Everything Goes Numb- Streetlight Manifesto
and the story goes like this: everything went numb for the money and the guns
and everytime he'd think it out: "there's nothing to worry about
get in the van, don't deviate from the plan
if everything goes smooth then you'll walk away a rich man"
so it begins, everybody walks in
could this be the way or the day that the underdog wins?
i think not, so i bet on the feds because the black hat men never win in the end
ski mask (check)
sawed off (check)
guilty conscience, fear of death (check check check)
everything went numb when he stumbled upon what he thought
was going to be another means to the end
silence
sirens
it all went down like his nightmare the night before
i don't want to hear
i don't want to be near
i do what i got to do just to keep my nose clean
the story doesn't end here
don't fear for our hero ain't near the end
my friend
let's take it back to how it all began: with a proposition
and proposition starts with a capital p
"or at least for me" is what he said to himself
but himself ain't a lot when he's got nothing left
of what was once a man, loved and loving
he took that trip that turns something to nothing
right and wrong
there's not a lot a difference when you're singing that poor man's song
and that song it goes just a little like this:
na na na...
ski mask (check)
sawed off (check)
guilty conscience, fear of death (check check check)
everything went numb when he stumbled upon what he thought
was going to be another means to the end
silence
sirens
it all went down like his nightmare the night before
i don't want to hear
i don't want to be near
i do what i got to do just to keep my nose clean
and the story goes like this: everything went numb for the money and the guns
and everytime he'd think it out: "there's nothing to worry about
get in the van, don't deviate from the plan
if everything goes smooth then you'll walk away a rich man"
so it begins, everybody walks in
could this be the way or the day that the underdog wins?
i think not, so i bet on the feds because the black hat men never win in the end
ski mask (check)
sawed off (check)
guilty conscience, fear of death (check check check)
everything went numb when he stumbled upon what he thought
was going to be another means to the end
silence
sirens
it all went down like his nightmare the night before
i don't want to hear
i don't want to be near
i do what i got to do just to keep my nose clean
the story doesn't end here
don't fear for our hero ain't near the end
my friend
let's take it back to how it all began: with a proposition
and proposition starts with a capital p
"or at least for me" is what he said to himself
but himself ain't a lot when he's got nothing left
of what was once a man, loved and loving
he took that trip that turns something to nothing
right and wrong
there's not a lot a difference when you're singing that poor man's song
and that song it goes just a little like this:
na na na...
ski mask (check)
sawed off (check)
guilty conscience, fear of death (check check check)
everything went numb when he stumbled upon what he thought
was going to be another means to the end
silence
sirens
it all went down like his nightmare the night before
i don't want to hear
i don't want to be near
i do what i got to do just to keep my nose clean
"Disappears"
I woke up alone today,
Like every day before.
Had no words to say,
No need to hope for more.
I still hear her voice;
Angels could not compare.
But it was her choice,
But I wish I was there.
She's not real!
She can't feel!
I just can't deal!
She's just another life to steal!
She's a fake!
She's a mistake!
Can't ever get a break;
She's taken everything she could take.
I fell in love with a ghost,
Fleeting and imaginary;
Though I thought I loved her most,
She was dark and scary.
She was so cold yet kind,
Frail yet strong inside.
I thought I wouldn't mind,
But it was me that she denied.
She's a sham!
Sacrificial lamb!
She curses and damns,
And changes me from who I am!
She's a lie!
She can't die!
She's everything I defy,
And she's the only reason I cry....
She can never kiss me,
She could never miss me.
Never laugh, nevery cry,
Never live and never die.
She's me, what I wanted her to be,
But she can't be; she's not reality.
I woke up alone today,
Like every day before.
Had no words to say,
No need to hope for more.
I still hear her voice;
Angels could not compare.
But it was her choice,
But I wish I was there.
She's not real!
She can't feel!
I just can't deal!
She's just another life to steal!
She's a fake!
She's a mistake!
Can't ever get a break;
She's taken everything she could take.
I fell in love with a ghost,
Fleeting and imaginary;
Though I thought I loved her most,
She was dark and scary.
She was so cold yet kind,
Frail yet strong inside.
I thought I wouldn't mind,
But it was me that she denied.
She's a sham!
Sacrificial lamb!
She curses and damns,
And changes me from who I am!
She's a lie!
She can't die!
She's everything I defy,
And she's the only reason I cry....
She can never kiss me,
She could never miss me.
Never laugh, nevery cry,
Never live and never die.
She's me, what I wanted her to be,
But she can't be; she's not reality.
"Love Letter"
Too many times I've wished I was bold,
Wish I was strong, or so I've been told.
Had the courage of Hercules tenfold,
So that I might not suffer alone when when I'm old.
I wish I was something more than I am,
Something more noble than a pitiful man.
Someone who knows, who just understands,
Someone special, perfect, not bland.
Girls such as you are too fleeting and rare.
I wish I could run, but you'd just meet me there.
You taunt and you tease, with a toss of your hair;
We couldn't be, such a repulsive pair.
But you never relent, you never secede.
You take and you take, till I break and I bleed.
You pull deep inside, taking more than you need,
Leaving a longing in my heart I eternally feed.
I wish that you knew just what you have done.
I'm sure in your eyes, it's all just in fun.
But through rivers and valleys, I run and I run,
Till my legs give out under a setting sun.
Love is precious, love is cruel.
Love is the force of evil under nature's rule.
We are just puppets, pawns and lost tools,
Running amok, flittering like fools.
They said 'tis better to have loved and lost,
But if this is the pain, I paid too high a cost.
I gambled my heart when the die was tossed,
A deal with the devil and an obvious double-cross.
I regret and I wail, wish she were mine,
But to believe I could do so; I was so blind.
Now there's nothing but broken pieces to find,
Shattered and crushed by the force of love's bind.
She will never read this, nor shall she ever recall;
It was I who defended her, and ever took the falls.
It was I who risked flesh and blood, risked my all,
For just a smidgen of love, no matter how small.
Well, the years have past, and I have grown wiser,
But deep in my heart, I still idolize her.
She gave me something good, so I could never chide her;
All I can do is remember and write her.
So, if you're out there, I hope you're happy and well,
Following your dreams, with great stories to tell.
And though you've forgotten, and left me in hell,
I'm content in knowing I gave you this farewell.
Too many times I've wished I was bold,
Wish I was strong, or so I've been told.
Had the courage of Hercules tenfold,
So that I might not suffer alone when when I'm old.
I wish I was something more than I am,
Something more noble than a pitiful man.
Someone who knows, who just understands,
Someone special, perfect, not bland.
Girls such as you are too fleeting and rare.
I wish I could run, but you'd just meet me there.
