Does anybody have any personal philosophy i can have a talk about that can keep me from thinking about thoughts of killing myself?

I've been very pessimistic lately for some reason...Nothing wrong at-all either. Just ugh..
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Oh Jonin01, I think it's gonna be an XBox360. Haha! At least, at first. I find that there's almost no real reason to have a Ps3 in my house right now.
I understand alot more about the 360 now too so, I think I'm gonna go ahead and make the jump. lol
I've been turned!! Nooo! lol

Get through each day so you can live the next. Believe me, suicide is a stupid thing to think about. No matter what the problem is, you'll get through it. Well, unless you have Super cancer or super aids. But if it's not a medical desease, just get through it. Get through the day to enjoy the next

I'd been meaning to add to your thread asking opinions about the new consoles and all to help you choose, but never got to posting in it, been spending too much time playing on my xbox 360!
The big thing about it, aside of being able to play games online (many classic xbox as well as 360 games) and have a better environment to play with people of your skill level matched up, along with the ability to report people for abuse, and the advantages of Xbox live and no-cheating in games, is the media streaming part of it!
If you have Windows XP SP2 and a program called Tversity (it's freeware grab it HERE ), you can stream any audio, video or image file directly to your 360 and watch it on your Television using your home theatre setup if you have one.
I like being able to play any song in my music collection during a game I'm playing in the background, and being able to watch video I've downloaded online or encoded myself from video on my TV rather than being forced to use it on my PC Monitor.
Add in the marketplace setup which is free to anyone to browse with a lot of free game downloads and videos, or the xboxlive arcade demos and full 360 game demos to download free, with the option of using microsoft points cards to get full xboxlive arcade games or premium add ons for your existing games, and then the HD TV Shows you can download or movie rentals you can get on there and it's a great system to have!
Just imagine, in the future games like MK could offer up extra characters or levels you could download on xbox live for free or for premium to extend the life of your games. And all 360 games have some form of xbox live interactivity.
I've played a lot of fun games of UMK3 online on Xbox live, it's really enjoyable, makes me glad I'd got myself a 360 last fall.
And there's video and voice chat on 360 as well, so games that support those are fun to play as well, and some games support mapping your face onto in game characters like the world series of poker game and Rainbow Six:Vegas to name just two.
Even MSN messenger integration to chat with friends on 360 and let them know what you are playing so they can log onto live and play some games with you.
There, did that help sell you more??
And Wal-Mart in Canada has the 360 on for about $349 with forza 2 and the new NHL game packed in as well this week, and PS3 even is on for a deal at $549 with blu ray movie and a game pack in too I think. Though being honest PS3 needs a lot more games for me to buy one. Blu ray is nice, but I need more than one or two games to sell me on a console.

Go listen to Monty Python's "Always look on the bright side (of life)", and that will be enough to make you think twice and feel better. It always helps me.

Some things in life are bad,
They can really make you mad,
Other things just make you swear and curse.
When you're chewing on life's gristle
Don't grumble, give a whistle.
And this'll help things turn out for the best.
And....
Always look on the bright side of life, (whistle)
Always look on the bright side of life, (whistle)
If life seems jolly rotten,
There's something you've forgotten,
And that's to laugh and smile and dance and sing.
When you're feeling in the dumps,
Don't be silly chumps.
Just purse your lips and whistle, that's the thing.
And...
Always look on the bright side of life. (whistle)
Come on...
Always look on the bright side of life...
For life is quite absurd,
And death's the final word,
You must always face the curtain with a bow.
Forget about your sin,
Give the audience a grin,
Enjoy it - it's your last chance anyhow.
So always look on the bright side of death,
Just before you draw your terminal breath,
Life's a piece of shit,
When you look at it,
Life's a laugh and death's a joke, it's true.
You'll see it's all a show,
Keep 'em laughing as you go.
Just remember that the last laugh is on you.
And always look on the bright side of life,
Always look on the right side of life,
Come on guys, cheer up.
Always look on the bright side of life.
Worse things happen at sea, you know.
Always look on the bright side of life.
I mean - what have you got to lose?
You know, you come from nothing,
you're going back to nothing.
What have you lost? Nothing!

The way I see it, life is so pointless. There is no reason for life, humans have feelings yet the strongestfeelings are hate, revenge and jelousy. Not everyone gets more good than bad in their life. If you can't enjoy it, why endure it? There is no escape, death is not the punishment, life is.
I'm tired of it all, i don't care for much anymore. Things can happen in life that don't regenerate. Too much can cuase suicide. I;m not fucked about anything anymore. Yet, even though I've realised this, there still is a hint of "the will to live" in me, it just barely lives within my body, almost full of despair.
Yet, for some strange reason I can't bring myself to suicide, maybe it's just the Human pointless will to live, it happens with all things, like a flower, it does all this shit to sustain itself only to produce seeds and make another flower, then that flower dies, there was no prosper for it.
I don't know anymore...my mind says life is pointless, but my heart says live.
Argh! Or maybe reaslising this is punishment....Fucking hell!

Difficulties come and go. Yes, there is despair in life, but enjoy the good times, because honestly, focusing on the negative is just stupid. Always look on the bright side, and get through each and every difficulty that comes your way. Life is not pointless, death is the punishment. Enjoy life. That simple.

It isn't as simple as you think, it's hard to grasp the will to live once you've fallen off. I normally have these moments, and normally get through them, but this one is ver big and deep. I've broken...

Well, you're only thirteen, and age where you learn how the world works. Yeah, it's kinda depressing to realize that it aint that glamorous, and that people face huge problems, and your dreams won't be fulfilled that easily. But Something I've learned is that no matter what, no matter when, no matter how big, a problem will pass by. Maybe it'll take a week, maybe even a month, but this is how you learn who you are, an dhow tough you can be. Oh, and the first half of eight grade is a bitch.
Just listen to my advice. At times you will be depressed as hell, but you will get through with it. Just Get through each day, and soon enough, the depression will pass

Cheer up, boys. Your make up is running.

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There always that one guy saying something stupid

Meh, you get used to it.

How's everyone doing?

Barakaz_cuz, what's with the avatar???

bored. The Jaguars had a bye week thsi week in the NFL, so really, nothing to look forward to today. Might go out to a party, but it's a school night, so meh

AKA thefallenone, shut the fuck up.

Ninja_Mime needs therapy.

Pee-wee needs elevator shoes.....But we all don't get what we need now do we?

And I need to pay your mom XD

SHE'S THE HOE! THE MONEY GOES TO ME!
*pimp slaps King_Raiden*

*shoots him to death* I killed you lol.