who have their idols; religions founded;
But I've made my choice and follow Christ instead.
Buddha, Mohommad... men with prestige who've astounded,
But only MY Christ has risen from the dead!
I don't care if you think it's fake or that you won't buy it,
But the truth is the truth, and I just can't keep quiet.
He's the one who saved me from my wicked behavior.
He's the one who saved me from all shame.
He's my hero, my redeemer, my dearest saviour.
Jesus, the name above all names.
Presidents and Kings will fall to their knees,
And declare you Lord with all their might.
Only in you does a soul find peace;
You are my King, my hope in life.
I see the nails pierce his hands, nails meant for me.
I see the crown of thorns shoved on his brow, making him bleed.
I see him stripped of dignity and clothes, spit on like a fool.
People tried to destroy his name, even banished it from our schools.
Yet he loved them all, every saint and every sinner.
Unconditionally, he died in your place, yet prayers are forgotten at dinner.
People search for purpose, yet ignore his healing spirit.
They want truth, but when it comes, they don't wanna hear it.
"Everything's relative. There are no absolute truths."
It frees them from accountability, but in the end, they lose.
He's the one who saved me from my wicked behavior.
He's the one who saved me from all shame.
He's my hero, my redeemer, my dearest saviour.
Jesus, the name above all names.
Presidents and Kings will fall to their knees,
And declare you Lord with all their might.
Only in you does a soul find peace;
You are my King, my hope in life.
People tell me I'm naive, close-minded, that Christ is a crutch.
They fail to see that he loves them so much.
People say that it's just another religion,
But Christianity's no religion; it's a life-style.
They fear or reject the ultimate, life-changing decision
Because they refuse to walk the long, narrow mile.
Jesus was killed physically, but also took damnation for us;
Even then, he conquered death to rid us of our strife.
An omnipotent God would become flesh; he refused to ignore us;
And, even more, he died so that we can have life.
He's the one who saved me from my wicked behavior.
He's the one who saved me from all shame.
He's my hero, my redeemer, my dearest saviour.
Jesus, the name above all names.
Presidents and Kings will fall to their knees,
And declare you Lord with all their might.
Only in you does a soul find peace;
You are my King, my hope in life.
Fatality.
"Life"
Sunset fades, shadowing the figure on a hard, wooden cross.
Blood flows like a river; the figure takes all the insults we toss.
Tears of sorrow, not for himself, but for us, flow down his cheeks;
His words remembered, "blessed are the poor and meek."
Now his voice screams, his body shorn to the bone.
Now he suffers for me; he suffers alone.
No one could comprehend how much he suffered for your sake;
No one could understand the sacrifice he'll make.
No one could fathom his love, spilling out upon the ground.
How could my God die for me? In tears and shock, I fall down.
He's the one who saved me from my wicked behavior.
He's the one who saved me from all shame.
He's my hero, my redeemer, my dearest saviour.
Jesus, the name above all names.
Presidents and Kings will fall to their knees,
And declare you Lord with all their might.
Only in you does a soul find peace;
You are my King, my hope in life.
He gave me life, he gave me hope so instrumental.
Now his body hangs along with those of criminals.
Every gasp, every heave, makes my stomach churn,
Every blow, every scream, just so I'd learn
How much he loved me. There he is! Dying for me!
I can't ignore the blood that's flowing before me!
Only, that should me! He's dying in my stead!
I should be the one bleeding; I should be dead.
He took my fate, and the fate of all.
For the sake of love, he took the fall.
He's the one who saved me from my wicked behavior.
He's the one who saved me from all shame.
He's my hero, my redeemer, my dearest saviour.
Jesus, the name above all names.
Presidents and Kings will fall to their knees,
And declare you Lord with all their might.
Only in you does a soul find peace;
You are my King, my hope in life.
Praised by kings and fisherman alike,
He changed more than world; he changed the soul.
How showed the world the truth: He is the light;
He is the only thing that makes man whole.
There are those who have their idols; religions founded;
But I've made my choice and follow Christ instead.
Buddha, Mohommad... men with prestige who've astounded,
But only MY Christ has risen from the dead!
I don't care if you think it's fake or that you won't buy it,
But the truth is the truth, and I just can't keep quiet.
He's the one who saved me from my wicked behavior.
He's the one who saved me from all shame.
He's my hero, my redeemer, my dearest saviour.
Jesus, the name above all names.
Presidents and Kings will fall to their knees,
And declare you Lord with all their might.
Only in you does a soul find peace;
You are my King, my hope in life.
I see the nails pierce his hands, nails meant for me.
I see the crown of thorns shoved on his brow, making him bleed.
I see him stripped of dignity and clothes, spit on like a fool.
People tried to destroy his name, even banished it from our schools.
Yet he loved them all, every saint and every sinner.
Unconditionally, he died in your place, yet prayers are forgotten at dinner.
People search for purpose, yet ignore his healing spirit.
They want truth, but when it comes, they don't wanna hear it.
"Everything's relative. There are no absolute truths."
It frees them from accountability, but in the end, they lose.
He's the one who saved me from my wicked behavior.
He's the one who saved me from all shame.
He's my hero, my redeemer, my dearest saviour.
Jesus, the name above all names.
Presidents and Kings will fall to their knees,
And declare you Lord with all their might.
Only in you does a soul find peace;
You are my King, my hope in life.
People tell me I'm naive, close-minded, that Christ is a crutch.
They fail to see that he loves them so much.
People say that it's just another religion,
But Christianity's no religion; it's a life-style.
They fear or reject the ultimate, life-changing decision
Because they refuse to walk the long, narrow mile.
Jesus was killed physically, but also took damnation for us;
Even then, he conquered death to rid us of our strife.
An omnipotent God would become flesh; he refused to ignore us;
And, even more, he died so that we can have life.
He's the one who saved me from my wicked behavior.
He's the one who saved me from all shame.
He's my hero, my redeemer, my dearest saviour.
Jesus, the name above all names.
Presidents and Kings will fall to their knees,
And declare you Lord with all their might.
Only in you does a soul find peace;
You are my King, my hope in life.
Fatality.
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