You taunt and you tease, with a toss of your hair;
We couldn't be, such a repulsive pair.
But you never relent, you never secede.
You take and you take, till I break and I bleed.
You pull deep inside, taking more than you need,
Leaving a longing in my heart I eternally feed.
I wish that you knew just what you have done.
I'm sure in your eyes, it's all just in fun.
But through rivers and valleys, I run and I run,
Till my legs give out under a setting sun.
Love is precious, love is cruel.
Love is the force of evil under nature's rule.
We are just puppets, pawns and lost tools,
Running amok, flittering like fools.
They said 'tis better to have loved and lost,
But if this is the pain, I paid too high a cost.
I gambled my heart when the die was tossed,
A deal with the devil and an obvious double-cross.
I regret and I wail, wish she were mine,
But to believe I could do so; I was so blind.
Now there's nothing but broken pieces to find,
Shattered and crushed by the force of love's bind.
She will never read this, nor shall she ever recall;
It was I who defended her, and ever took the falls.
It was I who risked flesh and blood, risked my all,
For just a smidgen of love, no matter how small.
Well, the years have past, and I have grown wiser,
But deep in my heart, I still idolize her.
She gave me something good, so I could never chide her;
All I can do is remember and write her.
So, if you're out there, I hope you're happy and well,
Following your dreams, with great stories to tell.
And though you've forgotten, and left me in hell,
I'm content in knowing I gave you this farewell.
"What You Say"
She should have known better,
But his words wouldn't let her;
He was different then the men who met her,
His very touch made her wetter,
And he said he loved her;
But she woke up alone, barely breathing,
Aching so bad, an unquenchable needing,
And now's she stuck breast feeding
A child she had at sweet sixteen.
Dad told them to be strong,
Taught them to know right from wrong,
To keep the faith, try to belong,
And they used to miss him when he was gone.
And he said he loved them;
But it wasn't enough, so he packed up and left,
Didn't even say goodbye 'cause he lacked the breath,
Alienated from friends and kin, strung out on booze and meth,
And living from bar to bar until his death.
She told him he was special, that she cared,
That she knew he was nervous, but not to be scared.
He let his guard down, lead her down there,
Into that place inside of him, so unprepared.
And she said that she loved him;
But now she's gone, along with his wallet and cards;
His hearts in pieces, too many sharp shards,
He tries to forget, but his memory's too scarred,
And when he tries to love again, it's just too hard.
I told her I'd fight her fights,
I told her I'd make it all right;
I promised I'd show her the light,
Hold on to her, so very tight;
And I said that I loved her;
But she's not here with me anymore.
Turns out I was wrong, just like before.
Another lost love, another poor amor,
And once again, I wake up to the empty floor.
She should have known better,
But his words wouldn't let her;
He was different then the men who met her,
His very touch made her wetter,
And he said he loved her;
But she woke up alone, barely breathing,
Aching so bad, an unquenchable needing,
And now's she stuck breast feeding
A child she had at sweet sixteen.
Dad told them to be strong,
Taught them to know right from wrong,
To keep the faith, try to belong,
And they used to miss him when he was gone.
And he said he loved them;
But it wasn't enough, so he packed up and left,
Didn't even say goodbye 'cause he lacked the breath,
Alienated from friends and kin, strung out on booze and meth,
And living from bar to bar until his death.
She told him he was special, that she cared,
That she knew he was nervous, but not to be scared.
He let his guard down, lead her down there,
Into that place inside of him, so unprepared.
And she said that she loved him;
But now she's gone, along with his wallet and cards;
His hearts in pieces, too many sharp shards,
He tries to forget, but his memory's too scarred,
And when he tries to love again, it's just too hard.
I told her I'd fight her fights,
I told her I'd make it all right;
I promised I'd show her the light,
Hold on to her, so very tight;
And I said that I loved her;
But she's not here with me anymore.
Turns out I was wrong, just like before.
Another lost love, another poor amor,
And once again, I wake up to the empty floor.
"Open My Eyes"
I wake up and dream again,
Going to sleep only to live again.
Nothing is real and all is fake.
Wasting time to right a mistake.
Nothing makes sense;
Suffering recompense.
Live to die and die to live,
Giving all I have left to give.
I feel to feel;
Waking up to you one more night.
It still doesn't feel real,
And yet it doesn't quite feel right.
So long, still dreaming,
Just trying to open my eyes.
Hold me when I'm screaming,
And help me see the light.
I heard you calling me,
Dreaming of falling free,
And soaring through the clouds below,
Watching the birds fly as I go.
Upside down and inside out,
Hearing nothing though I scream and shout,
And listening for that calm reply
That I'm not here and that I can't die.
I feel to feel;
Waking up to you one more night.
It still doesn't feel real,
And yet it doesn't quite feel right.
So long, still dreaming,
Just trying to open my eyes.
Hold me when I'm screaming,
And help me see the light.
Nothing is true; all is a lie.
That is the words that get us by.
I'm a fallen hero, a fall from grace,
Doing all I can just to save face,
And yet she can wash away all the pain,
Drift through me like the nectar of rain.
And suddenly it's not so bad anymore;
I open my eyes to see to her core.
I feel to feel;
Waking up to you one more night.
It still doesn't feel real,
And yet it doesn't quite feel right.
So long, still dreaming,
Just trying to open my eyes.
Hold me when I'm screaming,
And help me see the light.
I wake up and dream again,
Going to sleep only to live again.
Nothing is real and all is fake.
Wasting time to right a mistake.
Nothing makes sense;
Suffering recompense.
Live to die and die to live,
Giving all I have left to give.
I feel to feel;
Waking up to you one more night.
It still doesn't feel real,
And yet it doesn't quite feel right.
So long, still dreaming,
Just trying to open my eyes.
Hold me when I'm screaming,
And help me see the light.
I heard you calling me,
Dreaming of falling free,
And soaring through the clouds below,
Watching the birds fly as I go.
Upside down and inside out,
Hearing nothing though I scream and shout,
And listening for that calm reply
That I'm not here and that I can't die.
I feel to feel;
Waking up to you one more night.
It still doesn't feel real,
And yet it doesn't quite feel right.
So long, still dreaming,
Just trying to open my eyes.
Hold me when I'm screaming,
And help me see the light.
Nothing is true; all is a lie.
That is the words that get us by.
I'm a fallen hero, a fall from grace,
Doing all I can just to save face,
And yet she can wash away all the pain,
Drift through me like the nectar of rain.
And suddenly it's not so bad anymore;
I open my eyes to see to her core.
I feel to feel;
Waking up to you one more night.
It still doesn't feel real,
And yet it doesn't quite feel right.
So long, still dreaming,
Just trying to open my eyes.
