In all honesty? No, I'm not. I'm the farthest from alright that I've been in my entire life. It feels like my life is over. At 21 I feel like it's all over.

Trish. I'm so sorry to hear that!! What's the matter? =(.

-Ryan C.

Hi there Pink. I had to hear that song for myself, to see what was bothering you. I don't know how I can help, but if you need someone to talk to, I'm listening.

The worst you've been in your whole life? Doesn't sounds fun. Just remember that whatever you are going through will soon come to an end, and that life will be back to normal. I hope that time comes sooner then later.

I agree with you. I feel my life sucks right now and i have to make major changes or else im going to go crazy.

I hate being depressed.

Thank you to everyone for your kind words. I know that I'll be okay. I was just having one of my rare moments of weakness. I'm strong, everything will turn out okay.

I'm pretty much there myself and 21 soon. This year so far has been absolute crap and just seems to get worse as it progresses. I've been presented with some options that would change my life but I really don't know what to decide and if it'd all be for the better or not. For me it'd mean great sacrifice. Whatever is bothering you, remember to keep a positive outlook. Things will get better for you. Here's hoping it does soon for the both of us and anyone else having a tough time at the moment.
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Glad to hear it. Everything will be fine.

Glad to hear that you know that, remember that on here also, you have friends who love and care about you.

-Ryan C.

Hey there, I remember that... except my life was filled with alot of death and confusion at the time...

Whoever said it first was right, a positive outlook on things tremendously alters the outcome of that place in life...

It will return again however, in a couple years actually...the thing about the next time is that you'll be able to describe it, but not get rid of it as quickly as your knowledge should allow you to...

Mine this last time was stagnation. Every thing that I/we were working to accomplish as a family....as a house-hold and a moving unit..... was and had been working to allow us to progress gradually like we planned it should. The missing piece of information is that part where everything "evens out". The part were you even keel was what I was not prepared for.

Food even tasted differently...wierd that it disturbed me that much. But I learned an important lesson here. I needed to take a break, and realize that I wanted something....Clarify what it was that I was certain about, and proceed in the direction of that clarification....





I wanted a double whooper from Burger King....LmFao!!

But really, everything I said is true besides the joke there, and what I really wanted was to clarify my position in my family. I know now un-equvically, that I am the foundation within this section of my family...I am the rock that has been missing for even some of my elders to stand on and pivot from. I am structure...or "ground" for those who come up behind me...I provide that for my family. And it's really simple stuff too. Like money(what little I have at whatever time lol), a place to live and get goals in focus, and to usher out and support to form a network of seemingly simple family networking...

idk, it seems right on spot, and before I noticed it...my confliction had evaporated.

Layd-

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Just a couple minutes ago : 2 users

Theres 7 now.

6 now

Me you and "G" are three of 'em..

lol so depressing..

Humm... Why doesn't an intelligent 19 year old exist? Why do they all have to be between 25 and 30?! FUCK!

I guess I'm not the only one in a crappy mood lately. Seems a lot of people are suffering from S.A.D. lately (it's a seasonal disorder that leaves you feeling really depressed).

Ah well, I got out the other night for the evening with a buddy to drive around and stuff.

Hopefully tonight if the weather stays decent I'll end up at a nearby club/poolhall called Doolys to enjoy myself a bit and maybe see someone I've had my eye on recently there, too.

Sunday maybe even get to see Wrestlemania with some friends and have a few drinks!
I'm putting odds on both Trump and McMahon getting their heads shaved by Austin with McMahon having a stunner put on him!
I figure lashley will lose and Trump gets shaved, then McMahon shoots his mouth off and heckles him he gets the stunner treatment by Austin along with a shaved scalp! Maybe even a cameo by Brutus the barber beefcake too? I hope I get to see Wrestlemania regardless what happens!

Shyriu: Awsome in a medium sized package.

Salt and Vinegar chips fucking rock!!!

There are now only 5 users online.

Umbrella

Under my umbrella ella ella ey ey ey
Under my umbrella ella ella ey ey ey
Under my umbrella ella ella ey ey ey ey ey

Haha, this song is awesome.

Why am I so beautiful?

Arggg. God I'm bored.

I shot a .50 magnum yesterday, the damn thing kicked so hard it broke two fingers.

:(

Its now 10:34 a.m and there are 11 users online......

Hmmm.

It sucks that people are reduced to counting the number of persons online here lol.

I'm going to count and read old PMs.

getting tired of mature women shyriu?

I cant believe my thread got closed cause one guy posted nonsense!!!!

M thread was following the rules and everything was good. Then somebody makes a stupid argument and ruins it. The only excitement was seeing which thread would last longer. now they were both closed at that the same time.

Lame.

On a side note.

Theres 20 users online!!