Hold me when I'm screaming,
And help me see the light.
=O OMG! It's my random stuff series of poems that I made for a school project, even though I actually made these before hand and simply submitted them in to get an easy grade on it! =O
Enjoy ^__^
Random Stuff Pt. 1
I see you run
A Mighty Sun
I leave a scary little boy
I’m in a van
With a can
And there’s a Tuna,
Fighting with a Bull
A little odd
I’m not a god
I called the boy: Junior Roy
And on that can
I see a man
And the Tuna,
Has beaten up the Bull
You take a slam
Against a Ram
I no longer see the joy
I eat soup in the can
With the very little man
And the Tuna
Is no longer with the Bull
It’s just a hit
A First-Aid kit
The boy’s a little coy
And the little man
Crushed the can
And the Tuna
Can’t remember the Bull
Random stuff Pt. 2
Do you know this poem?
It is Random stuff part two
Whoops, now it’s over
Random stuff Pt. 3
The Tuna won the fight
He didn’t have good sight
The bull took a hit
So he made a fit
The Tuna fish was right
Random stuff Pt. 4
The Tuna had a fight with the big bull
Why? Who really knows? I guess he was ticked.
The Tuna won the fight, but was he done?
I didn’t think so. He was angrier.
You ran and took a slam with the big ram
Why’d you do that? Are you an idiot?
I think so. Who’d really crash with a ram?
I have left you a scary little boy.
Care for him well. His name is Junior Roy.
The Tuna has gone away from the bull.
Isn’t that odd? I thought he would burn him.
Oh well. I guess he calmed down quite a bit.
You should know something about this strange boy.
He is a little coy. Take care stranger.
Random stuff Pt. 5
Armageddon’s gonna come.
Boy you better run.
‘Cause it is gonna come.
I know I ripped off a song.
But still, you better run.
The Tuna swam away.
The poor Bull died today.
The stranger did not live.
The Ram died of cancer.
Altoids have taken over.
The Scary Boy is now the Alpha Alski Lord
Judgment day is here.
Who will stay? Who will go?
All I know is that I won’t leave.
I guess I should’ve been good.
Hope you can go stranger.
It’d be better for your soul if you did.
Hope you miss me.
Random stuff Pt. 6
Random Stuff is gone
Oh we all shall miss it so
It is now over
Enjoy ^__^
I see you run
A Mighty Sun
I leave a scary little boy
I’m in a van
With a can
And there’s a Tuna,
Fighting with a Bull
A little odd
I’m not a god
I called the boy: Junior Roy
And on that can
I see a man
And the Tuna,
Has beaten up the Bull
You take a slam
Against a Ram
I no longer see the joy
I eat soup in the can
With the very little man
And the Tuna
Is no longer with the Bull
It’s just a hit
A First-Aid kit
The boy’s a little coy
And the little man
Crushed the can
And the Tuna
Can’t remember the Bull
Random stuff Pt. 2
Do you know this poem?
It is Random stuff part two
Whoops, now it’s over
Random stuff Pt. 3
The Tuna won the fight
He didn’t have good sight
The bull took a hit
So he made a fit
The Tuna fish was right
Random stuff Pt. 4
The Tuna had a fight with the big bull
Why? Who really knows? I guess he was ticked.
The Tuna won the fight, but was he done?
I didn’t think so. He was angrier.
You ran and took a slam with the big ram
Why’d you do that? Are you an idiot?
I think so. Who’d really crash with a ram?
I have left you a scary little boy.
Care for him well. His name is Junior Roy.
The Tuna has gone away from the bull.
Isn’t that odd? I thought he would burn him.
Oh well. I guess he calmed down quite a bit.
You should know something about this strange boy.
He is a little coy. Take care stranger.
Random stuff Pt. 5
Armageddon’s gonna come.
Boy you better run.
‘Cause it is gonna come.
I know I ripped off a song.
But still, you better run.
The Tuna swam away.
The poor Bull died today.
The stranger did not live.
The Ram died of cancer.
Altoids have taken over.
The Scary Boy is now the Alpha Alski Lord
Judgment day is here.
Who will stay? Who will go?
All I know is that I won’t leave.
I guess I should’ve been good.
Hope you can go stranger.
It’d be better for your soul if you did.
Hope you miss me.
Random stuff Pt. 6
Random Stuff is gone
Oh we all shall miss it so
It is now over
About Me
Rebel. Outsider. Fan Of The Obscure. Politically Incorrect. Spitfire! 
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A POEM ABOUT SINDEL!
The blood splashed across her face as she smiled
With ease and quickness of a cat, she threw the body into a pile
How long has it been since she killed?
Has it been since her last meal?
She screamed out her happyness
She loved the way their eyes bugged out as they took their last breath,It was bliss
How long has it been since she been kissed?
Did Jerrod know he was missed?
The tears fell down her blood soaked face
She began to walk at a slow pace
She walked out on to the balacony, she looked down
all she could see was the cold hard ground
She jumped up as if to fly
She closed her eyes as she started to cry
She was going down down down...
Pretty soon she would hear and feel the pound
She started feeling leary
As she realized she was commiting a Hara-Kiri....
The blood splashed across her face as she smiled
With ease and quickness of a cat, she threw the body into a pile
How long has it been since she killed?
Has it been since her last meal?
She screamed out her happyness
She loved the way their eyes bugged out as they took their last breath,It was bliss
How long has it been since she been kissed?
Did Jerrod know he was missed?
The tears fell down her blood soaked face
She began to walk at a slow pace
She walked out on to the balacony, she looked down
all she could see was the cold hard ground
She jumped up as if to fly
She closed her eyes as she started to cry
She was going down down down...
Pretty soon she would hear and feel the pound
She started feeling leary
As she realized she was commiting a Hara-Kiri....
"Serenade"
I just want to do what I think is right,
Make it through just another night,
Prove that in the end I was right,
And in every dark tunnel there is light.
I want her to see me for me,
Look past my past hypocrisy.
Look at me and make believe
That I'm the person I need to be.
I want to know whether I'm still strong,
Whether in this world I could belong.
I'm just here, singing the same old song,
And doing my part to right the wrongs.
I think that maybe she's not the one,
That all she wants is to just have fun,
Just love and honey under the sun,
Then throw me away once she's done.
Maybe I'm just a tad bit deluded,
But I know that my mind is concluded.
In everything, I feel excluded,
Running from a past I once eluded.
Is she for real, or is she a fake?
Was loving her my biggest mistake?
Or is it a risk I just had to take,
A risk that ends with just another heartbreak.
She's my angel, she's my muse,
She's the darkness that I choose.
She's the woman I fear to lose,
Leaving my heart tender and confused.
But I won't back down, not anymore.
I'll find out what this love has in store.
I'll make it through, craving her more,
Because she is the only one that I adore.
I just want to do what I think is right,
Make it through just another night,
Prove that in the end I was right,
And in every dark tunnel there is light.
I want her to see me for me,
Look past my past hypocrisy.
Look at me and make believe
That I'm the person I need to be.
I want to know whether I'm still strong,
Whether in this world I could belong.
I'm just here, singing the same old song,
And doing my part to right the wrongs.
I think that maybe she's not the one,
That all she wants is to just have fun,
Just love and honey under the sun,
Then throw me away once she's done.
Maybe I'm just a tad bit deluded,
But I know that my mind is concluded.
In everything, I feel excluded,
Running from a past I once eluded.
Is she for real, or is she a fake?
Was loving her my biggest mistake?
Or is it a risk I just had to take,
A risk that ends with just another heartbreak.
She's my angel, she's my muse,
She's the darkness that I choose.
She's the woman I fear to lose,
Leaving my heart tender and confused.
But I won't back down, not anymore.
I'll find out what this love has in store.
I'll make it through, craving her more,
Because she is the only one that I adore.
Eyo eyo, here i go again.. Nah na, la, la la la la laaa...
Butterfly- Crazy Town
Come my lady
Come come my lady You're my butterfly, sugar baby
Come my lady you're my pretty baby
I make your legs shake,
You make me go crazy
Such a sexy, fexy pretty little thing
And you knew she gt me hung with her tongue ring
And I ain't gotta lie, her loving gets me high
There's nothing I wouldn't do to keep you by my side
Butterfly in the eye and the looks to kill
Time is passing, i'm asking, could this be real?
Cause I can't sleep, I can't hold still
The only thing I really know is she got sex appeal
I can feel
Too much is never enough
The only thing I really help is when times get rough
something something something something
Come my lady
Come come my lady You're my butterfly, sugar baby
Come my lady you're my pretty baby
I make your legs shake,
You make me go crazy
Butterfly- Crazy Town
Come my lady
Come come my lady You're my butterfly, sugar baby
Come my lady you're my pretty baby
I make your legs shake,
You make me go crazy
Such a sexy, fexy pretty little thing
And you knew she gt me hung with her tongue ring
And I ain't gotta lie, her loving gets me high
There's nothing I wouldn't do to keep you by my side
Butterfly in the eye and the looks to kill
Time is passing, i'm asking, could this be real?
Cause I can't sleep, I can't hold still
The only thing I really know is she got sex appeal
I can feel
Too much is never enough
The only thing I really help is when times get rough
something something something something
Come my lady
Come come my lady You're my butterfly, sugar baby
Come my lady you're my pretty baby
I make your legs shake,
You make me go crazy
"Temperate"
My lonely room lies empty and bare;
There's no proof that I was even there;
Just carpet and walls, ceiling and floor,
And a backpack still hanging on the door.
I take one last look, turn off the light,
Then say good-bye one last time.
My hallway is dark; the lone light flickers;
And as I move down, the darkness grows thicker.
It's cold outside; I can see my breath before me,
Dancing sky phantoms in a fleeting story.
I walk down the road, past the street light,
Then say good-bye one last time.
I see you there, where you'd said you'd be,
Swinging there, under the tall, old oak tree,
Humming that song you used to sing,
Back when we didn't have this suffering.
I look at your eyes, so full of light;
I just can't say good-bye this time.
We don't need words; we're beyond that stage.
You look at me, eyes no longer full of rage.
Things got pretty bad before, didn't they...
I remember how you'd said I'd pay.
But here I am, under the moon light,
And you're not saying good-bye, not this time.
We take a walk down that well-worn path,
Remember all those times that made us laugh.
Across the bridge and over the creek,
We stop in the middle, just to think,
Then I reach over, just before daylight,
And kiss you for the very first time.
My lonely room lies empty and bare;
There's no proof that I was even there;
Just carpet and walls, ceiling and floor,
And a backpack still hanging on the door.
I take one last look, turn off the light,
Then say good-bye one last time.
My hallway is dark; the lone light flickers;
And as I move down, the darkness grows thicker.
It's cold outside; I can see my breath before me,
Dancing sky phantoms in a fleeting story.
I walk down the road, past the street light,
Then say good-bye one last time.
I see you there, where you'd said you'd be,
Swinging there, under the tall, old oak tree,
Humming that song you used to sing,
Back when we didn't have this suffering.
I look at your eyes, so full of light;
I just can't say good-bye this time.
We don't need words; we're beyond that stage.
You look at me, eyes no longer full of rage.
Things got pretty bad before, didn't they...
I remember how you'd said I'd pay.
But here I am, under the moon light,
And you're not saying good-bye, not this time.
We take a walk down that well-worn path,
Remember all those times that made us laugh.
Across the bridge and over the creek,
We stop in the middle, just to think,
Then I reach over, just before daylight,
And kiss you for the very first time.
"When Lisa Bleeds"
I should be screaming.
I must be dreaming.
My voice is choked up and dry;
Lost too many tears to cry,
And nothing but regret inside me.
I close my eyes,
Listening to your cries,
Wishing I was far from hell,
At some world where all is well,
Without all this regret inside me.
I got my back against the wall,
I couldn't help but fall;
I'm lost and I'm ashamed,
Just dealing with this pain,
And all this regret inside me.
You pound against the door
As my body hits the floor,
And I sob quietly into my hands,
My legs too weak to stand,
And nothing but regret inside me.
You're the same as them;
But I'm not one to condemn.
I have my own sins to face,
My own past of bitter disgrace,
And too much regret inside me.
I wish I was a child,
Oblivious to the wild,
Not seeing the horrors in the dark,
And the things that stop my heart,
With all this regret inside me.
But I'm alone now in the hall,
No time left for me to stall,
Because I have someone left to save,
So I lie to myself to be brave,
And ignore the regret inside me.
There's still blood on my clothes;
That awful stench fills my nose.
My head pounds inside my skull,
And the weariness takes its toll
Along with regret inside me.
You asked me to save you;
That was one thing I couldn't do.
I was too afraid, couldn't understand,
So I panicked, and so I ran,
With all my regret inside me.
I wonder if you hate me;
That's all I've felt lately.
Maybe you just despise me;
You couldn't ever idolize me,
With all my regret inside me.
This was all too cruel;
I was played for a fool,
And people like you pay the price;
That's what you get for playing nice.
I have too much regret inside me.
I just want you to know,
Before I have to go,
And though this may sound sappy,
Lisa, just know, you made me happy,
Even with this regret inside me.
I won't regret forever.
I should be screaming.
I must be dreaming.
My voice is choked up and dry;
Lost too many tears to cry,
And nothing but regret inside me.
I close my eyes,
Listening to your cries,
Wishing I was far from hell,
At some world where all is well,
Without all this regret inside me.
I got my back against the wall,
I couldn't help but fall;
I'm lost and I'm ashamed,
Just dealing with this pain,
And all this regret inside me.
You pound against the door
As my body hits the floor,
And I sob quietly into my hands,
My legs too weak to stand,
And nothing but regret inside me.
You're the same as them;
But I'm not one to condemn.
I have my own sins to face,
My own past of bitter disgrace,
And too much regret inside me.
I wish I was a child,
Oblivious to the wild,
Not seeing the horrors in the dark,
And the things that stop my heart,
With all this regret inside me.
But I'm alone now in the hall,
No time left for me to stall,
Because I have someone left to save,
So I lie to myself to be brave,
And ignore the regret inside me.
There's still blood on my clothes;
That awful stench fills my nose.
My head pounds inside my skull,
And the weariness takes its toll
Along with regret inside me.
You asked me to save you;
That was one thing I couldn't do.
I was too afraid, couldn't understand,
So I panicked, and so I ran,
With all my regret inside me.
I wonder if you hate me;
That's all I've felt lately.
Maybe you just despise me;
You couldn't ever idolize me,
With all my regret inside me.
This was all too cruel;
I was played for a fool,
And people like you pay the price;
That's what you get for playing nice.
I have too much regret inside me.
I just want you to know,
Before I have to go,
And though this may sound sappy,
Lisa, just know, you made me happy,
Even with this regret inside me.
I won't regret forever.
'Late Nights and Fake Lights'
Bury me with the rings around my eyes
Love's a lie
I keep forgetting not to fall for
Pretty girls and empty heads
Making graves and making beds
Wake up and hate myself
So I never went to sleep
These fake lights are burning out
Like me
Bury me with the rings around my eyes
Love's a lie
I keep forgetting not to fall for
Pretty girls and empty heads
Making graves and making beds
Wake up and hate myself
So I never went to sleep
These fake lights are burning out
Like me
"Cross Section"
I always wondered what my life would be like,
If I was someone else, with someone else's sins;
I find myself running from fight to fight,
Sleeping on a book of the Beginning and the End.
I heard stories that you might know something about that,
But I was always a tad reluctant to move ahead.
But now I'm lost in the fog; I don't know where I'm at,
And I wake up alone in a hospital bed.
I just keep running the wrong way,
From all my mistakes,
Pain in every breath I take.
I keep chasing the wrong things,
And coming up empty;
God, won't you save me?
I haven't had a heart to heart in so many years;
Not since that girl I loved ran off with it one day.
I keep thinking I'm beyond sadness and tears,
But I feel so empty inside, in so many ways.
Mocked and abused, like I need to justify my convictions,
Like I'm nothing if I haven't shed some blood,
Or knocked up some girl, or get drunk, or just have conflictions,
But I'm too lost in my mind, lost in that flood.
I just keep running the wrong way,
From all my mistakes,
Pain in every breath I take.
I keep chasing the wrong things,
And coming up empty;
God, won't you save me?
If I fly away tonight, I want you to know that I love you,
And that I miss you. God, how I miss you.
I wanted to tell you this so much,
I wanted to feel your touch.
I wanted to kiss your lips,
Put my hands around your hips,
And look into your eyes forever,
And swear that nothing dies forever,
And that I'll be back for you one day;
I'll be there to wash your pain away.
I just keep running the wrong way,
From all my mistakes,
Pain in every breath I take.
I keep chasing the wrong things,
And coming up empty;
God, won't you save me?
I always wondered what my life would be like,
If I was someone else, with someone else's sins;
I find myself running from fight to fight,
Sleeping on a book of the Beginning and the End.
I heard stories that you might know something about that,
But I was always a tad reluctant to move ahead.
But now I'm lost in the fog; I don't know where I'm at,
And I wake up alone in a hospital bed.
I just keep running the wrong way,
From all my mistakes,
Pain in every breath I take.
I keep chasing the wrong things,
And coming up empty;
God, won't you save me?
I haven't had a heart to heart in so many years;
Not since that girl I loved ran off with it one day.
I keep thinking I'm beyond sadness and tears,
But I feel so empty inside, in so many ways.
Mocked and abused, like I need to justify my convictions,
Like I'm nothing if I haven't shed some blood,
Or knocked up some girl, or get drunk, or just have conflictions,
But I'm too lost in my mind, lost in that flood.
I just keep running the wrong way,
From all my mistakes,
Pain in every breath I take.
I keep chasing the wrong things,
And coming up empty;
God, won't you save me?
If I fly away tonight, I want you to know that I love you,
And that I miss you. God, how I miss you.
I wanted to tell you this so much,
I wanted to feel your touch.
I wanted to kiss your lips,
Put my hands around your hips,
And look into your eyes forever,
And swear that nothing dies forever,
And that I'll be back for you one day;
I'll be there to wash your pain away.
I just keep running the wrong way,
From all my mistakes,
Pain in every breath I take.
I keep chasing the wrong things,
And coming up empty;
God, won't you save me?
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I saved the lyrics I just didn't remember the chord so I have lyrics with no music I feel bad about that, but my latest song "The Morning Side of Everything" I wrote it all down, I just haven't finished the lyrics, when I do it'll be up here also. Enjoy!
~Our Way~
All serenity, never to know
the truth that needs told.
I alone hold the truth to
knowing where to go
We can't hide all our lies
but we still try to find a way
We run, we're going away, as the wind traces every place that we've been
We don't know where we'll go, but we face this road on our own,(only one 2nd time through) going our way!
(x2)
Our long road decieved everything try to turn us on ourselves
You face your disaray without me
But I know that I'm lost until I find you...
We can't hide all our lies
but we still try to find a way
We run, we're going away, as the wind traces every place that we've been
We don't know where we'll go, but we face this road on our own,(only one 2nd time through) going our way!
(x2)
Our memories give us the reasons that lead us
They show us the things we missed before hand
Here and now never alone
but we still kinda wish we were
We can't hide all our lies
but we still try to find a way
We run, we're going away, as the wind traces every place that we've been
We don't know where we'll go, but we face this road on our own,(only one 2nd time through) going our way!
(x2)
Our way, getting out of here leaving all our fear here
(x4)
Leaving all our far fears behind just to replaced them in time...
~Our Way~
All serenity, never to know
the truth that needs told.
I alone hold the truth to
knowing where to go
We can't hide all our lies
but we still try to find a way
We run, we're going away, as the wind traces every place that we've been
We don't know where we'll go, but we face this road on our own,(only one 2nd time through) going our way!
(x2)
Our long road decieved everything try to turn us on ourselves
You face your disaray without me
But I know that I'm lost until I find you...
We can't hide all our lies
but we still try to find a way
We run, we're going away, as the wind traces every place that we've been
We don't know where we'll go, but we face this road on our own,(only one 2nd time through) going our way!
(x2)
Our memories give us the reasons that lead us
They show us the things we missed before hand
Here and now never alone
but we still kinda wish we were
We can't hide all our lies
but we still try to find a way
We run, we're going away, as the wind traces every place that we've been
We don't know where we'll go, but we face this road on our own,(only one 2nd time through) going our way!
(x2)
Our way, getting out of here leaving all our fear here
(x4)
Leaving all our far fears behind just to replaced them in time...
"Adrenaline"
Something's up, something's going down;
I feel my blood burst as I hit the ground;
Cheers and jeers against tainted fears,
Stench of blood and tears and spilled beers.
They keep telling me to rise, taking fists to the eyes,
Hurts to much to analyze, but to stubborn to compromise.
My left arm's numb, from my shoulder to my thumb;
They wonder why I'd come; surely I'm not that dumb.
In the wake of my mistakes,
Your the only thing that keeps me moving.
Past my pain and past my shame,
You're the only thing that keeps me sane.
Fist to fist, kiss to kiss,
Blood-hate love in a rush of adrenaline,
Pure enough to cover up the sin.
The taste of red, dripping down my head;
Bled enough for dead, but I stand instead.
Time to measure up to size; time to fess up to the lies;
Time to realize what I refuse to idolize is the only thing that dies.
I stand covered in blood and sweat; I'm not finished yet;
I hear them scream their bets, building up their debts,
And I drown it out. Just you, me and your hypocrisy,
And the endless need to watch you bleed.
In the wake of my mistakes,
Your the only thing that keeps me moving.
Past my pain and past my shame,
You're the only thing that keeps me sane.
Fist to fist, kiss to kiss,
Blood-hate love in a rush of adrenaline,
Pure enough to cover up the sin.
Something's up, something's going down;
I feel my blood burst as I hit the ground;
Cheers and jeers against tainted fears,
Stench of blood and tears and spilled beers.
They keep telling me to rise, taking fists to the eyes,
Hurts to much to analyze, but to stubborn to compromise.
My left arm's numb, from my shoulder to my thumb;
They wonder why I'd come; surely I'm not that dumb.
In the wake of my mistakes,
Your the only thing that keeps me moving.
Past my pain and past my shame,
You're the only thing that keeps me sane.
Fist to fist, kiss to kiss,
Blood-hate love in a rush of adrenaline,
Pure enough to cover up the sin.
The taste of red, dripping down my head;
Bled enough for dead, but I stand instead.
Time to measure up to size; time to fess up to the lies;
Time to realize what I refuse to idolize is the only thing that dies.
I stand covered in blood and sweat; I'm not finished yet;
I hear them scream their bets, building up their debts,
And I drown it out. Just you, me and your hypocrisy,
And the endless need to watch you bleed.
In the wake of my mistakes,
Your the only thing that keeps me moving.
Past my pain and past my shame,
You're the only thing that keeps me sane.
Fist to fist, kiss to kiss,
Blood-hate love in a rush of adrenaline,
Pure enough to cover up the sin.
"What It Was Worth"
I fell in love with you against my will;
You were the first one to make this heart feel;
I didn't want this, didn't want this pain,
Knowing that this love would drive me insane.
Lennon was wrong, just so you know.
There's hellfire beneath my feet,
And the weight of heaven over my head.
There's wars waging weak to weak,
And not enough love to save the dead.
I had a dream of you the other night;
It was a dream in which nothing was right.
You were not the girl that I remembered;
Cold, cruel, and emotionally dismembered.
But even then, I couldn't help myself;
I was still in love, despite myself,
And though you and I were not meant to be,
It was worth the pain if you are happy.
Lennon was wrong, just so you know.
I can't imagine living for today,
And I can't imagine living without pain.
But if knowing you makes me feel this way,
Then I'd rather suffer and lose all that I've gained.
I fell in love with you against my will;
You were the first one to make this heart feel;
I didn't want this, didn't want this pain,
Knowing that this love would drive me insane.
Lennon was wrong, just so you know.
There's hellfire beneath my feet,
And the weight of heaven over my head.
There's wars waging weak to weak,
And not enough love to save the dead.
I had a dream of you the other night;
It was a dream in which nothing was right.
You were not the girl that I remembered;
Cold, cruel, and emotionally dismembered.
But even then, I couldn't help myself;
I was still in love, despite myself,
And though you and I were not meant to be,
It was worth the pain if you are happy.
Lennon was wrong, just so you know.
I can't imagine living for today,
And I can't imagine living without pain.
But if knowing you makes me feel this way,
Then I'd rather suffer and lose all that I've gained.
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This is one that I wrote myself...
"As Long As It Takes"
So I see that you're hurt
And it kills me inside
You could let me in to heal you
But instead you brush me aside
I swear I don't want to force you
Into something you can't do
And it's going to take some time
To show you my heart is true
(chorus)
And every time I think about you
My body gets the shakes
Doesn't matter when your heart heals
I'll wait as long as it takes.
You're going on vacation
Say you need a break
You tell me you're feeling pressured
And that's more than I can take
'Cause those were not my intentions
And now I've made a mistake
But I'll still be there for you
My spirit will not break
(chorus)
Your plane is in the air
Among the moon, stars, and clouds
And tonight I wish I could shout
"I love you..." (pause)
'Cause I'm carrying this torch
Its light will never go out
All I'm asking for is a chance
It's you that I can't live without
(chorus)
If only you could see these words
That I write to you tonight
You may just feel the same way I do, but
You shouldn't unless it feels right
And if there is a God,
Please let her have a safe trip
Because when she returns
I'd love to kiss her lips
But I know that's not going to happen
Because her heart has been through so much
That by the time I get to it
It may break again with one touch
So I resign myself to the fact
That my heart has to put on the brakes
But she can take all the time in the world
'Cause I'll wait as long as it takes.
"As Long As It Takes"
So I see that you're hurt
And it kills me inside
You could let me in to heal you
But instead you brush me aside
I swear I don't want to force you
Into something you can't do
And it's going to take some time
To show you my heart is true
(chorus)
And every time I think about you
My body gets the shakes
Doesn't matter when your heart heals
I'll wait as long as it takes.
You're going on vacation
Say you need a break
You tell me you're feeling pressured
And that's more than I can take
'Cause those were not my intentions
And now I've made a mistake
But I'll still be there for you
My spirit will not break
(chorus)
Your plane is in the air
Among the moon, stars, and clouds
And tonight I wish I could shout
"I love you..." (pause)
'Cause I'm carrying this torch
Its light will never go out
All I'm asking for is a chance
It's you that I can't live without
(chorus)
If only you could see these words
That I write to you tonight
You may just feel the same way I do, but
You shouldn't unless it feels right
And if there is a God,
Please let her have a safe trip
Because when she returns
I'd love to kiss her lips
But I know that's not going to happen
Because her heart has been through so much
That by the time I get to it
It may break again with one touch
So I resign myself to the fact
That my heart has to put on the brakes
But she can take all the time in the world
'Cause I'll wait as long as it takes.
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Couple random songs I did between years 2003-2006.. these ones sounded good together so I blended them. I think this is the 7min one that was on my myspace...enjoy anyway.
Couple random songs I did between years 2003-2006.. these ones sounded good together so I blended them. I think this is the 7min one that was on my myspace...enjoy anyway.
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Signature and avatar by ThePredator151
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"Pressure"
Pressure
Such a critical thing
Can change any situation
Make someone feel alone
Even limit their moves
Pressure
What you say I do
I swear it's not true
When my heart still sings
Your name
Pressure
Can drive people nuts
Can shut them off
Can ruin lives
Can stop time
Pressure
I can't make you
We both know I can't make you
Though I know I want you to
Say yes, I feel the same way too
Pressure
It forces lies
It causes mistakes
And who knows what can lie
In its wake
Pressure
Once you return
It's what you won't feel
Because I'm backing off
And being myself again
Pressure
Will alter circumstances
Can't be accounted for
Makes people do things
They don't want to
Pressure
It can't give me your heart
And I don't want it that way
I want you to give it to me
Under your own power
Pressure
Comes unexpected
Has no remorse
No regret
No rhyme or reason
Pressure
Your heart can't take it
But here I am
I can take it all away
If you let me
Pressure
Keeps me from saying
How I truly feel
But here goes nothing
I love you.
Pressure
Such a critical thing
Can change any situation
Make someone feel alone
Even limit their moves
Pressure
What you say I do
I swear it's not true
When my heart still sings
Your name
Pressure
Can drive people nuts
Can shut them off
Can ruin lives
Can stop time
Pressure
I can't make you
We both know I can't make you
Though I know I want you to
Say yes, I feel the same way too
Pressure
It forces lies
It causes mistakes
And who knows what can lie
In its wake
Pressure
Once you return
It's what you won't feel
Because I'm backing off
And being myself again
Pressure
Will alter circumstances
Can't be accounted for
Makes people do things
They don't want to
Pressure
It can't give me your heart
And I don't want it that way
I want you to give it to me
Under your own power
Pressure
Comes unexpected
Has no remorse
No regret
No rhyme or reason
Pressure
Your heart can't take it
But here I am
I can take it all away
If you let me
Pressure
Keeps me from saying
How I truly feel
But here goes nothing
I love you.
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I have created this song:Love is a precious thing(has two parts)
this song is really mysterious
Love is a precious thing
When your lost and found
Love is a beginning,for us
For us is just the ending
Why would you claim to have my heart if you didn`t?
Come here and i`ll show you the way,to love.
part 2
To love which is devine
Our love is so blind
Why can`t you see
what you done to me?
For us they say love won`t last.
I don`t stare at the moon when you look gloomed
Too me my love is so devine
For which this is blind?
Another song i have re-created :Isn`t she lovely? by:Stevie Wonder recreated by:Tonshaad1230
Isn`t she lovely?
isn`t she won-der-ful?
isn`t she precious?
just like the minute of
Boy i`m so hap-py
We can find a love
Loving me is so fine
To which i`m soo acline
But,isn`t she lovely,made for me.
(Harmonica plays by stevie wonder)
yeah!Do it now!
I can`t believe what God has done!
Too us he`s given life to one!
But isn`t lovely,made for me.
The last song:Don`t wanta be a fool
Love.
What have you done oh my?
I was sure of tonight,that she was a frienddd.
I stayed to mid.
(Chorus)
don`t be a fell again
I just believed that love was fair.
But i don`t anymore,she said i`ma boy.
My heart hit the floor.
This time around i tell myself it`s the game of love.
I won`t acqu that`ll be no one tear my heart out anymore.
I just decided i can`t let no body hurt me again cause
I say it to the end i jsut don`t want a be a fool
said i don`t want to be a fool
ever again!
this song is really mysterious
Love is a precious thing
When your lost and found
Love is a beginning,for us
For us is just the ending
Why would you claim to have my heart if you didn`t?
Come here and i`ll show you the way,to love.
part 2
To love which is devine
Our love is so blind
Why can`t you see
what you done to me?
For us they say love won`t last.
I don`t stare at the moon when you look gloomed
Too me my love is so devine
For which this is blind?
Another song i have re-created :Isn`t she lovely? by:Stevie Wonder recreated by:Tonshaad1230
Isn`t she lovely?
isn`t she won-der-ful?
isn`t she precious?
just like the minute of
Boy i`m so hap-py
We can find a love
Loving me is so fine
To which i`m soo acline
But,isn`t she lovely,made for me.
(Harmonica plays by stevie wonder)
yeah!Do it now!
I can`t believe what God has done!
Too us he`s given life to one!
But isn`t lovely,made for me.
The last song:Don`t wanta be a fool
Love.
What have you done oh my?
I was sure of tonight,that she was a frienddd.
I stayed to mid.
(Chorus)
don`t be a fell again
I just believed that love was fair.
But i don`t anymore,she said i`ma boy.
My heart hit the floor.
This time around i tell myself it`s the game of love.
I won`t acqu that`ll be no one tear my heart out anymore.
I just decided i can`t let no body hurt me again cause
I say it to the end i jsut don`t want a be a fool
said i don`t want to be a fool
ever again!
Yes, I'm still venting about certain editorial mandates of a personal favorite fictional couple I'd grown to love.
"Brand New Day"
I sit here alone in my darkened room,
Counting the hours as they fly by,
Wishing I knew and wondering why.
Nothing makes sense, everything's vague,
Just staring at the walls watching wallpaper dry,
And thinking that there's something missing inside.
I was selfish and made a deal with the devil;
I thought it was for the best,
I thought it might give my soul rest,
But now I'm empty without you by my side.
I can't feel my heart beat inside my chest,
And now I'm all alone in this viper's nest.
I know I should feel happy and content;
Everyone else seems so caught up in bliss,
But I can't help but think that something's amiss.
They tell me I'm mistaken and just being paranoid,
But I have this memory of a marriage that shouldn't exist,
And the taste of your lips lingers from a forgotten kiss.
I feel so hollow and imcomplete by myself;
I gaze out the window seeing nothing but rain,
And feeling in my heart sharp, stabbing phantom pains.
It's like a part of me remembers something I lost,
And that's what keeps driving me insane,
Like I've lost everything I fought so hard to gain.
I try to explain it, but everyone just laughs in reply;
They tell me I'm fine; that everything's okay,
But I don't think they're listening to what I have to say.
They tell me I have no reason to regret or despair
And they tell me that living forward is the only way;
They tell me to forget the past and live for a brand new day.
But I won't and I can't because this perfection ain't right;
I may have power and smarts and agility,
But I also have a promise for great responsibility.
A promise is a promise, no matter when or where it was made;
I've been broken before; I know well of humility,
But there's something I had, behind my abilities.
I had someone perfect and kind, fiery and sincere;
I had someone with whom I could just be me,
Someone who made me feel noble and free.
She was someone who motivated me to keep up the fight,
Someone who tended every wound that I'd bleed,
Someone with whom I was truly, genuinely happy.
But now that person's gone, in just one day,
And I don't know if I'll ever get her back.
But it pains me more now, after every attack,
To return to my shell of a home without a smile or embrace;
I just collapse on the bed, let everything unpack,
And ponder again of this feeling I lack.
But I still see her in my sweetest dreams,
Smiling that smile, my dearest, bestest friend.
"Jackpot, tiger," words that have come to an end.
I know something is missing, something I desperately need;
So, to that girl who vanished in the wind,
Hang on for me, dear; I'll find you again.
"Brand New Day"
I sit here alone in my darkened room,
Counting the hours as they fly by,
Wishing I knew and wondering why.
Nothing makes sense, everything's vague,
Just staring at the walls watching wallpaper dry,
And thinking that there's something missing inside.
I was selfish and made a deal with the devil;
I thought it was for the best,
I thought it might give my soul rest,
But now I'm empty without you by my side.
I can't feel my heart beat inside my chest,
And now I'm all alone in this viper's nest.
I know I should feel happy and content;
Everyone else seems so caught up in bliss,
But I can't help but think that something's amiss.
They tell me I'm mistaken and just being paranoid,
But I have this memory of a marriage that shouldn't exist,
And the taste of your lips lingers from a forgotten kiss.
I feel so hollow and imcomplete by myself;
I gaze out the window seeing nothing but rain,
And feeling in my heart sharp, stabbing phantom pains.
It's like a part of me remembers something I lost,
And that's what keeps driving me insane,
Like I've lost everything I fought so hard to gain.
I try to explain it, but everyone just laughs in reply;
They tell me I'm fine; that everything's okay,
But I don't think they're listening to what I have to say.
They tell me I have no reason to regret or despair
And they tell me that living forward is the only way;
They tell me to forget the past and live for a brand new day.
But I won't and I can't because this perfection ain't right;
I may have power and smarts and agility,
But I also have a promise for great responsibility.
A promise is a promise, no matter when or where it was made;
I've been broken before; I know well of humility,
But there's something I had, behind my abilities.
I had someone perfect and kind, fiery and sincere;
I had someone with whom I could just be me,
Someone who made me feel noble and free.
She was someone who motivated me to keep up the fight,
Someone who tended every wound that I'd bleed,
Someone with whom I was truly, genuinely happy.
But now that person's gone, in just one day,
And I don't know if I'll ever get her back.
But it pains me more now, after every attack,
To return to my shell of a home without a smile or embrace;
I just collapse on the bed, let everything unpack,
And ponder again of this feeling I lack.
But I still see her in my sweetest dreams,
Smiling that smile, my dearest, bestest friend.
"Jackpot, tiger," words that have come to an end.
I know something is missing, something I desperately need;
So, to that girl who vanished in the wind,
Hang on for me, dear; I'll find you again.
About Me
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Bloody broken heart
My life is broken
Cut the pain away
Like a noose around my neck
Just want...
to get away
Original, or what?!
My life is broken
Cut the pain away
Like a noose around my neck
Just want...
to get away
Original, or what?!
About Me
Mortal Kombat Online - Community Manager
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"The Girl With The Shining Eyes"
*I wrote this as an AIM away message, so it's in all lowercase. I don't feel like editing it so don't strain over the text.
i feel tortured
because you're so beautiful
your shining eyes
they captivate me
i sing your name
no response...
i have so much to say
yet can't find the words
or the time...
so i continue on
holding it all in
wait, that's a lie
because you already know
a part of what i feel
but that doesn't scratch the surface
and yet, i think now
that i'm just wishing
because i'm not good enough
for you, for anyone, for myself
i'm not the best looking
best dressed, best anything
but, how does that song go...
i've got a big heart of gold?
yea, let's go with that
it's got more love in it
than any other you'll find
and if that isn't good enough
well, that's fine
i'll still be there
when you need me
because it's just who i am
i'm used to the role anyway
always the friend
and just the friend
nothing more
nothing less
so as i lay myself to sleep
while i dream of you
my heart will weep
because i know i can't
make it a reality
your shining eyes
still imprison mine
because i can't look away
so please don't get
the wrong idea
i'm just saying
what comes to mind
on this rainy night
and while my feelings
aren't returned, know
that they won't fade
and i'll be here
to catch you...
if ever you should fall.
I basically just wrote this on the fly a little while ago, and it just flowed well so I decided to post it here and on postpoems.com, in addition to keeping it as my away message. I've been pretty good with this lately...
*I wrote this as an AIM away message, so it's in all lowercase. I don't feel like editing it so don't strain over the text.
i feel tortured
because you're so beautiful
your shining eyes
they captivate me
i sing your name
no response...
i have so much to say
yet can't find the words
or the time...
so i continue on
holding it all in
wait, that's a lie
because you already know
a part of what i feel
but that doesn't scratch the surface
and yet, i think now
that i'm just wishing
because i'm not good enough
for you, for anyone, for myself
i'm not the best looking
best dressed, best anything
but, how does that song go...
i've got a big heart of gold?
yea, let's go with that
it's got more love in it
than any other you'll find
and if that isn't good enough
well, that's fine
i'll still be there
when you need me
because it's just who i am
i'm used to the role anyway
always the friend
and just the friend
nothing more
nothing less
so as i lay myself to sleep
while i dream of you
my heart will weep
because i know i can't
make it a reality
your shining eyes
still imprison mine
because i can't look away
so please don't get
the wrong idea
i'm just saying
what comes to mind
on this rainy night
and while my feelings
aren't returned, know
that they won't fade
and i'll be here
to catch you...
if ever you should fall.
I basically just wrote this on the fly a little while ago, and it just flowed well so I decided to post it here and on postpoems.com, in addition to keeping it as my away message. I've been pretty good with this lately...
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